Snowy Night Kiss

Chapter 100 I wish you a smooth life, happy and worry-free
Jin Yanchen couldn't give up the empire he had worked so hard to build, nor did he want to see her living a humiliating life by his side.

He had also fought against fate, wanting to take her away and escape from all constraints.

Regardless, this is the best outcome they could have.

Jian Yi took away the windbreaker that Jin Yanchen gave her when they first met. She found a ring box in the corner of the box, and naturally, she left the ring there.

She walked to Jin Yanchen's study with ease, where his safe was.

Perhaps it was a last-ditch obsession, she sat cross-legged on the floor and tried the combination to his safe.

She lost for the first time by answering Jin Yanchen’s birthday, which was an unexpectedly wrong answer.

Jin Yanchen leaned against the door with his arm propped up to watch her movements. He kindly gave her some hints: "Xiaoyi, why don't you think about yourself?"

Jian Yi's eyelashes trembled twice, and some fragmentary images suddenly flashed through her mind. Her fingertips trembled as she typed in the six numbers "521231".

The safe snapped open in front of her.

All of Jin Yanchen's secrets were revealed to her without reservation.

In an instant, a feeling of bitterness and complexity surged into her heart. Jian Yi forced herself to sit up and quietly pressed the ring on the topmost document.

Jin Yanchen couldn't bear it any longer.

He pressed her down on the table, and the strong breath invaded her every sense. Jian Yi almost couldn't breathe.

He seemed to want to kiss her, but under the pressure of his emotions, he just buried his head in her shoulders and gave her a deep hug. There was a long roar in his chest, and at this moment, Jian Yi bumped into his eyes.

The secret desire was like the deepest sea at night, surging with unknown emotions, maybe it was love. In any case, his love was too rational and too restrained. All the tools in the world that could see into people's hearts could only reveal three-quarters of him.

Jian Yi couldn't hold her breath, and like a sailboat unable to move forward, she hugged him with her whole body.

She put her hands around his neck and kissed his eyes.

Jian Yi often wondered why she fell in love with Jin Yanchen alone. Later, when she was moved, she secretly traced his eyes in the night.

It was because he had a pair of eyes that were clearer than those of ordinary people, he could see the sorrows of life, he was considerate of her feelings, there was a little affection in the corners of his eyes and eyebrows, and she was just immersed in it.

This was the last time they hugged each other and looked into each other's eyes.

Close hearts, mixed hearts.

No one said a word.

Later, Jin Yanchen pressed his forehead against hers and clasped her shoulders with both hands. This hug seemed to press her into every inch of his body.

His voice was hoarse, as if he had swallowed countless pieces of ice. Only in this way could he maintain his composure and calm.

"If you encounter any difficulties in the future, feel free to come to me."

"it is good."

"Don't go astray, just like you went astray with me." Jin Yanchen stared at her, his voice restrained: "I'm sorry, I couldn't protect you - rumors, criticism, and making you sad."

Jian Yi burst into tears at this moment.

She wiped away her tears, looked at him and smiled, "You underestimate me too much. I was fine before I met you."

“There was never a time when I couldn’t see the road clearly.”

Jian Yi lowered his voice: "Jin Yanchen."

"You are my only obstacle."

"Don't take all the responsibility on yourself. Because of you, I don't have to worry about my livelihood, and I feel confident in everything I do. You have taken me to see many sights that I could never see in my entire life. I think -"

Jian Yi closed her eyes deeply: "You are not my detour, you are my ideal country and my utopia."

"I am walking out today because we both have our own paths to take. I don't want to see you abandon your family and the company you have worked so hard to build for me, nor do I want to give up on myself and stay where I am for a man."

If we were to miss each other, it must be something we both knew. Jin Yanchen's Adam's apple rolled. She had said it so clearly that he had no reason to stay.

What reason could he use to keep her by his side?

The rules of the game were set from the beginning, and he was the one who made the first remarks at the beginning and the end.

Today, we can only blame him for not being able to discern his own heart and for being frivolous and contemptuous of all love.

Jin Yanchen lowered his hands to make room for her.

Jian Yi picked up the box and prepared to leave. Her eyes were as clear and bright as if washed by tears, and she had a tenacious spirit that never gave up.

"Small."

Jin Yanchen still called her, and his last call was particularly tender. Jian Yi stopped. No matter they were parting or meeting, her heart always beat involuntarily because of this man.

This was the man she deeply loved, the man she had gone through an entire youth of passionate love for, the man she had overcome all difficulties to be with.

The sunlight gradually climbed up the city. When she stepped out of here, there was no place in this city that she missed anymore.

Jian Yi's eyes suddenly felt sore.

Jin Yanchen slowly walked up to her.

He took off the agarwood bracelet from between his wrist bones, pinched her wrist with two fingers, and wrapped the Buddhist beads around her wrist twice.

He gave her his final exhortations, like a gentle and affectionate lover.

"The long road is not an easy one, and the rough road ahead is not always as you wish. But the simple meaning -"

"Jin Yanchen still wishes you a smooth life, happy and worry-free."

Jin Yanchen loosened his hand, touching her for a very brief moment, and before leaving he did not forget to put on a grey coat for her.

This is the coldest month in Kyoto. The cold wind brings with it the crushed snow, and the air seems to be filled with razor blades. Every breath feels like being tortured.

Jian Yi slowly walked out with the suitcase.

She walked forward stubbornly, not allowing herself to look back even once.

Along the way, she has no regrets.

There are only a few moments in life, and if she had experienced those moments, she would have no regrets.
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Jin Yanchen stood in the corridor and watched her leave quietly.

The snow fell all over the eaves. The newly planted osmanthus tree in front of the yard had just sprouted branches when the heavy snow crushed the trunk, leaving the yard in a mess.

His eyes never moved away from the scene. He watched in silence as the thin, straight body in the snow gradually shrank into a shadow, until the shape became blurred and its outline disappeared.

Someone advised him: "If you like her, just stay with her. It's easy for the Jin family to trap a little girl with no background."

"Master Jin is really not going to stay?"

The wind and snow covered half of the window. Jin Yanchen put his hands behind his back and stared out the window quietly.

He recalled the night when they first met. It was also a snowy and windy night. He leaned against the car and lit a cigarette. The misty blue light came on, and he looked up and saw her.

She carried her suitcase and walked forward relentlessly, tears falling uncontrollably. Even when she was crying, she held her back straight, full of the stubbornness to go all the way to the end.

Jin Yanchen sighed softly, and the sigh disappeared in an instant, blending into the deep snow.

He opened the cigarette box as usual, turned the cigarette butt around in his hand, and the person next to him lit it for him.

In this world of debauchery, he felt bored again.

Jin Yanchen simply threw away the cigarette and used a long umbrella to block half of the wind and snow.

His voice was cold and clear: "No more."

　I burst into tears again
　　
　
(End of this chapter)