Dragon Clan: Start by obtaining the Sett panel
Chapter 216 Goodbye, Lu Mingfei of the past
Chapter 216 Goodbye, Lu Mingfei of the past
Chen Wenwen felt as if her heart was being torn apart. The intense pain could not be relieved even by her constant crying. The raindrops fell on her, but the cold touch did not make her want to hide from the rain. Her heart was already dead, so what did the physical feeling matter?
She and Zhao Menghua haven't seen each other for almost two months. Zhao Menghua didn't answer her calls, and her emails fell into oblivion.
Every night when it was quiet, she would stare at Zhao Menghua's QQ signature in a daze. This weekend, Zhao Menghua went rafting. Next weekend, Zhao Menghua went to the amusement park. The weekend after that, Zhao Menghua went to climb Xiangshan Mountain... Zhao Menghua had something to do every weekend. Who was he with? Chen Wenwen didn't know.
But she already had a vague premonition that their relationship should have come to an end. This class reunion might be the most decent ending, and it might even be her last chance to see Zhao Menghua.
While crying, Chen Wenwen thought of "The Lover", which she had read before, of Marguerite Duras, and of the girl on the Mekong River whose hair gradually turned white... She remembered that it was through this book that Zhao Menghua successfully struck up a conversation with her.
But the story of The Lover is not similar to hers at all, the only thing they have in common is the word “unsuitable”. The white girl and the rich Chinese young master in The Lover eventually parted ways because they were unsuitable.
The reason why Chen Wenwen came to the class reunion today was actually to tell Zhao Menghua that she had let go and would no longer pester him or read every one of his updates.
But things were not as easy as Chen Wenwen thought. Seeing Zhao Menghua and Liu Miaomiao together, she felt heartbroken. Even though Zhao Menghua had announced his engagement with Liu Miaomiao, she subconsciously followed them out until Zhao Menghua said that.
"Are you annoying? We're done, so why are you still following me?"
Yes, the person who once held her in the palm of his hand is no longer here, and now she is just an annoying person in Zhao Menghua's eyes.
With tears blurring her eyes, Chen Wenwen just squatted there blankly, feeling the rain washing over her, until... an umbrella appeared above her head.
"Wipe your tears." A cold voice accompanied by a slender and bony hand appeared. Chen Wenwen raised her head and seemed to see a handsome boy in a trance.
He had an upright figure, a voice that gave people a reassuring sense of security, and a simple outfit that gave him a different temperament, just like... a prince on tour. The last time Chen Wenwen felt such a temperament was when she was with Chu Zihang.
"Thank...thank you." Chen Wenwen took a tissue and wiped her tears. She raised her head to thank him and finally saw the person clearly.
"Lu Ming... Fei?"
"Are you surprised?" Lu Mingfei looked at Chen Wenwen with some confusion.
"You...you have changed so much..." Chen Wenwen said softly. Lu Mingfei's change really surprised her. She looked at the young man in front of her with a complicated look.
Chen Wenwen's impression of Lu Mingfei has always been stuck on the past and the last class reunion. In her impression, he has always been a shy boy who only became shining at the last reunion.
But after that day, Zhao Menghua attributed all this to the outfit that Lu Mingfei got from somewhere, and after a long time, Chen Wenwen also subconsciously thought so.
But when they met again today, Chen Wenwen could clearly feel that this was not the case. If it was because of his dressing before, now... Lu Mingfei was as dazzling as a sword drawn from its sheath.
His back was no longer hunched but straightened, his eyes were no longer timid but instead were filled with unparalleled confidence, and even his appearance, which was always dirty before, now became refined and neat.
Can just one school really change a person so much? Chen Wenwen didn't know...but she knew that Lu Mingfei, Chu Zihang and Gu Ye were becoming more and more alike.
"Have you done wiping? You should be able to get up by yourself, right? You might catch a cold if you get caught in the rain. I'll take you home." Lu Mingfei said.
"Thank you, Lu Mingfei." Chen Wenwen stood up, hid under Lu Mingfei's umbrella, looked at his profile and spoke.
"Did you see everything just now?"
"No, I just saw you squatting here. We are classmates, so I gave you an umbrella." Lu Mingfei said.
He didn't want to embarrass Chen Wenwen too much. As a former secret crush of hers, he understood the girl's self-esteem very well.
“Is that so…” A warm feeling surged through Chen Wenwen, and she understood what Lu Mingfei meant. She didn’t ask any more questions, but suddenly realized… he was actually very considerate of other people’s thoughts.
"Your home is still in the same location as before, right?" Lu Mingfei spoke to Chen Wenwen, who was sitting in the passenger seat, in the Panamera.
"Well, is this car yours?" Chen Wenwen nodded and asked.
"It belongs to Senior Brother Chu. I'm just borrowing it to use. I can't afford it." Lu Mingfei answered calmly.
"You're really different now. You wouldn't have said this so frankly before." Chen Wenwen said.
"People always change." Lu Mingfei said.
"Yeah... people always change..." As the car started, Chen Wenwen stared out the window in a daze.
"You must be very miserable being alone abroad, right?"
"It's okay. Everyone is very caring towards me. Brother Gu and I are in the same school. I like the atmosphere there."
"Is that so... Actually, Lu Mingfei..." Chen Wenwen hesitated for a while and spoke again.
"I know you liked me before, but I pretended not to know at that time, so... I'm sorry."
After so long, she finally said sorry, which made her feel relieved.
"It's okay, it's in the past. I don't really care about it. It's all the impulse of my youth." Lu Mingfei didn't look back, but looked at the road conditions ahead.
"..." Chen Wenwen stared at Lu Mingfei carefully, and did not see any emotion other than indifference on his face. She felt relieved but also a little disappointed.
