The whole world just wants you to love me

Tears, completely unstoppable.

From Chu Qiao's eye socket, a drop fell out.

Although she was slightly drunk, her consciousness still retained the last sense, the last pride, which still did not allow her to continue crying at this time.

Chu Qiao stretched her eyes wide to prevent the tears from falling.

Mo Zhengyan stretched out his hand, and his fingertips touched her face, and felt the moist traces, which were her tears, which could burn him.

The burning sensation at the fingertips seemed to reach the bottom of my heart, Mo Zhengyan said in a low voice, "It's my fault, don't cry, okay?"

His gentle voice and gentle touch will make people intoxicated and fall.

Chu Qiao was powerless to resist, she bit her lip hard, blood oozing from her lip.Under his gaze, Chu Qiao suddenly got up and ran out of the tavern.

Mo Zhengyan couldn't react in time, his eyes were fixed, he lifted his coat and got up to chase out, "Chu Qiao!"

"Miss! You haven't paid the bill yet, miss!" The boss became anxious when he saw the person running away. He couldn't stop Chu Qiao who had already rushed out of the store, so he could only stop Mo Zhengyan, "Mister, haven't you paid yet?" Pay the bill! The total is..."

Mo Zhengyan couldn't care less about these things, so he immediately took out his leather armor and took some red notes for him.

"Too much, don't need so much..."

"You don't need to look for it." Mo Zhengyan left this sentence and rushed out of the tavern.

Chu Qiao stumbled and kept walking.

The cold wind dries up the tears and blows them away.

After Mo Zhengyan chased out of the tavern, he saw her not far ahead. She was walking forward alone. He quickly chased after her and grabbed her arm, "Chu Qiao!"

"Let go of me, I will walk by myself!" Chu Qiao shouted, shook off his hand, and walked forward again.

Mo Zhengyan knew that she had become stubborn, and also knew that she would not obey him, so he had no choice but to let her go, and followed her silently.

The two of them walked silently, one behind the other.

I don't know how long I've been walking, but only occasionally, vehicles passing by on the street, illuminating the front, is an exposed photo, Chu Qiao's slender figure, so beautiful, so charming.

A gust of cold wind came whistling, and Chu Qiao slowed down a bit.

She drank a lot of wine. Although her body was hot, her heart was so cold.After rushing out of the tavern, she kept walking against the wind, and the alcohol seemed to start to break out in her body, like a fire burning, which made her feel so uncomfortable that her whole body rolled over.

Chu Qiao stopped suddenly, clutching her chest, and ran to the side of the road, unable to bear it, she was so uncomfortable that she vomited.

Although Chu Qiao had drank and been drunk before, she had never felt so uncomfortable like now.

All the internal organs seemed to be toppled out.

"Ugh—" Chu Qiao clutched her chest tightly.

Suddenly, she felt someone's big hand caressing her back. In an instant, it seemed that there was a warm current entering her body.

Mo Zhengyan caressed her gently, and Chu Qiao vomited for quite a while.

Mo Zhengyan couldn't find a tissue for a while, so he pulled his shirt sleeve and wiped it for her.

Chu Qiao saw it, and was slightly taken aback. She covered her mouth and said in a muffled voice, "No need."

After vomiting, my mind was empty, and suddenly, it became clear and clear.

The heat of the body faded, and it became cold again.

Chu Qiao couldn't help trembling, she wrapped her hands around herself.

Mo Zhengyan's coat was always in his arms, seeing her trembling, he immediately put it on her.His coat was very big and thick, and there was his smell. Chu Qiao smelled that smell, and took a deep breath, as if her emotions had calmed down.

"I don't need..." Chu Qiao gritted her teeth and said softly.

She doesn't need his clothes, his tenderness, this tenderness that she doesn't know whether it's true or not.

Chu Qiao was about to yank off his coat, but Mo Zhengyan became domineering, holding her shoulders so that she could not move, then pulled the clothes to wrap her inside, and buttoned the coat, "Put on Wait, it's cold outside, what should you do if you catch a cold? Your health has always been so bad. "

His exhortation came from beside his ears, and he said again, "Chu Qiao, be obedient, come home with me."

Chu Qiao suddenly felt tired and sleepy.

