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Chapter 63: Both True and False

In the previous scenario, Xu Yingze's disgust and hatred helped her get out of the trap of pressure. In this scenario, she still used hatred to break the trap.

Her hatred is projected onto the protagonist of the story, just like telling that person many well-founded and hateful past events.

Anyway, the story has deviated from the theme of "anxiety" at this point. Cao Jingnan has walked out of her confusion and parted ways with her original self. Her "life trajectory" has changed and become more fierce.

When the opponent "passed" again, Qiu Shanfu's heart was filled with anxiety.

For a long time, she was troubled by scores, and both of the illusions she created were related to scores.

Qiu Shanfu was terrified and tried to find a way to deal with it passively: Doesn't this kind of cage work for you? How good of a person are you in your daily life? What kind of trap would an excellent person fall into? Your inner world seems to be very smart. Since you are not controlled by material desires, I will no longer bother you with material desires. I will find a way to torture your spirit and ideals. However, this time I will use a different approach. You don't need to know my whole appearance, you just need to understand my grief. I will open this story for you at the most appropriate time. Maybe I was too attentive the first two times, and too much is as bad as too little. This time I will give you a chance to watch, because I believe that this is a story that is enough to make others feel anxious.

Two or three years passed in a flash, and another summer passed. It was the second half of my junior year in college.

The classroom was hot and dry, and my body was accumulating heat, I felt weak and thirsty, but the temperature was not high enough to make me sweat. Exam week was approaching. I looked around and saw my classmates, and the teacher was talking about something I couldn't understand.

Qiu Shanfu is not an extrovert, but she could be. In this story, she writes herself as a lively, outgoing, athletic person. Oh, and a little beauty, and it's "perfect".

The perfect "she" never lacks admirers, and so the story begins.

"She" spent half a year carefully selecting from many admirers and finally found the one that satisfied her the most, a sophomore senior.

This senior has many impressive honorary titles, such as student union president, sports champion, and grade leader. In addition to these honorary titles, he also has many enviable configurations: tall, rich, handsome, high IQ, and high EQ.

The two of them were a match made in heaven, at least in Qiu Shanfu's opinion. She couldn't imagine a more perfect relationship, neither the man nor the woman had any flaws.

In May, the second half of the junior year, the "darkness" had not yet changed the mainstream of the world, Qiu Shanfu was still studying hard, and the senior had already graduated. Graduation season and breakup season came together, and any opportunistic relationship would "become" vulnerable under the separation of time and space, so she was dumped.

When her followers heard the "good news", they couldn't wait to show their sincerity to her. She was fed up with these people: I didn't like you back then, and I certainly won't like you now! You chose this time to come, because you think my heart is not confused enough?
It was at this time that Xu Yingze opened this "book". Before she could sort out the complicated storyline, she almost felt like she was stopping breathing. As she sorted out the things more and more, her inner distress became more and more serious.

Qiu Shanfu disdains followers, who come and go at will, and do not stimulate or attract her. She focuses on those who do not have a clear affection for her, and she believes that with her advantages and charm, she will definitely find a better one.

This once again impacted Xu Yingze's values, and she was at a disadvantage in this battle of hearts.

Qiu Shanfu chose Cheng Minghui. Cheng Minghui was not a member of the student union and had no sports skills. There were many reasons why this junior caught her eye, the most important of which was that she judged people by appearance.

But Cheng Minghui rejected Qiu Shanfu. He briefly stated his reason: I have never been in love, so I want to find a girlfriend who has never been in love. At this point, Xu Yingze, who was hiding behind the story, was completely confused: this is a story that makes people feel disgusted just by watching it.

Qiu Shanfu's tactics have always been based on stability, and she would not get close to her opponent if she could. Although using strong winds to knock someone down was not as fast as her direct attack, it was less risky, and at least she would not be dragged into the quagmire of close combat by her opponent.

Most of the people who participated in the innovation and entrepreneurship competition were "civilian personnel", and the majority of those who participated in the modeling competition were also civilian personnel. They had not received any professional martial arts training or combat guidance. This group of people were not very brave to use swords, spears, swords and halberds, and were not good at them. Qiu Shanfu was one of them.

After seeing his opponent in deep anxiety, this "civilian" could no longer suppress his excitement and joy: You passed the first and second levels, your asymptotic domain was open, so the wind couldn't blow you down. But at the third level, you wavered, the asymptotic domain was withdrawn, and my chance has come!

A strong wind blew in the stadium, and Xu Ying's long hair fluttered, and her clothes fluttered. She stood motionless in the wind, and the silver square weighing about a pound swayed back and forth, pulling her body to the point of falling.

The story begins, develops, and ends faster than the wind blows.

Many details flashed around in a very short time, and the picture soon changed again.

Qiu Shanfu sat on the bed, her back against the pillow. Her fingers swiped back and forth on the screen of her mobile phone. This evening, she had read a lot of experiences similar to hers. The key words or key factors of these experiences were only three words: first time.

Qiu Shanfu and her ex-boyfriend had known each other for two years, and they had a more intimate relationship. During the period of passionate love, she thought it was understandable and even normal. When she looked back on this matter after being dumped, she didn't think it was a big deal, until she fell in love with someone who had no experience in love.

The conditions proposed by the other party were something she could never achieve in this lifetime, and she desperately wanted to find some people who shared the same views as her, so that they could get together, recognize each other, and express their dissatisfaction with those unattainable conditions.

Some people say that you don’t mind whether it’s the first time for a chef to cook for you. On the contrary, you think that the longer the chef has been in the industry, the better the experience and the higher the quality of the dishes. So why do you have such strict requirements for the first time of the opposite sex? Some people say that first love looks for first love, and non-first love looks for non-first love, which is reasonable. Others say that it doesn’t matter whether it’s the first love or not, what matters is who the other person is. When you look back on this matter many years later, the demands made by people when they were young seem ridiculous.

Those who browse these remarks are Qiu Shanfu in the story and reality, and Xu Yingze who reads the story.

Xu Yingze's unshakable values ​​and unparalleled firm beliefs made her anger burst through the sky. She tore apart the tangled nightmare and escaped unscathed from those diametrically opposed erroneous views.

The chef is there to serve you, and you choose him because of his skills, but are you looking for a lover also for his skills?

The saying that first love seeks first love has some rationality, but there is still something wrong. If you use this as an excuse and a constraint, you are just tying yourself up in knots. But if it is for the pursuit of equality of the three views, it is reasonable. Different starting points can lead to two very different positive and negative sides even for the same thing.

As for "not important at all", that is just a vague statement. Before a person dies, he or she will think that the wealth earned in this life is not important, but when they are alive, how many people dare to let go, how many people can let go?
Xu Ying had a correct and good view in her heart, so she would not be swayed by the opinions of the world. She saw through the ignorance and ugliness of these people at a glance, gnashed her teeth, was furious, and decided to severely criticize her opponent this time.

(End of this chapter)