Snowy Night Kiss

Chapter 187 Lin Qingruan x Mo Yucheng: Go find the person you want to see
The body temperature of life is fading away, and Lin Qingruan feels it more clearly than anyone else.

She suddenly lost her voice, and hot tears rolled down her cheeks uncontrollably.

All the machines in the ward stopped working, and a doctor in a white coat walked in and announced in a very straightforward tone, "Declared dead at 2016:2 a.m. on February 27, ."

All procedures were proceeding in an orderly manner, and Lin Qingruan was so overwhelmed by sadness that only a shell remained of her.

The moment she stepped out of the hospital, she could no longer hold back her tears.

"Mo Yucheng, I don't have an aunt anymore, what should I do?"

"Mo Yucheng..."

When life is at its most hopeless, even the most caustic person seems to lose his temper.

Lin Qingruan had completely lost the ability to think. She was like a helpless child, and the instinct engraved in her bones made her unable to stop calling Mo Yucheng's name.

Mo Yucheng hugged her tightly, his eyes slightly reddened, and he felt sorry for her, but also sad for himself.

He knew that he no longer had any reason to keep her.

"Don't cry, Qing Ruan. I will always be by your side and treat you well like your aunt."

Lin Qingruan raised her head, her eyes red from crying. She looked over at him with tears in her eyes and asked him stubbornly like a rabbit, "Mo Yucheng, why do you have to be with me?"

Mo Yucheng had thought about the answer to this question more than once.

He shrugged. "Because of love."

"I can't explain it in detail, but no matter where I go in life, I will think of a girl named Lin Qingruan. I think of every expression she had when she was acting. She was a little liar who was the best at acting. I always wonder if you loved me during those years when we were together."

Lin Qingruan turned her head away: "I don't love you."

Mo Yucheng looked at her speechlessly. He reached out and gently stroked her tear-soaked eyelashes with a look that could see through people's hearts.

Easily see through her disguise.

He chuckled, then squatted down and hugged her whole body.

"You said you didn't love me, but why did you cry on the day of our engagement?"

"You said you didn't love me, so why did you leave without saying goodbye? You could have stayed with me without any scruples."

Lin Qingruan turned her head and covered his mouth, not wanting to hear him speak anymore.

As expected, Mo Yucheng obediently stopped talking about this topic. He kneaded the corners of her forehead, and his lips brushed her earlobe. His warm breath fell clearly beside her ear, carrying the scent of a lasting affection.

"I don't force you to love me, but I hope you don't trap yourself in that day."

Lin Qingruan was shocked all over. Before she had time to think about the deeper meaning of this sentence, she saw a plane ticket with an unclear date stuffed into her coat pocket.

It was a plane ticket to England.

It was when she was tied to him that year that she decided to give up the flight ticket of the airline that she had gone to find Meng Ze.

Lin Qingruan even forgot to cry. She didn't understand what he meant and her heart was filled with bitterness.

Mo Yucheng said gently, "London is foggy and likes rain. Remember to check the weather forecast before going out, and... go find the person you want to see."

The brothers in the compound would be shocked to see him lowering his posture to coax others.

Mo Yucheng really had no other choice. He learned the biggest lesson in life from Lin Qingruan: letting go would make her happier than possessing her, and he would rather she be happy.

"Let's go, Qing Ruan."

Mo Yucheng's eyes dimmed completely. He stood up, put his hands behind his back and didn't look at her. However, when Lin Qingruan staggered to her feet, he subconsciously held her hand.

"I have nothing to hold you back."

Mo Yucheng lowered his eyelashes, his voice was very tense. Over the years, he has devoted all his efforts to cultivating Lin Qingruan. It's not that no one in the circle has reminded him that a bird in a cage will fly out if it becomes ambitious. But Mo Yucheng still stubbornly gave her the best of everything.

He wanted Lin Qingruan to become a whole vibrant spring, rather than a flower in a greenhouse that could wither at any time.

Her first half of life was too hard, and Mo Yucheng hoped that her world would be filled with flowers and applause in the future.

But when he saw Lin Qingruan stumbling forward while holding onto the wall, Mo Yucheng couldn't help but feel heartbroken. His heart seemed to be torn repeatedly by a blunt knife, and the power of reason suppressed his desire to move forward.

He promised Lin Qingruan's aunt that he would make her happy.

What exactly is happiness? This answer can only be chosen by Lin Qingruan.

The walk from the hospital to the parking lot didn't seem as difficult as Lin Qingruan had imagined. She got into the car with her bag as usual, turned the car key, and the plane ticket in her pocket fell to the ground.

She picked it up, looked at it for a while, and threw it into the trash can.

What kept appearing in her mind was Zhao Meihua's face at the last moment of her death. She fell asleep with a satisfied smile, but Lin Qingruan kept asking herself the same question over and over again.

"Will she really be happy?"

Lin Qingruan didn’t know the answer, she just felt as heavy as if a huge rock was pressing on her.

She couldn't help wanting to fall asleep, wanting to take one last look at her aunt in her dream. The moment she closed her eyes, Mo Yucheng's face appeared in her sight.

She remembered that he had a conversation with Jin Yanchen one night. In fact, she was standing on the second floor and heard it clearly.

He said without hesitation that day: "I love you."
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It’s winter again, and Kyoto, which has just snowed, looks like a fairy tale castle.

The plum blossoms in the plum garden bloomed very early this year. From afar, they looked like a bright patch of frost and snow. Jian Yi took her daughter and stood below to take pictures.

Jin Yanchen used his mobile phone to find the best angle for the mother and daughter.

Before he pressed the shutter button, the phone was snatched away by Mo Yucheng. He put on a lecturing tone, "Yanchen, your photos are too touristy. You need to be higher to take better photos."

Jin Yanchen sneered: "Young Master Mo knows a lot."

Mo Yucheng was complacent: "Of course, my wife is a big star."

When ordinary celebrities are in love, they would like to hide their amateur identities as much as possible, but Mo Yucheng's thinking process is probably different from everyone else. He wants to spread the six words "Lin Qingruan's belonging" to everyone in the world.

The bell of Fanshan Temple rang not far away. Jian Yi looked up at the top of the mountain, then took Jian Xumi’s hand and walked towards the mountain road.

There was a small shadow following behind her daughter, just three steps away. It was not far enough for her to grab the corner of her clothes and not let go.

Jian Yi said helplessly: "An An, can you and Xumi walk together holding hands?"

Lin Qingruan was busy taking pictures with Mo Yucheng. She glanced back at her son who was following Jian Yi's daughter like a tail. She pulled the corner of her lip and said to Mo Yucheng, "You don't care about your son."

Mo Yucheng glanced at him casually. He wished that Mo Qing'an would follow the little girl from the Jian family every day.

He also wanted to enjoy some space for two with Lin Qingruan.

Mo Qing'an's birth was a coincidence.

On the day Zhao Meihua passed away, Lin Qingruan fainted due to grief. When she woke up lying on the hospital bed, the doctor told her that she was three months pregnant.

It turned out that Zhao Meihua stroking her belly in front of the bed was a sign that her body really had a new life.

Just as Zhao Meihua said, after her aunt passed away, one of her children would come to accompany her again in her aunt's place.

At that moment, Lin Qingruan felt the miracle of life inheritance.

Her eyelashes trembled violently, and she thought that she was finally not alone.

This time they came to Fanshan Temple to fulfill a vow.