Lawyer Gao is secretly jealous again

Chapter 68 Ding Jiaxu now has a series of sadomasochistic novel plots in his mind

"Jiaxu..." Gao Huoling called her and wanted to put his arms around her, but Ding Jiaxu spoke again.

"Don't touch me yet..."

"You can't really answer that, can you?"

"If you don't know how to answer, don't say it."

Ding Jiaxu suddenly rushed out of the study and ran towards the bedroom.

She returned to the bedroom and closed the door. She looked at everything here, but there was no trace of her.

Is she the outsider?

"Jia Xi...Open the door, can we talk face to face? It's not that I can't answer, I'm just thinking, how can I tell you so that you can understand..."

"Then don't say anything. If I'm unhappy, I can bear it myself..." Ding Jiaxu shouted through the door.

"Silly boy, why are you unhappy?" Gao Huoling chuckled.

"Would you please open the door first? Are you planning to hide from me forever?"

"Are you creating opportunities for Ji Shuyi?"

Gao Huoling's words did work, and the door was opened a crack.

Ding Jiaxu stood aside with his head lowered.

"I didn't..." she began, with a strong nasal tone.

Gao Huoling was a little surprised that she actually cried.

"You're crying because you thought too much. I didn't make you cry." Gao Huoling said that, but still reached out to wipe away the tears from Ding Jiaxu's face.

"It's you, it's you...it's all you..." When Gao Huoling's hand touched Ding Jiaxu's skin, she could no longer hold back and burst into tears.

She reached out and hugged Gao Huoling, wrapped her arms tightly around his waist, buried her head in his chest, and burst into tears.

Gao Huoling could clearly feel that a large area of ​​his shirt on his chest was wet.

"Okay, okay, it's my fault. I shouldn't have made you cry. So, I have to love you and hold you like this for the rest of my life, okay? Cry if you want..."

"Don't hold it in..."

"I don't believe you, you're a liar. You clearly can't forget Ji Shuyi, you're just using me as a stand-in. You just think I look like her, and you keep me by your side because you can't have her."

"When she changes her mind one day, you will throw me away, right...ah..."

At this moment, Ding Jiaxu imagined a series of sadomasochistic novel plots in his mind.

She felt that she was the pitiful and miserable female lead, Ji Shuyi was the white moonlight female lead, and Gao Huoling was the scumbag male lead.

"Stop... forget about those boring novel complexes in your head..."

Gao Huoling reached out and pushed Ding Jiaxu away. Looking at her crying out of breath, he felt inexplicably amused.

He reached out to wipe away the tears on Ding Jiaxu's face, and looked at her red and swollen eyes, feeling a little distressed.

"You don't think I have Stockholm syndrome..."

"The more you abuse me and make me sad, the more I love you?"

"Ding Jiaxu...what kind of books did you read before? Boring romance novels? Like the one in the study? I didn't throw it away because I forgot, not because I couldn't bear to..." "I'm not a particularly grudge-bearing person, but I'm not a big complainer either..."

"I don't love my own wife and my own child, but I want to love a woman who once broke my heart and someone else's child?"

"Are you stupid or am I stupid?"

"I don't believe it... You've only known me for a few days, and you say you love me, I don't believe it..." Ding Jiaxu shook off Gao Huoling's hand and sat down on the bed.

"You have to believe it even if you don't want to. This is the fact."

Gao Huoling also sat down next to her.

"Actually... when I first saw you, I had an inexplicable familiar feeling. I did think your eyes were a bit like hers..."

"Look, look..." Ding Jiaxu thought to himself, you finally admitted it.

She pointed at Gao Huoling, pouted her lips, and was about to cry again.

"What are you looking at? I haven't even finished my sentence..." Gao Ziling immediately reached out and covered her mouth to stop her from crying.

"I was talking about an illusion. I drank so much that day, I was lucky that I didn't get into a car accident. You're alive and I'm not in jail, so just thank God..."

"Don't cry... Just hold it in and listen to me..."

Gao Huoling let go of his hand and signaled Ding Jiaxu not to cry.

"I know it's normal for you to think that way. In fact, many people think that way. I didn't understand what it felt like to love someone before. I thought I loved her, but after I met you, I looked back at me and her, and it seemed like something was missing..."

"We are just a man and a woman who grew up together, nothing more."

"We met alone that day, and I told her very clearly that since she made that choice, she must bear all the consequences."

"I'm not a fool. How could I not understand Gao Jinghan's purpose?"

"Actually, after that night, I... I went back to the law firm the next day. I didn't see you, so I felt a little disappointed, even a little angry. Then, I was looking forward to meeting you again."

"I didn't expect that we would meet again in the hospital. I started telling myself that I didn't want you to leave. I hope I can see you every day."

Ding Jiaxu calmed down. She listened to Gao Huoling's mumbling, just staring at him without interrupting him.

"I know your background, and I think it's an opportunity, a chance for me to be with you."

Gao Huoling smiled and turned to look at Ding Jiaxu: "There is no reason to love someone, just like there is no reason for you to be a good person, but there is a motive to hate someone or kill someone..."

"I love you. That's the feeling. If you must ask me what it is, I can't express it. This is our life, not a debate in court about right and wrong."

"But life is a very real thing. I know you are angry and crying because you love me, but since I love you, I shouldn't make you angry or cry."

"Since you love me, you should believe me. You should also trust the Gao family, the Huo family, and the people from the Ling family. Even if you don't trust the Gao family, you should believe in the vision of my grandparents, right?"

"When they saw you, they didn't question my vision, which means they believe me. I'm not a messy person."

"I am not someone who takes marriage as a joke."

Gao Huoling reached out and touched Ding Jiaxu's face, stroking it gently with his fingertips.

"Of course, I also believe that you are a good girl, because your eyes reveal your longing for the future, and your positivity and sunshine. When you smile, I feel that the world is warm."

"So promise me that no matter what happens in the future, don't question my love for you. Our future should be to walk together wholeheartedly, and don't get upset or angry about other people's things or words, because they don't deserve it."

(End of this chapter)