President is so proud

I stared at him with wide eyes and swallowed hard.

My mind was in a mess yesterday because of a high fever, and all my thoughts were haphazard, but this does not prevent me from clearly remembering what thoughts were wandering in my mind.For a moment, I was thinking, I seem to really like Xu Binwei a little bit, very purely, not because of any other gratitude or emotion.What I want to know now is, did I just think about this sentence in my heart, or did I say it out of my heart...

"I...what did I say yesterday? You know I'm confused... Am I talking nonsense? Hehe, don't take it seriously, my consciousness was a little fuzzy yesterday..." I laughed dryly to defend myself, it was really embarrassing.

Xu Binwei frowned, "You said a lot, but it was a mess, and I didn't understand it."

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So, I didn't say that?

"...Then why do you say I like you? You are sick, how can I like you...I am not a masochist." I am not hypocritical, but how should I admit it in this situation? People just said Even if you have a sweetheart, you are still so determined.

Although I'm a little tempted, I don't have any ideas for the time being, and I haven't reached the point where I have the cheek to chase after him.It's enough to be shameless in front of one person for a lifetime, and you can't see any man like this.

Xu Binwei narrowed his eyes and looked at me disdainfully, and said with a sinister smile, "In this case, why did you hold my hand all night?"

"How can I have!"

"Why not! You said you had a headache and asked me to press it for you. After that, you kept holding my hand, which made me sit here all night and couldn't leave at all."

"I—that's how I regarded you as my father." I said nonsense without changing my face, "I was sick when I was young, and my father would always be by my side."

Xu Binwei's originally beaming face suddenly darkened more than half, and the smell was unbearable.

Wait a moment--

"...you've been sitting here all night?" I looked up at Xu Binwei in amazement, how tightly I'm holding onto this....Moreover, sitting all night, how tiring it is.

I lifted the quilt, and flicked my feet to find my shoes, "What time is it? Let's go, today is not the weekend." He is the president, so it doesn't matter if he doesn't go to work, he should go back and rest quickly... No wonder his eyes There's a lot of blood in it.

Xu Binwei pressed my shoulder, "What's the hurry, I've already asked for leave for you."

"Are you asking for leave for me?" I looked at him hesitantly, this is too——isn't it safe, will the old man from the personnel department not be able to hear his voice?

Xu Binwei gave me a sideways look with an expression of "I'm not an idiot", as if he disliked me, but stretched out his hand to help me pick up the shoes on the ground, "I asked Chen Shasha to ask for leave."

"Oh." I'm not the worm in your stomach, why do you despise me so much.

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People say that sickness comes like a mountain and goes away like a thread. I had a high fever and recovered very quickly.Honestly, I went to the hospital for two days of fluid infusion, and I was completely cured, but my face was a bit pale and pale.

Going back to work on the third day, as soon as I entered the office, Emma ran over yelling and stuffed a bouquet of beautifully packaged red roses into my arms.

"Wow, I just didn't come to work for two days with a fever, you don't have to be so enthusiastic." I was really flattered.

"What are you thinking?" Emma patted me with a smile, her eyes rolled, and she looked at me like a dog who saw a bone, with two words written all over her face - gossip.

She reached out and took out a card from the bouquet. It was a dreamy pink that attracted infinite reverie. It was small but delicate and had a faint fragrance.

"Someone gave it to you. You were away yesterday, so I signed for it for you. I didn't read this card." Her words were very plain, but I could already smell the strong ambiguity and curiosity in that expression the taste of.

"Thank you." I walked to the position with the flowers in my arms, and if I opened the card there, they would definitely come to me, but it was different when I returned to my position.Xu Binwei can see me, so he can see whoever wants to follow me, so no one will come to gossip with me during working hours.

I opened the card, and the handwriting on it was smooth and flowing, and I knew it had the skills of calligraphy at a glance.

In early summer, my feelings for you are the same as before, and from the day I started, until now, it has never changed. I have never loved anyone except you.Rong Zhishan and I have never been together.

It's not signed, but I know it's Ji Qiuchen.

When I saw this bouquet, I should have thought it was him, only he knew that I like the most gaudy fiery red roses, and there should be no other embellishments in the bouquet.I didn't count, but I guessed it was 33. This is what he promised me before, 33 red roses, I love you, Sansheng Sanshi.

Never loved anyone else?Never been with Rong Zhishan before?How is this going?

That day he clearly said that he accepted Rong Zhishan, that's why he wanted to break up with me.Isn't that so?If it wasn't because of Rong Zhishan, then why did we break up?Why were these three years lost for nothing?

There were a lot of question marks in my mind, each of them was eager to find the answer, but I didn't even have Ji Qiuchen's phone number.When I was frowning, someone came over and called me, "Chu Xia, the florist is here again."

I put down the slightly dull bouquet of roses in my hand, walked quickly to the door, signed my name on the catalog, and immediately looked for the card inside.

Chuxia, I love you, I have always loved you, but I can't selfishly occupy your youth for three years because of this reason, I don't want you to wait for me, but I will come back.

"Wait." I grabbed the man's sleeve, "Do you have the contact information of the person who sent the flowers?"

"Sorry, I'm only responsible for sending flowers, I don't know about the others."

I opened the phone's address book and found Li Ya's name, dialed it, and she answered the phone after several times of busy beeping.

"Li Ya, do you have Ji Qiuchen's phone number? Send it to me."

"How could I have his phone number." Li Ya said inexplicably.

"Didn't he contact you before, you can find it from the records."

"How long ago was that, and I can still find it there." Li Ya seemed to wake up suddenly, her voice was a little harsh, "What are you looking for again? Lin Chuxia, let me tell you, don't make me feel stupid. You can live well without him for three years..."

I hung up the phone irritably, and Li Ya's admonition disappeared immediately. I sat on the chair slumped, and the 33 red roses on the table were so delicate and beautiful that they made my face look like vegetables.

In the past three years without Ji Qiuchen, I still live very well. Yes, without him, I am still Lin Chuxia.But who knows how many times I wake up in the dead of night with tears on my face.Ji Qiuchen's short words ripped open the hole in my heart that was just beginning to heal, and I wanted this answer.

At this moment, I didn't think about what would happen with Ji Qiuchen in the future, I just wanted to know why he could leave me so resolutely.This thought filled my mind, making me ignore Xu Binwei who was standing by the window staring at me, and I also ignored Li Ya's vague male voice on the phone.