The whole world just wants you to love me

With Chu Qiao's cautious appearance, under the dim light, her whole body seemed soft, which made Mo Zhengyan's heart suddenly soften.

He closed the door and changed into his slippers, "I've eaten."

"Oh." Chu Qiao responded.

Mo Zhengyan changed his slippers, then walked straight towards her.Chu Qiao watched him approaching step by step, she froze for a moment, only felt a burst of alcohol smell from his body, she couldn't help frowning, "Have you been drinking?"

"Drink a little."

"I'll go and make you a cup of honey water, honey can soothe the hangover, right?" Chu Qiao said immediately, and then she was about to enter the kitchen.

But in an instant, he was pulled back by Mo Zhengyan.Chu Qiao only felt a tightness around her waist. His arm was holding her waist so firmly. The palm of his hand was so hot that the temperature was transmitted directly through the clothes, making her feel that her skin was about to burn. "You Sit down for a while, I'll go..."

"Don't be busy." Mo Zhengyan stopped her in a low voice, he hugged her and refused to let her go.He lowered his head and asked in her ear, "Chu Qiao, do you hate me?"

Chu Qiao pursed her lips, she was stunned for a moment.

If he asks her if she likes him, chances are she can't and won't answer.But he asked her if she hated him, and the answer was the only one and yes——

Chu Qiao shook her head, so eagerly.

How could you hate him.

"Then prove it to me." Mo Zhengyan said suddenly in a low voice, so determined, and then he held her face in his hands, and his lips fell down again.

Chu Qiao's body froze completely, his kisses were soft and itchy, leaving a string of peck marks.Then gradually, it became urgent and fierce.He restrained her with one hand, flung off his coat with the other hand, and then tore open the collar of his shirt.

"You..." Chu Qiao was also anxious, which made her even more at a loss, "Don't be like this..."

"Chu Qiao, prove to me that you don't hate me." Mo Zhengyan kissed her lips while speaking.

"Well—" her words were all swallowed up in his kiss, and the scorching breath occupied her domineeringly, again and again.

Chu Qiao gradually became weak, Mo Zhengyan hugged her, and fell directly to the wall.The smell of alcohol entered her body through her lips and saliva, Chu Qiao became a little dizzy, and her cheeks flushed even more.His hands moved around her body, stroked her slender waist, and then reached her soft breasts, lingering and lingering on the buds.

"Mo Zhengyan..." Chu Qiao stared blankly, as if her body didn't belong to her, so uncomfortable.

Mo Zhengyan silently kissed her, and then those kisses landed on her neck, imprinting countless bruises on that fair skin again, causing Chu Qiao pain and heat.He started to tear off her clothes, grabbing a corner, and was about to pull them off.

But at this moment, the tearing sound came to her ears and Chu Qiao was dumbfounded. The man's big hands were still wandering wantonly on her body, making her trembling body tense. She suddenly couldn't restrain herself, and then began to push him away. , "I don't—don't!"

Mo Zhengyan acted as if he hadn't heard of it, but continued to tear her clothes, using a more brutal force than before, his kiss went all the way down from the neck, as if he would not stop until it was thorough.

Chu Qiao opened her eyes, her expression was a little distracted and terrified, and she even started to resist hysterically.

"I don't want it! Let me go! Go away!" The scolding sound at that moment was extraordinarily loud and stern, and even the power that erupted in an instant was huge, pushing Mo Zhengyan away all at once. opened.

Mo Zhengyan stared at her, his handsome face was expressionless, but not stained with lust.

Chu Qiao panicked, her thoughts went blank, and then she suddenly turned around and was about to run outside the apartment.

"Pa—" Chu Qiao's hand touched the handle, but someone behind her stretched out her arm and completely pressed the door, preventing her from opening it at all.

"Bang bang bang bang!" Chu Qiao kept opening the door, but she couldn't.

