Rebirth: Starting from a Trainee Teacher

Chapter 145 Change of Mentality
After class on Wednesday night, Zhou Jing and Yang Wenwen left school together.

Maybe because the relationship is in a transitional period, Yang Wenwen speaks obviously less than usual in private.

"I'll take you downstairs."

When they reached the fork in the road, Zhou Jing spoke.

"It's getting late, you should go back and rest early!"

Yang Wenwen politely declined.

"You still can't accept it and want to avoid me?"

Zhou Jing said in a more serious tone.

"No." Yang Wenwen shook her head and said, "It's so cold."

"No matter how cold the weather is, it's not as cold as your heart."

Zhou Jing pretended to be sad.

"No way."

Yang Wenwen was a little amused and helpless.

Zhou Jing did not say anything else and silently walked Yang Wenwen into the community. Yang Wenwen did not refuse again. The two of them walked quietly like this and stopped at the same time when they reached the downstairs.

"伱"

"That"

They remained silent for two seconds, then they spoke and stopped talking at the same time.

"You speak first."

Zhou Jing smiled and said.

"I'm fine."

Yang Wenwen shook her head.

"Does what you said last night still count?"

Zhou Jing said while looking at Yang Wenwen's face.

"What did you say?"

Yang Wenwen asked back subconsciously.

"Sure enough, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment."

Zhou Jing sighed.

As if making a difficult decision, Yang Wenwen was silent for a few seconds and said, "You are still young, we can't make the same mistake again."

Zhou Jing didn't say anything and hugged Yang Wenwen's head.

"Zhou Jing, you are still so young, you shouldn't waste your time and feelings on me."

Yang Wenwen lowered her head, her voice filled with helplessness and loss.

"I don't think it's a waste of time. No one deserves more care than you."

Zhou Jing held Yang Wenwen in his arms and spoke softly.

“But we won’t get any results.”

Thinking of her own situation, Yang Wenwen felt physically and mentally exhausted.

"No matter if there is any result or not, no matter where we go in the future, I will always take care of you and CC, like a family member. Don't worry about me, just think of yourself as having another brother. Don't carry everything by yourself, I will help you."

Zhou Jing put his left arm around Yang Wenwen's back, stroked her hair with his right hand and spoke softly.

Yang Wenwen couldn't help but feel a sore nose. It was the first time she felt such warmth. Looking back over the past six months, the care Zhou Jing gave her exceeded that of the past four years.

She thought her heart was already dead and she would no longer have any feelings, but her psychological defenses quickly collapsed at this moment.

"The good time in life is only a few years. Don't lock yourself up in the most beautiful time when you should be enjoying the colorful life. You should be happier than others. Infect CC with your own happiness. Only in this way can you make up for the part that CC is missing. I sincerely hope that you are happy and that CC grows happily."

Zhou Jing continued.

"Thank you Zhou Jing."

Thinking of her daughter, Yang Wenwen couldn't help but shed tears.

"It's so cold, can you give me a little of your tenderness?"

Zhou Jing kissed Yang Wenwen's hair and said.

Yang Wenwen gently raised her arms and placed them on the boy's back.

Feeling that Yang Wenwen was no longer repulsive, Zhou Jing raised his hand, pinched her snow-white chin, and kissed her lips.

After standing in the cold wind for a few minutes, Zhou Jing prepared to ride away.

"Be safe, wear a hat and look carefully to see if there are any cars behind you when crossing the road."

Yang Wenwen put on Zhou Jing's down jacket hood and tightened the straps.

"Well, go up!"

Zhou Jing smiled and rode away. Watching the boy disappear into the night, Yang Wenwen turned and went upstairs. If she didn't worry about other things, she would feel indescribably happy. Her heart was opened little by little, and it was difficult to close it again. However, after calming down, she always struggled between living in the present and rationality.

Worried that her mother would notice her red eyes, Yang Wenwen lowered her head and went to the bathroom to wash up when she got home.

In fact, Yang's mother knew everything. Every time Yang Wenwen took CC to visit Zhou Jing, Yang's mother would privately ask CC about what happened. The little girl was ignorant and told him everything she knew.

"It's nothing in today's society. It's good to be able to make it to the end. If you can't, don't blame him. After all, he is still young. You should be more understanding and just treat it as a part of the past."

Mother Yang came behind Yang Wenwen and said.

