Brother in Japan mixed club

Chapter 96 Habit or Numbness

When we don't get what we want, there will always be a feeling of emptiness; and when we know that it is difficult to pursue a woman of our dreams, this feeling of emptiness will suddenly turn into depression and decadence. 【】I can't get it, this feeling is like urinating, if you don't pour it out, you will never be comfortable.I didn't take any further action against Yin Huimei. When I didn't have the courage to pierce the thin layer of paper between me and her, I resolutely chose to continue as a friend.There are women who fall in love at first sight and are willing to sleep with you. The birth of this word is iconic. In my eyes, it does not have a pure meaning. I divide it into two situations, two types of women, one purely for sex One is purely for spiritual release; two types of women, either extremely indulge their body, or have a strong spiritual desire, but the purpose is the same, that is, I am willing to have some relationship with this person in front of me, luckily The words produce a point intersection.

Yoon Hye Mi and I have long lost the possibility of falling in love at first sight, but this does not prevent me from falling in love at first sight with other women. For example, I think it is "love at first sight" with Zhao Shumin, and I seem to be misusing the word "love at first sight".In fact, I just seek an outlet for my heart to vent, and I want women to make up for the discomfort in my heart.

So, after sending off Yin Huimei, I came to Ding Shuai's custom shop.

After entering the door, Lin Jiaran, a young man, was doing everything at the counter. When he got behind me, he called out, "Brother Zhou, you're here."

"Well, um, is Shumin here?"

"Oh, no, I'm on my period these two days, how about I call you something else?"

"Forget it, Ding Shuai and the others aren't here?"

"No, Brother Ding and Brother Jiang didn't come over tonight."

"Oh, that's all right, I'm leaving."

"Brother Zhou, go slowly. After Shumin comes back, I'll ask her to contact you." Lin Jiaran said as she got up and came out to see me off.

"Okay, you go in." After I waved to him, I rode away.I was driving alone on the empty road, there were few pedestrians, the street lamps on the street passed me one by one, and the wind was whistling. This scene made me sad for no reason, this uncomfortable feeling As the cool wind hits my whole body, people call it 'loneliness', and at this moment, I feel like I am driving on a lonely road. Brothers and women go back to each house, each finds their own mother, but I am the only one who is driving in this empty space. In the streets and alleys, past events like slides appeared in my mind. I could only speed up the accelerator, hoping that the slides would also float by quickly, so as not to cause waves deep in my heart.How could the physical phenomena of the objective world change the subjective intention? Asada’s smile finally emerged, and it stopped there. There were more and more different women around Asada out of thin air. I have seen them, and I have never seen them before. many.

"Ah..." My voice was blocked by the wind before I finished shouting.It was almost midnight when I got home.

I entered the garage in the courtyard, parked the car, and was just about to enter the house when a car drove into the courtyard. The headlights of the car hit my figure on the eaves of my third uncle's house, and then disappeared in a flash.I turned around and saw that it was my third uncle's car. The car was parked not far from me. The driver came over and opened the door of the rear compartment. My third uncle got out of the compartment and gave me a look.

"Why, what are you doing standing outside?" Third Uncle asked while waving goodbye to the driver.

"Oh, it's okay. I just came back from visiting friends in Shibuya District for a while." The third uncle still had a strong smell of alcohol, and it looked like he must have gone out to socialize again just now.

"Oh... friends should play more, come on, let's sit over there." The third uncle pointed to the deck chair on the balcony and walked towards it.The steps are already showing a drunken state. "Oh..." The third uncle half-lyed down and let out a long sigh of relief, and I also half-lyed on another recliner, only to hear the third uncle say, "Is it uncomfortable to just enter Chuanye Club? I also arranged for you to clean the toilet .”

"No, I'm used to it."

"Hmph, are you used to it?" The third uncle took out a cigarette with great effort, took out one and put it in his mouth, stopped for a while and took out another one in his mouth, lit them together, and handed one to me. He hesitated and took it.

The third uncle took a deep breath, spat it out towards the night sky, then put one leg on the other, and said slowly, "Get used to this thing is very bad in my eyes, Mu Zhou, you say get used to it What is it?"

"A habit is a habit, an adaptation, right?"

"Huh, 'habit' means 'numbness', habit means giving up, habit means that this person is content with the status quo, you must not get used to washing the toilet, why do you say so many poor people are still poor, because they are used to it , You said why the rich can get up after being poor, because they are not used to it. Everyone has dreams, but there are so many people in your world, how many people can achieve their dreams? There are only a few, dreams should not exist' Habit' is the word, so, it is better for me to throw away your habit, what do you think?" After the third uncle finished speaking, he frowned, his eyes were deeply pressed by the brow, and he could still faintly reveal the secret in the night. of ripple.

Is habit numb?Yes, I am too content with the status quo. I am used to going to Chuanyehui every weekend to clean up and leave. What I should do, I'm used to being a cleaner.

"Well, I'll drop that habit," I said.

"Well, I'm planning to arrange you and those two guys to a bar in Shibuya in two days, starting from the cleaner, then the bartender, and if you do well after that, I will throw it directly to you for management, you How about it?"

"Really? Don't you need to work in that real estate company?" My heart suddenly throbbed,

"That Okamura Kappei, I know his personality, it's better to send you away, and you should also pay attention to your own way of doing things in the future."

"Is there anything else that Uncle San should pay attention to?" Although Uncle San was a little drunk, in my eyes, what Uncle San said now is probably very valuable.

"Do well and work hard. Everyone likes hardworking children. If you want to gain status, you must start with hard work. This is also the only way to success. Don't expect any shortcuts I will give you. If you only know how to play, If I don't do my job properly, I can't help a fool."

"Well, I will do a good job when I go, don't worry third uncle." I said with assurance.

"Also, keep a low profile and don't act domineering. If you are like that Okamura Kappei in the future, I won't beat you to death!"

"understood."

"Okay, go to bed early. I'll give you the address next weekend, and you can go by yourself." After taking a sip of the cigarette, the third uncle stubbed out the cigarette butt, threw it into the trash can, got up and went back to the house.

I took the half of the cigarette in my hand, and I didn't take a sip from the beginning to the end. I threw the ashes off, and smothered it after a few sips.

Will I have my own business in the future... yes

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