After being thrown into the crazy literature, the author turned over a new leaf

Chapter 46 She Opened Her Scars With Her Own Hands

Si Nian prepared dinner, which consisted of three dishes and a soup.

If the meals she cooks were compared with those cooked by a professional chef, others would definitely choose the chef, but Feng Sichen might not.

Feng Sichen really wanted to participate, but he really knew nothing about cooking. Si Nian had no choice but to ask him to help wash the vegetables.

This person, who was out of touch with the world and far away from the kitchen, just listened to Si Nian's words and washed the vegetables in a very methodical manner.

After all, with help, Si Nian prepared dinner in a short while.

Besides her slippers, which remained in place, her apron was not thrown away.

Si Nian untied her apron, and with the uneasiness that had been building since she met Feng Sichen at Bauhinia Apartment, she sat down opposite him to eat with a nervous heart.

This meal was eaten in silence and quietly.

Halfway through the meal, Si Nian stopped eating with his chopsticks, mustered up a lot of courage, stood up, walked to the side, and bowed 90 degrees with great sincerity: "Boss Feng, my next words may be very presumptuous, so I apologize first. Sorry, to show my sincerity, I will punish myself with three cups of wine first."

She seemed to have planned it in advance. It didn't look like she was "drinking three cups as punishment" but rather that she was emboldened by the alcohol and took this opportunity to drink.

Si Nian drank it all in one gulp, “duang duang duang”, and then sat on the chair in a daze.

Feng Sichen, who was standing next to him, couldn't help but laugh.

"You're laughing at me!" Si Nian had made all sorts of calculations, but forgot to take into account that his alcohol tolerance was not just poor, but extremely poor.

In order to avoid getting drunk, she carefully selected beer with a very low alcohol content. Unexpectedly, after three glasses, she still collapsed.

"I'll pour you some water." Feng Sichen stood up and went to the bar to get her some water of just the right temperature. With a smile on his face, he handed the water to Si Nian, "It's okay. I won't be angry no matter what you say."

The atmosphere was relaxed at this moment and was no longer particularly cold.

Si Nian tilted her head to look at the person in front of her, and when she saw him smiling gently, she immediately put on a sad face: "Mr. Feng, can you be a little meaner to me? Like you did at the beginning, with only calculations in your heart, do you know that now that you smile, I become soft-hearted, and when I become soft-hearted, I cannot say any harsh words, I cannot say any harsh words," she got stuck at the thought.

"Oh? Harsh words? What harsh words does Lawyer Si want to say?" He still smiled.

It was not known whether it was the effect of the alcohol or the lighting, or whether he was truly revealing his tenderness, but Si Nian stared at him intently when she saw him.

I am not an elegant and otherworldly person, nor am I a deity who is high above and has no desires. I am just a mortal with seven emotions and six desires. It is really a foul to flaunt your beauty in front of me.

"Mr. Feng, you really can't laugh. I really have something very important to tell you." Si Nian reiterated, looking extremely serious.

"Okay, then I'll be more aggressive." Feng Sichen said.

After he finished speaking, his expression really changed. When Si Nian saw the familiar expression, his heart gradually calmed down.

Si Nian started from the source and talked about the outbreak point of the conflict: "background check information".

At first, her tone was normal, and she seemed to be stating something based on objective reasoning.

She said: "They say family is a safe haven for people, but I am different. I have always been a backup option, and they only think of me when something happens."

It seemed that "alcohol really makes cowards bolder". Si Nian spoke out without any scruples about the things that he usually tried hard to hide.

As Feng Sichen listened, his eyes gradually darkened.

"I have really always been abandoned. From childhood to adulthood, no one has stood firm for me, whether it is family or friendship. They think of me when they have something to do, and put me aside when they don't. In order to maintain the relationship, I have a bit of a people-pleasing personality, and try hard to be what they want me to be... But even so, I was still abandoned."

"Because I can't do it. I am unwilling to become what others have assumed I should be. I should live my life the way I want. After stumbling for a while, I focused on being good to myself and only me. Because of this change, they said I had no conscience, an ungrateful person, and that I was too independent to control... " "You know what? The people who said this are my parents." Si Nian smiled, with relief on his face, but also a hint of reluctance and sadness.

"But I'm glad I met someone who stood firm for me in high school. My first love was a really, really good friend, and my friends are also really, really good friends. I don't have to make one-sided efforts anymore!"

Si Nian's mood changed really quickly, and he smiled happily again at this time.

Feng Sichen couldn't laugh.

To this day, she has not forgotten her first love.

"Haven't you always wanted to know why I want to protect Chi Yan? I'll tell you in secret, but you have to promise me not to tell anyone else!" Si Nian stretched out his little finger and looked at Feng Sichen.

He was confused, "What?"

"Let's make a pinky promise. This way, no one will tell others about your secrets." Si Nian, who was drunk, looked very different from his usual self.

Feng Sichen said: "Childish."

He still stretched out his hand.

In fact, he already knew the answer, as it was written in the background check materials.

"Chi Yan is my ex-boyfriend." Si Nian moved closer and whispered in his ear, looking like she was really whispering.

"He is my perfect first love!" Si Nian smiled quietly, "No, he has flaws, he..."

Every word he said made her recall the past, and as she recalled, she started to cry.

Feng Sichen pulled out a tissue and expressed his disdain: "Si Nian, your alcohol tolerance is really poor!"

When she talked about her ex's past, Feng Sichen listened with impatience, especially when he saw her lost look.

"But, I lost him!" Si Nian lowered his head and covered his face with a tissue, "I lost him!"

"We won't be together anymore."

"But I just can't let him go! But I tried so hard to let him go!"

"It's all because he's so popular now. You can see his billboards everywhere you go."

Si Nian was crying so hard that her tears and snot were all over her body. Feng Sichen gave her some tissue.

Feng Sichen saw how sad she was crying, and saw that she was crying so sincerely, which was rare. When Feng Sichen was about to say something to comfort her, Si Nian changed his expression.

"There are plenty of fish in the sea, how can I hang myself on a tree? Mr. Feng, I'm sorry, I accidentally went off topic. I'll tidy up my words and start again later."

The next second, she turned around and threw herself into the meal.

Feng Sichen: “…” Forget it, forget it.

The hand that was extended was retracted before Si Nian noticed.

Each other's space returned to silence again until the meal was over and the table was cleared.

Feng Sichen didn't drink. The only bottle of wine on the table was drunk by Si Nian. The alcohol content was about 11 or 12 degrees. She poured it three times, and even so, there was still one-fifth of wine left in the bottle.

(End of this chapter)