After being thrown into the crazy literature, the author turned over a new leaf

Chapter 49 Mr. Feng, I wish us a pleasant cooperation
As they kissed, Si Nian's strength changed from violent to gentle. Feng Sichen opened his eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "Why are you crying?"

"You're hurting me." Si Nian stopped kissing.

He stretched out his hand to Si Nian's face and gently wiped away her tears: "Niannian, I'm sorry, I was wrong."

Next, Si Nian was still on top and Feng Sichen was on the bottom, and he allowed her to kiss, bite, and caress him in all kinds of ways.

He didn't resist and was obedient.

"Feng Sichen, I'm just an ordinary person. You really, really don't need to apologize to me. I'm really, really too insignificant to be worth mentioning." Si Nian rested her head on his shoulder, took off all disguises, and sobbed.

She finally revealed all her embarrassment and weakness, and took the initiative to show her vulnerable side, but Feng Sichen only felt as if his heart was being cut by a knife.

He didn't want to see this kind of scene, at least, he wanted to continue watching her stubborn and unyielding face.

"Niannian, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." He didn't know what to say, and just kept saying sorry.

He kept comforting her, just asking her to stop crying.

He had to admit one thing, her crying felt different to him than other people's crying, and he couldn't bear to see her cry.

"Feng Sichen, you said you don't believe in love, but you have aroused my heart. What should I do now?" Si Nian calmed down and looked up at him.

"What exactly is our relationship now? Former contracted lovers? Party A and Party B? Lovers? Lip friendship? Feng Sichen, do you love me?"

When looking at Jasmine, the problem that Si Nian wanted to solve most emerged in her heart - she wanted to find out what Feng Sichen really felt for her.

If it is love, Si Nian plans to let herself go and stop being paranoid. She will follow the advice given by Jiang Tiantian and try another relationship to forget Gao Ye.

If it wasn't love, then she only saw him as someone with sexual needs.

Anyway, there is no particularly deep feeling that I must have him for the rest of my life. Apart from the fact that he has had a lot of women, the other women he has met the standards are pretty good too, so we can just have some fun with each other.

In short, no loss.

"We have whatever relationship you want us to have. I've said that you are the one in control tonight and I will do whatever you want." Feng Sichen responded.

This seems to be giving the initiative to the other party, but in fact you have the upper hand.

Feng Sichen knew that Si Nian would not let go of her first love easily, but he just felt that Si Nian's feelings towards him were different from other women's, and it was not yet to the point where he could go from not believing in love to believing in love.

Si Nian smiled and said, "Let's continue to be just Party A and Party B. You know, I have a love obsession with cleanliness. I'm not in the mood to share a man with so many women."

"I would rather have nothing than something less than nothing."

Her second idea was rejected by her before it was even long in coming.

That’s right, she has always taken relationships seriously, how could she just “play around” with them?

Feng Sichen's buttons were completely undone at this time. Si Nian stripped off his shirt and leaned close to him.

She moved from his lips to his neck, kissing his Adam's apple for a while, and then down to his collarbone.

Feng Sichen was unable to move. He could neither resist nor turn the passive situation into active one, nor could he just endure it.

He is a normal man, and anyone would react if teased like that.

Just as he was about to change his position, Si Nian spoke up and said, "You are not behaving well."

Oh, this time I'm really suppressed by her.

There was a pillow between them. Si Nian was tired of kissing and didn't want to be in control anymore. She said, "Please me, please me."

After these words came out, the man who had been suppressed for a long time finally stood up, but he didn't dare to use any force. He promised her that he would not hurt her.

They didn't know how long they kissed, and their clothes were messy. Feng Sichen hugged Si Nian from behind, resting his head on her shoulder, full of affection: "Why can't you choose your lover? Is it because in your mind, I can't compare to your first love?"

Si Nian didn't have any extra emotions. Her tone was flat, as if she was stating a particularly ordinary fact: "Yeah."

"You are really paranoid. You said you are so affectionate, but does he know?" Feng Sichen continued to ask without giving up.

"He doesn't need to know." Si Nian replied, "If I wasn't sick, I wouldn't be able to stay with a sickly girl like you until now."

"Paranoia versus yandere," Feng Sichen held her tightly, his breath spraying on her neck, "In a sense, the two of us are quite a match."

"Indeed, you don't believe in love. I am only obsessed with A Ye." Si Nian said.

This time, Feng Sichen couldn't help but increase the force of his bite.

Si Nian frowned slightly and said, "Don't forget what you promised me just now."

Feng Sichen immediately reduced his strength and turned to a cautious kiss.

This lingering kiss seemed to make up for the time they had spent apart before. It was extremely long and lasting, until the end, both of them felt numb in the bones. They could only lean on each other and listen to the sound of each other's hearts beating irregularly because of each other.

Is there love? Yes, but not much.

Feng Sichen was rarely still in bed at eight o'clock. He held Si Nian in his arms, and seeing that she was still asleep in his arms, he gently hooked her and continued to stay in bed.

At about ten o'clock in the morning, Si Nian took a taxi back to her home. Before leaving, she said to Feng Sichen, "I was very satisfied last night. His skills were good."

"However, I hope we can continue to be businesslike in the coming time."

"Boss Feng, I wish us a pleasant cooperation this time."

She stood in the sun, laughing wantonly, without any concealment, laughing heartlessly, laughing purely, laughing in a way that forced him to make a decision, forcing him to do things according to her wishes.

Before Si Nian left, she personally cleared out everything related to her in Zijing Apartment.

She said, "Boss Feng, there is a task in the March Agreement that I did not complete. Thank you for giving me this opportunity to fill in the gap and finish what I have not done. Thank you for not taking my previous reckless behavior seriously."

In the March Agreement, Feng Sichen verbally warned her: Don't dream about things that you shouldn't have, and when you're done, clear out everything.

At the time, she said: "Don't worry, I will never cross the line."

Now, they are all silent.

Feng Sichen didn't turn around and leave until Si Nian completely disappeared from his sight.

When Si Nian returned home, she felt the long-lost joy and freedom, and she thought the wind along the way was sweet.

When passing by a flower shop, Si Nian bought some flowers, which were Epiphyllums.

The Epiphyllum blooms for a short time, but it is flawless, warm, beautiful, and irreplaceable. Just this moment, it is like a stunning beauty, engraved in our hearts.

When she looked at the flower, she felt as if a huge rock was pressing down on her heart.

In his dazzling flower garden, I am just an inconspicuous little roadside wild flower.

Me, I am nothing.

I am not a gorgeous and charming flower, nor am I a cool and elegant flower that is free from the worldly air of desire.

(End of this chapter)