alien heir
Chapter 127 Give Me One More Time
The news of the engagement between Cheng Yuan and Wen Jing, although the parties were very low-key, it was a major event in the eyes of many caring people, or in other words, it was a major event that people could not see through.
Before, many people speculated that the reason why Cheng Yuan was able to win the favor of the Austen Group was because he had an affair with one or even two of the two actual masters of the group, the two princesses. The Austen Group can lend money to Cheng Yuan, and also give Cheng Yuan such advanced technology and products, and then forcibly turn Cheng Yuan, who is a small man, into a hot big man.
I can't help but others think so. If you just do business with Huaguo and value the Huaguo market, then the Austen Group has too many more effective methods, and there is no need to do it through Cheng Yuan. After all, the Austen Group is now mastering the technology On the other hand, it is someone else asking for his share, so he can make a good gesture, and he doesn't need to engage in an agent trick.
Cheng Yuan's identity is easy to check. In the eyes of everyone, his details are as innocent and simple as white water. Not to mention the secret agents at home and abroad, even ordinary reporters can check everything about him from childhood to adulthood. Chaotian, and no matter how you look at it, Cheng Yuan doesn't seem like a person with great ability or great value.
Ordinarily, it is impossible for a person like Cheng Yuan to have an intersection with the two princesses of the Austen Group. The only intersection, or the traces that everyone can find, is the record of Cheng Yuan's trip abroad. It is agreed that this is Cheng Yuan's super shit luck, he met the two princesses who are light and simple, and then aroused the favor of the two princesses, and since then he has soared into the sky.
However, if it was just a one-time acquaintance, it is unlikely that the Austen Group will spare no effort to support it. Therefore, at least from the perspective of the majority of media reporters.There is only one explanation for this situation, that is, in the process of Cheng Yuan getting acquainted with the two princesses, some bloody plot similar to "Roman Holiday" happened, which made someone of the two princesses There was an ambiguous relationship with Cheng Yuan, or love, and only this reason could explain all the unreasonable situations.
It is not just the media reporters who have this kind of thinking, even the secret service agencies of various countries, including Hua Guo, have similar speculations, but now Cheng Yuan suddenly reported that he was engaged to a woman from Hua Guo.It is equivalent to breaking the previous rumors.
To be honest, apart from causing more topics in the media, this matter does not pose much trouble to the government agencies of various countries, because what they value is the result.In fact, although Cheng Yuan announced his engagement to Wen Jing, Cheng Yuan's influence on the Austen Group has not weakened much. He still has a lot of voice in the Austen Group, so Cheng Yuan's power has not changed.The attitudes of various institutions towards him will not change. As for whether he is engaged or not, and who he is engaged to, it is not a big problem.
but.From a young age, after Cheng Yuan and Wen Jing got engaged, Shen Guofang became the biggest beneficiary.Because when the two of them announced their engagement, Cheng Yuan offered to lend Shen Guofang a huge sum of one billion yuan for turnover.With this money, not only can all the debts be paid off, but also a lot of money can be left over.It is completely possible for the company's business to continue to develop.
However, after hearing the news, before Shen Guofang could do anything, her creditors, whether they were regular banks or private financial companies, all sent people to congratulate Wen Jing and Cheng Yuan on their engagement. , also said that the payment of Shen Guofang's previous debts can be extended, and that she can continue to lend to Shen Guofang, so that she does not have to worry about funds at all.
It was only after this incident that Shen Guofang realized how powerful her son-in-law is. He has reached the point where he doesn't need real money, just one action, one statement, can affect the existence of the flow of billions of dollars.
This seems normal to Cheng Yuan. After all, Cheng Yuan does not talk about the Austen Group behind it now, but his own personal assets on the surface, such as the Arrow Motor Company, and the charity fund that supports education in poor areas After all, the total assets are conservatively estimated to exceed tens of billions of dollars, not to mention the special care of the Huaguo government, so just taking care of Shen Guofang's restaurant is not a big deal at all.
In any case, because of Cheng Yuan's insistence, and because Shen Guofang was tired of being pressed for debts by banks and financial companies, he accepted Cheng Yuan's one billion loan, and then used nearly [-] million to repay the debt, and the rest With the funds, while carrying out certain renovations for the Chunjiang Building, it also purchased a nearby four-star hotel with decent returns——Jianghai Hotel.