Yang Wenwen's heart skipped a beat. Could it be that her mother saw it?
Zhou Jing returned home and stayed up late to write a novel.

Zhou Jing's mentality has changed a lot in the past two days. He is no longer as indifferent as before. His ambition has started to expand and he has begun to let go. Zhou Jing feels like a reborn person now.

Rebirth can be summed up in one word: damn.

Make money while doing what you like and make the most of your time.

I wrote the novel until after five o'clock and there was no need to go to bed.

Zhou Jing stretched, opened QQ, took a few bites, and clicked into Yang Wenwen's space to check the photo album and message board. There were more than 1999 messages on Yang Wenwen's message board. Zhou Jing scrolled to the bottom and saw the first message was dated July 7, 10. It should be that Yang Wenwen had just registered for QQ after graduating from high school.

In 99, Zhou Jing was only eleven years old and in the sixth grade.

Zhou Jing spent the night online until six o'clock, published two chapters of a novel, then turned off the computer and went to wash up.

Zhou Jing went out on time at 6:30. It was still hazy outside. The temperature was about 20 degrees below zero today, and the wind was chilly. Except for the students going to school, there was basically no one outside at this time, and the street was deserted.

Monday is the beginning of a new week.

Zhou Jing and Yang Wenwen met in the office as usual.

"It's so cold, are you cold?"

Yang Wenwen looked more natural today than yesterday, wearing the knitted hat, scarf and gloves given by Zhou Jing.

"It was cold, but now I'm not cold anymore when I see you happy."

Zhou Jing looked outside and said.

"Slippery tongue." Yang Wenwen leaned against the radiator and looked at her phone. She noticed the visitor log and asked, "You woke up so early?"

"I didn't sleep all night."

The water in the water dispenser was turned on, and Zhou Jing took a glass of water.

"Insomnia?"

"I was so happy that I couldn't sleep."

"Ah, are you sleepy now?"

In fact, Yang Wenwen also suffered from insomnia for a long time last night and only took a nap at around three o'clock.

"not sleepy."

It was almost time to gather for morning exercises, so the two of them left the office and went to the playground.

"When will you go back home for winter vacation?"

Zhou Jing looked at Yang Wenwen and asked.

"My mom and CC will go back next week, and I will be back during the Chinese New Year."

Yang Wenwen's voice lowered a little. It was very embarrassing for a woman at her age. She would feel like she was homeless. Moreover, she was still unmarried and had a child. There would inevitably be some rumors in her hometown, making it even more difficult for her to return home.

"Don't worry about worldly opinions. Just live your life well. People who are truly living a good life don't have the time or energy to talk about other people's private affairs."

Zhou Jing could understand Yang Wenwen’s helplessness.

Yang Wenwen smiled and nodded, "You are quite good at comforting people."

“You taught me well.”

Zhou Jing said with a smile.

Yang Wenwen raised her hand unhappily, then put it down and said, "You write a really good novel."

Unable to sleep last night, Yang Wenwen read Zhou Jing's novel carefully. The story was very fascinating.

"I wrote in college, but I didn't achieve much, and the money I earned barely covered my tuition and living expenses."

"That's not bad!"

In Yang Wenwen's opinion, it is already amazing for a student to earn a living by writing novels. This student was so poor at Chinese in high school, but he was very good at writing novels, which surprised Yang Wenwen, a Chinese teacher.

When they arrived at the playground, they walked away separately and each found the gathering place for their class.

Tuesday is the opening day of "Bowei Computer". It opens at noon. After school, Zhou Jing takes a taxi to Sanjie Electronics Mall.

In addition to Bai Xiyao and her cousin Bai Dongdong, Bai Xiyao's parents and sister also came to the store. Bai Xiyao's family are no strangers to Zhou Jing. After Zhou Jing fought for Bai Xiyao in high school, Bai Xiyao invited Zhou Jing to dinner at her own hotel, and she also invited Zhou Jing to dinner at the hotel some time ago.

The store opening had promotional activities, which attracted many customers. Bai Xiyao was too busy to greet Zhou Jing, and Zhou Jing couldn't help much at the moment. He talked to Bai Xiyao's family on the side. He hadn't had lunch yet, so Zhou Jing didn't stay long. He witnessed the store opening with his own eyes and then left.

In the new year, everything seemed to be going well for Zhou Jing.

(End of this chapter)