Chu Qiao nodded slightly.

She wants to go home.

"My car is parked over there." Mo Zhengyan said.

In fact, the tavern is not far from the apartment where I live, just two streets away.

"I, I can't walk anymore." Chu Qiao said silently.

"I'll carry you over." Mo Zhengyan said, as if he was about to make a move.

Chu Qiao took a step back, she was not willing.

Seeing her like this, Mo Zhengyan stopped, then turned his body around, squatted down in front of her, waved his hands back, and beckoned, "Come up."

Chu Qiao hesitated and looked at him silently.

He waved again, and said more firmly, "Chu Qiao, come up."

After hesitating for a while, Chu Qiao finally made a move. She bent down on his back and put her arms around his neck.Mo Zhengyan held her firmly in his hands and carried her on his back.

In the cold wind, the two walked back home slowly.

Chu Qiao forgot what happened afterwards, she fell asleep completely, she couldn't remember how she got upstairs, she couldn't remember how she got back to that bed.I just feel at ease, warmed up, away from the biting wind, away from the cold.

But in her sleep, she still frowned.

Mo Zhengyan sat on the edge of the bed, covered her with the quilt, and gently pinched the corners of the quilt.Looking down and seeing her slightly frowning brows, he couldn't help reaching out and touching the center of her brows.

Chu Qiao.

What should I do with you.

When I woke up in the morning, it was already high in the sun.When Chu Qiao woke up, she was still in a daze, and she left with a dizzy head, very painful and uncomfortable.After being dazed for a moment, she suddenly woke up with a start. She woke up immediately and began to put on her clothes.

After putting on the sweater and pants, Chu Qiao opened the door and went out.

But in an instant, I smelled a fragrance.

It is the fragrance of porridge.

Chu Qiao was stunned for a moment, and looked around.

On the dining table in the living room, fried dough sticks, a few side dishes, and her favorite sauce buns were placed.She couldn't help but take a few steps forward, turned her head, and saw the figure in the kitchen again.

Chu Qiao didn't tell him, but she actually liked his busy figure in the kitchen, which gave him a sense of belonging.

A very strong, reassuring feeling.

As soon as Mo Zhengyan turned around, he saw Chu Qiao standing in the living room, staring at him blankly.Looking down again, he couldn't help frowning.

She always forgets to wear slippers.

This bad habit can never be broken.

Mo Zhengyan turned off the fire, walked out of the kitchen, and ordered, "Stand still."

Brought slippers for her from the bedroom, bent down and placed them by her feet, Chu Qiao hesitated, and put the slippers on.

"Why did you wake up?" Mo Zhengyan asked again.

Chu Qiao regained consciousness suddenly, she turned and ran to the bathroom while saying, "I'm going to be late for work."

"Chu Qiao, today is Saturday." Mo Zhengyan reminded her with one word.

Chu Qiao was taken aback, Mo Zhengyan said again, "Wash your face and eat something."

Chu Qiao came out after washing, and saw Mo Zhengyan put down the hot porridge.

Mo Zhengyan shouted, "Come and have breakfast."

Chu Qiao remained silent and unmoved.

Mo Zhengyan came over, took her hand, and took her to a seat.

"I forgot to buy soy milk, there is still milk in the refrigerator. However, there is your favorite sauce bun..." He said thoughtfully, which made Chu Qiao's heart ache.

After the hangover, many things became clear. After a crazy night, Chu Qiao was very sober.

"Mo Zhengyan," Chu Qiao said after a hoarse voice, "Don't be nice to me."

Please don't be so nice to me again.

If the person you see is not me, she can't bear such tenderness, and she can't afford it either.

Mo Zhengyan was silent for a while, and said in a low voice, "What stupid things are you talking about?"

Is it silly?

Not silly at all.

Because such tenderness will make her sink, make her unable to extricate herself, and sink into the swamp.

"Please, don't be nice to me." Chu Qiao said in a low voice.

She used the word beg, which shocked Mo Zhengyan, his expression became solemn, and he said with a stern look, "Chu Qiao, I will not allow you to say the word beg to me again in the future!"

Chu Qiao said hoarsely, "Then please don't be nice to me!"

"I'm not nice to you, who should I be nice to? You are my wife!" Mo Zhengyan was also a little angry, and shouted in a deep voice.