Although Cheng Yuan didn't feel too cold about this behavior of the future mother-in-law, he didn't take the initiative to stop or make suggestions. After all, although he hadn't been in contact with her for a long time, he knew that Shen Guofang was very assertive and arbitrary in doing business. people.In other words, you can lend her money, but it is really hard to change her mind, or investment strategy, at will.
Therefore, although Cheng Yuan didn't think there was any future for the hotel industry, anyway, he didn't plan to get back the money he borrowed, so he let Shen Guofang toss about it, and it was considered filial piety.Moreover, although the profit of the hotel industry is not as good as it used to be, if it is well managed, it might be a good business with a steady flow of water. At least it will allow Shen Guofang to have something to do and not be so boring.
In Cheng Yuan's view, compared with this little money, the rapid development of his relationship with Wen Jing is the most worthwhile thing.
Originally, Cheng Yuan and Wen Jing's engagement this time was just to continue to sing a fake show, or to be more precise, it was to let Shen Guofang put down his face and accept Cheng Yuan's help.However, after the actual engagement ceremony, Wen Jing and Cheng Yuan's contact became closer and closer.
At the very least, with the identities of fiancée and fiancé, we can have a meal together, chat, watch a movie and go shopping when we are free. On the surface, falling in love with a normal couple is fine. difference.
What Wen Jing thinks, Cheng Yuan still doesn't quite understand, but from his own point of view, he is indeed caught in an unprecedented love.
Although Cheng Yuan once dated a girlfriend, that is, his ex-girlfriend Li Qianqian, but that situation is actually more of a way of life. No matter before, during or after the relationship, Cheng Yuan has never Never really liked Li Qianqian, or in other words, never really loved a woman.
so.Shameless perhaps, but that's the way it is.Because Cheng Yuan's relationship with Li Qianqian at the beginning was just because Cheng Yuan felt that everyone could still live together, it was just an inertial choice.That's right, being able to live without desperately wanting to be with her.
Just because he didn't care much, after the breakup, Cheng Yuan was not so sad, not so sad, it was not because of his cold personality.It's because he really didn't put much real emotion into it.
As for later, even though he had skin-to-skin relationships with both Fania and Emma after he had an adventure, that kind of relationship, to be honest, is more of a habitual behavior after his status has been raised, a purely for solving physical problems. The action required, more carnal than emotional, to put it bluntly, to Emma and Fania.He just regarded it as a subordinate with an intimate relationship, and didn't put any real feelings into it.
Men are different from women. Most men always look at emotion and lust separately.That is.Similarly, after a sexual relationship, women may pour their feelings into it, but men may not.
For many men, having sexual intercourse with a woman.It does not necessarily mean that the man has accepted the other party emotionally, and a woman who has not had sexual relations is likely to be the real harbor of the man's heart.
If you put aside morality and responsibility.From the perspective of human beings, most men are indeed such creatures. In a society, the higher the status and power of a man, the stronger his power to break through morality and responsibility, and the less restraint he is subject to. The easier it is to inspire this seemingly irresponsible, but actually contradictory nature.
The same is true for Cheng Yuan, although he has always been gentle, courteous and humble, with a classic good man's attitude, but in fact, he has always been a small man in the past, without too much power, but now he has become stronger, Although he still maintains a lot of traditional concepts, this does not prevent him from looking at feelings and sex separately.
From Cheng Yuan's point of view, he has never been so infatuated with a woman as he is now since he was a child, and he has never felt a sweet and happy feeling from the bottom of his heart even just thinking of her.
In other words, the relationship between him and Wen Jing is like fully fermented wine, which begins to emit that mellow fragrance, so that in Cheng Yuan's eyes, Wen Jing's every move, every frown and smile is so much. Fascinating, so much beautiful, so much intoxicating.
This is the feeling of liking someone, the feeling of truly falling in love with someone.
In the past, Cheng Yuan never experienced this feeling, but now, he truly experienced it, even if it came a little late.
It was precisely because he fell into this unprecedented love that Cheng Yuan changed a lot when dealing with some things.
For example, the relationship between him and Emma and Fania has become more and more distant, or in other words, it has become more and more business-like. Everyone has completely become a business-like relationship between superiors and subordinates. The intimacy of ml in Li never happened again.
