The black prince on the bar: the hidden secret of the phoenix birthmark

"If I really want to take revenge on you, I won't just do this. Do you think I don't hate you? She just gave you a child, can't I give it to you? Why don't I have a child until now, don't you Don't you know better than anyone?"

"Do you think you are the only one who wants a child? Don't I want it? I want it more than you, but what can I do? I can't ask for it, what should I do? I can only keep telling myself, it doesn't matter, I am not happy now, and he will be unhappy when he comes to this world, it is better not to be alone, and I will be alone."

She is also fine by herself, it doesn't matter if she is fine, and it doesn't matter if she is not good, she will pass it. Only by telling herself repeatedly in her heart can she find the courage to live, and she can live bravely.look
She thought that all of this was her own fault, but when the facts were in front of her eyes, it turned out that everything was not her fault, but why did she have to bear all the faults herself.

"Let me tell you Ye Fu, I am unhappy, and I want to make you unhappy too. Why do you concentrate all your faults on me? I have taken on everything. Why do you look at me as unhappy? "[

Why should they laugh when she was crying, why should she suffer all the misfortunes?From now on, she will return all misfortunes to them.

That time, she had a bad fight with him, and at that time, she found out that she was pregnant for one month. Su Xue felt that all the ironic things happened to her.

When she wanted a child and kept begging for a child, he didn't come, but when she wanted to let go and didn't want it, he came.

She also thought about hitting that child, but every time she walked to the door of the pharmacy, she couldn't bear it.

She might be helpless in the future, and it would be much better if she had a child. Thinking of this, she no longer thought about killing the child.

She raised the baby with peace of mind and waited for the birth of the child. Ye Fucong never came back after that day. She thought he would trouble her again, but Su Xue thought, he must be feeling for her Feel guilty, but it's none of her business.

What she wants most now is to look forward to the arrival of this child. If he doesn't come to her again, the days may pass like this, without joy or sorrow, very plain and peaceful, these are the days she has thought about for a long time.

But cruelty still refused to let her go. When her child was three months old, the second wife came to her. Her belly was already big. Su Xue was pregnant, but she didn't tell anyone in the house, she only told herself The maid beside her, everything she has, was bought for her by her maid.

When she had no one to help, she was the only one standing by her side, never leaving.

Su Xue looked at the second lady's big belly, and felt a little bitter. She had a ruddy complexion, and there was a large group of people around her. As for her, she was alone, and there was no one to visit or greet her.

"My sister is lonely here"

Su Xue didn't answer her. The person who came was not kind. It must be a bad thing for the second lady to come to her now. Whether she answers her or not, she will continue to talk.

"Actually, I know that my sister has suffered a lot since I came here. For this, I feel very sorry."

Su Xue sat by the window like a statue, looking out of the window without even looking at the Second Madam, letting her direct and act on her own.