Sheng Ai First Lady

"Take your medicine." She reached out and handed him the medicine.

She was still dressed casually, and she looked like a college student who had just graduated from school.

He looked at her and didn't answer.

Xia Jin took two steps forward, reached out to pick up his hand, and then put the medicine in his palm, regardless of whether he took it or not, put it away, and took two steps back.

"I know, Gong Shentuo, you're not such a willful person who doesn't care about occasions and opportunities," Xia Jin folded her arms around her chest, and said flatly, "If you want to see me, you can just say so."

"You won't come." Gong Shentuo smiled lightly, stating the fact.

Indeed, if the city hadn't forced her, she wouldn't have come at all.

The sleeves of her dress are very long, and the cuffs cover the back of her hands. The color is beautifully proportioned, making her hands look very white.

"I'm here to clarify something," Xia Jin looked into his eyes and spoke slowly, without the sweet smile she used to make in the past, and without the resentment and anger she had towards Xia Ying and Cheng Shi. mean.

She looked very calm, "I know, because of the child, you will feel very guilty, even regretful, so you want to make up for me, or think that there is something that you misunderstood me..."

"No," she said a few words before being interrupted by him, Gong Shentuo said slowly, "Jin'er, that's not the case, I know it too, what do you want to say."

"I'm sorry about the child, and I regret it too. I know, for you, none of this will change anything." He still smiled faintly. Why are you smiling, just looking at her, always trying to pull out such an expression forcibly, "You guessed it right, it was my intention to let Cheng and Xiaoying find you and let him threaten you, because I want to see you."

Yes, the reason why Xia Jin came back was not because she cared about him, nor was it because of Cheng's threat or Xiaoying begging her, but because she knew it was his intention, and she knew even more that if she didn't come this time, Then, there will be endless entanglements in the future.

She doesn't like to be entangled, but prefers to cut messes quickly, so she came.

"If you want to see me, you can let me come. Boss Gong, you are really domineering and unreasonable as always." Xia Jin also smiled faintly.

If others saw her expression like this, they would even feel that compared to Xia Jin who was always smiling or pretending to be innocent and pure, this was the real her.

The wind is light and the clouds are calm, and she doesn't know what can make her take it to heart.

His complexion was not good, because of excessive blood loss, although he had blood transfusion and surgery, but the injury was serious and he felt a little pale.

"Do you hate me very much?" He asked calmly, as if there was no such hurt and distance between them.

However, if you listen deeply, you can feel the desolate despair when he said this.

It was like, it was because of despair that he was able to be so calm.

"I hated it before, but I don't want to hate it anymore." Xia Jin answered his question lightly, "If you can stop appearing in front of me, then in order to thank you, I won't hate it even more."

What she said was from her heart, it wasn't that she didn't hate anymore, it was that she didn't have the strength to hate.

If it was in the past, or if she was still the capricious Xia Jin, she might still have the heart and energy to hate him.

Gong Shentuo looked at her, but didn't speak.

"For the sake of the dead child, for the sake of your feeling sorry, I don't want us to have any more relations," she said slowly and seriously, and she rarely used such a serious gesture to follow Who has spoken.

Don't have any relationship anymore?How can this be.

He didn't think so, or rather, he had tried to think so, tried to kick her out of his life.

However, if, knowing that she doesn't love him, knowing that she loves other people, and knowing that she is pregnant for other men, he still can't let her go.

So, at such a moment, how could he let her go?

If, in this life, he could let her go, then they would have no relationship now.

It is said that the best way to maintain love is guilt. If so, then, no matter why she went to the imperial court that day, no matter why she was willing to conceive his child.

He could only love her more than before.

What's more, there is no way to let go.

He looked at her and wondered how she became so thin, so thin that he just wanted to hold her in her arms, and then watched her gain weight a little bit, and recover her heartless love of laughing a little bit. Loves Xia Jin.

"Jin'er, how much do you want the Nan family?" He carefully chose his words, and chose the simplest way to say, "Do you really think that if I don't let you and Nan Senye win Yemen?"

Xia Jin's face changed, and she sneered slightly, "Could it be that you want to abandon Nanya Bing and give me the Nan family?"

Gong Shentuo heard the sarcasm in her words, and said lightly, "It's not Nanya Bing who wants Nan's family, but me."