For another example, in terms of daily behavior, he is no longer the way he used to be who pays close attention to everything, and races against time to lead his subordinates to run forward. He slowed down his pace, started to delegate more authority, and gave more freedom to the subordinates, while he himself put more energy into talking about love with Wen Jing.
Of course, although Cheng Yuan fell in love, he has not lost his head yet, at least he will not say what should not be said as a joke, but still hide the deepest secret, that is to say, when he is with Wen Jing, only Talk about romance and family life, but never mention anything about your work.
As the saying goes, a slap can't make a sound, and the same applies to feelings.
What is passionate love?That is, both parties must have feelings, and both parties must pay. In other words, if Cheng Yuan is only hot, the word passionate love will not appear.
In fact, although Wen Jing has always maintained her singleness, she is a woman after all, a woman who is both physically and psychologically normal.
A good girl is afraid of pestering her husband, let alone a good-looking man like Cheng Yuan, who has a very good personality and a successful career.
For Cheng Yuan, Wen Jing actually couldn't tell what she felt. At first, she only regarded Cheng Yuan as a friend, but at that time, Cheng Yuan was far behind her in all aspects.Simply put, it looks like it is not as good as itself in all aspects.
Although Wen Jing doesn't seem to be the kind of person who has high demands on men's careers, it doesn't mean that she doesn't like men with careers and status.
In this day and age, just like the face, figure and personality are the biggest attractions for women, for men, their career and status are their main attractions.If a man has a career and status, and at the same time, his personality is not too bad, and his appearance is not bad, he is definitely the most sought-after item in the eyes of women, as long as he is not mentally abnormal.I'm afraid not many women would dislike it.
Wen Jing said that she doesn't have high requirements for a man's career, but she just said that her focus on a man is not his career first, but his personality. In this respect, Cheng Yuan is undoubtedly very qualified.
Then, Wen Jing is usually used to being alone, and is not used to getting along with another person, especially a man, but.This situation can also be gradually changed.For example, get in touch with Cheng Yuan more, eat more meals, and chat more often.After watching a few more movies, this sense of isolation will become weaker and weaker.
Although, this kind of contact is still a relatively superficial behavior, and it does not enter the more private contact space.But just like this, Wen Jing felt very comfortable with Cheng Yuan, at least not annoying.This is enough.
The so-called embankment of a thousand miles is destroyed by ant nests, and the same is true for emotional embankments.
If Wen Jing in the past still had a gap in her heart that prevented her from falling in love with men, then after getting in touch with Cheng Yuan these days, she has slowly opened her heart to Cheng Yuan.Although it hasn't reached the point where Cheng Yuan has already ignited the fire of love, but at least, he doesn't hate being with Cheng Yuan.
However, Wen Jing's last layer of emotional defense finally collapsed in an accident.
This accident did not happen so vigorously, it just happened during a walk after dinner between Cheng Yuan and Wen Jing.
That day, the sky was still a bit dark, there were no stars, and there was no light rain. The two of them walked slowly along the road. Suddenly, Cheng Yuan asked Wen Jing: "We , is this considered love?"
"Huh?" Wen Jing was obviously stunned by this question, "What did you say?"
"I mean, are we falling in love like other couples like we are now?"
"Ah? We, aren't we pretending?" Wen Jing said, "It's all pretending, have you forgotten?"
"Of course I haven't forgotten." Cheng Yuan smiled, "However, if it's a fake, we have also done the engagement ceremony and lent the money to your mother, so my task is supposed to be completed. But, since then, Don't you think the two of us are getting in touch more and more frequently, and talking more and more?"
"We can talk, isn't it because we are friends?"
"Friends? That's right, but we were friends before, but we haven't interacted so frequently." Cheng Yuan smiled, "Look, we often call and chat now, tell each other's feelings, and often talk to each other Eating together, often watching movies together, and even walking aimlessly on the road like this, hmm, these things seem to have exceeded the boundaries of friends, should it be done by couples?"
"This... who said that friends can't do these things?" Wen Jing said softly.
"Yes, maybe friends can do the same." Cheng Yuan smiled and nodded, "But, at least in my heart, I don't treat you as an ordinary friend, but as a woman. Or Say, actually I..."
"Don't, don't say it!" Wen Jing suddenly covered Cheng Yuan's mouth, but soon felt uncomfortable, she took her hand away, and said in a panic, "Don't say it, say it, just, just...it is very likely that we You can't even be friends."
