marrying a concubine

Ever since she found out she was pregnant, Liusu's mood is not the same as before. She was looking forward to leaving the palace, always a little sad, pay attention to diet, take care of her body, and study recipes with Zi Lingmin'er and the others in her spare time as before. Growing flowers, occasionally teaching Zi Lingmin'er poetry and songs, life is always the same as before, there is no difference, but it is not as comfortable as before.

Looking at the flowers and trees in the Indus Garden, she has worked so hard to plant them. Although she has lived here not long ago, she also has feelings for her, and she feels reluctant to leave soon.

Since Liusu could remember, her life has been relatively tolerant. Before Fang's house, although Jinxiu was there to protect her, she couldn't always be by her side. Pressing it down in my heart, I don't want to embarrass Jinxiu.Later, she married Xiao Jue for the sake of Jinxiu. At first, she was treated coldly and humiliated mercilessly by him. Fortunately, she didn't care about anything and didn't care, and always treated her indifferently. If it was another woman, she would definitely be living in dire straits.She doesn't care about these, the lonely days, the bleakness of Wutong Garden, the uncertainty of Xiao Jue, she can bear all of these.Until recently, there was some peace, no one was disturbed, and she didn't have to face things she didn't want to face.

No matter what the living environment is like, Liusu will never escape, but at this moment she is at a loss.

Whether this reluctance is for objects or people is really unclear.

She never denied that she had a special feeling for Xiao Jue, as if she had known her for a long time, with kindness, sadness, and pain. For some reason, she hoped that Xiao Jue would love her, longing for Xiao Jue's love.

This is what she didn't understand the most. At first, she was troubled by the dream. In the dream, she and Xiao Jue were entangled. It seemed that it was not simple. Later, when he was uncertain, she also saw that there was only one Liu Xueyao in his heart. She no longer had extravagant hopes, and that dream had never haunted her.

She really felt that she and Xiao Jue once had a relationship, which was very strong in her heart, and everyone told her that before the accident on the street that day, she didn't know Xiao Jue, and she didn't even go out.She had really, really, wished that the blank memory would come back, it was part of her life after all, and she wanted to know what had happened in the past and why she felt this way.

Now that she is about to leave and she is pregnant again, she and Xiao Jue are destined to be inseparable for the rest of their lives, and this child will be the closest bond between them.

Because of these reasons, in the past two days, she often recalled the dreams that troubled her in the past, and wanted to know what happened in the past. For no reason, it is impossible for her to have such a derailed feeling towards Xiao Jue.

I don't know if it's because I'm pregnant with a child, I always think wildly, and even think about whether to leave.

No matter what decision to make, I feel so at a loss.

Xiao Absolutely stayed away from her, he said that day, give him some time, she didn't want to misunderstand his meaning by being sentimental, and she didn't want to pursue the meaning behind this sentence, she was tired.After living for so many years, even though she is only in her teens, her mood is very vicissitudes, even she doesn't understand why.

"Xiao Jue, why did I fall in love with you?" Liusu muttered to himself, her pure eyes were a little dazed, and there was a touch of indifferent sadness in her beautiful eyes, which was not obvious, but people couldn't ignore it, and felt distressed for her.

She loves him, that's why she can't continue to live by his side, because she can't accept that the person she likes has other women besides him.She didn't want to live in jealousy every day, and in the end she would become a hideous face. Instead of doing this, she might as well leave now.

Feign Death...

"Miss, do you really want to go out?" Min'er came out from the door, "I have always been responsible for getting the medicine, so why do you have to go there yourself?"

"Go out with you, let's relax!" Liusu said with a slight smile.The smile is light, like a daisy, not bright, but very elegant.

"But..." Min'er was a little worried. The tragedy of going out last time was still in front of her eyes, and the sorrow of everyone screaming and beating was still lingering. Min'er didn't want her to face these things.

Liusu knew what she was worried about, took the hat that Zi Ling had just brought, and put it on her head.The hat has a special design, surrounded by a circle of pure white veil, covering her elegant face, and outsiders can't see her face clearly.When noble ladies go to the streets, they occasionally use this kind of hat to cover their faces, so as not to be prying by outsiders.

Even though he said that, Min'er was still a little worried. Seeing her firm attitude, Zi Ling said: "Since the princess insists on going out, it's okay, so others can't see clearly, Min'er, take good care of the princess."

Min'er nodded, and accompanied Liusu out of the mansion.

After leaving the palace, Liusu took Min'er to Dr. Cheng's clinic. It was noon, and there were not many people seeing the doctor. There was only one patient with a fall injury. After Dr. Cheng set the patient's bone, he would have time to see Liusu.

"It's Min'er who usually comes to help you get the medicine, why did you come here in person today?" Dr. Cheng has known Liu Su for many years, and he likes her very much, with a very caring tone.

Liusu smiled faintly, took off his hat, turned to Min'er and said, "Min'er, you go out first, I have something to say to Dr. Cheng!"

Min'er nodded, and soon left the door. Dr. Cheng saw her push Min'er away, and asked curiously, "Didn't Min'er know you were pregnant?"

Liusu shook her head, rolled up her sleeves, stretched out her hand in front of him, and said calmly: "I don't know how to deal with this matter yet, I don't want to make too much publicity, I came today because I want you to help me check the condition of the fetus."

Although tassels are known all over the world, there are still discussions in the streets and alleys, but Dr. Cheng doesn't believe a word. It's not a day or two since he knew tassels. It must be the prince who framed her.

But this is her private matter, and it's not easy for him to intervene. In the past, Liusu was timid and gentle, and she was protected by her sister. In the past three years, she has taken on a new look, is very strong, and does things in an orderly manner. It was even more inconvenient for him to ask.

Doctor Cheng took the pulse, pondered for a moment, and said: "The fetus is fine and healthy, but the mother's body is a little weak. After a while, the old man will prescribe a few more blood-enriching medicines. You will take good care of your body, and the baby will be fine."

Liusu smiled and nodded, "Thank you!"

The always serious old man smiled when he heard her thank you, and nodded approvingly, he is such a good boy, he probably wouldn't...

"Princess, as a doctor, I have to advise you that your body is very weak, and it is not easy to conceive a child. Don't do stupid things. After all, it is a life, and it is of no benefit to you!" Cheng The doctor said earnestly and sincerely, her situation was very bad after a little association, he could see that she was hesitating whether to have this child, as a doctor, he had to persuade her.

Liusu nodded lightly, her elegant and soft face seemed to contain infinite power, with a tenacious and indomitable soul, she smiled slightly: "Dr. Hesitating about something."

"That's good! I've practiced medicine for many years, and it's rare to see a strong and brave woman like Wang Hao." Dr. Cheng grabbed several pieces of medicine and placed them in front of her.

Liusu lowered her eyes, her mind drifted far away, she didn't know what she was thinking, she was silent for a moment, as if considering Dr. Cheng's tone, Chi asked: "Doctor Cheng, can you do me a favor?"

"Please tell me, as long as the old man can do what he can, he will definitely help!"

Liusu spread out a handkerchief from her bosom on the table, and there was a pill in it. Liusu took a breath, and Fang asked: "Doctor Cheng, please help me see, if I take this pill, it will be harmful to the fetus." Will it have any effect?"