Mo Zhengyan pressed her shoulder, and Chu Qiao suddenly yelled, "Ah—"

"Don't touch me!" Chu Qiao yelled, but Mo Zhengyan's face became angry and even more gloomy, "Who is it!"

Chu Qiao was already in a state where she couldn't help herself, she couldn't hear at all, but Mo Zhengyan refused to let her go, holding her shoulders with both hands, forcing her to look at him, and shouted sharply, " Chu Qiao!"

After he drank like this, Chu Qiao was taken aback for a moment, and then slowly seemed to come back to her senses.She looked at him like this, her eyes were full of shock.

"Who the hell!" Mo Zhengyan yelled, so cold and stern, his movements were no longer gentle, and the hands holding her shoulders were also hard.

Chu Qiao's originally terrified face showed more fear, "Let me go!"

"Tell me! Who is that man! Chu Qiao!"

"I don't know, I don't know!"

Facing his questioning, Chu Qiao fell into another frantic but helpless posture, beating him feebly to resist him, and gradually, due to lack of physical strength, she leaned against the back of the door and fell to the ground.No matter what, Mo Zhengyan couldn't ask a result, Chu Qiao could only curl herself into a ball.Mo Zhengyan lowered his head and saw such a thin and delicate Chu Qiao.

Mo Zhengyan's body moved suddenly, he squatted down in front of her, he stretched out his hand hesitantly, and embraced her in his arms.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here."

He hugged her lightly and comforted her until he felt her gradually calm down.

"Chu Qiao, no matter what happens, you have to tell me." Mo Zhengyan helped her up from the ground, lowered his head and asked, "Who is the man who hurt you?"

Chu Qiao's mood, which had just calmed down, was disturbed again. After being helpless and crazy, she clenched her teeth, and then raised her head suddenly. It was an irritable mood that had never been seen before, such anger, "No!"

"How can I help you if you don't tell me?"

"I said no! I don't need your help! I don't need it! I don't need you to care about me!" She yelled several times in a row, and then pushed him away violently.

Mo Zhengyan was afraid that she would be hurt, so he let go of his hand without restraining her.

Chu Qiao broke free from him, then ran wildly and rushed into her room.

After a sound of footsteps, accompanied by the sound of locking the door, it finally stopped in silence, and there was no more sound.

Mo Zhengyan was silent for a while, then went to the sofa and sat down.He took a cigarette and smoked it, sucking it hard, straight into his chest cavity.

It's a brutal process.

Just to prove the possibility of his speculation.

And the result of the proof made him so heartbroken.

That night, Chu Qiao couldn't sleep.After a night of silence, the whole person also calmed down.But she found that she couldn't face it, couldn't face him.When she woke up in the morning, she didn't even want to see him, because she didn't know what expression to use to meet him when she saw him.So, before he got up, Chu Qiao thought about leaving first.

When passing the living room, Chu Qiao saw countless cigarette butts in the ashtray on the coffee table.

That must have been left by him last night.

Chu Qiao frowned, a little suffocated in her heart, hesitated for a while, she wrote a note, and then left the apartment.

As soon as Chu Qiao left, Mo Zhengyan in another room also opened the door.In fact, he hardly slept all night.

Mo Zhengyan stood at the door, looking at the empty apartment.His gaze inadvertently swept across the coffee table, and he saw the note paper pressed under the ashtray.

Mo Zhengyan walked over and picked it up to have a look.

I saw the delicate handwriting and only a few numbers on it.

--I'm going out.

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In Jingyuan in September, the roses bloomed to the last wave.The arrival of Mr. Mo surprised all the servants in the garden.Because since Miss left, Mr. Mo never came back.Jingyuan, which lost Ms. Chu Qiao and was abandoned by Mr. Mo, is like a complete cold palace, so unattended, so deserted.

But the servants in the garden are still cleaning it every day.

On this day, Mr. Mo suddenly appeared, which surprised everyone.