"Isn't this deceiving yourself?" Cheng Yuan smiled again, and continued to ask, "I don't think I'm an emotional idiot. Through these days of contact, I feel that you also have a good impression of me, so why can't we pretend to be real? , become a real couple? What are you afraid of? Or, what are you scruples about?"
"Don't force me." Wen Jing shook her head, "Give me some time."
"Time, time." Cheng Yuan sighed, "If you don't plan to open your heart, what's the use of time? I really want to know what is preventing you from expressing your true feelings, or what it is , is blocking your and my further development."
"Okay." Wen Jing gritted her teeth, "Since you insist on asking, then I will tell you. However, you must swear that you are not allowed to tell others."
"I swear." Cheng Yuan raised his hand.
"Actually, I, when I was a child, was molested once." Wen Jing said in a low voice.
"obscene?"
"Yes." Wen Jing nodded slowly, "That was when I was in the first grade of junior high school. My physical education teacher always touched me with excuses in physical education class, which annoyed me. Then, once I jumped a wooden horse. I was injured at the time. The teacher took the initiative to carry me to the infirmary, and then, just, carried out further obscene and assault on me there."
Frowning, Cheng Yuan continued to ask: "Then what happened later? Did he, that guy, succeed?"
"No!" Wen Jing shook her head, "Although I was young at the time, I wasn't stupid. Naturally, in this case, I yelled and picked up the pencil sharpener that I carried with me, cutting the other party's arm."
"...and then what?" Cheng Yuan continued to ask.
"And then, because of this incident. The teacher was hospitalized, and he beat him up, saying that his kindness was not rewarded, and that I was crazy and hurt others. As a result, many people believed that physical education teacher at that time, and they didn't believe me. Instead, they wrote it down for me. A big mistake!"
"No. Is it true or not?" Cheng Yuan asked in surprise, "Why is this happening?"
"Because there were only me and the physical education teacher at that time, there was no third party present, so we could only listen to our opinions." Wen Jing said, "At that time, the physical education teacher was a soldier who was transferred from a job and was already married. , my wife is also a teacher and has a daughter, who is recognized as a good person; and I, who have been mischievous since junior high school and play truant all day, are recognized as a bad boy. Furthermore, if a teacher molested a student and was retaliated against, The reputation of the school will also be affected, but if the students go crazy and hurt others, the impact will not be so bad. Therefore, after this incident, everyone selectively believed in him and did not believe in me. They hurt people with knives, and said, if you are a good student, who would carry a knife with you."
"Indeed." Cheng Yuan nodded, "When we were in middle school, it was really possible for this kind of thing to happen. By the way, what happened after that?"
"Later, my mother believed in me, so she arranged for me to transfer to another school." Wen Jing shook her head, "But at that time, including my mother, we generally didn't pay much attention to the psychological counseling of students in our country. That is to say, after that incident, I did not receive timely psychological counseling. Therefore, since then, I have been very repulsive to men, and it is always difficult to get in close contact with men, because it will make me feel disgusted and fearful , It will give me goosebumps all over my body. Even though I grew up later, studied psychology by myself, and became a policeman, I still couldn’t pass this level.”
Speaking of this, Wen Jing turned her head and looked at Cheng Yuan: "That's why I said, give me a little time, because I can still accept eating and chatting with ordinary friends like you, but once, once we, we want to , If you want to go further, that, if you have intimate contact, I, I really can't accept it."
"So that's the case." Cheng Yuan nodded, "It seems to be a psychological shadow. Hey, you should have told me earlier, so that I won't have unrealistic fantasies about you."
"I, I'm doing psychological counseling." Wen Jing gritted her teeth, "You know, since I met you, I have taken the initiative to go to a psychologist and do psychological counseling, which I never dared to imagine before. because I would find it embarrassing."
"Actually, you don't have to be like this." Cheng Yuan shook his head, "Although I do like you, I don't want to force yourself because of me. I don't want to be so selfish. Of course, don't worry, I will readjust myself from now on I won’t do anything that bothers you anymore.”
"No!" Wen Jing held Cheng Yuan's hand for a while, let go again, shook her head and said, "That's not what I mean, I mean, I mean... In short, give me a little more time, okay, I, I... If I were to say, I didn't think there was anything wrong with it before, but now, I, I want to try it out and try to change it."
"Are you pushing yourself so hard for me?" Cheng Yuan frowned.
