Chapter 104

Lu Ziyan lit two red candles in one breath, turned around to look at her, then walked to the table and sat down.

He tapped the table twice with his fingertips before speaking, "I was wrong just now. Believe it or not, I didn't mean to hurt you."

Even his own words sounded pale and powerless, and Xie Wan Ning sneered at him.

Her lips and tongue were still numb.

Perhaps for him, 'no harm' meant not stripping her clothes, raping her or forcing her to do anything.

Lu Ziyan also thought of this.

He pulled the corner of his lips, touching the wound she had just bitten, and paused for a moment before saying, "In that dream, I was always by your side, and I knew about your many misunderstandings of me."

He raised his hand to pour himself a cup of tea, and after trying to calm himself down, he continued, "Let me explain myself again. From the beginning to the end, I have always regarded you as my wife, and I have never treated you with contempt. Don't accuse me of treating you as a concubine to satisfy my sexual desires."

As he spoke, he looked up at the person by the window and said in a strange tone: "Who would use a concubine for pleasure..."

"Shut up!" Xie Wan Ning couldn't bear to hear him mention those ridiculous sex things again.

Lu Ziyan stopped talking as he was told. He could see that she was on the verge of a breakdown and he really didn't dare to provoke her.

But she still felt a little aggrieved that she was wronged, so she quietly defended herself, "It's obvious that I've always been the only one serving you..."

Under her cold gaze, he said nothing more.

They looked at each other in silence for a while, and then he pointed to the chair opposite him and said, "Are you tired of standing there? Why don't you sit down for a while?"

Xie Wan Ning ignored him.

She had seen through his stubbornness.

No matter how heartless she said, he could always make the best use of his strength. As long as he was unwilling to let go, she was destined to be obsessed with him for the rest of her life.

He didn't care about her thoughts or her wishes, he only cared about his own feelings.

She actually loved such a man for her entire life.

Lu Ziyan didn't know that he had disappointed his sweetheart again. Seeing her still standing at the window without moving, he frowned and said, "It's okay if you don't want to come over. Then go to another place. It's very windy there."

The autumn wind grew colder at night, blowing in through the open windows. Xie Wan Ning felt the cold wind sweeping across her back, and it was indeed a bit cold.

The state of being bedridden and exhausted all over in her previous life is still fresh in her mind. She cherishes her current healthy body very much. Unless she is in desperate situation, no one would be willing to make things difficult for her.

The girl hesitated for a few moments and moved carefully to the side.

The uneasy look made Lu Ziyan feel pity and pain.

He wanted to hug her and warm her body, but he didn't dare.

She said it so harshly that he couldn't tell how much of it was sincere and how much was just anger.

But Lu Ziyan knew very well that he really needed to give her an explanation.

We can't let her hold her breath like this.

A qualified general would never fight an unprepared battle. But facing her, he could never be at ease, and could never concentrate on his actions. Just a look of disgust from her would cause him to lose all his command and reason.

Lu Ziyan smiled bitterly in his heart. He pinched his nose bone and spoke slowly, "You said you like getting along with Pei Yuqing. I can understand. It's my fault that I'm not gentle enough and considerate enough to you, so you were moved by the slightest warmth. It's not your fault."

The strange thing is that sick guy.

"But Wanwan, what I just said to you is the truth. As long as I am alive, I cannot watch you being intimate with other men, let alone becoming husband and wife and sleeping in the same bed." "This is because I am too stubborn and my inner demons are bound by myself," he said, "but I have no choice. If I could, I would not want to live like such a madman. As long as I am alive, I can't leave you, I can't let you go, I only want you."

She already knew exactly how crazy this man was.

After hearing these words again, Xie Wan Ning's expression became calm.

She opened her lips gently, "What do you want?"

Trap her here and force her to divorce?
Or go and look for trouble with Pei Yuqing?

The worst that could happen is that he would take away my innocence right here, in this room.

She is not afraid.

At worst, both sides will die, and she will pretend that she has never lived.

A dark fire ignited in her eyes. Lu Ziyan saw it clearly. His breathing was slightly stagnant. He said, "It's up to you, Wanwan. The choice is yours."

"I have done many wrong things and paid a heavy price. Ultimately, you are right. I am sorry for you and I owe you. However, no matter how heinous the crime is, the criminal should be formally sentenced."

At this point, he raised his chin and asked, "What kind of punishment are you going to give me?"

Hearing this, Xie Wan Ning almost subconsciously said: "Death penalty, go to hell."

Lu Ziyan's expression remained unchanged, and he nodded slowly, "You are right, I owe Erqing a life, I should pay it back to you."

He opened a secret compartment, took out a dagger from it, threw it on the table, and smiled at her, "Wanwan, come and get it."

Xie Wan Ning stood there, motionless, not believing it at all.

"Come over when you've made your choice,"

Lu Ziyan lowered his eyes and stopped looking at her, saying, "I love you for real. No one in the world will ever love you more than I do. Just think of this as the final revelation of my conscience as a madman."

He said calmly: "I remind you, this is your only chance to get rid of me."

"Come here now and pick up this dagger and kill me, then you will be free for the rest of your life, you can start a new and different life, and no disgusting man like me will ever want you again."

At this point, he seemed to have thought of something and chuckled, "You really do understand me. I am indeed in heat for you all the time."

Xie Wan Ning recognized the dagger on the table. She even had an identical one.

When she was fourteen, her snow blindness was cured and Lu Ziyan rushed back. At that time, she searched the whole world for the scholar who played the piano to please her, and he got very angry.

Under normal circumstances, she would definitely consider her fiancé's feelings first, but that time, she was rare in that she refused to give in and insisted on finding the person.

Lu Ziyan was so angry that he didn't speak to her for a long time, but she didn't care.

As a result, she not only failed to find the person, but also had a big quarrel with her fiancé.

It was the end of the year and the two families were sending each other New Year gifts. The Lu family sent several invitations, but she didn't have the courage to go to his door.

In the end, it was Lu Ziyan who took the initiative to come to Xie's house to find her. He did not mention the previous events, but just gave her a dagger, saying it was a New Year's gift for her.

They reconciled and no one mentioned the unknown scholar who had caused them the quarrel.

That was also one of the rare times in Xie Wan Ning's memory that Lu Ziyan showed submissiveness.

I just didn’t expect that the dagger actually came in a pair?

Two chapters completed~~

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