Let me give you all my life

The little boss frowned slightly, and said to himself: "It seems that there is really—maybe when Xuan Jinmo came here, because of the problem of time and space, things that should not have appeared here, of course It may also be that when Ye Fan led you here, something that was not in this time and space appeared here before, it must be like this, Sima will be very happy to hear it!"

Tong Xiaoye couldn't understand what the little boss said, so she asked casually, "Why are you here?"

"I'm here to look for you." The little boss said with a relaxed expression, "I saw your car downstairs, called your cell phone, and found that the cell phone was ringing in the car, I guess you came here."

Tong Xiaoye was a little puzzled, subconsciously glanced in the direction of Xuan Jinmo's room, then looked at the little boss, and asked as calmly as possible: "Is there something wrong?"

The expression on the little boss's face was a bit awkward, because Tong Xiaoye's expression on looking at Xuan Jinmo's room just now, was uneasy and concerned, which made him not know how to say the following words.

However, I am used to seeing life and death, and it is impossible for her and him to be together. The long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain.

"Xuan Jinmo has gone back." The little boss said simply.

Tong Xiaoye felt her legs were a little weak, and her body leaned against the handrail of the stairs unintentionally, but her heart seemed to be beating out of her chest. Although she had enough oxygen, she felt like a fish out of water, suffocated and wanted to open her mouth to breathe.

"Before he left, he didn't say goodbye to me. He just left me a letter, asking me to use the medicine in my hand to ensure that Su Guohao can live as long as possible. We have no way to restore his heart to the level it was before the injury. But it can make him suffer less, and he can have enough time to wait for a suitable donor." The little boss looked at Tong Xiaoye and said gently, "I admit that it is my fault. I should not let you have this life. Xuan Jinmo reappeared, it was my mistake, I—I have missed it many times anyway, but now I hope you and Xuan Jinmo are happy, you are here, marry Su Guohao, and stay together for a lifetime, and when he comes back When we arrived in Wumeng Country, even though we were facing Tong Xiaoye, who couldn't sleep forever, he was still single-mindedly comforted and satisfied. Your fate is only in that life, and there will be no other life, or the chance to meet again."

Tong Xiaoye couldn't listen to a word, and only repeated a sentence in her mind: Xuan Jinmo went back, she will never see him again, and, in everyone's memory, he will gradually fade away, It was as if he had never been here, that he would no longer be her husband, or even a memory that had ever been in her life.

"He left everything here to you." The little boss sighed in his heart. He had seen too much birth, old age, sickness and death, and experienced too much life and death. soot.

Tong Xiaoye thought quietly: He is gone, really gone, and will never appear in her life again, he just left without saying goodbye, he didn't even say goodbye to her, maybe they never saw each other again Opportunity.

"Here are the keys." The little boss handed a bunch of keys to Tong Xiaoye, "He left a large sum of money, which is enough for you to live comfortably for the rest of your life, and he can't take those things away anyway, so you don't have to thank him for it." Good intentions. Hehe—"

The little boss seemed to want to improve the somewhat dull environment at this time, and made a joke, but Tong Xiaoye didn't respond at all, and just stared blankly at the bunch of keys.

"Uh, of course—" the little boss sighed, "This is the first time in your life that you have fallen in love with someone, but it is someone you cannot love. Sadness is inevitable, but don't be sad for too long, because , Xuan Jinmo will not remember your existence at all after he goes back. He doesn’t know that there is your afterlife in this time and space. You will never meet again. You only have a relationship with him in your previous life. Time and space existed here and he had the idea of ​​changing Wumeng, which would have killed him and ruined the entire Wumeng and Daxing dynasty."

Tong Xiaoye nodded slowly, and said softly, "Can you leave?"

The little boss sighed: "Okay, I'll go, you can be alone for a while, but don't think about death, you don't have the ability to find the place you should go back by yourself, but you may become a lonely ghost wandering outside, it's too I have let down everything Ye Fan has done. All of this is for you to live happily, whether you live in Wumeng or now. Xiaoye, you can’t be willful, and there is Su Guohao, if you die , he will die too."

Tong Xiaoye did not speak, but heard the footsteps of the little boss leaving, heard him walk into the elevator, heard the door of the elevator close slightly, and heard the surroundings become quiet again.

Step by step, she moved to the door of Xuan Jinmo's room, opened the door with the key, and turned on the light at the door. A newly decorated room appeared in front of her, which was the furniture she and Xuan Jinmo had ordered together. Under the soft light of the light, it exudes a kind of long-lasting warmth.

There is a note on the shoe cabinet at the door, written by Xuan Jinmo:

Tong Xiaoye:

If everyone who knows about our marriage no longer remembers our marriage, you can take this medicine, and all the things between us will disappear from your mind, including my existence, and will disappear from everyone's memory , although I can't love you like I love Xiaoye, but I want you to be happy just like I want Xiaoye to be happy.Live a good life and spend this life with Su Guohao well. After the farewell, you and I are happy each other. I promise that I will guard your previous life and never leave half a step. Please also live your next life well for me. We will meet each other and never fall in love again. As long as you are happy, I am at ease.

Xuan Jin's silent words

Tong Xiaoye let out a long breath, and said slowly: "I will not be happy if you are not here."

Walking to the small balcony where Xuan Jinmo often sits, she sits down on the chair Xuan Jinmo often sits on. There is a bottle of wine and an empty glass next to her. Tong Xiaoye pours a glass of wine and drinks it slowly. Only then did I realize that there was rain hitting the window. It wasn't heavy, but it covered all her sight tightly, making her seem to be imprisoned in this small space. There was a faint fragrance of flowers in the air, and there was a pot of gardenias in full bloom in her line of sight. Flowers, white petals exude a sweet aroma.

Tears flowed down Tong Xiaoye's eyes. The wine was cold, and it entered her throat, cooling her whole body bit by bit. She retracted herself into the chair, from choking silently to crying bitterly.

Xuan Jinmo, I can't forget, if I could stop loving you, I wouldn't swear a poisonous oath before I die, it's because it's impossible for me not to love you, even if I don't remember all the past, but I still loving You.

Moreover, I am jealous of my previous life, I hate my previous life, because my previous life can no longer feel your love at this time, why don't you take me away, even if Su Guohao is my destined marriage, don't you care about this? The so-called doomed?