The whole world just wants you to love me

Chu Qiao's gaze was as calm as a deep pool, "What about you?"

"Mr. Mo," Chu Qiao said with a smile, "In your heart, I am just a canary, am I not?"

Mo Zhengyan tightly clasped her wrist, holding it so tightly, pouring all his tension and urgency into this grip, "I never thought so!"

"No, Mr. Mo, although you didn't admit it with your mouth, but in your heart, you decided it!" Chu Qiao's eyes tightened, she looked at him and said, "What you do is always consistent with what you say Not the same! In your heart, I am a canary! You never really think of me as your wife! You only say things that make me happy, but do things that make me sad ! If you just want to control me and let me do what you say, then I am willing too, I am willing to be that canary!"

The back and forth these days, from being treated like a stranger at the beginning, to so many things happened later.Once upon a time, Chu Qiao also thought about getting closer.But when she got closer to him, she just discovered more things that surprised her.He just expanded the cage he built, from the quiet garden to the outside world.

"Heh." Mo Zhengyan laughed lightly, "Sad?"

"Chu Qiao, why are you sad?" Mo Zhengyan's eyes darkened, "Is it because you can't continue to work in the magazine, or because you can't continue to engage in your favorite photography? After all, you are doing it because of work!"

Mo Zhengyan's angry question only made Chu Qiao feel a little funny.

He really didn't understand.

He will never understand.

What she was sad about was not this matter at all.

"In this world, there are so many professions, which one you can't choose? There are so many companies in Los Angeles, which one you can't join? Chu Qiao, for me, give up the profession of journalism, give up photography, are you willing? ? If you agree, then we will be the same as before!" Mo Zhengyan whispered, his tone softened a little.

"Same as before?" Chu Qiao asked back, the light in her eyes faded, "Do you think we can still be the same as before?"

When he controlled everything about her and even threatened her with his father, how could they go back to the past?

"Mr. Mo, it's already impossible." Chu Qiao said softly, shaking her head, "Some things happened, and you can't go back to the past."

"What you said is really good." Mo Zhengyan said indifferently, "Since you can't go back to the past, why do you keep remembering it?"

Chu Qiao frowned, not knowing what he was talking about.

Mo Zhengyan looked coldly, and asked in a deep voice, "Since when have you been honest with me? Do you dare to tell me the real reason why you chose this job?"

"I don't know what you're talking about!" Chu Qiao's eyes were filled with confusion.

"Then let me tell you for you! Because he was admitted to the Department of Journalism of the University of Los Angeles, his ambition was to be a reporter, and his greatest hobby is photography! It's just a pity that five years ago, he suddenly went abroad to study , gave up all of this, and just left! But you still keep in mind that the real reason why you don’t want to resign or change jobs is actually because of Jiang Yanyu, isn’t it! The reason why you want to be a reporter and like photography is also Because of Jiang Yanyu, isn't it!" Mo Zhengyan said the words in a deep voice, and when he pronounced the person's name, he was obviously gnashing his teeth.

Chu Qiao was shocked, she was speechless!

Why did Mo Zhengyan, he knew about Jiang Yanyu's voluntary hobby, why would he know that she was because of Jiang Yanyu?

"Are you investigating me?" Chu Qiao blurted out, she couldn't think of any other reason, only this one!

"I need to investigate?" Mo Zhengyan smiled, "Aren't you still keeping those things in your drawer?"

As soon as these words came out, Chu Qiao was even more shocked.

In her study room, in the locked drawer, there are still memories of everything about Jiang Yanyu back then.

"Are you peeking at my things? Do you know what liberty is?" Chu Qiao said in a daze.

"Chu Qiao, you're wrong. To me, everything about you is nothing!" Mo Zhengyan saw countless things he had never seen before that day, so many photos.

There are three albums full of photos.

One of them was a family photo, the other was an old photo of classmates and friends, but the third book, the one that was placed at the bottom most properly, opened it and it was full of Jiang Yanyu.He flipped through several pages quickly, but it was still Jiang Yanyu.Turning back, there are some landscape photos.After a dozen pages of landscape photos, here comes the last photo.

In the photo is a Ferris wheel, the focus of the lens is not accurate, and it was taken at night, so it is a bit blurry, but it is so destructive and eye-catching.

Mo Zhengyan took out the photo and had a look.

On the back of the photo, there are strong handwriting, which is a man's handwriting.

——Photographed by Chu Qiao on June 6.

Mo Zhengyan suddenly remembered that before, he also proposed to take her to Hong Kong City to ride the Ferris wheel, but she only said that she had already been there.But when he continued to press, she ended the conversation with "classmate" as the answer.When Mo Zhengyan looked at this photo, everything seemed to be clear.

"So, I don't have this right, right? I can't own my own body, my own things, and keep my own memories, right?" Chu Qiao asked sharply by inferring other things from one instance.