"Are all boys like this? They suddenly stop liking it."
"Huh? I don't know." Lu Mingfei shook his head and continued speaking.
"I have never been in a relationship except for my secret crush on you, so I don't know why people in love would change their hearts."
"What about you?" Chen Wenwen asked subconsciously, and only felt regretful when she realized she had said the wrong thing.
She just felt a little unwilling to accept why she had become like this, when she used to be the center of attention.
"Me?" Lu Mingfei turned around and looked at Chen Wenwen. "Yes, why do you suddenly dislike me?" Chen Wenwen took a deep breath. Since she had asked the question, she might as well ask it clearly.
"Yeah? Why?" Lu Mingfei smiled and stepped on the accelerator with his right foot, and the car speed soared instantly.
40…60…80…120!
The speedometer kept jumping, and the Panamera roared like a wild beast on the road. The surrounding scenery turned into streams of light. The strong push on the back made Chen Wenwen subconsciously hold the seat belt tightly.
"You...what are you doing!" Chen Wenwen's heart was pounding, not caring about the sadness or other feelings.
"Driving? What else can you do..." Lu Mingfei said as he weaved through the traffic. The thrilling scene made Chen Wenwen almost cry.
"You'll lose your driver's license if you do this!"
Lu Mingfei opened the car window and the rain poured in. He felt the rain washing over him and shouted to Chen Wenwen, "So what? I find you guys are really boring. You all always want to ask why. How can there be so many whys in the world?"
"But...if there is no answer, won't I feel regretful?" Chen Wenwen felt that she must be crazy. She was actually moved by Lu Mingfei's behavior. With her adrenaline rushing, she no longer cared about her image and shouted at Lu Mingfei.
"Regret? What a shame! There are still many things in life waiting for me to enjoy! Why should I wait for something that will have no result!"
“There is no such thing as looking back in my life. I can only keep moving forward! Forward!!!” A crazy smile gradually appeared on Lu Mingfei’s face. He swerved the steering wheel to avoid a large truck.
"You've become like a madman!" Chen Wenwen also smiled for some reason.
"After all... enjoying the present is the most important thing to do! How can your life move forward if you always dwell on the past!"
Yes, Lu Mingfei only has 3/4 of his life left. What else should he wait for if he doesn't enjoy the present? Is he going to find out after he dies... that he has accomplished nothing before?
Squeak! The sound of tires rubbing against the ground was heard, and with a handsome drift, Lu Mingfei parked the car at the gate of Chen Wenwen's community.
"Go back, remember what I said today, enjoy every day of the present, there is no result in being stuck in the past."
“Huh…Huh…I remember…” Chen Wenwen was breathing heavily, her heart and temples were beating constantly, and her arms were trembling slightly.
This was the first time she went crazy without caring about her image...at the same time, her sad mood seemed to disappear.
Yes, why should she dwell on the past? The feeling of being able to die at any moment just now made her think it through completely. There were still many things to do in the world. Love might be important, but it was not everything in life.
"Lu Mingfei, why have you become... so..." After getting off the car, the rain stopped. Chen Wenwen stood in front of Lu Mingfei, lowered her head to look at her sandals and asked Lu Mingfei.
"Do you want to know why I became like a madman?" Lu Mingfei's eyes flickered, as if he was recalling something.
"Because...I feel the same way as you do now every day..."
You could die at any time and be forgotten at any time. Every day at Kassel Academy is like this, and Lu Mingfei has already integrated into it.
Every half-blood is a madman, and Lu Mingfei is no exception...it's just that it seems that he went crazy a little late.
"Then... I'll go back?" Chen Wenwen raised her head and looked at the energetic Lu Mingfei, with a different light flashing in her eyes.
"Go ahead, start over when you return. There is still plenty of youth waiting for you to enjoy." Lu Mingfei nodded.
"Same to you, Lu Mingfei... By the way..."
"Ok?"
"Before you leave, can you hug me? Just think of it as your final farewell." Chen Wenwen raised her head and spoke seriously.
Lu Mingfei shook his head and said, "If it were before, I would have jumped up with excitement, but now forget it..."
"The memories of the past are already in the past. Didn't I say that? There is no turning back in my life."
Turning around and getting in the car, Lu Mingfei suddenly saw the email notification on his phone and a hint of excitement appeared on his face.
"Bye girl! There are more important things waiting for me..."
With a cool wave of his hand, Lu Mingfei started the Panamera. With a roar of the engine, it disappeared from the spot in an instant with a puff of smoke.
"It's great, Lu Mingfei..." Chen Wenwen couldn't help but speak softly as she looked at Lu Mingfei's disappearing back.
The cowardly boy has now transformed into a swan like an ugly duckling. At this moment, Chen Wenwen suddenly felt a sense of inferiority.
Such a free and easy Lu Mingfei is something that I can never be worthy of. He has an air of freedom that most people envy but cannot obtain.
"It's good to end like this. Goodbye, Lu Mingfei." Chen Wenwen waved at the air, as if she was saying goodbye to Lu Mingfei, or as if she was saying goodbye to her former self.
On the road, Lu Mingfei glanced at the location sent by Norma on his mobile phone, then turned his gaze to the front with great determination.
Kassel College is another path in life. Once you take this fork in the road, the door to your past life is closed, and you can only move forward... and you can never go back to the human world.
Now that you have the sword in your hand, you must be prepared for battle at any time, iron a gold emblem on your collar, and arm yourself with the huge overdraft limit of your black card.
Perform exciting and dangerous missions as a road specialist, and drive this luxurious car to put an end to your secret crush from the past.
All you need to pay is that little regret in your heart. From now on, your heart will be as hard as iron.
"Goodbye, former Lu Mingfei..."
(End of this chapter)
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