The new wife of a wealthy family: the black-bellied president can't be messed with

July 7, Qing Muwan

Jin Yang:

I don't know why?It's summer in London, but I feel a little cold.

I opened my eyes this morning and stared at the ceiling in a daze for a long time. I had the illusion for a moment that I was still at our home in Ziyu Mansion and you were by my side.But when I turned around, there was nothing?

I became inexplicably afraid in my heart, and every time I went to sleep, I was afraid that once I closed my eyes, I would never be able to open them again.Is it because I have no chance to see it again, is it because I will never see the little tiger again!

I had a dream that I was dead.You hugged me so sad, I was right beside you, calling you loudly, but you couldn't hear me anyway.

Jinyang, I don't want to do this, I won't let you feel so sad.However, I miss you so much and want to go back to you!

July 7th, sunny, Wen Jinyang

Nini:

I rented a room next to yours.In the morning, I heard the sound of the door next door, and I followed you quietly after you went out.

I saw you riding a bicycle on London Road, and I also borrowed a bicycle behind you.

I try to feel your mood, your fear, your loneliness, and your painful reluctance.

Nini, I don't know that you don't want me to see you seriously ill, and you are even more afraid that I will see you die in my arms.

But I want to tell you that I don't care what you become, I just want you to have me by your side.Let me take care of you, love you, love you.

You're wearing a moth yellow jacket today, your hair is tied up, and you look great riding a bike in jeans.

I remembered the first time we met in Manchester and you bumped into me in your sparkling fox mask.I suddenly look forward to seeing you when you were a student.

I called Zhian, and it turned out that he had a lot of photos with you and Yuan Yanran.At that time, you still had short hair, wore a white padded jacket, and stood beside Yuan Yanran with a restrained smile.I looked through the whole night and found that there was not a single photo of you smiling happily and recklessly.I'm so sorry, how I wish I was here.I suddenly thought, if I could do it all over again, I would definitely go to Manchester to go to school and meet you at that time.

I think, I will definitely fall in love with you at first sight.I will fall in love with you deeply, and I will make you my wife at that time.Love you, love you, take care of you, life after life will remain the same.

You rode your bicycle to the magazine office where you worked, but I didn't follow, I was waiting for you across the street.

An hour later, you come down with a lot of things.

Have you resigned?

I can't tell what it feels like?The thing I was most looking forward to before was that you could quit your job in London and return to China with me.

But now, seeing you resign, I find that I can't be happy.

I hope you are happy, I hope you are healthy, as long as you are healthy and happy, even if you want to work here all the time, even if I want to chase you like this all my life, I am willing.

After you put your things away, you ride your bike to Chinatown.

You are already familiar with many bosses here, and a butcher shop owner said that he hadn’t seen you, and asked if you want pork belly.

You stared at the fresh pork belly in a daze for a long time, then smiled and shook your head.

Nini, do you know how sad it is when I see you laughing like that?I want to tell you that I am by your side, and I want to eat your pork belly.

But I know that you are not ready yet, I can't show up yet, I can only look at you like this.

You bought mung beans, dried yuba, fungus and Doufu.I guess, are you going to cook mung bean soup?

I thought, if I knocked on your door tonight and asked you to borrow a bowl of mung bean soup, would you buy it for me?

July 7, Wu Muwan

Jin Yang:

I quit my job yesterday!I know that my current physical condition is really not suitable for any work, so I resigned.

I called Little Tiger yesterday, and I almost cried when I heard his small voice calling me Mama.I miss my son so much, and for a moment I really wanted to pack up and go back to you.Jinyang, you are so cruel, I came to England, do you really miss me at all?Don't call me a single call, or you're blaming me for not seeing grandma for the last time.

Jinyang, I'm on the train to Manchester now.There was an old couple sitting in front of me. Their hair was already pale and their faces were wrinkled, but their smiles were so young.

They have been married for 60 years and are in good health, so they made an appointment to travel around Europe.I looked at them, suddenly very envious.In fact, I want to live a life with you in the future, maybe I can grow old together, become an old man and old lady, and go traveling in a healthy body. It is a very luxurious wish!

When I got off the station, when I stood in the sky of this city, a lot of memories flooded in.The first time I went to school, I had to cross Suni Trail every morning and wait for the school bus.

At that time, grandma always chased me out and put ten pence in my pocket.When I first went to college, my grandma tidied my things with tears in my eyes.She knew that I wanted to leave that house wholeheartedly, even though I was reluctant to let go, she couldn't bear to say it.

But not long after, she passed away.

I really hated my selfishness, leaving with all my heart and never thinking about grandma's feelings.I once thought that she is probably my only relative in this world, the only person who loves me just because I am her granddaughter.

Jinyang, I'm here to say goodbye to grandma!I want to talk to her for a while.

Grandma once said to me that no matter what happens, be grateful and have the Lord to bless you.In fact, I don’t believe in the Lord. If there is a Lord, why does it make me despair again and again?

But when I stood in front of my grandma’s tomb, I wiped off the stains on her photos over and over again, and suddenly felt that the Lord my grandma said might exist, and he might be watching me from a certain place.His arrangement may have other meanings.

Jinyang, I miss you!

what are you doingAre you busy?Still mad at me?

July 7 Foggy Wen Jinyang

Nini:

I suddenly feel that I am very close to your heart?why are you hereWhy must you be in the UK?

Because you are reminiscing about the past, your childhood, your college, your youthful years!

Can I tell you, I'm actually excited?I feel like I've touched a part of your life that I wasn't part of before?Your inner loneliness, your strength, your stubbornness.I am so distressed, but also so moved!

Nini, can I tell you that at this moment I love you more than ever before?