Nocturnal Giants: President, don't be too bad

"Human blood vessels have the ability to heal themselves. Many people who commit suicide will not die even if their arteries are cut at that time, because the blood will become thicker and the blood vessels will be closed. So you can imagine that she has dried up these days What. Only by biting open the artery again and again can she ensure that her child will not die. If she is an ordinary person, then we can assume that she bit her own tendon and the pain is unbearable, That's why she broke the other hand, but she's a doctor, so I can deduce that she realized that she hurt her most important nerve, so she started trying to use the other hand..."

The man spoke very slowly, sentence by sentence, like Ling Chi, which made Chu Di feel overwhelmed with pain.

His fists were clenched, and the sweat on his back wet his shirt.

Lin Xiangwan is a person who is very afraid of pain. He remembered that when they were together, he kept her overnight. The next morning, she would be so painful that she would not be able to get out of bed. She would curl up on the bed like a kitten corner, hiding under the sheet, trembling.

But she, who is so afraid of pain, did such a jaw-dropping thing.

Bite off the arteries of her own hands, ruining her future future, just to protect her child...

"Although the nerves in her hands have been reattached, and the best reexamination specialist in the hospital will help her reexamine her hands after surgery, but no one can say how much she can recover, so it is conservatively estimated that she will be reexamined in the future. I am afraid that the road to practicing medicine will be extremely difficult. I suggest that she be hospitalized for a long time. I don’t know how this Ms. Lin’s psychological condition is. Mr. Chu, do you think she will do self-harm?" The man seemed to be afraid that Chu Di would not be uncomfortable enough, and asked him unacceptable questions again and again.

Chu Di bowed her head in silence for a long time, and said, "I don't know what other people are like, if it's her...she definitely won't...she will work hard to cooperate with you..."

"Oh, that's fine. I've seen many patients. After they changed from a healthy person to a disabled person, their hearts were shocked, and some committed suicide."

"Shut up!! She will definitely not!" Chu Di was annoyed, and the expression on his face became extremely ugly.

The man shrugged nonchalantly, "That's the best..."

"Doctor Qiu, the patient in the intensive care unit has woken up. Go over and have a look." While the two were talking, there was a light knock on the door.

As soon as Chu Di heard this, he opened the door and rushed out like a gust of wind. The man looked at his back, shook his head, and sighed softly.

It took Lin Xiangwan a while to understand why she was here. She looked at Chu Di beside the hospital bed and opened her mouth.

Perhaps it was because she hadn't spoken for a long time, so her voice was so low that Chu Di could only hear it when she got close. She asked him in a very weak voice, "Where's Ye Nan?"

"Ye Nan is fine. He is in the next room. He may be sleeping now. Do you want to see him?" Chu Di's voice trembled slightly. Her hand was hurt too badly, so she didn't dare to grab her wrist, so she could only hold her tightly. Holding the sick side.

Lin Xiangwan shook his head and closed his eyes again.

She was really tired. She had gone a long way and she was exhausted. Moreover, she hadn't thought about how to face Chu Di. About Ye Zhong, about Chu's mother, about Ye Nan, she In fact, there are many, many things I want to ask him.

But when these things came to his lips, they all turned into silence.

Ask him again, what's the point?

Do you want her to uncover all the old scars again and face it bloody?Didn't she hurt enough?Do you want to give him another chance to make him laugh at her stupidity?Does she still have the slightest expectation of him?

No... nothing.

She has nothing left for him.

No love, no hope, no liking, no reluctance.

No hate either.

Some people say that the back of love is hate. Actually, this is wrong, because if you still hate someone, it means that you still have expectations for him. It is precisely because your expectations have failed that you will hate him.

Hate is actually a kind of love.In itself, it is love.Hating him is pity for him, but now, she doesn't even bother to give him alms.

And the real, the backside of love is actually indifference.

You don't love someone anymore, it's wrong for him to cry, it's wrong to be silent, it's wrong to live and breathe, and it's wrong to die.You don't love him anymore, just ignore him, get him out of your life completely, and that's enough.

It has nothing to do with you whether he withers and grows old or is displaced outside your world, even if he dies in front of you, you will not feel a little sad.Maybe out of human instinct, you will feel scared, but you will never shed another tear because of him.

Your heart is dead, and there is no room for pain for others.