"Not only for you, but also for myself." Wen Jing said firmly, "Because, because I want to take this opportunity to become a real woman again, a qualified woman." (To be continued...)
Before, many people speculated that the reason why Cheng Yuan was able to win the favor of the Austen Group was because he had an affair with one or even two of the two actual masters of the group, the two princesses. The Austen Group can lend money to Cheng Yuan, and also give Cheng Yuan such advanced technology and products, and then forcibly turn Cheng Yuan, who is a small man, into a hot big man.
I can't help but others think so. If you just do business with Huaguo and value the Huaguo market, then the Austen Group has too many more effective methods, and there is no need to do it through Cheng Yuan. After all, the Austen Group is now mastering the technology On the other hand, it is someone else asking for his share, so he can make a good gesture, and he doesn't need to engage in an agent trick.
Cheng Yuan's identity is easy to check. In the eyes of everyone, his details are as innocent and simple as white water. Not to mention the secret agents at home and abroad, even ordinary reporters can check everything about him from childhood to adulthood. Chaotian, and no matter how you look at it, Cheng Yuan doesn't seem like a person with great ability or great value.
Ordinarily, it is impossible for a person like Cheng Yuan to have an intersection with the two princesses of the Austen Group. The only intersection, or the traces that everyone can find, is the record of Cheng Yuan's trip abroad. It is agreed that this is Cheng Yuan's super shit luck, he met the two princesses who are light and simple, and then aroused the favor of the two princesses, and since then he has soared into the sky.
However, if it was just a one-time acquaintance, it is unlikely that the Austen Group will spare no effort to support it. Therefore, at least from the perspective of the majority of media reporters.There is only one explanation for this situation, that is, in the process of Cheng Yuan getting acquainted with the two princesses, some bloody plot similar to "Roman Holiday" happened, which made someone of the two princesses There was an ambiguous relationship with Cheng Yuan, or love, and only this reason could explain all the unreasonable situations.
It is not just the media reporters who have this kind of thinking, even the secret service agencies of various countries, including Hua Guo, have similar speculations, but now Cheng Yuan suddenly reported that he was engaged to a woman from Hua Guo.It is equivalent to breaking the previous rumors.
To be honest, apart from causing more topics in the media, this matter does not pose much trouble to the government agencies of various countries, because what they value is the result.In fact, although Cheng Yuan announced his engagement to Wen Jing, Cheng Yuan's influence on the Austen Group has not weakened much. He still has a lot of voice in the Austen Group, so Cheng Yuan's power has not changed.The attitudes of various institutions towards him will not change. As for whether he is engaged or not, and who he is engaged to, it is not a big problem.
but.From a young age, after Cheng Yuan and Wen Jing got engaged, Shen Guofang became the biggest beneficiary.Because when the two of them announced their engagement, Cheng Yuan offered to lend Shen Guofang a huge sum of one billion yuan for turnover.With this money, not only can all the debts be paid off, but also a lot of money can be left over.It is completely possible for the company's business to continue to develop.
However, after hearing the news, before Shen Guofang could do anything, her creditors, whether they were regular banks or private financial companies, all sent people to congratulate Wen Jing and Cheng Yuan on their engagement. , also said that the payment of Shen Guofang's previous debts can be extended, and that she can continue to lend to Shen Guofang, so that she does not have to worry about funds at all.
It was only after this incident that Shen Guofang realized how powerful her son-in-law is. He has reached the point where he doesn't need real money, just one action, one statement, can affect the existence of the flow of billions of dollars.
This seems normal to Cheng Yuan. After all, Cheng Yuan does not talk about the Austen Group behind it now, but his own personal assets on the surface, such as the Arrow Motor Company, and the charity fund that supports education in poor areas After all, the total assets are conservatively estimated to exceed tens of billions of dollars, not to mention the special care of the Huaguo government, so just taking care of Shen Guofang's restaurant is not a big deal at all.
In any case, because of Cheng Yuan's insistence, and because Shen Guofang was tired of being pressed for debts by banks and financial companies, he accepted Cheng Yuan's one billion loan, and then used nearly [-] million to repay the debt, and the rest With the funds, while carrying out certain renovations for the Chunjiang Building, it also purchased a nearby four-star hotel with decent returns——Jianghai Hotel.
