Let me give you all my life

Xuan Jinyan clutched her chest, feeling that she couldn't breathe at all, and her heart ached so badly that she almost shrank into a ball.

Feng Dazhu's body seemed to be shaking a little, and he almost couldn't help turning his head, but he still kept the original posture stiffly, but kept trembling slightly, and there was a faint pain in the broken part of his left arm.

Yes, how could Xuan Jinmo just cut off his left arm and spare him like that, no, the vague pain in the daily life made him understand that this pain will last a lifetime.He actually wanted to elope with Jinyan, because he couldn't bear to see the tears in Jinyan's eyes.

That beautiful woman who always looked at him with a face of trust, grew up from a childish six years old to a charming and moving 16 years old. He has been with her for ten years and has been by her side, worrying about even the slightest bump.

She is Tong Hua'an's wife now, but why is her face so pale, no trace of happiness can be seen in her eyes, only dazed and helpless, deserted, just like her appearance when we first met her, there is only anxiety in her eyes, which makes people unbearable Live wanting to protect.

That was an opportunity, and General Yan said, "Tong Hua'an needs to be taught a lesson, otherwise, he would have risen too fast at the border!" Unexpectedly, the Tong family rescued him.

Feng Dazhu thought that he could do it, but found that as a slave, he was only a slave after all, even at the frontier where there were opportunities at any time, he could do nothing, so he exhausted all possible possibilities to become the most trusted confidant of General Yan, Even ignoring his wife's behavior.

When his wife cried to him for the first time, he wanted to kill General Yan, but——

Sometimes people are very selfish and mean.

He had to survive first before he could see the woman he liked again.

"Ma'am, the general said to take a rest, please go over and have something to eat." A polite voice interrupted Xuan Jinyan's sorrow, and when she looked up, she found that the group of them had already arrived at a small town where they could rest. Good horse, very fast.

Feng Dazhu stood aside with his hands down, the exhausted horse breathing lowly.

Tong Hua'an didn't seem to notice Xuan Jinyan's pale complexion and the tears in the corners of his eyes. He sat quietly at the table, and Axia waited on her with her head slightly lowered. She sat at the door of the carriage all the way, unable to relax, her back was stiff and sore. very.

"Go to another table to eat, you don't need to wait." Tong Hua'an said lightly.

Axia glanced at Feng Dazhu who followed in, the husband and wife quietly went to another table and sat down to eat with other soldiers who followed Tong Huaan, even though there were many people, there was no noise.

"Okay, let's eat." Tong Hua'an said in a light tone, no anger or anger could be heard.

Xuan Jinyan really had no appetite, stared at the food on the table, holding chopsticks in a daze.

"Xuan Jinyan, you'd better get back to normal before you arrive in the capital. I don't want things between us to hurt Xiao Ye. Xuan Jin silently regards you as important as his life. Similarly, Xiao Ye is also important to me." That's it." Tong Hua'an said calmly, the voice was not loud, and the next table was far away from the two of them, so they couldn't hear what they said.

Xuan Jinyan bowed her head and remained silent, always seeing the empty sleeve of Feng Dazhu's left arm.

"Xuan Jinyan!" Tong Hua'an raised his voice slightly, with a hint of suppressed irritation.

Xuan Jinyan looked up at Tong Huaan subconsciously, feeling a little confused, she didn't care what Tong Huaan said at all, "What's the matter?"

Tong Hua'an looked at Xuan Jinyan with a confused expression, frowned, and said indifferently: "Xuan Jinyan, I have already allowed you to talk with your sweetheart, please cooperate and keep calm when you see your brother." A feigned happiness, your brother married Xiaoye not for love, but just to keep your marriage, if possible, I really hope there is no such marriage between them!"

"You don't need to let Tong Xiaoye marry." Xuan Jinyan said sarcastically, "Could it be that even the Tong family can't do this?!"

"It's not that it can't be done. With your brother's despicable means, even if the Tong family begged the emperor to let this marriage not exist, do you think your brother will let it go?" Tong Huaan sneered, "What I can do is Guarantee that Xiaoye suffers the least harm, Xiaoye is an innocent girl who was involved in it, I hope your brother still has a conscience and doesn't hurt her."

Xuan Jinyan didn't speak, but put down the chopsticks in her hand. She really couldn't eat anything, but felt her chest was so tight that she wanted to vomit but couldn't.

"You've already met Feng Dazhu." Tong Huaan said coldly, "I don't care what you want to do with him, but the condition is that in front of your brother, you must convince him that we get along relatively well, and it is impossible for me to convince him We are a loving couple, so I can only trouble you because I would rather bear the reputation of being ridiculed and allow you to be with Feng Dazhu, so that Xiaoye will not be hurt. If you can do it, I can ignore it. The relationship between you and Feng Dazhu, and, I think, if he had to choose between you and his wife, he would definitely choose you."

Xuan Jinyan looked at Tong Hua'an with a mocking and helpless expression on his face.

"Don't guess what I really think." Tong Hua'an said indifferently, "Isn't this what you always wanted? Xuan Jinyan, I am ten years older than you, and I have experience in marrying wives and having children. You use all kinds of reasons to avoid me, ignore me is your husband's business, I let you until now, since it is no longer possible, it is better to let you and your sweetheart love and be happy."

"You can use this to make my brother agree to divorce me." Xuan Jinyan said softly.

Tong Hua'an smiled coldly, and said mockingly: "Xuan Jinyan, you are really not so naive! If I can divorce you, why should he marry Xiaoye? He is threatening me with Xiaoye to guarantee that I will never marry you in this life. If I can give up on you, you will always be my Tong Huaan's wife, forever! No matter how much you and Feng Dazhu fall in love, it will only be fornication."

Xuan Jinyan looked at Tong Hua'an blankly.

"Okay, let's eat something." Tong Hua'an sighed, and said slowly, "Time is too tight, the road must be in a hurry, you can rest in the carriage, I think, with Feng Dazhu's love for you, You will naturally not suffer any bumps along the way."

This was the only time Tong Huaan and Xuan Jinyan sat down to eat and talk together on the way back to the capital. Afterwards, they kept on their way, because the weather suddenly changed and snow began to fall on the road, so the group could only hurry as much as possible to avoid being caught Wind and snow blocked the road and delayed returning to Kyoto.

He didn't even delay his journey at night. Fortunately, the road was full of official roads, and with Tong Hua'an's identity, he rushed back to the capital quite smoothly.