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Chapter 66 My Heart is Not Made of Stone
Chapter 66 My Heart is Not Made of Stone
慕正光看到显示屏上标着五号赛场5月27日14:40,这是她第二场比赛的地点和时间。他想着还有28个小时,或许足够恢复了。
Xu Ying went to the bedroom to get her clothes and rushed straight to the bathroom. Only then did she finally have the opportunity and conditions to carefully check her injuries.
Scarred and bloody, the opponent with the scissors was really not simple. Just clearing her perception was too polite.
What do people do when they are most anxious? There are all kinds of things. Take Akiyama Fu as an example. What she does is very unusual, and her scissors also have an extraordinary origin.
On June 2017, 6, Qiu Shanfu looked at her college entrance examination results and felt disheartened. She took a pair of scissors and cut her wrist a few times. The wound was not deep and was not fatal. She didn't feel any pain as blood flowed out. From that moment on, anxiety officially left a mark on her. She got the anxiety power related to "memories" from the main line of anxiety, which can be said to be not unfair at all.
For a long time, she was deeply trapped in anxiety and could not get rid of it, so she gradually "adapted". She did not feel anything when others said bad things about her, but if others said a few good words to her, she would be confused and embarrassed. Anxiety became her protective shell, and this emotion became her weapon. The two complemented each other and were inseparable.
The power of anxiety related to "memories" is harmful to the mind. Scissors and wind blades are harmful to the body. You can feel when you are sad, but you may not feel when you are hurt.
Xu Ying looked in the mirror and found that she had five major wounds. Two wounds on her neck, one large and one small. There were four more major wounds on her back, thighs, knees, and arms, each of which was more than three or five centimeters. In addition, there were many minor wounds, too numerous to count. However, the minor wounds had already scarred, and the major wounds were no longer bleeding. Everything was moving in the right direction, so there was nothing to worry about.
The bloody smell on my body is so strong that it makes me want to vomit. I never want to wear this set of clothes again. It's a pity to throw away the T-shirt and trousers made of school uniforms after one competition. I don't know how he is doing. Should I make him another set of clothes someday? My long clothes require a lot of fabric, so I may need to use high school uniforms, but it won't be difficult to make two or three more sets of his short clothes. If you want the clothes to have better defensive functions, you must not only distribute the power on the clothes, but also find materials with special properties. It depends on whether you can meet the right contestant. If you can get other people's silver keys and gold hairpins, I can do it too.
After taking a shower, Xu Ying took out a pair of small scissors from her makeup box.
It is called a makeup box, but in fact there is not a single cosmetic item in it.
The box contains hairpins, hair bands, hair hoops, combs, mirrors, scissors, nail clippers, pens, ink, sticky notes, spare keys, etc. It has a rich variety and complete tools.
Xu Ying trimmed her uneven hair so that it was not as messy as when she just walked out of the stadium. She thought: I don’t need to dress up specially when I go out to eat with you. It doesn’t matter what others think of me, but if I don’t like it myself, that’s not good.
Mu Zhengguang sat in the living room for nearly an hour. He did nothing and could do nothing. He heard the sound of a hair dryer in the bathroom and thought: You should have finished your shower, right? If you have just washed your hair, then... I will go pack the grilled fish and bring it home to eat.
Xu Ying came out in her pajamas. She always dressed elegantly and appropriately, and she showed up in pajamas with an ulterior motive: You can see the wound on my neck at a glance, but if you only see the wound on my neck, you will definitely think too much. You will think that this wound is so fatal, too close to the artery, did I meet a particularly terrible person? But this is not the case. So, I wore a shorter dress so that you can see the wounds on my knees and arms. As for the wounds on my back and thighs, I don’t want to show them to you yet. What you and I reached is an agreement to share the asymptotic main line, not an agreement to share the main line of life.
"Hi, classmate, do I look good?" There was no one else here, so Xu Ying no longer tried to conceal her feminine charm and personal style.
She was spotless, wearing white pajamas with a deep pine green hue around the cuffs and trouser legs. There were some casual patterns on the pajamas, cats, mushrooms, pine trees, maple leaves, rain clouds, snowflakes, and grass. The short-sleeved T-shirt covered about 2/5 of her arms, and she wore shorts that were two or three centimeters below her knees.
Mu Zhengguang felt thrilling and refreshing: It is impolite for me to stare at you like this, and you haven't put on all your clothes yet, so I shouldn't pay too much attention to you. But when I see you, or rather, when I see you like this, it's like a person who has lived in darkness for a long time seeing the bright light. I can't bear to miss this precious opportunity and try my best to see the light clearly.
The round neckline is slightly low, revealing the collarbone. The long hair is flowing and slightly wet. The clear eyes are close at hand. The body is well-proportioned and full of energy. The skin is fair and the smile is calm. I seem to understand why it is good for you to have a youthful look forever.
His heart was pounding, and he stared at her intently, his eyes full of attachment and admiration, and he couldn't help but praise her: "Beautiful. You are injured."