Mo Zhengyan came to the side hall and said, "Where's Uncle Wang?"

"Sir, I'll call him at once."

Uncle Wang is the steward of Jingyuan, and he was once the steward of the Chu family. It can be said that he has stayed in this garden for a lifetime, and he has a long way to go.Originally, Uncle Wang was pruning flower branches with the gardener in the garden. As soon as someone reported that Mr. Mo had arrived and was looking for him, Uncle Wang immediately went to the side hall.

"Sir." Uncle Wang walked up to him and called out in a low voice.

Mo Zhengyan sat upright on the mahogany chair, and he asked calmly, "Uncle Wang, how many years have you been in this garden?"

Uncle Wang didn't know why Mr. Mo suddenly mentioned this, and he didn't think much about it, he just said, "It's almost 30 years."

"30 years, so long." Mo Zhengyan replied in a deep voice.

"Yes."

"Then you have been here since the day Chu Qiao was born." Mo Zhengyan said again.

"Yes, when Miss was born, I was already in Jing Yuan." Wang Bo said.

"Then you must know what happened to the Chu family, don't you?" Mo Zhengyan suddenly froze and stared at him.

Uncle Wang was taken aback, "This..."

"Uncle Wang, please tell me what happened to Chu Qiao back then." Mo Zhengyan said decisively, staring at him almost in an affirmative tone.

Uncle Wang was filled with emotion for a moment, he hesitated, "Sir, what happened back then is over, I think..."

"It's already passed?" Mo Zhengyan's eyes sharpened again, "Then do you know that Chu Qiao has remembered it until now? Uncle Wang, tell me everything you know, please don't worry, I just want to I know the truth of the matter. Of course, if you don’t want to tell, I won’t force you. However, I think I can ask Chu Qiao himself.”

"No! Sir, please don't ask Ms. Chu Qiao!" Uncle Wang was anxious, and he immediately shouted.

Mo Zhengyan looked at him silently, his eyes were waiting for him to tell the truth.

Originally, Uncle Wang didn't want to talk about it, because what happened back then was a taboo, and he was afraid it would make the young lady sad, so Father Chu changed all the servants who didn't know about it back then, except for Uncle Wang.Only Uncle Wang knew what happened back then.

"Miss Chu Qiao..." Uncle Wang trembled, his eyes flushed with pity, but also shocked and angry, "She...she was kidnapped before..."

When Mo Zhengyan opened his deep eyes, his mind seemed to explode, but his expression was calm.Because long before he came to Jingyuan, he was already mentally prepared.Just listening to Uncle Wang's narration, the past events made his forehead burst out with veins, and he unconsciously grasped the arm of the wooden chair so tightly that he wanted to crush it.

"After that, the lady stayed at home for a long time, and she also studied at home instead of going to school. After trying many methods, the lady slowly returned to her previous appearance. I saw that the lady would laugh, it's really good I am happy, Miss was young. She loved to laugh..." Uncle Wang talked about the past in a low voice, but he also omitted a lot of the process, skipped the recovery process, and skipped the story of her coming out of the shadows. The arduous process made Mo Zhengyan feel so tight in his chest, as if he had been punched hard.

"Where are the two criminals?" Mo Zhengyan's eyes were filled with a bloodthirsty light.

"He was shot dead on the spot," Uncle Wang replied.

"Sir, please don't ask Miss about this matter, she has already forgotten, she has already forgotten..." Uncle Wang's voice was choked up.

Mo Zhengyan didn't speak for a long time, and after a long while, he gave a dull "En".

He called Uncle Wang back and just sat quietly in the side hall.

That year Chu Qiao was only ten years old.At such a lively and youthful age, how could such a young Chu Qiao experience such a thing.She should grow up carefree, she should live in sunshine, she should be safe all the time.