Xia Jin's eyes widened suddenly. She had always thought that although some of his actions to help the Nan family were due to profit, this would not allow him to intervene in the internal disputes of a rich and noble family. It's the underworld.

He wants Nan's family, why?

But he didn't seem to intend to explain this matter, "I don't know why you insist on the Nan family, but I know it is very important to you, otherwise, you don't have to try to seduce Prince Baidi for this reason."

Yes, Xia Jin narrowed her eyes, he was right.

To her, the Nan family was absolutely necessary, and she almost lost everything.

So, now, he is threatening her.

Xia Jin looked at him and put her hands down, "You want to fight with me to the end?"

"Why not?" He was also calm.

Xia Jin gritted her teeth, "Aren't you sorry? Don't you feel sorry for me? Then let me do it."

She didn't think it was too much to ask him to give her the Nan's family. The Nan's family was a timely help to her, but it was just icing on the cake for him.

"Yes," he smiled faintly, "with me."

"It's impossible." She said firmly.

Knowing that the answer would be this, his heart still sank, "It's fine with Bai Di, but not with me? Do you really like him?"

Reason told him that Xia Jin didn't like Bai Di, otherwise she would have chosen to marry him instead of going to him on the day they announced their engagement.

However, she rejected him without any hesitation, which still made him very jealous.

"Bai Di is a gentleman, and women like him. Although I can't say how happy I am with him, there's nothing I don't like. But, you, Miyazaki Taku, I don't like being with you."

Xia Jin spoke bluntly, without mercy.

Gong Shentuo endured the pain in his heart, but still smiled lightly, "I only let my woman."

Xia Jin bit her lip, her petite appearance seemed to be trying her best to endure something.

With a thin chin, light lips, and a thin body, it looks very distressing.

Gong Shentuo didn't hold back, got up and walked into her, reached out and hugged her into his arms gently, not daring to use too much force.

Xia Jin clenched her fist and endured without struggling.

She sneered at Lianlian, "Do you like me?"

"Yes." He didn't even think about it, and immediately replied, as if this was a question that didn't need to be considered.

"Is that why you like me so much?" Xia Jin raised her face and looked at him sweetly, with a sarcastic smile in the corner of her eyes, "When I need you, you are not by my side, and when I don't need you, you spend all your time The mind wants to trap me by my side."

She was accusing him, she was rarely accusing anything.

He held her face in one hand, and said in a low voice, "Jin'er, to be fair, from the very beginning, you were the one who pushed me away, you didn't want me, you said you never loved me, as long as you Say, even once, you need me, why am I not here."

How could he not be here, she was the person he loved the most, no matter how much he hated her, she would not be here.

She closed her eyes and laughed, "What about when I begged you to save me? How did you answer me?"

His face suddenly darkened, this was his biggest mistake, in a single thought.

"Yes," he pressed against her face, her skin was warm and cool, "it's my fault."

"Then let me go."

"Except for this." He hugged her, "Others are fine."

The Nan family, the Nan family is her Achilles' heel, it should be said that Shu'er is her Achilles' heel.

"Gong Shentuo, I hate you so much, I can let you go, why can't you be kinder, we can eliminate both grievances and grievances."

"It's not that I don't want to be kind, it's that it's too cruel." Their poses were intimate, he held her in his arms, his face was pressed against hers, Xia Jin didn't want to look at him, this appearance, if you look at it from a distance, it's more like It was the girlfriend who lost her temper, and the man coaxed her patiently, "Why did you have to leave me in the first place?"

He was not reconciled to losing her like this. It should be said that he would never be reconciled to losing her.

He did something wrong, he shouldn't have hung up on her when she needed it most, and he shouldn't have watched her abort their child for Makino Zejing.

"I deserve death, but Jin'er, everything is fine, don't sentence me to death." He whispered in her ear.

Xia Jin pursed her lips and said nothing.

"What do you want to give me the Nan family?" She closed her eyes and her voice was calm.

Her feelings are never the most important, but Shu'er's life is, and she can't afford to delay.

Her expression was more like stagnant water without any ripples, and even her heart felt nothing.

He knew that she was not compromising with him, but with the Nan family.

Thinking about it this way, he will only be more desperate than her, struggling like this, he loves her, she hates her, who is more painful?

He nodded and said softly, "Come back to me."

"It's not fair," Xia Jin raised her face with a firm expression, "Three months."