Chu Qiao fell silent, and her eyes were filled with whiteness.

Seeing her peaceful and delicate appearance, Mo Zhengyan's heart softened again, and he said angrily, "It's my fault, I shouldn't be cruel to you."

"Chu Qiao, didn't you say that you believed me?"

Yes.

She did.

But so what?

Mo Zhengyan reached out to hold Chu Qiao's hand, covering hers, "Don't you trust me anymore?"

Chu Qiao's heart was trembling.

"Chu Qiao, look at me." He said in a low voice, clasped her chin with one hand, and raised her head.

Chu Qiao's gaze met him.The white air curled up in front of him, so vague.

"Trust me, okay?" He asked again, lowering his head.

His eyes were so determined, but from his eyes, in those pupils, Chu Qiao saw herself, her figure.

She hesitated for a long time.

Mo Zhengyan's expectant gaze, the moment she shook, the pupils of the eyes shrank suddenly, and the light dimmed.

Chu Qiao withdrew her hand.

She didn't know what else she could hold on to.

with her hands.

Mo Zhengyan, Zhengyan, I am willing to believe you.

However, I don't believe in myself.

I don't believe in myself, I can become a better girl than Song Chenxi, and I can become the scenery in your heart.

Can replace Song Chenxi.

I don't believe it, not you.

but myself.

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On a leisurely weekend, Chu Qiao didn't want to stay at home, she wanted to go out for a walk.Starting early in the morning, she first went to the nursing home to visit her father. Father Chu was still the same. Although he couldn't speak, he was still in good spirits.In the afternoon, Chu's father also took a nap, and Chu Qiao left.

Tao Sitian called and Chu Qiao picked it up.

Tao Sitian asked at the other end, "Chu Qiao, how are you and Mr. Mo?"

Chu Qiao was looking up at the sky, the blue sky was very beautiful, she said softly, "That's it."

"Is it reconciled?" Tao Sitian asked worriedly.

Chu Qiao no longer wanted to think about the problems that troubled her, "Let's talk about it, Sitian, you don't have to come and accompany me, I'm fine, don't worry, I want to be alone for a while."

Tao Sitian was still worried, "Is it really all right?"

"Don't worry, I won't fall so easily, I won't die." Chu Qiao smiled.

Hearing her slightly decadent ridicule, Tao Sitian was a little relieved, and she didn't force it anymore, "Then you pay attention alone, and if you need anything, just call me. You know, I'm bored and I need someone Accompany. If you still want to drink, you must come to me, but you are not allowed to go out to drink alone. "

"Got it." Chu Qiao replied, and hung up the phone.

Chu Qiao walked towards the bus stop, saw the bus approaching, and followed the crowd.Occupying an empty seat, Chu Qiao sat down.

Leaning against the car window, Chu Qiao looked at the scenery outside the window.

In the ear, the words Mo Zhengyan said later sounded, "Chu Qiao, are you going to leave me?"

Chu Qiao didn't answer.

Leaving someone is much more difficult than imagined, and how can you leave just by saying leave.She was not willing at all.It's just that I can't find the belief that I can leave.What kind of identity, what kind of stand, what kind of smile should she use to stand by his side, so outstanding, by his side.

She just, couldn't go on with him anymore.

So, in the end, she could only say, "Mo Zhengyan, please go. Don't let me say the word begging, then please go."

Mo Zhengyan finally left. Before leaving, he left a word, "Chu Qiao, I will not let go."

……

The car drove forward, until the driver exhorted, "It's the stop", pulling Chu Qiao's thoughts back, she had already driven back to the city, and reached the east of the city, she quickly grabbed her backpack and got out of the car.

There is a very beautiful boulevard on the east side of the city.

On this road, big-leaf holly trees that are evergreen all year round are planted on both sides.

The east of the city is no better than the center of the city, with squares, department stores, and shopping avenues.

On this stretch of Holly Avenue, there are several clothing stores with unique styles, all of which are private brands, specially created by designers, and there are also well-known foreign brands.Therefore, there will not be too many people coming to this area. It is quiet and pleasant, but it will also discourage ordinary people.

Most of the trees in winter will fall in autumn.