Although Cheng Yuan didn't feel too cold about this behavior of the future mother-in-law, he didn't take the initiative to stop or make suggestions. After all, although he hadn't been in contact with her for a long time, he knew that Shen Guofang was very assertive and arbitrary in doing business. people.In other words, you can lend her money, but it is really hard to change her mind, or investment strategy, at will.
Therefore, although Cheng Yuan didn't think there was any future for the hotel industry, anyway, he didn't plan to get back the money he borrowed, so he let Shen Guofang toss about it, and it was considered filial piety.Moreover, although the profit of the hotel industry is not as good as it used to be, if it is well managed, it might be a good business with a steady flow of water. At least it will allow Shen Guofang to have something to do and not be so boring.
In Cheng Yuan's view, compared with this little money, the rapid development of his relationship with Wen Jing is the most worthwhile thing.
Originally, Cheng Yuan and Wen Jing's engagement this time was just to continue to sing a fake show, or to be more precise, it was to let Shen Guofang put down his face and accept Cheng Yuan's help.However, after the actual engagement ceremony, Wen Jing and Cheng Yuan's contact became closer and closer.
At the very least, with the identities of fiancée and fiancé, we can have a meal together, chat, watch a movie and go shopping when we are free. On the surface, falling in love with a normal couple is fine. difference.
What Wen Jing thinks, Cheng Yuan still doesn't quite understand, but from his own point of view, he is indeed caught in an unprecedented love.
Although Cheng Yuan once dated a girlfriend, that is, his ex-girlfriend Li Qianqian, but that situation is actually more of a way of life. No matter before, during or after the relationship, Cheng Yuan has never Never really liked Li Qianqian, or in other words, never really loved a woman.
so.Shameless perhaps, but that's the way it is.Because Cheng Yuan's relationship with Li Qianqian at the beginning was just because Cheng Yuan felt that everyone could still live together, it was just an inertial choice.That's right, being able to live without desperately wanting to be with her.
Just because he didn't care much, after the breakup, Cheng Yuan was not so sad, not so sad, it was not because of his cold personality.It's because he really didn't put much real emotion into it.
As for later, even though he had skin-to-skin relationships with both Fania and Emma after he had an adventure, that kind of relationship, to be honest, is more of a habitual behavior after his status has been raised, a purely for solving physical problems. The action required, more carnal than emotional, to put it bluntly, to Emma and Fania.He just regarded it as a subordinate with an intimate relationship, and didn't put any real feelings into it.
Men are different from women. Most men always look at emotion and lust separately.That is.Similarly, after a sexual relationship, women may pour their feelings into it, but men may not.
For many men, having sexual intercourse with a woman.It does not necessarily mean that the man has accepted the other party emotionally, and a woman who has not had sexual relations is likely to be the real harbor of the man's heart.
If you put aside morality and responsibility.From the perspective of human beings, most men are indeed such creatures. In a society, the higher the status and power of a man, the stronger his power to break through morality and responsibility, and the less restraint he is subject to. The easier it is to inspire this seemingly irresponsible, but actually contradictory nature.
The same is true for Cheng Yuan, although he has always been gentle, courteous and humble, with a classic good man's attitude, but in fact, he has always been a small man in the past, without too much power, but now he has become stronger, Although he still maintains a lot of traditional concepts, this does not prevent him from looking at feelings and sex separately.
From Cheng Yuan's point of view, he has never been so infatuated with a woman as he is now since he was a child, and he has never felt a sweet and happy feeling from the bottom of his heart even just thinking of her.
In other words, the relationship between him and Wen Jing is like fully fermented wine, which begins to emit that mellow fragrance, so that in Cheng Yuan's eyes, Wen Jing's every move, every frown and smile is so much. Fascinating, so much beautiful, so much intoxicating.
This is the feeling of liking someone, the feeling of truly falling in love with someone.
In the past, Cheng Yuan never experienced this feeling, but now, he truly experienced it, even if it came a little late.
It was precisely because he fell into this unprecedented love that Cheng Yuan changed a lot when dealing with some things.
For example, the relationship between him and Emma and Fania has become more and more distant, or in other words, it has become more and more business-like. Everyone has completely become a business-like relationship between superiors and subordinates. The intimacy of ml in Li never happened again.
For another example, in terms of daily behavior, he is no longer the way he used to be who pays close attention to everything, and races against time to lead his subordinates to run forward. He slowed down his pace, started to delegate more authority, and gave more freedom to the subordinates, while he himself put more energy into talking about love with Wen Jing.
