At this moment, Ah Xuan was also stunned, Su Liyun was half leaning in her arms, letting big drops of hot tears wet her skirt, and suppressed sobbing and sobbing, as if there was endless sadness contained in it. , Su Liyun has always given her the impression of being calm and indifferent, she has never been so weeping and losing her composure. 【】

"Miss An..." She spoke in a hoarse voice, but she didn't know what to say to comfort her. At this moment, the door of the ward was opened with a "bang", and Yu Jingyao strode in, his face pale, but his eyes widened. It is a bottomless and rich black, as if it wants to suck people in.

Su Liyun didn't notice that he came in, she kept staring at her palm in a daze, sobbing, tears seemed to flow endlessly, A Xuan hesitated for a while, and let go of her, Yu Jingyao took advantage of the situation to embrace Su Liyun in his arms In his arms, he closed his eyes fiercely.

"An'an...it's not your fault..." His voice was hoarse, and there was pain and self-blame on his brows, "No one died because of you, and no one wanted to leave you, they I love you very much, I...we all love you very much..." He said, increasing the strength in his hand, and hugged her tightly, as if she would disappear if she was not careful.

"Baby..." she murmured, slowly showing a smile, Yu Jingyao saw it in her eyes, unable to restrain her heartache.

"An'an, baby...he..." He clenched his teeth and still couldn't restrain the trembling of his body. The sudden soreness in his eyes almost made him unable to restrain his tears.

If she knew, her physical condition would no longer be able to conceive a child... He didn't dare to think about it anymore, but just hugged her tightly, unable to say anything.

Su Liyun allowed him to hold her in his arms without refusing, but she never gave him a glance. She gradually calmed down, her eyes still on her palm.

"The baby is not yours, right? That's why Abe killed him..." She suddenly asked in a low voice, showing no emotion in her dark pupils.

Yu Jingyao paused, the muscles on his face twitched slightly, and he nodded slightly: "Yes..."

She lowered her eyes and didn't say a word for a long time. Yu Jingyao suddenly laughed at herself: "An'an, are you doubting me?"

"I don't know." She replied in a low voice, the blankness in her eyes became more intense, "Yu Jingyao, I don't even have the energy to hate you now, I'm really tired..."

His face changed drastically, and he grabbed her hand suddenly, the scalding temperature almost burned her.

"An'an, I don't allow you..."

"I didn't intend to die." She interrupted him quietly, with an unusually calm expression, "I killed the baby, and I may kill the baby's father one day, I don't want to take any more risks... Since you don't I'm afraid, so be it, I won't struggle anymore, do whatever you want, I'm really tired..."

Yu Jingyao trembled violently all over. He suddenly clasped her chin tightly and looked at her fixedly, as if he wanted to express some emotions from her eyes, but there was nothing but a emptiness. She really, had already told herself There is no hope for the future.

What he has been doing all along is to break off her wings and all her support, so that she can only stay by his side. Now she has finally accepted her fate and stopped struggling, but he is not happy at all, no, he wants She's never been like this!

"An'an, you didn't kill anyone, and you won't kill me..." He kissed her cheek, his voice trembling slightly, "I never believe in fate, I only know that you can only fight for what you want, but , if you must think so, then stay by my side, because you are not worried that I will be hurt because of this, if something happens to me, then I deserve it, I will take the blame..."

The corners of her mouth slightly raised an arc, her dark eyes flicked across his face, then she closed her eyes and said wearily: "I'm tired..."

He pursed his lips, nodded slightly, and said, "Okay, rest, I'll go right away." After finishing speaking, he carefully helped her to lie down.

There was a soft closing of the door, and she knew that he had left the room.

Before leaving, he drew the curtains, and the light in the room was rather dim.She closed her eyes, thinking that her thoughts would be confused, but she didn't expect that sleepiness would hit her soon.

Maybe people have the instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. When the pain reaches the extreme, it becomes numb instead. The body's functions automatically choose to shield all pain and let the mind empty.

That's fine, before falling asleep, she thought in a daze, if she could sleep like this forever, it would be a happy thing.

The night is cold as water.

Yu Jingyao sat on the roof, drinking wine in silence. The 200-year-old wine is not intoxicating, but it has great stamina. He hasn't treated himself like this for many years.

In front of him is the marginal black night sky, even with few stars, such a rich black seems to swallow people up.He narrowed his eyes slightly, and a slight smile appeared on the corner of his lips, which was quickly replaced by a strong bitterness.

There was a slight sound of footsteps behind him, and he twitched his brows, and asked tentatively, "Ah Xuan?"

"It's me." Ah Xuan walked to his side, seeing him down another big glass of wine, a trace of distress flashed in his eyes.

"Is she asleep?" Yu Jingyao asked softly.

"Well, Miss An fell asleep." Ah Xuan nodded, thought for a while and then added, "Miss An's energy is not bad recently."

Yu Jingyao laughed lowly, squeezed the cup in his hand, and laughed at himself: "Yeah, I haven't appeared in front of her for a long time, so her spirit has improved."

"That's not the case, Ms. An..." Ah Xuan subconsciously wanted to refute, but fell silent when he saw his bitter smile.

"I know that my appearance will remind her of many unpleasant experiences." He looked at the night in front of him, his voice trembling slightly, "Ah Xuan, tell me, should I let go? I caused her to be like this now." of……"

A Xuan was startled, and asked in a deep voice: "Are you... planning to let Miss An leave?"

He pursed his lips, and it took a long time before he smiled shyly: "I think, I still can't do it, and even if I let her go, she may go anywhere, and she won't be willing to go back to Zeqian's side again, because she is afraid... ..."

A Xuan was silent for a while and said: "No matter what you plan to do, I will support you."

Yu Jingyao swung the bright red liquid in the cup, raised his head and drank it in one gulp, with a gloomy expression: "Ah Xuan, I want... to marry her."

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