Son of Heaven

"If I live wronged against my will, I would rather die." Lan Yutian sat next to him, leaning on his chin, looking at the scenery outside the window, silent for a while, and said quietly.Liang Chen keenly felt that there should be something in her words.

"Against your own will? You come from such a top wealthy family, Miss Qianjin, I'm afraid you are always acting against the wishes of others, right? Who dares to let you live against your will?" Liang Chen washed his hands and came back, sat down She asked from the side of the bed behind her, and at the same time she raised her head and looked out of the window. Under the dim light, she could see the reflection of a beautiful girl with her chin on the bright glass window. In the cracks raised under the splendid canopy, and from this beautiful picture, he saw the indescribable melancholy, sorrow and lament hidden in the depths, which were so incompatible with her origin, and touched her. A lingering softness and loneliness.At this moment, he regretted a little, regretting that his words were too serious.

"Hehe, Liang Chen, you are actually hurting me by saying this." Surprisingly, Lan Yutian did not get angry, but just looked at Liang Chen behind him from the shadow of the window. She is more comfortable, and her attitude can be more diluted and peaceful.

Liang Chen didn't argue, just kept silent, waiting for her to continue.

"Maybe you will say that I am hypocritical, but I still want to say that if I can be given a choice, I really want to be an ordinary person and enjoy the happiness of ordinary people. Like ordinary people, love, hate, joy, anger , Sad, unscrupulously live a life of your own in accordance with your own way and standards. This is true freedom. But I can't. Since I was four years old, I have to learn Western etiquette and ancient Chinese etiquette. It is necessary to learn four languages ​​from the age of five, and forcibly activate the so-called talent. From the age of six, it is necessary to exercise its body and tear its legs while crying. It is necessary to learn various noble sports from the age of eight, and to taste it from the age of ten. Red wine, from the age of 12, you have to observe people all day long, from the age of 13, you have to learn all kinds of intrigues and wits, from the age of 15, you have to prop up a sky, and when you are eighteen, you have to travel the world to practice... everything All for the so-called elegance, the so-called aristocratic temperament, the so-called family inheritance, the so-called everything...but in fact? I lost all my freedom in the boring study day after day; In the process, I lost my innocence and innocence when I was young; when I lived with a mask every day and conquered the people I faced with fake smiles and so-called elegance, I had already sunk into a self-enclosed hell, where, There is no sunshine, no rain, no green grass, no blooming flowers, there is only darkness, just silent and invisible violence. I am no longer me, just a machine and tool that can grow, slowly Growing up, I was squeezed out of my last remaining value by the so-called family. Under the banner of the so-called everything is for my own good and I hope I live a happy life, my youth has withered before it bloomed, and my life is not beautiful yet. It’s already dark. All the brilliant colors have nothing to do with me. Everything that looks bright and beautiful on the surface, all kinds of auras, and the rainbow under my feet are actually nothing but a cage to imprison me. Get used to it in numbness, lose yourself in the habit..." Lan Yutian murmured, tears were already slowly flowing down her jade-like face, winding into two sad streams , like the lonely spring water above the Duming bluestone, silently pouring out your own sadness and loneliness. [