Of course, although Cheng Yuan fell in love, he has not lost his head yet, at least he will not say what should not be said as a joke, but still hide the deepest secret, that is to say, when he is with Wen Jing, only Talk about romance and family life, but never mention anything about your work.
As the saying goes, a slap can't make a sound, and the same applies to feelings.
What is passionate love?That is, both parties must have feelings, and both parties must pay. In other words, if Cheng Yuan is only hot, the word passionate love will not appear.
In fact, although Wen Jing has always maintained her singleness, she is a woman after all, a woman who is both physically and psychologically normal.
A good girl is afraid of pestering her husband, let alone a good-looking man like Cheng Yuan, who has a very good personality and a successful career.
For Cheng Yuan, Wen Jing actually couldn't tell what she felt. At first, she only regarded Cheng Yuan as a friend, but at that time, Cheng Yuan was far behind her in all aspects.Simply put, it looks like it is not as good as itself in all aspects.
Although Wen Jing doesn't seem to be the kind of person who has high demands on men's careers, it doesn't mean that she doesn't like men with careers and status.
In this day and age, just like the face, figure and personality are the biggest attractions for women, for men, their career and status are their main attractions.If a man has a career and status, and at the same time, his personality is not too bad, and his appearance is not bad, he is definitely the most sought-after item in the eyes of women, as long as he is not mentally abnormal.I'm afraid not many women would dislike it.
Wen Jing said that she doesn't have high requirements for a man's career, but she just said that her focus on a man is not his career first, but his personality. In this respect, Cheng Yuan is undoubtedly very qualified.
Then, Wen Jing is usually used to being alone, and is not used to getting along with another person, especially a man, but.This situation can also be gradually changed.For example, get in touch with Cheng Yuan more, eat more meals, and chat more often.After watching a few more movies, this sense of isolation will become weaker and weaker.
Although, this kind of contact is still a relatively superficial behavior, and it does not enter the more private contact space.But just like this, Wen Jing felt very comfortable with Cheng Yuan, at least not annoying.This is enough.
The so-called embankment of a thousand miles is destroyed by ant nests, and the same is true for emotional embankments.
If Wen Jing in the past still had a gap in her heart that prevented her from falling in love with men, then after getting in touch with Cheng Yuan these days, she has slowly opened her heart to Cheng Yuan.Although it hasn't reached the point where Cheng Yuan has already ignited the fire of love, but at least, he doesn't hate being with Cheng Yuan.
However, Wen Jing's last layer of emotional defense finally collapsed in an accident.
This accident did not happen so vigorously, it just happened during a walk after dinner between Cheng Yuan and Wen Jing.
That day, the sky was still a bit dark, there were no stars, and there was no light rain. The two of them walked slowly along the road. Suddenly, Cheng Yuan asked Wen Jing: "We , is this considered love?"
"Huh?" Wen Jing was obviously stunned by this question, "What did you say?"
"I mean, are we falling in love like other couples like we are now?"
"Ah? We, aren't we pretending?" Wen Jing said, "It's all pretending, have you forgotten?"
"Of course I haven't forgotten." Cheng Yuan smiled, "However, if it's a fake, we have also done the engagement ceremony and lent the money to your mother, so my task is supposed to be completed. But, since then, Don't you think the two of us are getting in touch more and more frequently, and talking more and more?"
"We can talk, isn't it because we are friends?"
"Friends? That's right, but we were friends before, but we haven't interacted so frequently." Cheng Yuan smiled, "Look, we often call and chat now, tell each other's feelings, and often talk to each other Eating together, often watching movies together, and even walking aimlessly on the road like this, hmm, these things seem to have exceeded the boundaries of friends, should it be done by couples?"
"This... who said that friends can't do these things?" Wen Jing said softly.
"Yes, maybe friends can do the same." Cheng Yuan smiled and nodded, "But, at least in my heart, I don't treat you as an ordinary friend, but as a woman. Or Say, actually I..."
"Don't, don't say it!" Wen Jing suddenly covered Cheng Yuan's mouth, but soon felt uncomfortable, she took her hand away, and said in a panic, "Don't say it, say it, just, just...it is very likely that we You can't even be friends."
"Isn't this deceiving yourself?" Cheng Yuan smiled again, and continued to ask, "I don't think I'm an emotional idiot. Through these days of contact, I feel that you also have a good impression of me, so why can't we pretend to be real? , become a real couple? What are you afraid of? Or, what are you scruples about?"
