Crimson sinking

An Yanai flicked off the water stains on her face, waved them away, and sighed at the same time: "I knew it would be like this..."

Hina wiped her lips, and then hurriedly explained the indecent behavior just now: "Well, I didn't mean it. 【】"

"I know, I don't blame you. In fact, I guessed that this might be the result. I just forgot to remind you not to drink water." Anya turned around and took out a towel from the bathroom, and gently wiped her body water stains, and said with emotion: "You think it's incredible."

Hina nodded: "You, Anya, are quite different from the person reflected on the gem..."

"Isn't it? But so what, it's all like this now, what can I do?"

"Anya, what happened in the past, how did you become what you are now? I just thought that the people above would be relatives of your sister or something, why don't you tell me how you became what you are now. "

"Hey, we are all friends. Since you want to hear it so much, I'll tell you. Don't tell it. Actually, Enna and Lucy haven't even told this story. They always think I'm born like this." Yes...and for some reason, when I came to Hina today, I felt like I wanted to vomit..."

"Speak quickly..." Hina found a straw, put it into a cup and drank carefully, looking forward to the next story.

"Well, in fact, it was like this..."

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"Three years ago, I was a very quiet girl, just like the gemstones. She was smart and cute. I had two older sisters in my family. Later, I was given to a few nobles in the city, and the conditions in my family were also very poor. It's getting better gradually."

"My parents and two elder sisters thought that my aptitude was also good. After discussing it, they sent me to the Rirufa Royal Academy for further study. I was 17 years old at the time. After I came here, I also liked the environment here, but the The atmosphere was very tense. I always thought I was a very studious and capable girl, but after meeting a series of amazingly talented girls who were even a little prettier than myself, I suddenly felt a lot of pressure, but when I thought of my family Given my expectations, I forced myself to work harder. So I spent a lot of time on study at that time, and I often went to and from the library of the college. But maybe it is due to the limitation of my talent, no matter how hard I try, I can’t catch up. Go to some top students of the same age..."

"For a while, I have been very troubled, and my energy is always not concentrated. Maybe I just feel tired and want to have a good rest for a few days. However, when I was walking by a small lake to relax, I accidentally encountered a few I'm a senior who is a few years older than me, maybe I was a little bit pretty back then, and I can't help but want to tease me..."

"Although I have been working hard to learn magic knowledge, my actual combat ability is seriously lacking. At worst, none of the seniors on the opposite side is weaker than me. I was timid, kept backing up, and accidentally slipped into the lake. I can't swim , struggled desperately, and those seniors probably couldn't swim, and there was nothing nearby to rescue them, so they ran away after hesitating for a while, after all, I was the one who slipped down by myself..."

"Just when I was losing consciousness, someone hugged me from the water, rescued me, squeezed out the water in my stomach and restored me to consciousness. I just remember a tall and handsome figure carrying me on my back, and then Take me to the medical room..."

"After that, I got to know him. Although he is not handsome, he is indeed the kind of person who makes people feel at ease. He was selected from the top students of the common people, and he worked harder than ordinary students. And I am not bad myself. I once represented the college in the Sanctuary Five-Nation Student Contest. At that time, I was also a little girl yearning for a hero. I kept looking for him. Although my parents kept telling me that I would give money to the dignitaries in the city in the future, it’s just that love is so impulsive, we didn’t think about what will happen in the future, and then fell in love.”

"Maybe that's the happiest thing in my life. I often prepare lunch boxes for him, and then sit quietly by him in a daze, and I feel an indescribable sense of satisfaction. He said that he wished he would grow up when he was young. He can become a general and lead thousands of troops, but he was born in poverty, so he must pay twice as much, so he has to work harder..."

"I am very happy watching him grow up for his dream. One day, my parents and sisters brought me a message to go to a place. They made me look more beautiful than ever before and took me to a prom , and introduced a boy to me. The boy was very humble, gentleman and handsome, but I was a little restrained. After a few chats, I followed my family until the end of the dance. When I went back, my family asked me who How about the boy, and that person has a good family background, if you are satisfied, you can try dating..."

"Although the boy seemed good, I already had someone in my heart. I rejected the family's proposal without hesitation. They asked me why. I just hawed and hawed a bit, and then hid in the room alone. But I didn't expect that this made my parents suspicious, and at the same time asked the academy about my affairs in school, and they also knew about me and him..."

"Later he found me, walked with me all the way, and told me that he will graduate after completing all the courses. I am happy for him, but what he said next made me fall into a cold kiln..."

"He asked me how the other boy was. I asked him what he meant, and he said my parents had told him everything, that the man was fine and suited me, I was a noble lady, he was just a commoner , he is not good enough for me, his words were full of sarcasm, and then he turned and left. I tried my best to explain that he must have misunderstood me, seeing that he kept refusing to look back, I went back and asked my parents what they said to him... ..."

"Maybe my emotions were too out of control. My parents locked me in the room for several days. I wanted to go out, but they were finally willing to let me go under the persecution of my hunger strike for several days. I was let out exhausted. Then he went straight to his dormitory, but who would have thought that there was another girl standing next to her..."

"He was a little surprised when I appeared, and then he casually introduced to me that the girl next to me was his girlfriend. At that time, I just felt dizzy, and after several days of entanglement, I finally got an answer. He said he He is leaving the academy today and will be married to the lady next to him in a few weeks. In other words, the girl next to him is already his fiancée. I asked why this happened, and he replied that he had him I have my happiness, since it is not a road, the end is over, and nothing happened to us before, no one owes anyone this ending, and then he said nothing, took the girl away opened."

"After that, he never showed up again. During that time, I was very annoyed and regretful. How could this happen? At the same time, my family was urging me to try my best to date the boy they met. I was so tired of it during that time , locked himself in the room all day and refused to come out to meet people, until the girl next to him appeared in front of me again..."

"At that time, I ridiculed whether she came to make fun of me. She didn't express much, but told me that she would marry him tomorrow. If you want to hear his real explanation to me, then go out with him..."

"On the way, the girl told me that he didn't misunderstand me at all, everything was just a disguise, he just deliberately equipped the appearance of misunderstanding, so that you can forget him better. The girl told me that she also liked it very early I fell in love with him, but it was too late that I preempted him. In fact, he has always had me in his heart, but happiness has to be fought for by himself. The girl told him that although she is not as beautiful as me, I am quiet and cute, but she has a heart Not inferior to loving him, and her family background can completely ignore his status as a commoner. Her father was also a general who was promoted from a poor man, but because he was too lucky and married her mother, he began to enter the noble class. Climbing up alone is really too difficult, and one has to be lucky enough. If he wants to fulfill his dream, the girl's family can give him better help... She apologized to me, but she didn't regret it... "

"At that time, I finally understood that everyone is right. The girl has a love that is not inferior to mine, and can help him realize his dreams better. As for me, I can't do anything except look at his back, and my family members still have nothing to do. You have to obstruct it in every possible way. It's just that I thought everything was too simple from the beginning, I always thought that two people who love each other can block all distances..."

"I told that girl, tell him for me, I will forget him, from now on the two have nothing to do, don't have to feel guilty for each other, as he said, nothing happened to us..."

"After I went back, I cried for a long time, a little self-defeating, and disgusted with the object my parents arranged for me. I couldn't accept it for a while. Although I was quiet, I was actually stubborn. In order to let myself forget some troubles, I began to eat a lot , only at those times I can try not to think too much, and I am usually very greedy, but I am always afraid that my body will be a little out of shape, so I try my best to endure it. Once I let go of my mind, as time goes by..."

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