You are almost being hurt to death yourself.

It was very late at night, but many people in this city were still awake.Chu Di is one of them.

Chu Di was sitting in front of Lin Xiangwan's hospital bed, green stubble appeared on his chin, the circles of his eyes were black and purple, the whites of his eyes were bloodshot, and his lips were streaked with blood due to chapped lips.

He hadn't slept for several days, and he didn't dare to close his eyes, he was afraid that Lin Xiangwan would disappear from his sight if he just slept for a while and opened them again.

So he had to look at her right and wrong to make himself feel at ease.

It was two days after Lin Xiang woke up for the first time at night. She was awake intermittently, and then fell into a coma again. Although according to her attending doctor, this was a normal phenomenon during recovery, Chu Di still felt scared.

Yes, be afraid.

He hadn't tasted the meaning of the word for many, many years.He always thought that he was a strong enough person, but when he saw Lin Xiangwan and Ye Nan leaning together covered in blood in the cellar, hugging her stiff body that could no longer feel her heartbeat and breathing, he was really serious. I feel scared.

He had never been so afraid.

He could clearly feel her life passing between his fingers, he couldn't grasp it, he could only watch it go and her go.

What's the point of life if you lose her?No matter how much money you make, no one can share your happiness with you. When your wealth reaches a certain amount, it becomes a number on paper. But the enemy country, so what?

He would never see her smile again, nor hear her call his name, even after death, she probably wouldn't want to see him again.

Heaven, hell, where there is him, there will be no her.

"Ah Wan...Tell me, how can I make it up." He put his hands together, pressed his forehead, and asked her in a low voice.

In the silence of the night, his voice was particularly lonely.

No one answered him.

Just like these days, when she wakes up, no matter what he says to her, she won't answer a word.Not only her, but also Ye Nan, without saying a word to him, letting others dress and feed him, his eyes just stared blankly at a certain point outside the window, when he forced him to look at him, he would Frustrated, he found that even though his eyes were looking at him, and his reflection was reflected in his pupils, his figure was not projected in his heart.

He just looked at him, looking at him without any emotion, like looking at a leaf, a wall.

Chu Di asked the doctor why, but no one could give him a definite answer, but most neurologists believed that it was because the child was too stimulated, which caused mental trauma, which directly led to Language dysfunction.

This is not a disease, but it is more difficult to cure than a disease. If he can't find a breakthrough, maybe he will be like this for the rest of his life...

No one told Chu Di what happened to the two of them during these dark days, but it is not difficult to guess from the various scars on Lin Xiangwan's body that they had a very bad life , escaped from the dead, although alive, but it is not worth rejoicing at all.

In order to survive, both of them paid a high price, and this price will affect them for several years in the future, making them unhappy and unhappy even if they live.

"Ah Wan, I know you must be very angry. No one can forgive this kind of thing. I said I would protect you, but I broke my promise. I don't expect you to give me another chance. I just want to... ..." Chu Di knew that Lin Xiangwan would not hear these words, but he still wanted to tell her that maybe he could only tell her when she was asleep, and that when she woke up, he would not have the courage. "You can take revenge on me at will, in any way you can think of...it doesn't matter even if you kill me...but...don't touch her...I can never see her again, never see her again, I know she is really serious this time It's too much, even I can't forgive her... But... she is my mother after all... Ah Wan... This is my last limit, you can take away and destroy anything that belongs to me... as long as You let her go...she is very old and won't live for a few years..." Chu Di was talking, completely oblivious to the fact that Lin Xiangwan's palm, which had been flattened all the time, was slowly, slowly , clenched into fists.

Illnesses come and go like a mountain, and Lin Xiangwan has felt this deeply in the past few days. She seems to have a special relationship with the hospital, either working in the hospital or recuperating in the hospital.

After lying in the hospital for nearly a month, Lin Xiangwan was not allowed to get out of bed until the wounds on his body had scabbed over.

The hand was badly injured, and when it was fine, it could only hang down at 90 degrees. Even if it was lifted, it would feel sore and unbearable, but Lin Xiangwan didn't regret it.

Ye Nan was still the same, ignoring people and not talking. When Xiaozhen came to visit, she brought him many toys that the two of them had played with before. Ye Nan didn't even look at her.

Xiaozhen and her mother left in tears.