But this holly tree is like a day in all seasons, blooming with greenery.

Chu Qiao looked up at those branches, the sun was so beautiful and dappled.She couldn't help but take out her camera, wanting to capture such beauty.

In the satchel, she carried a camera with her. Chu Qiao raised the camera, aimed at the angle, and took pictures.While taking pictures, she walked forward and admired the boutiques along the road.

Suddenly, Chu Qiao's attention was attracted by a dress shop.

She couldn't help but stepped forward and stopped in front of the window.

Inside the window, there are dolls.Figures are dressed in beautiful dresses of various colors.Especially one of them, a pure white wedding dress, thickened with lace and embellished with pearls.The layered design on the side of the skirt is complicated but not messy, very elegant and beautiful.On the head of the puppet, there is a white gauze, which has a hazy beauty.

The wedding dress in front of her made Chu Qiao think of something.

For example, although she was married, she did not wear a wedding dress.

For the wedding ceremony five years ago, I rushed to the Vatican, and there was no time to prepare anything else. I just went to the priest, read the oath, nodded and said "I do".Now that I think about it, it is so far away, but it is also so unreal.

There is a ring.

Mo Zhengyan later bought a lot of jewelry for her.

However, Chu Qiao never wore it.

Chu Qiao's eyes were fixed, and through the glass of the window, she could feel the silver chain on her neck.

Chu Qiao couldn't help touching it, and the thin lines could be clearly distinguished through the sweater.She was suddenly relieved that she hadn't lost it.

She raised her eyes again and looked at the wedding dress.

Chu Qiao's fingers touched the wedding dress through the glass.

Suddenly, I remembered the joke I had with Tao Sitian when I happened to pass by the bridal shop when I was young.

Tao Sitian said, "Hey, Chu Qiao, let's get married together in the future. Let's wear a wedding dress together. Women, you should wear a wedding dress once in your life, at least once."

There should be once in a lifetime.

At least once, in a wedding dress.

Chu Qiao came back to her senses in a daze. She picked up the camera, took a few steps back, pointed the lens at the window, and pressed the shutter.

Click.

Click.

But at this moment, someone stopped him, "Miss!"

It was the clerk of the dress shop, who came out, "Miss, we are not allowed to take pictures!"

Chu Qiao was a little embarrassed, she quickly apologized, "I'm sorry, I just think it's pretty, so..."

"I'm sorry, but our policy is that you are not allowed to take pictures. Because these dresses are exclusively designed by the designer, I'm afraid that others will imitate them, so please hand over your camera first, ma'am, so we can check it out?" the clerk said.

Chu Qiao was in a dilemma, "I just saw that the wedding dress was pretty, I only took two pictures, I won't imitate it."

"Of course, I know, but would you please hand over the camera?"

"This is my camera for work. There are many photos in it. It's about personal sex. It's not convenient for you to check. But I assure you, I really only took two photos, and I can delete them now..."

So, the two got into an argument over the photo.

It was difficult for Chu Qiao to get away for a while, but the other party argued hard, which made Chu Qiao in a dilemma.

The entanglement outside also attracted the attention of people in the store.

In the bright dress shop, on the sofa in the rest area, a handsome young man is sitting and resting, with a magazine in his hand, and he is looking at it with disinterest.

Suddenly, hearing the clerk's voice, the store manager ordered, "Go and see the situation, and ask that lady to come in!"

At first, the man didn't pay attention either.

Then, someone came in.Then, the dispute sounded again.It's just that voice, that female voice, startled the man who had been looking down at the magazine.It was a familiar voice in memory, a voice he had never forgotten, and he raised his head.

Turning her head, she glanced across the hall and looked forward, only to see a few shop assistants surrounding her.

She tied her hair into a ponytail and wore a sweater with a white collar and lapel, which was warm but clean in color.

She is explaining, "The camera really can't check you, I'm a reporter, I'm not here to secretly photograph your wedding dress design, I'm really not..."

She anxiously explained to the shop assistants, but the other party obviously wanted to do business.

"I can't check for you." Finally, she said decisively, and said again, "You should call the police."

She said in a cold voice, such resoluteness is also a familiar side in his memory.

This made him, couldn't help smiling, and said, "She is indeed a reporter, I can prove it."