Brother in Japan mixed club

After listening to Perfect Saeko’s love prejudice, I took a sip of coffee, sipped on Mi Saeko, pondered for a while, and asked, “In that case, love is nothing in your eyes?”

She jumped off the high stool, clapped her hands, and with her back behind her, she walked forward and leaned on the eaves and said to me, "It's not entirely true, but it's also a little bit right. Love is like life. In my eyes, It doesn't make much sense, it's extremely false, full of pessimism and frustration, don't you think that love and life are more bitter than sweet?"

"More bitter and less sweet?"

"Yes, more bitter than sweet. 【】Pain is far greater than happiness."

"I think you... um..."

"It's pessimistic, isn't it?"

"It's your thoughts that are a little...negative..." I said.

Misako smiled and winked at me, "No, I don't think I'm too pessimistic, I just think that life doesn't make much sense. Any good thing will not bring us happiness unless it is something we have to face. Good things lost. When I feel like I'm going to lose something, I realize it's a good thing and I'm happy to have that good thing even though it's about to go away. You should be sad right now because I It feels like you're about to lose something good."

"Are you relying on your artist's keen intuition to say this?" I said with a smile, but my heart skipped a beat.

"No, I still have a woman's intuition, Mr. Mu Zhou, my teacher once said that the greater the risk of losing anything, the more joy you will get. Like love, you can only live with pain."

"It's a bit mysterious." I tapped my temple with my index finger "da da", and began to think about the meaning of this sentence.

Misako came over, squatted by the recliner, leaned on the armrest of the recliner with both hands, looked at me and said, "Although I don't know what your troubles are, I believe in your choice."

"Hehe." I just laughed dryly. Even I didn't approve of her approval, so I couldn't help changing the subject and asked, "You say life is meaningless, so what is meaningful?"

"Art, in my eyes, is nothing but art. You focus on the reality of reality, and I focus on the reality of dreams. There is deep joy and pleasure in it. Well, I tell you that you must also Incomprehensible."

I stretched out my hand and rubbed the chin of Misako who was squatting in front of me. Misako did not avoid it, but shook her head slightly in response as if enjoying herself, and closed her eyes slightly. This action was good news in my eyes. Involuntarily leaning over to her lips, she completely closed her eyes.Just such a light, delicious kiss, I don't know how to explain this kiss for no reason, maybe it's because of too much depression, maybe it's a natural occurrence after the blending of the situation, neither of the two parties deliberately did it, it's just so natural.

"I think I should go." After the kiss, I stood up and said, "It's getting late."

"It's getting late." Misako said, with a strange expression on her face.

"Goodbye then, I'll see you when I'm free." I said with a smile.

"No problem." Misako shrugged and smiled.

Back to the rented house, parked the car, did not enter the house, walked along the alley, my mind was not clearer because of the conversation with Misako, the pictures in my mind were intertwined, there is no dual method in the world, it is impossible for me to simultaneously Has Emi and Asada.Looking up, I found that the stars in the night sky were faintly twinkling. I took out a cigarette from my pocket, and there was only one left. I crumpled the cigarette case and threw it into the trash can in front of me. I lit a cigarette and sat on the knee-length railing by the side of the road. A few passers-by, a girl on a bicycle passed in front of me, high school uniform, knee-length skirt, long socks, full of immature youth, I couldn't help staring at her with a cigarette in my mouth until she disappeared At the corner of the alley, I didn't touch her face, I just felt that her temperament was refreshing.

The lights in Huimei’s rented house were on, and the bedroom lights on the second floor were just within reach from my direction. The curtains were closed tightly. I laughed at myself. This scene seemed familiar. With Asada's curtain.That's how people are, towards Qin Muchu, this wandering heart sometimes doesn't know where it is appropriate and appropriate.I feel lonely when I put it on myself, and I feel unsafe when I put it on others. After I feel safe, I no longer feel safe because of safety. Man... I spit at the street lamp.

Take out the key to open the door. The key has been with me for almost two years, but now I dare not go in. The key to the house is also the key to Huimei’s heart. I hesitate to open it now. I found it in my pocket, and it was Huimei's. It was past eight o'clock. Is she thinking about me?I held the key in one hand and the mobile phone in the other. The profile picture on the mobile phone was Huimei's rare grimace, and my nickname was "wife".

Before the phone rang, the door opened. Seeing Hui Mei holding the phone to her ear, she opened the door and looked at me wonderingly. I stood silent and asked, "Why didn't you come in? You didn't answer the phone."

"I..." I reluctantly spread my hands holding the keys and mobile phone.

Perhaps Hui Mei felt that her question was a bit idiotic, so she curled her lips in resignation, opened the door, walked into the room, and said as she walked, "What's wrong with you recently? You're weird."

"Huh? Are you there?" I lowered my head and changed my shoes.

"Well, it feels like..."

"You're thinking too much." I said as I took off my shoes and lowered my head. I didn't dare to look at Huimei's face, and I didn't know if she was staring at me now. My eyes wandered from the shoes to the shoe cabinet and then to the floor. above, as if watching a wandering spirit.

"Have you eaten yet? I'll heat up the dishes for you."

"Oh, good." I breathed a sigh of relief.

Huimei simply warmed up the dishes, I took out a bottle of Sapporo beer from the refrigerator, opened it and poured it into a glass, Huimei sat opposite me and put her own glass in front of me, I also poured her a glass, I did not let The beer was sticking to the glass, but it was just poured straight into it, and the big bubbles began to rise to the mouth of the glass, "It doesn't have to be full." After Huimei finished speaking, she pulled her glass back, held the hair hanging down her side face with one hand, and sipped it. After taking a mouthful of foam, he made a sad expression, "It's really bad." Huimei complained.

"Then let me drink it for you." I was about to reach out and take it.

"No need," Hui Mei squeezed her cup, "You can just drink that, it's not enough to keep in the refrigerator."

After taking a few sips, Huimei probably couldn't bear the taste of beer, so she brought her glass to me again, "You drink it, it's too bad."

I picked up the cup and drank it down, let out a long and comfortable breath, "Wow... so comfortable, I don't know how to enjoy good things."

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