Snowy Night Kiss

Chapter 37 Are you blaming me for breaking up with you?

Jian Yi glanced at him, her eyes suddenly becoming a little suspicious.

Lin Yuan immediately made up for it: "I mean, I can refer to your school."

The bell for the end of get out of class rang at this time. Lin Yuan looked at her with some reluctance, but for Jian Yi, this bell was like redemption.

She didn't have much experience dealing with the opposite sex, and the polite greetings made her feel a hundred times more tired than in class, so much so that when she got into Jin Yanchen's car after class, she felt as comfortable as a tired bird returning to its warm nest.

Jin Yanchen didn't bring a driver today. He looked at her with amusement and asked, "Are you going to school or to the war?"

Jian Yi collapsed on the car seat and let Jin Yanchen adjust the seat for her. She sighed and said, "You don't understand. Interpersonal communication is more tiring for me than fighting."

"Why on earth do we need group work? Can't one person complete all the tasks?" Jian Yi yawned and looked down at some study abroad materials that Lin Yuan sent her through the group chat.

She didn't have much information in her hand, and she only had a very rough outline in her mind. When Jin Yanchen's eyes swept over her, Jian Yi subconsciously closed her phone, and she felt a little shaken in her heart.

She knew exactly where this instability came from.

"What do you think about going abroad?" Jian Yi suddenly asked this question. She held her seat belt tightly, looking straight ahead with a hidden nervousness.

"It's a very good choice." Taking the time to do so, Jin Yanchen looked back at her and asked, "Do you want to go abroad?"

Because of his look, Jian Yi's heart became confused.

She turned her head toward the window, her mind calmed down, and she hummed and said, "I want to go out and see the world. When I was a child, someone told me to go out into the world."

The car stopped at the traffic light.

After just one minute of waiting, Jian Yi felt her scalp tingling under the gaze, even though Jin Yanchen's eyes were as gentle as jade.

In the last ten seconds, he suddenly leaned over.

Jian Yi smelled the strong smell of cigar tobacco on him, as well as a faint smell of wooden men's perfume.

These were the things that made her addicted, so when his lips accidentally brushed against her earlobe, she could not help but tremble and feel shy.

Jin Yanchen chuckled and said to her in a voice that tickled her ears, "Are you willing to leave me?"

Jian Yi closed her eyes hopelessly, raised her head and offered her lips. A gentle sigh escaped from between her lips and teeth. She thought that Jin Yanchen was not the heartless mountain in the wind and snow, but a paradise in this world that made people linger and forget to leave.

How much sorrow suddenly became an unbearable throbbing.

An urgent car horn sounded behind him, and Jin Yanchen stepped on the brake and drove very fast. There was still lipstick on his lips that he had not had time to wipe off, and it was still hanging on his face, making him look even more frivolous and reckless.

"If you want to go, I'll help you contact the agent and teacher, and you can make your own decision." Jin Yanchen paused and continued, "There's no need to change or compromise because of me."

It turns out that he was born with a pair of affectionate eyes and he is not just good at flirting.

He could see through her thoughts while chatting and laughing, inadvertently solve the troubles that had been bothering her for days, and give his own reference opinions calmly and rationally.

This is probably the difference between being twenty and thirty.

Love at the age of twenty is passionate, and the phrase "I'll follow you wherever you go" is extremely romantic; but life at the age of thirty is in your own hands, and you should not change the original trajectory and path because of anyone.

Obviously, Jin Yanchen's answer was more in line with her realistic mood, but she just couldn't be happy. If you are too rational and calm in a relationship, you will lose some of the pleasure of a short-term rise in dopamine. However, such a relationship also has a biggest advantage, which is that when they separate, both of them will appear very decent.

The word break up made Jian Yi's heart skip a beat.

I don’t know if it was telepathy, but Jin Yanchen also drove the car to the yard in the eastern suburbs at this time.

He did not turn off the engine and kept the heater on. He casually rolled up his sleeves, revealing his valuable bronze statue, as if he wanted to have a good talk with her.

"I thought we could continue the topic of our breakup yesterday?"

Jian Yi's breathing paused for a moment, and her memory went back to yesterday, when the rain was drizzling. Her heart sank to the bottom, and she subconsciously felt that they should break up.

"Not separated."

Those were the only words Jin Yanchen said to her that night.

Jian Yi looked up at him at that time. In the foggy tones of the rainy night, his eyes were so unfathomably deep, with a fragile light and moving words.

They hugged each other so tightly that even their breaths lingered in the air and they couldn't bear to separate.

"Okay, then we won't separate."

Jian Yi closed her eyes deeply. Her mind was extremely clear at this moment. Her tears fell uncontrollably on his neck. Her tone was very obedient.

"I only listen to you."

Why did she subconsciously think that they were going to break up? Because Jian Yi felt that there was always an unbridgeable gap between her and Jin Yanchen. They could choose to ignore it, but they would be tripped one day.

The cause and effect of separation had already been laid. She didn't know the specific content of the conversation, but she just thought it was time for her to grow up and leave.

A beautiful dream is always the most painful when you wake up. He built a fairy-tale castle for her with tenderness, but the corresponding price was that she could never share the suffering with him.

The bitterness in this is probably the special state of mind of a twenty-year-old. Jian Yi couldn't tell Jin Yanchen about her anxiety and worry about the future, so she could only tilt her head and ask him, "Are you blaming me for breaking up with you?"

"I'm not blaming you, I just want to ask what you think." Jin Yanchen tapped the steering wheel with his long fingers, and his tone was extremely gentle, as if he was having a heart-to-heart talk.

"I think you are always used to self-sacrifice. When encountering some problems, you always consider others first."

Jian Yi bit her lower lip subconsciously and stammered that she was used to it. She looked at him with a confused look that was still not understood.

The night enveloped the entire eastern suburbs. She had her long hair tied up today. When she turned her face around, she looked like a student who had not yet grown up, but she always liked to pretend to be mature and calm.

With her personality that always considers others, if she finds someone worthy, she can still get along with him. However, if she enters society where all kinds of people gather, she will inevitably suffer a lot.

She still has a long way to go in the future, and Jin Yanchen hopes to teach her some more principles of dealing with people. But he has no experience in dealing with such a little girl, so after thinking about it, he can only put down his posture and coax her in a gentle tone, "I'm here, I don't want you to suffer any grievances."

"Don't be too sensible, and don't think about me, just do whatever makes you happy."

Jin Yanchen tapped the steering wheel with his long fingers and pressed the button at hand, and a locker opened in front of Jian Yi.

He gestured, "Open it and take a look?"

(End of this chapter)