Unrivaled Tang Sect: The Beginning of Seizing Huo Yuhao's Body
Chapter 162: Tang Wutong's Split Consciousness
"I am Tang Wutong, or maybe Wang Dong'er, or maybe Wang Qiu'er. Ever since I became conscious, I have always felt a strange feeling deep in my soul."
It was an indescribable feeling of division, as if I was incomplete. Later I found out that my consciousness had been split by my father Tang San.
When I learned the truth, my world seemed to collapse in an instant. I don't understand why my father treated me like this, I am his daughter.
I felt the pain of being split, one part of my consciousness was sealed in a disciple of the Haotian Sect in the lower world, and the other was in the body of the emperor beast in the Xingdou Great Forest. This feeling was very strange, I could vaguely sense their existence, but I couldn't really control them.
Every time I think of it, I feel endless sadness and confusion. I often ask myself, who am I? Am I the complete Tang Wutong, or this split existence?
The pain of having my soul torn apart has been haunting me, making it hard for me to fall asleep on countless nights. I have tried to understand my father's actions, but I just can't figure out why he treated me in such a cruel way.
I feel like a broken doll, trying to piece myself together, but it is so difficult. I am wandering in this struggle and pain, not knowing how to face the future, and not knowing when this state of division will end.
I hated what my father had done, but deep down in my heart I longed to find my complete self one day, to find the carefree Tang Wutong I once was...
I kept asking myself why my fate was like this. Was it because I wasn't good enough? Or was it just an inescapable fate?
As the days passed, I occasionally tried to feel the split part and tried to understand the deep meaning of my father's actions.
I once saw Huo Zhanji, who was hailed as the son of destiny in Douluo Continent, through Wang Dong'er's perspective. He was so assisted by God, which made me feel more doubtful and confused. Why could he be so successful while I had to endure the pain of division?
I continued to struggle and wander in this painful abyss. Every time I tried to get closer to the split consciousness, it seemed as if there was an impenetrable barrier between me and it. I cried out in my heart countless times, longing to find my complete self again, but the reality was always so cruel.
Sometimes, I would think that maybe all this is a test for me, a hardship that I must go through on my way to growth. But such thoughts cannot alleviate the pain in my heart in the slightest.
My soul still tossed and turned every night, and the tearing feeling deep in my soul still followed me. I struggled forward in confusion and pain, and the split part seemed to be on the other side of the sea, and I could never really touch it.
I then drove my soul out of Wang Dong'er's body for a short time and began to search for the secret and solution of soul splitting. As time went by, I found that the split soul seemed to have its own will and was not willing to return easily. This made me feel extremely frustrated and depressed. Am I really going to be incomplete like this forever?
But I was unwilling to accept the fate. I continued to work hard, constantly trying various methods to try to break the barrier between me and the divine consciousness.
However, everything I did seemed so futile in front of that person. He used a secret method to forcibly interfere with my consciousness, causing my soul to fall into a deep sleep for a time.
In that long sleep, I seemed to fall into an endless dark abyss. In the dream, there were fragmented fragments of memory, they flickered, but I could not piece them together.
When I finally woke up, I found that I seemed to have lost some of my strength. The weakness made me feel extremely panicked. I gritted my teeth and tried to cheer myself up. I couldn't just give in.
I re-examined my situation and thought about how to deal with it. I knew that I couldn't try blindly anymore and had to find a more effective way to fight that person.
It was not until the arrival of Wang Qiuer, the imperial beast who possessed half of my spiritual power, that I saw hope. Then I waited for the opportunity, and when he left the two of them, I felt that my chance had come.
When the two were carrying out the rescue operation, I took the opportunity to interfere with their actions with my spiritual consciousness. At the most critical moment, I forced the two spiritual consciousnesses to merge. I thought I would succeed, but I didn't expect that the man came back in time and forcibly stopped everything. At that time, I thought I was finished, maybe I couldn't even keep the last bit of spiritual consciousness, but that person just took a look and gathered my spiritual consciousness with the part of my spiritual consciousness in the two women's bodies.
I stared at the scene in front of me, my heart filled with shock and confusion. I didn't understand why that person suddenly changed his attitude, he was clearly trying to stop me before.
But at this moment, I didn't have time to think too much. I grabbed this hard-won opportunity and tried hard to integrate the gathered spiritual consciousness. The feeling of fulfillment made me excited.
As the fusion progressed, my memory gradually became complete, and those once blurred fragments gradually became clear. I saw the happy time I had as Tang Wutong.
Finally, after a long and difficult process, I succeeded in fusing all my consciousness together. I knew that I had finally regained my whole self.
I opened my eyes and looked at everything around me, with mixed feelings in my heart. I looked at that person, wanting to ask him why he did this, but he just glanced at me and placed my consciousness in her heavenly space.
I stayed quietly in the Heavenly Dao space, feeling the completeness of myself, with both joy and emotion in my heart. I began to re-examine everything I had experienced in the past, and the pain and struggle seemed to have gradually faded away.
When that man, Huo Zhanji, the son of destiny in Douluo Continent, recovered to his previous life's body, Tiandao Taichu, my consciousness was liberated, and he reshaped his body for me.
"It's not your fault. You shouldn't pay for their actions. Just live your life well."
I looked at Huo Zhanji in front of me, my heart was filled with mixed emotions. His words echoed in my ears, making me feel deeply moved.
I took slow steps, feeling the reality of having a complete body, as if I were reborn. I looked back at the hardships I had experienced, and those days of pain and struggle seemed to be far away, but they left an indelible mark in the depths of my soul.
I began to travel in the world he created. I tried to find the happiness I once had and make up for the lost time. As time went by, I gradually let go of the resentment and unwillingness in my heart.
One day, I came to a quiet lake. The water was clear and reflected the blue sky and white clouds. I sat quietly by the lake, feeling the breeze, and my thoughts gradually drifted away.
I thought of my father Tang San. Although I once hated him, he was my father after all. Perhaps he also had his own difficulties and considerations at that time.
In the days to come, I will use this regained completeness to pursue my own happiness.
I believe that no matter how many difficulties and challenges lie ahead, I can face them bravely, because I am no longer that broken self, but a brand new Tang Wutong.
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(End of this chapter)
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