Mo Zhengyan's mood became confused at this moment, and he suddenly remembered his temptation last night, she was so scared, he knew her fear all along.Thinking even more of that night, when he possessed her like crazy, how scared she must have been, she had already begged him, but he still didn't let her go.In fact, he should have noticed a long time ago, noticed that something was wrong with her.

Which woman would be so repulsive?

Which woman would be so strong?

Chu Qiao, Chu Qiao.

Mo Zhengyan's mind was gradually full of Chu Qiao's figure, and it all occupied him.There was a deep, deep thought in his heart, he suddenly wanted to see Chu Qiao's face, not knowing where she was at the moment, wondering if she was smiling at the moment.He wanted to see her so much, now, immediately, immediately, but then he thought again, what would he say after he found her?

Mo Zhengyan, what are you going to say to Chu Qiao again?

He had never had such hesitation and hesitation before, he would be so at a loss, he dared not go forward.

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This whole day is originally Sunday, a day of doing nothing, no need to go to work, a day where you can be lazy and sleep, and a day where you can stop worrying about work.There are many people on the street, men, women, young and old, all of whom are unfamiliar faces.And in this hustle and bustle, there is a figure, slowly, slowly walking with the crowd.No one noticed her or cared about her.It's just that when passing by her, he still pays attention to it.

That woman has long hair that hangs down, black and straight.Under the sun, it is shining brightly.

There was no expression on her face, she was so indifferent.

Passers-by just take a look and don't think too much about it. This world is inherently independent, everyone is an individual, no one has anything to do with anyone, and no one needs to care about anyone else.

Chu Qiao walked quietly, she didn't know how long she walked, and she was aimless.

After walking for quite a while, Chu Qiao's feet were also sore. She stopped, and suddenly saw a father and son in front of the crowd. The father was holding the child, looking happy.The child held the ice cream in his hand and licked it in small bites, with an innocent and sweet smile on his face.Chu Qiao suddenly thought of her father, she wanted to find him.

Chu Qiao immediately stopped the taxi and went to the nursing home where her father was.

The nurse in the yard saw her coming, and immediately welcomed her in with a smile, "Miss Chu, your father is doing well recently..."

Chu Qiao thanked her and walked into the ward.

Sure enough, Father Chu was still the same, but his mental state was not bad.

Chu Qiao walked over, her steps were so hasty, so fast, she squatted down in front of her father, she held his father's hand, and just murmured, "Dad... I'm not afraid... really I'm not afraid at all..."

Father Chu laughed, as if he was praising her, she is a good boy.

……

It was about six o'clock when she left the nursing home, and Chu Qiao went back to the city by car alone.And at the end of the day, she was back in that uptown, that apartment building.When going upstairs, Chu Qiao was apprehensive. She was not afraid, but just worried. She didn't know if he was angry or if he would not be there anymore.

Chu Qiao opened the door with the key, and when she inserted the key into the hole, she felt suffocated.

She thought he must be gone, he must not be here.

But I didn't expect that in an instant, the light from the living room pierced into the eyes, so dazzling.Chu Qiao was taken aback for a moment, then pushed the door open.

Where there is darkness, there is no one.

Looking over, I saw him sitting on the sofa, as usual, watching TV.

What was playing on the TV, but Chu Qiao couldn't hear it.

Mo Zhengyan turned his head and saw her, he stood up instantly.Such a scene was as if she was yesterday, and time seemed to turn backwards.

Chu Qiao didn't know what to say, she stood at the entrance, neither making a sound nor stepping forward.

This time, it was Mo Zhengyan who spoke first, "I'm back."

He just said such a sentence, which made her feel at ease, and made her feel an unprecedented peace, as if all her uneasiness had dissipated because of his words.She opened her mouth softly, and then said, "Well, I'm back."

Suddenly, I thought of that song.

The song I once loved.

——Leave the fragrance to the years, there is no lighthouse on the other side, I still look around.

——It was dark and grayed hair, holding my torch tightly.

—He came to me and said to myself.

--I'm not afraid.