He looked very carefully, and he could see the scars even before Xu Ying pointed them out.
"Yes. There are five big scars, but these are the only three I can show you. This battle was too hasty, so I didn't bring you a gift. I will pay more attention in future battles."
Xu Ying didn't like the power related to emotions, but she believed that it would be great if she gave this power to Guang. She believed in this student very much: "You have experience in constructing golden stepping stones, so even if you are given some power that seems not so friendly, you will definitely be able to use it well."
"Don't worry about the gift. Let me help you heal your wounds first!"
"Thanks."
The healing process seemed full of "ambiguity", Xu Ying was lying on the bed, covered with a thin quilt. The hourglass pressed on her body, turning over until the golden sand ran out.
The hourglass showed half an hour, so Mu Zhengguang planned to go buy some grilled fish so that she could have lunch when she got up.
Mu Zhengguang was about to leave when Xu Ying stopped him.
"Would it be more laborious for you to remotely control the hourglass?"
He stopped and turned back to say, "It's okay. Just stay within the effective range of the hourglass."
"Aren't you afraid of someone attacking me while I'm being treated?"
"There are still two days of meetings after the game. If we want to launch a sneak attack, it will be easier to do it during the meeting." "I'm afraid that if I turn over, the hourglass will fall to the ground and affect the effect."
"Don't worry. It can levitate."
Xu Ying thought that you were really a "stubborn person". She chuckled and complained "fools". Then she asked in a more tactful and gentle tone: "Actually, I want you to sit down and talk to me. Please don't leave."
The boy didn't think about why the girl called him "fool". He was flattered and replied gently: "Okay, I won't leave."
He moved a chair and sat down opposite her.
"First question, why should I cover myself with a blanket?"
"You'll catch a cold if you don't cover yourself with a blanket."
Xu Ying was almost speechless with shock: Classmate, you must be very careful when speaking! I have reached the second level, how could I catch a cold because I don’t cover myself with a blanket? Even if I soak in ice water for a day and a night, I may not catch a cold! I know you can’t answer this question correctly, but I didn’t expect you to answer like this. I cover myself with a blanket for a simple reason, I just want to cover it. However, my thoughts are very complicated, and if I tell you directly, you may not be able to understand them. Before I announce the answer, let me ask you a few questions first. You are smart and considerate, so you will definitely be able to see what I want to say to you from these questions.
Xu Ying was not shy at all. She got straight to the point: "Do you have any feelings for me?"
"Have."
"As it should be. Is it a good idea or a bad idea?"
"All."
"That's normal. How bad can a bad idea be?"
"As bad as the rest."
"No, it's not that bad. How good is a good idea?"
“A little better than others.”
Xu Ying asked the question quickly because she knew the answer.
The girls asked questions very quickly and the boys answered very quickly, without having to think and just answering truthfully.
Xu Ying said: "Not just a little, but a lot."
She thought: You are someone I value and cherish. Not to mention that you won't do anything "out of the ordinary" to me, I am not afraid of you doing something "out of the ordinary" to me. What I am worried about and concerned about is that you will be ashamed of some of the thoughts you have today in the future. Others always believe in "judging by the deeds rather than the heart" in such matters, and use self-hypnosis and distance themselves from the matter, but you are different. You will be bound by fleeting desires and feel that you are not good enough. In this case, of course, I can't give you too many opportunities to generate desires. It doesn't matter what you do to me, we will be together anyway, but I will try my best to avoid things that bother you.
Classmate Ying asked several questions in succession, and Mu Zhengguang gradually understood why she wanted to cover herself with a blanket: it was not because you wanted to protect yourself as it seemed on the surface, but because you wanted to protect me.
"I see. You covered me with the quilt to protect me."
Xu Ying closed her eyes and remained silent for a while. She enjoyed the mood at that moment, as well as the other party's gentleness and thoughtfulness, but soon she felt a little ashamed: In order to get this mood and this gentleness, I hid the answer I had thought of long ago, which was a bit redundant.
She held the other person's hand and felt the temperature of the light: "Having said that, I did want to test you. I have my own selfish motives, sorry."
Mu Zhengguang didn't think this was a test. He was considering the other person. How could there be any test in a relationship where there was love?
He shook his head and said, "There is no temptation. It's not selfish."
Since then, Xu Ying's heart, which had been affected by the battle, has calmed down. After talking about the quilt, she recounted in detail what happened on the field, including the three absurd nightmares and the unusual way to break the deadlock.
The boy sits aside and listens attentively, but he is not "quiet". He often supplements, asks questions, praises and encourages. Even if he has nothing to say, he will wait for the girl to finish a sentence or a topic before saying "um" or nodding.
The two people's world views, values, outlooks on life, and even their views on justice, marriage, family, power, and destiny have more overlaps and integrations.
The golden sands ran out and returned to stillness. Mu Zhengguang put away the hourglass. Xu Ying changed into long-sleeved shirts and long pants. The two went to the basement to eat grilled fish.
(End of this chapter)
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