"Chu Qiao, it's been five years. He was willing to see death without saving you and leave you. Why do you insist on remembering a man who treats you like this? Could it be that Jiang Yanyu is important to you? , Is it really that important? He is so good that you never forget it?" Mo Zhengyan angrily pressed her shoulders, and shook her body violently involuntarily.

She once said: I just like taking pictures.

Chu Qiao, is it really just like this?

Really just like to take pictures, and not for other reasons?

Mo Zhengyan was entangled like never before. He wanted to prove it, but he didn't want to hear the answer.

His violent movements made Chu Qiao feel dizzy for a while, her body felt a little empty, and her eyes suddenly went dark.

"Let go of me..." Chu Qiao called out weakly, her voice was very soft and weak.

When his eyes froze and saw her pale face, Mo Zhengyan realized what he had done, and he stopped his movements hastily.Mo Zhengyan was in a mess, he could only help her sit on the sofa immediately, and he called out in a low voice, "Chu Qiao!"

"He won't treat me like you, he won't." Chu Qiao was depressed, her eyes were lowered, and her long and dense eyelashes trembled slightly.

Such a soft voice, such an empty voice, was like a heavy bomb, detonated in Mo Zhengyan's world.

Mo Zhengyan had never felt so frustrated before.

He lost.

He actually lost to a man who had been away for five years.

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In the scorching summer, the sun is scorching.Chu Qiao lay on the window sill, waking up from a nap.She was woken up by the heat. Although the air-conditioning was turned on in the room, she was facing the glass window, and the afternoon sun was so intense.Chu Qiao regained her composure and finally came to her senses.Her hair was soaked with sweat, sticky and damp.

Chu Qiao turned her head and looked, the roses in full bloom in the garden were so bright and warm, so bright red and fragrant.

Soon, soon, the roses will bloom to the last wave.

It will soon wither away.

After the accidental fire, Chu Qiao was no longer allowed to enter the kitchen.And her range of activities began to be limited.

Even if you go to the garden, you must be accompanied by someone.

Chu Qiao forgot how long she had not left here.

Probably, ten days.

This kind of life, although there is no sorrow, seems to be dark.

Chu Qiao didn't know when it would be the end.

And she couldn't take it anymore!

Chu Qiao was lost in thought, then went down to find her cell phone, dialed a number, "Sitian, I want to see you, right now..."

Tao Sitian was working in the company when she received the call from Chu Qiao.At first she was quite happy. Chu Qiao has a rather cold temper. Generally speaking, she would rarely contact her proactively.Calling now gave her great satisfaction.But after chatting for a few words, something was wrong, and she was very worried.Asked her what happened, but she didn't say anything, only said that she wanted to see her.

Tao Sitian told her that she was at the company, and if she wanted to see her, she could come to the company to find her.

But Chu Qiao said, "Sitian, I can't get out."

Tao Sitian was shocked, why can't she get out?

"Where are you now?" Tao Sitian realized that things might be a little serious, she asked anxiously.

"I'm in Jingyuan."

After hanging up the phone, Tao Sitian didn't care about work anymore. After packing up her things, she asked her colleagues to ask her supervisor for leave, and she left in a hurry.

At the gate of Jingyuan, Tao Sitian was stopped by someone.

"Miss Tao, I'm sorry, but the miss doesn't see you today."

"Why no visitors? Chu Qiao asked me to come, if you don't believe me, go ask her!"

When the man heard this, he was also embarrassed, so he had no choice but to ask.

Chu Qiao was already waiting for Tao Sitian, and said to the person who came to pass the message, "I asked her to come, please come in!"

"But miss, sir..." The man was embarrassed and refused to let him go.

Chu Qiao said, "He only said that I need permission to go out, but he didn't say that my friends are not allowed in. What? Can't my friends come in to see me?"

The man replied, "Wait a moment", and made a gesture to call for instructions.

Chu Qiao frowned, she didn't know what the result would be.

After a while, Xiaomei came with Tao Sitian, "Miss, Miss Tao is here."

Chu Qiao immediately looked up, joy bursting out in her eyes.

In fact, in the past few years, Tao Sitian rarely came to Jingyuan.After all, Chu Qiao is already married, so it is often inconvenient.Only this time, when Tao Sitian received a call from Chu Qiao, she was shocked but also really worried.

When the two met, they were very excited.

Chu Qiao was delighted, as if seeing a starlight in the night sky.

Tao Sitian took her hand, and asked anxiously, "Chu Qiao, what did you say on the phone? Why can't you go out?"

I didn't make it clear just now, I only knew that I was anxious, so I hurried over.Now that they met each other, doubts arose in their hearts.

Chu Qiao lightly held Tao Sitian's hand, she was so helpless, and she didn't know what to say.

After a while, Chu Qiao hesitated and said, "Sitian, I don't know what to do."