Chapter 53: I have always been deceiving myself

In fact, she could also call her previous client, but for some reason, her heart urged her to freeze to death here.

Si Nian was so angry that her whole body was shaking. Her hands holding the umbrella were trembling and red.

City A is an authentic northern city. In winter, the temperature drops significantly, unlike Jiangcheng, where the temperature is only slightly below zero.

When other people are sick, they torture others. When I am sick, I torture myself. Si Nian inexplicably thought of Feng Sichen and how he whispered in her ear that she was paranoid.

Yes, I am paranoid. I must make events develop as I expect, otherwise I will feel uncomfortable all over and unable to sleep or eat.

I hate feeling out of control.

But, I am a nobody, without any power or influence, and anyone with a little influence can boss me around.

I only have one life, so forget it, I’ll cherish it.

I don’t want to freeze to death outside, and I don’t want to go to the hospital and smell the disinfectant again.

Although he is paranoid, Si Nian is really cowardly.

Therefore, she can only be cautious in doing things and cannot act recklessly, because she has to leave a way out for herself, because no one can cover her.

But more than that, she felt that troubling others would make her feel guilty and uncomfortable.

But she was conflicted: she wanted someone she could trouble without restraint.

Si Nian dialed the number of her good friend Jiang Tiantian with trembling hands.

Over there, connected.

Listening to the sounds, there was a lot of joy there, and I seemed to hear Shen Qinlan's voice as well.

That’s right, today is Christmas, and she told her on WeChat that she might not keep her appointment tonight.

"What's wrong, Nian Nian?" Jiang Tiantian said.

"Nothing?" After a long silence, Si Nian spoke.

"Are you with Shen Qinlan?" she asked.

Jiang Tiantian felt a little embarrassed. She hummed and said, "Niannian, I'm definitely not a traitor. I'm going home now."

"No, no, no!" Si Nian said "no" three times. "It's not easy for someone to accept you, such a troublemaker. I don't want you to be sent back again. Go on a date with Shen Qinlan. As for me, I'm going on a date with my TV series."

She tried to remain calm and spoke in a relaxed tone.

Fortunately, my acting skills are really good and I easily deceived Tiantian.

After a while, she dialed Ren Yifan's phone number. He also had something to do, and he wanted to accompany his beautiful girl.

He has been a well-known playboy since high school, and now, he is still as playful as ever, changing girlfriends at a very fast rate.

Time just passed by, minute by minute.

Wen Mo was waiting downstairs in the company building, holding an exquisitely wrapped gift box in his hand.

Now, he really couldn't understand what his boss meant. He clearly said that he didn't miss her, but he always asked him to chat with Si Nian whenever he had time and asked her how she was doing recently.

Now, he asked me to send a Christmas gift to Lawyer Si in my name.

He watched one person after another get off the bus, but in the end, he didn't see Si Nian. Wang Chun, who was not far away, was sweating profusely when he saw Wen Mo appear.

He thought at the time that Si Nian was using the name to scare people like he did before, but he didn't expect that this time it was real.

Just as he pretended not to see Wen Mo and was about to leave quickly, Wen Mo came over and said, "Boss Wang, why don't I see Lawyer Si?"

Wang Chun touched his forehead and mumbled "umm" where Si Nian was.

"Assistant Wen, I really didn't mean to miss her on purpose. It's just that there were so many people on the bus that I really didn't have time to take care of her. Besides, we had an agreed time, but she didn't show up on her own."

"There are so many people on the bus, the minority must obey the majority, I will leave first according to everyone's wishes."······
Wang Chun explained a lot.

Wen Mo said: "Okay, I understand, thank you for your hard work, Mr. Wang." He replied.

Having said that, he turned and left.

He should have been able to go home directly, but now he can't go back.

His boss said that if it had not been sent out, he should take it back. Now that Lawyer Si is not here, it is the same as not having been sent out.

I, as requested by my boss, went to Bishui Longting to deliver something.

At this time, at the Bishuilongting, a man with a panicked look of anxiety and irritability on his face went to the garage wearing only a long down jacket.

The black Bentley, like a shadow in the dark night, sped away against the icy rain.

Just now, she called. She finally took the initiative to call.

Si Nian was scrolling through the phone book, and suddenly she found that she had no one to call.

Her eyes lingered on a name, then moved away after a while. But when she scrolled up again, she easily saw his name again.

After thinking it over, Si Nian took a deep breath with the remaining electricity and dialed the number.

Will I answer it? I don’t know, I really don’t know, I have absolutely no idea.

Deep down, I was hoping he would answer.

The phone rang only twice, and then the other end picked up and said, "Hello."

Si Nian thought that as long as she cleared out all the things related to him and threw them into the trash can, everything about this person would also be thrown into the trash can. But when the voice came from the other side, she knew the answer - I had been deceiving myself.

"Feng Sichen." The moment she said this, there was a cry and pain in her voice that she herself didn't even notice.

The other side said, "You?" He paused.

"Crying?" he said again.

With just these few words, Si Nian's crying, which had finally stopped, burst out like a dam breaking, and she couldn't stop it.

"What's wrong?" Feng Sichen's voice was filled with anxiety.

"I can't come back. I, I don't have a car to come back." Si Nian choked.

"Where are you now? I'll pick you up." Feng Sichen said affirmatively and firmly.

The moment he finished speaking, he didn't even have time to change his home clothes. He just picked up a piece of clothing and hurried downstairs.

"Taoyuan Village, Jing Family Ancestral Hall, Feng Sichen, my phone is running out of battery, I..." Before she could finish her words, the phone screen went off.

Si Nian chose to find Feng Sichen because her cell phone was running out of battery and was about to shut down.

Feng Sichen drove very fast and got on the highway after a while.

At this time, another call came in. He took a look and it was Wen Mo.

"What I told you to do is to keep the people in Taoyuan Village and not let them come back?" Feng Sichen's expression was stern, just like the "stupid" plans that were a headache and a waste of time and energy that he usually saw in the company.

Yes, it was Feng Sichen who first discovered that Si Nian had no car to go to Taoyuan Village, and then he asked Wen Mo to go with the flow.

Wen Mo's heart was greatly shocked, and then he immediately replied the reason in an orderly manner.

He had always thought that Si Nian only had a small position in his heart, but now it seemed that it was not the case at all.

Wen Mo has followed Feng Sichen for so many years, and has never seen him lose control for any woman.

(End of this chapter)

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