Let me give you all my life

Arriving at his mother's cemetery, looking at the silent tombstone, the guilt in Xuan Jinmo's heart disappeared instantly. No one would understand the pain and helplessness of losing his mother at the age of ten, and the restlessness and fear every night, even if he was a boy, even if he knew The man did not flick his tears easily, but he still had to stay up all night for a long time before slowly accepting his mother's departure, and it took a long, long time to accept his mother's tragic scene.

Just because Tong Wei was infertile and had no child of her own, she asked her mother to give up herself and Jinyan, and even poisoned her mother.Yes, the poison can't kill the mother, but what's the difference between taking the mother's child and killing the mother?

Yes, Tong Wei raised Jinyan and loved Jinyan very much, but Feng Dazhu took away Jinyan's chance of happiness.The son of an enemy, the child of a woman who poisoned her mother's tea for money, the truth told by a sister in a nightmare, made her want to marry this slave so recklessly.

The uncle asked about my sister's long-term knots because of the medicine.In fact, Xuan Jinmo was a little skeptical when the nanny suddenly had an accident, especially when he learned that the drug had to be administered to the person concerned, and the only person who could directly approach the mother and lay hands on her was the nanny.

If my sister hadn't just seen it, maybe the nanny would not have died. Of course, even if my sister hadn't seen it, Qiu Xinyu would not let her go. A slave who can kill for money will also tell all the secrets for money.Qiu Xinyu knew it very well, so when the nanny left her mother's courtyard to find a doctor, he pushed her into the lotus pond and drowned her to death.

A nanny who has stayed in Prince Xuan's Mansion for 13 years and raised four children in the mansion would not know about the lotus pond that has never been moved, and would drown in it, and the one who wanted to hide it was only her young self and sister.

Seeing Xuan Jinmo's suddenly sad face, Tong Xiaoye knew that Xuan Jinmo missed his mother, so she didn't say much, and accompanied her quietly, and then quietly cleaned up the weeds on the tomb and beside her. Yes, there are fallen leaves on the ground, and there are trees planted beside the tomb. When the wind blows at this time, there will be fallen leaves falling quietly, which is a bit bleak.

"Cousin Hua An knows that Jinyan likes Feng Dazhu." Xuan Jinmo said suddenly, his tone and expression were very tired, and he knelt in front of the tomb, not knowing whether he was speaking to the mother in the tomb or Tong Xiaoye beside him.

Tong Xiaoye pursed her lips lightly, hesitated, and said softly: "My brother just said that he regretted following his grandfather's advice and marrying another woman. He basically didn't get along with Jinyan's sister-in-law for ten years, but after ten years My sister-in-law Jinyan has only him in her heart, so it's no wonder sister-in-law Jinyan, some things may be God's will."

Xuan Jin smiled wryly, and said, "Who else in the Tong family knows about this?"

Tong Xiaoye shook her head lightly, and slowly said: "No, my brother just came to see me in the palace when he was leaving. The emperor allowed me to go out of the palace to see him off. He drank some wine and talked to me about him and Jin Yan. Sister-in-law, and then said that sister-in-law Jinyan had other men in her heart, but he didn't say his name, and I didn't ask. In the incident of being hijacked last time, I heard sister-in-law Jinyan talk about it once, so I knew it was Feng Dazhu , Miss Jinyan called him Brother Dazhu."

Xuan Jin nodded silently, "He is at the border now, and he has married Ah Xia."

"Border customs? Are you with my brother?" Tong Xiaoye was a little surprised, and said softly, "I didn't hear it mentioned in my brother's letter."

"No. He is at the place where Wumeng Kingdom is connected to the border of the Daxing Dynasty. Before leaving, I asked Axia, Jinyan's servant, to follow him, and made the two of them married. He was almost in a relationship with Cousin Huaan before At the same place, when I learned that Cousin Hua An was going to the border, I had someone take him elsewhere." Xuan Jinmo said flatly.

"Can I bring my family with me to the border?" Tong Xiaoye was a little puzzled.

"Of course not, but Axia is helping the leader cook in the army, and Feng Dazhu is helping the leader take care of the horses in the army because he only has one arm left. The two of them are soldiers together. I said hello beforehand. So they can live together as a husband and wife." Xuan Jinmo said indifferently, "I can't let him die. After he dies, he will live in Jin Yan's heart forever. If he doesn't die, Jin Yan When Yan sees him again, things are different, so it is possible to let go."

Tong Xiaoye didn't know what to say, she could only listen, she was too young to understand the pain and entanglement involved, her brother said, he was waiting, waiting for Xuan Jinyan to change her mind.

But, will sister-in-law Jinyan change her mind?For half a year, my brother didn't even know about Jinyan's sister-in-law's situation, and she kept silent.

"Let's go and have a drink with me!" Xuan Jinmo stood up suddenly, stretched out his hand and pulled up Tong Xiaoye who was also kneeling beside him, without even looking at the tombstone, he got into the carriage without hesitation.

Tong Xiaoye did not object, and accompanied Xuan Jinmo into the carriage.

"Are you afraid of me?" Xuan Jinmo suddenly stared at Tong Xiaoye and asked.

Tong Xiaoye was taken aback, and blurted out: "No, I just don't know whether you like me or hate me, I don't know what to do?"

Xuan Jinmo laughed, and half-truthfully said: "If I don't like you, why would I marry you in a few years? Don't worry, I will only have you as my wife, and I will make you a princess!"

Tong Xiaoye looked at Xuan Jinmo, and said in surprise, "You want to be a prince?"

"Yes, can't it?" Xuan Jinmo still laughed, but his tone was a little indifferent, and he said lightly, "However, I don't like women who are too smart, Tong Xiaoye, you are too smart, and women who are too smart tend to grow old , it’s better for you to be stupid, just like Princess Tianxiang, who thinks she’s smart but is actually extremely stupid, but that way, it’s easier to be happy.”

Tong Xiaoye could only hear the indifference and disgust towards herself from Xuan Jinmo's tone, sighed, and said slowly: "I'm really strange, you obviously don't like me, but you want to marry me in a few years , listening to you talk to me, most of the time you are disgusted and alienated, not that I am smart, this may be just an intuition, mother often said that women's reactions are very accurate."

Xuan Jinmo laughed, stared at Tong Xiaoye, and said with a half smile but not a smile: "Tong Xiaoye, you are just a yellow-haired girl in my eyes, maybe you will be better when you are older, at least you are a beautiful woman, this is not bad. It's worthy of me."

Tong Xiaoye sighed helplessly, this Xuan Jinmo is really not so difficult to understand!

Listening to the monotonous sound of the carriage on the road, Xuan Jinmo chose a restaurant that was not too busy, with a window facing the street and chairs facing him. He ordered food and wine, but he didn't eat food, only drinking.