The crowd was like weaving, and the excitement on the faces of all the freshmen could not be concealed. For them, being admitted to H University was the first big victory in their lives.But she was very calm, she glanced at all living beings indifferently, like a Buddha statue in the flesh, as if she had seen all the sorrows and joys in the world, as if all of these were not worth cheering.

"Hey, that girl is very smooth, and the disk is not bad, so I'll leave it to you." My friend approached with a smile, and Shen Shijun shook his head and whispered, "You're no good."

The friend refused to accept, raised his eyebrows at him and said, "If you don't believe in the bet, I can't take this girl down, so I'll give you boiled water for a month."

"If you don't want to bet big, how about a year?" Shen Shijun laughed.

The two clapped hands, and the friend went straight to strike up a conversation with Lin Xiangwan.

Usually under such circumstances, male seniors always like to carry the suitcase for the new junior, but Lin Xiangwan's suitcase is like cast iron, it is so heavy that it is impossible to carry it successfully while maintaining an elegant image. Since then, the man has tried many times, and two of the buttons of his clothes are almost undone, but the suitcase is still intact.

Shen Shijun watched from the side, amused in his heart, thinking that his friend might kick the iron board this time.Sure enough, after working hard for a while, the girl said impatiently, "Since you can't hold it, then get out."

As soon as these words came out, Shen Shijun and his friend frowned, but the girl continued indifferently, "What's the matter? Did I say something wrong? Since you can't move it, what can you do? There are wheels under the box, and it will move when you roll it." Take it easy?"

……

That year, thanks to Lin Xiangwan's blessing, their dormitory drank free boiled water for a year.

Thinking of this, Shen Shijun couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, but there was an uncontrollable sadness welling up in his heart.

In fact, he has never understood her. He began to think that she, like most girls in this school, has a superior family background. She wears all the latest brand-name products of the season, and every weekend, there will be low-key luxury cars. She picked them up, but she was not the same as them. She had few friends, was not keen on various school activities, and was an insulator of love. For her, the only thing she was interested in was probably studying.

In a school like H University, where there are many masters, her ranking has always been ranked among the top ten in the department. Shen Shijun can often see her in the reading picture. She is sitting alone by the window, reading quietly...

It's too late to meet each other, and who knows who is right?It's not ruthless, it's all for the sake of it, and the fate of separation and separation is unpredictable.

If he had met her earlier, if he had found her earlier, would the ending have been different?

Shen Shijun sat in front of the coffin speechlessly, buried his face in his hands, and did not lift up for a long time.

Like the wedding, many people were not notified of Lin Xiangwan's funeral, but there were many more guests than expected.

Colleagues from the previous unit came when they got the news, Head Nurse Jiang cried her eyes like two rotten peaches, and the little nurses who came with her cried and leaned together, "How can you say that people are gone? I usually see that Xiaoye is quite lively, why did she get such a fatal disease? When she resigned, I said she was here, and I haven't introduced her boyfriend to her, why did she leave..."

Head nurse Jiang is a real person, and all she thinks of are real things, but maybe it's because her words are too simple, so people feel very sad when they hear them.

Yes, such a young, such a good person, how can he be gone?

Xu Mingfei also came, but it was not Zhong Kun who accompanied her, but Baili Tong. If Lin Xiangwan was still there, he would definitely seize the opportunity to gossip with her, but now... Xu Mingfei didn't cry, probably because he had already Unable to cry, she walked to the coffin, took off the blood jade bracelet on her hand, and put it on Lin Xiangwan's wrist, but she couldn't put it on anyway. The woman lying quietly in the white velvet coffin had obviously died. So thin, but the bracelet just can't be worn.Xu Mingfei's lips trembled, and his hands began to tremble. Baili Tong couldn't bear to look at her from the sidelines, so he stepped forward and gently hugged her, placed the bracelet by Lin Xiangwan's hand, and dragged her aside.

Mo Luoluo came directly from the Mediterranean Sea on a red-eye plane. When she arrived at the crematorium, she was still wearing a knee-length skirt. The wind and snow soon turned her calf blue from the cold. She bit her lip tightly, Leaning beside Shen Shijun, without saying a word, his fingernails sank deep into his palm, and he didn't even know the blood was coming out.

Xiaozhen and her mother also arrived. Xiaozhen wore a pair of thick woolen gloves on her fleshy hands. She ran to Ye Nan's side from time to time, covering his cold palm with her warm little hands, waiting for Ye Nan's After warming her hands, she ran back and put on the gloves...and so on.

There were many more people arriving one after another.There were colleagues from Lin Xiangwan Hospital, as well as patients who had been treated by her. Everyone sent flowers one by one, and then stood silently aside.

Ye Nan stood blankly in front of the mourning hall. Every time someone came to send flowers, Shen Shijun asked him to return the gift. The child probably didn't understand what happened, so he followed Shen Shijun's movements in a daze, so quiet state until Chu Di arrived.