"Don't force me." Wen Jing shook her head, "Give me some time."
"Time, time." Cheng Yuan sighed, "If you don't plan to open your heart, what's the use of time? I really want to know what is preventing you from expressing your true feelings, or what it is , is blocking your and my further development."
"Okay." Wen Jing gritted her teeth, "Since you insist on asking, then I will tell you. However, you must swear that you are not allowed to tell others."
"I swear." Cheng Yuan raised his hand.
"Actually, I, when I was a child, was molested once." Wen Jing said in a low voice.
"obscene?"
"Yes." Wen Jing nodded slowly, "That was when I was in the first grade of junior high school. My physical education teacher always touched me with excuses in physical education class, which annoyed me. Then, once I jumped a wooden horse. I was injured at the time. The teacher took the initiative to carry me to the infirmary, and then, just, carried out further obscene and assault on me there."
Frowning, Cheng Yuan continued to ask: "Then what happened later? Did he, that guy, succeed?"
"No!" Wen Jing shook her head, "Although I was young at the time, I wasn't stupid. Naturally, in this case, I yelled and picked up the pencil sharpener that I carried with me, cutting the other party's arm."
"...and then what?" Cheng Yuan continued to ask.
"And then, because of this incident. The teacher was hospitalized, and he beat him up, saying that his kindness was not rewarded, and that I was crazy and hurt others. As a result, many people believed that physical education teacher at that time, and they didn't believe me. Instead, they wrote it down for me. A big mistake!"
"No. Is it true or not?" Cheng Yuan asked in surprise, "Why is this happening?"
"Because there were only me and the physical education teacher at that time, there was no third party present, so we could only listen to our opinions." Wen Jing said, "At that time, the physical education teacher was a soldier who was transferred from a job and was already married. , my wife is also a teacher and has a daughter, who is recognized as a good person; and I, who have been mischievous since junior high school and play truant all day, are recognized as a bad boy. Furthermore, if a teacher molested a student and was retaliated against, The reputation of the school will also be affected, but if the students go crazy and hurt others, the impact will not be so bad. Therefore, after this incident, everyone selectively believed in him and did not believe in me. They hurt people with knives, and said, if you are a good student, who would carry a knife with you."
"Indeed." Cheng Yuan nodded, "When we were in middle school, it was really possible for this kind of thing to happen. By the way, what happened after that?"
"Later, my mother believed in me, so she arranged for me to transfer to another school." Wen Jing shook her head, "But at that time, including my mother, we generally didn't pay much attention to the psychological counseling of students in our country. That is to say, after that incident, I did not receive timely psychological counseling. Therefore, since then, I have been very repulsive to men, and it is always difficult to get in close contact with men, because it will make me feel disgusted and fearful , It will give me goosebumps all over my body. Even though I grew up later, studied psychology by myself, and became a policeman, I still couldn’t pass this level.”
Speaking of this, Wen Jing turned her head and looked at Cheng Yuan: "That's why I said, give me a little time, because I can still accept eating and chatting with ordinary friends like you, but once, once we, we want to , If you want to go further, that, if you have intimate contact, I, I really can't accept it."
"So that's the case." Cheng Yuan nodded, "It seems to be a psychological shadow. Hey, you should have told me earlier, so that I won't have unrealistic fantasies about you."
"I, I'm doing psychological counseling." Wen Jing gritted her teeth, "You know, since I met you, I have taken the initiative to go to a psychologist and do psychological counseling, which I never dared to imagine before. because I would find it embarrassing."
"Actually, you don't have to be like this." Cheng Yuan shook his head, "Although I do like you, I don't want to force yourself because of me. I don't want to be so selfish. Of course, don't worry, I will readjust myself from now on I won’t do anything that bothers you anymore.”
"No!" Wen Jing held Cheng Yuan's hand for a while, let go again, shook her head and said, "That's not what I mean, I mean, I mean... In short, give me a little more time, okay, I, I... If I were to say, I didn't think there was anything wrong with it before, but now, I, I want to try it out and try to change it."
"Are you pushing yourself so hard for me?" Cheng Yuan frowned.
"Not only for you, but also for myself." Wen Jing said firmly, "Because, because I want to take this opportunity to become a real woman again, a qualified woman." (To be continued...)
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