Snowy Night Kiss

Chapter 61 But once I fell in love with her, I could never stop loving her

Jin Yanchen casually pointed to the handrail at the corner of the entrance and showed it to her.

Jian Yi was already familiar with every area of ​​the eastern suburbs. She jumped off the sofa barefoot, and saw Jin Yanchen biting a cigarette, turning back and pointing helplessly at the slippers on the ground.

She stuck out her tongue, pretended to be embarrassed, and walked quickly to the door in her slippers.

At the same time, Jin Yanchen also turned around, and the two of them went to the door in the north corner, one and the other to the balcony in the south.

Another straight line running in opposite directions, as if life will never be in harmony.

The momentary gloom was firmly suppressed in Jian Yi's heart, and she was still in a relatively cheerful mood.

God knows how many surprises today was for her. She finally found a crack in the airtight wall. It was truly a pleasant surprise that Jin Yanchen was willing to confide in her.

He didn't seem like someone who was used to explaining his past to others. Maybe she really wanted to be the winner in this exchange of sincerity.

Jian Yi smiled and stopped thinking about it. She was always happy to be ignorant about matters of the heart. She opened the dark drawer, revealing some rarely used documents. Jian Yi found all of Jin Yanchen's information in the innermost file bag.

Maybe talking about the past was just a clue. Tonight she was really interested in his past.

She wanted to know about every day of his life before he turned eighteen, and what kind of hardships he had gone through that made him avoid talking about love and obsession.

Jin Yanchen also acquiesced to her behavior. He said nothing more, but waved his hand and laid everything out in front of her.

Even without looking at these certificates, Jian Yi could imagine how excellent Jin Yanchen was.

His knowledge and insights in conversation, as well as his calm demeanor in every move, all reveal his profound background and charm.

Even so, Jian Yi was still a little surprised when she saw the IELTS score that was close to 9 points.

Unfortunately, the two-year validity period had long passed, and that thin transcript was finally stacked together with an application for studying abroad.

When Jian Yi wanted to take it out and take a closer look, Jin Yanchen had just finished smoking a cigarette.

He stood outside the balcony, letting the wind blow away the smell of tobacco, and then strode towards her.

"The waste materials are probably useless after looking at them."

Jian Yi nodded and didn't look down. She caught a glimpse of the English words "Stanford Business School" from the corner of her eye. As she turned around, she suddenly wondered whether Jin Yanchen was also full of ambition and wanted to embark on a journey around the world when he was her age.

It turns out that he almost went global.

Jian Yi was unusually sleepless that night, and accidentally found the "Revenge Diary" under her pillow. She had originally placed it carefully on the bedside, but then she accidentally dropped it to the ground while chatting with each other, and it was picked up by Jin Yanchen unintentionally.

He respected her every wish, and except for picking up the page he accidentally glanced at, he never opened it again.

In fact, the so-called "Revenge Diary" is actually a diary that she carries with her. When she was young, she always felt aggrieved about too many things and had no one to talk to, so she just wrote everything down in the diary.

For example, when it came to parent-teacher meetings, Mom and Dad only went to their younger brother's class; when buying groceries, they would always only ask their younger son what he liked to eat; when eating, they would subconsciously push the nutritious dishes in front of Jian Liangliang. These tiny little things were recorded. At that time, she naively thought that she would "retaliate" for all of them when she grew up and became successful.

These little things seemed a little funny now. Jian Yi read carefully, but when the man's eyes looked at her, she closed the book with a "click".

She kicked the quilt and looked up, "I can't sleep."

It was already past midnight, Jin Yanchen lazily propped himself up with his arms, his voice was not without sleepiness, but he still asked her patiently, "So what do you want?"

"I want to hear you read."

Two thin white arms were wrapped around his waist. Jin Yanchen lowered his eyes and looked down. The lotus pink silk nightgown had already been crumpled into a ball. The little girl's eyes were like peeled grapes, squeezed out of the juicy tenderness. The hands curled up in the quilt scratched his chest unconsciously, softly and slenderly, as if she was acting coquettishly.

There is no reason to rest in this long night.

He resigned himself to his fate and picked up the book at hand, which was Di Gengxin's "Great Expectations".

The title of the book is quite grand, just enough to drive away the redness of the night. Before he could open his mouth, he felt something was stuffed into his chest. Jin Yanchen glanced down and saw a palm-sized book made of kraft paper, with more than half of the words unwritten, thrown into his arms by the owner without mercy.

"As a reward, this 'Revenge Diary' is given to you."

Jian Yi raised his eyebrows: "Aren't you curious whether your name is in it? Just go and check it out."

She was so free and easy that Jin Yanchen laughed secretly.

To him, these were the shy diaries that only little girls would write, but as he read line by line, his brows deepened.

In the end, Jin Yanchen was glad that the lights in the bedroom were not on, so that his cold and stern face would not be too terrifying.

He sneered and stuffed the diary back into her hands.

"You can continue to remember. I will take care of any grudges you have."

The moment Jin Yanchen said this, Jian Yi could feel a flash of heartache on his face.

Unfortunately, the light was not on, so she could not see his expression clearly. She only felt the arms around her waist tighten, and soon she was held tightly against his chest.

Jian Yi tried to push him away but failed, so she just felt at ease and leaned against his hot chest.

"Look at the last page. After I met you, there was no time to write anymore."

The time in this diary is forever frozen at the day I ran away from home.

The most embarrassing moment in her life took up half a page in her diary, but she ended it, contrary to her usual practice, with "Will I see him again next time it snows?"

And Jin Yanchen had already given her the answer.

Jin Yanchen pressed his fingertips on the words she wrote, "I want to see him". He felt something flowing through his heart, a very warm feeling, just like the girl's personality, pinching him neither slowly nor slowly.

He tilted his head back and smiled, his fingertips hooked the laces of her nightgown, his smile had an ambiguous meaning.

"You're quite provocative."

Jian Yi said nothing.

She has made it clear what she is thinking and what she is loving, and the rest is up to him.

The sound of turning pages was like a whisper, and Jin Yanchen slowly sat up.

His voice was very low, as if he was deliberately speaking only to her.

"My love for her is against common sense, it hinders my future, it loses my self-control, it destroys my hope, it ruins my happiness, and it is destined to experience all kinds of frustration and hope."

There was a "click" sound.

It was Jian Yi who turned on the bedside lamp.

The dim light was not bright enough, but it was enough to illuminate his face.

Jin Yanchen was holding a book in his hand, with his long arms around her shoulders. The sudden light made him a little uncomfortable, and he paused and looked at her.

Jian Yi smiled at him and lay down again. Now that she could see his whole face clearly, she began to look forward to his next line.

Jin Yanchen pulled the corner of the quilt, turned his body to the side, and lowered his head so that he could look into her eyes.

He laughed briefly, then grabbed her chin, his eyes fixed on every inch of her, and said slowly and steadily:
"But once I fell in love with her, I could never stop loving her."

(End of this chapter)