From the moment he appeared in the sight of everyone, even the air became turbulent, and Mo Luoluo stepped forward to block him from the mourning hall, "Don't go any further, Ah Wan doesn't want to see you."

Chu Di looked up at him, "She is my wife, I see her off, it has nothing to do with you."

Mo Luoluo wanted to stop him again, but Shen Shijun dragged her back, and he said to Chu Di face to face, "If Mr. Chu really wants to give Ah Wan a ride, that's fine, please go this way."

The corpse that had been left for so many days would not look very good in the first place, coupled with the cloudy clouds at this time, when Chu Di saw the person in the coffin, he was shocked, facing the pale face that had lost all blood , he just felt strange, he refused to believe that it was her, that girl who was born like a summer flower, how could she become so terrifying.

He took a step back involuntarily, but Shen Shijun pushed him from behind, "Mr. Chu, why don't you take a closer look? Come closer, can you see more clearly? What? Don't you feel scared now? Don't dare to look? You When I sent someone to kill her, why was she never afraid? Do you know that I have found the source of her heart, as long as she obediently undergoes the operation, I have a 50% chance of saving her life? She can live for another few decades, and she can still watch Ye Nan grow up. Do you know how hard it is to find a heart source? Do you know how many places I have traveled to find a heart source that can match her? You know she knows herself How happy was she to be able to live? She said to me, brother, you only now realize that I was afraid of death, and I feel so lucky to be able to live...Mr. Chu, but you didn’t even give her this last chance , How much do you hate her?"

"I, no." Chu Di replied in a low voice, and Shen Shijun's words were like countless steel knives, scraping through his heart.

How could he hate her? Even when he knew that she was looking for someone to kill Chu's mother, he didn't hate her. He just felt disappointed. He never wanted to force her to death.

But... the reality is always so cruel.

Pushed by Shen Shijun, Chu Di approached the coffin. He reached out his hand to touch Lin Xiangwan's face like a ghost. He always felt that she was not real, so he had to touch her with his own hands to feel Only she can let herself die.

But just when his palm was about to touch Lin Xiangwan's skin, Ye Nan who had been standing beside him suddenly let out a shrill cry.

The boy's voice was thin and high-pitched, like a thin steel wire strangling people's throats, making them unable to breathe.He rushed over suddenly, stumbled to the side of Chu Di, and slapped his hand aside, "Don't touch her!!!!"

No one expected that he would rush out suddenly, both Chu Di and Shen Shijun were taken aback.Shen Shijun did not expect that Ye Nan would suddenly wake up at this moment. He went up to hug Ye Nan, but the young man was like an irritated little leopard. He struggled desperately, waving his short She struggled to get rid of Shen Shijun's arms, rushed to Chu Di's side, exerted all her strength, and dragged him aside, "Don't touch her!!! You go away!!! We don't want you!!!"

He desperately tried to hold back the tears in his eyes, but no matter how hard he tried, the tears still gushed out of his eye sockets like a burst of embankments, and when the cold wind blew, his face was immediately reddened, " You promised me not to bully her again!! You promised me to be good to her!! You liar!! Liar!!! Big liar!!! I hate you!! I hate you forever!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!”

He was still too young to express his anger and disappointment in words. He just felt pain and fear. He never knew what hatred was, but at this moment, when he saw Chu Di, he still wanted to When he was about to bully Lin Xiangwan, he finally understood this strong feeling.

He has a sensitivity beyond his own age. When he was hurt, he chose to close his mind to protect himself, but he is not without feelings, he can also know joy, anger, sorrow, and joy. When Lin Xiangwan kissed him, He can also deeply feel her love and reluctance for him, but he can't express his feelings.

But now... no one kisses his forehead anymore, calls him baby, no one hums an out-of-key song before going to bed to deliberately make him laugh, no one holds his hand, treats him Said, Ye Nan, don't forget your mother, and when you grow up, you must remember your mother, remember that your mother loves you the most, and that your mother will always protect you...

There is no one else who can make him call, mother.

"Mom...Mom..." Ye Nan ran to the coffin sobbing. He took the woman's hand that had been as cold as a stone, and called her over and over again.

No one responded to him.

The people standing on the side saw this scene, already bursting into tears. Shen Shijun turned his head away and bit his lips tightly. Chu Di stood at the farthest side of the mourning hall, covering his chest with his hands, no one could see his face clearly. No one knows what he is thinking at the moment.

The entanglement of grievances and resentments between the two generations, the past events that they thought they would never forget for a lifetime, become so insignificant in the face of life and death.

A big fire burned away all the love, hate and sorrow.

———End of the first part—————— ps: The ending of this article, don't be impatient.

Another: After finishing the first part, I really want to rest for a few days... is that ok?Cover your mouth and pass.

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