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155 What is love

Sure enough, after half a night, Qin Chuan put his hands behind his back, looked up to the sky and exhaled a breath of mist, and said quietly: "I remember, when I first came here, there was no Yangguan here, nor the Dunhuang Grottoes, only Lie Lie Jin The wind and the desolate sunset, at that time, no one knew that there was a Buddha."

Chen Qingzhi's heart twitched, his lips twitched, but he didn't speak. He felt strange that the words didn't seem to be meant for him.Qin Chuan turned his head back and asked, "Chen Ziyun, have you ever had a woman you love?"

Chen Qingzhi nodded.There was a burst of tenderness in his heart, and he said: "That's natural, my wife Yun Siniang is my favorite woman, we are childhood sweethearts, we are childhood sweethearts." When Chen Qingzhi said this, there was a smile on his face.Under the desolate moonlight and the cool wind, the white clothes looked extraordinarily elegant and unrestrained.

"If one day you lose her, will you find her back at all costs?" Qin Chuan asked with a sneer.

Chen Qingzhi was stunned for a moment, he couldn't figure out why Qin Chuan would ask him such an abrupt question.But he quickly nodded and said: 'Naturally, I will do whatever it takes to get her back.including my life. "

"Hmph, that's easy to say." Qin Chuan shook his head: "If you are the king of a country, but she is an ordinary person? If you love her, you will abandon your beautiful country, even you and your country You will never be restored, and you will be reviled forever?" Qin Chuan kept his eyes fixed on Chen Qingzhi's when he said this.His eyes are like a mirror, and he seems to be able to see through at a glance if he wants to evade lies.

Chen Qingzhi was really taken aback.Jiangshan, beauty.It's hard to choose between the two.Since ancient times, heroes have been sad for everyone, but the country is so beautiful, countless heroes compete!

Chen Qingzhi thought for a while, his face was still calm, he smiled and said: "If that is my fourth wife, I will still love her, choose her, and protect her. I love her, she is my everything, my country. Only in her eyes, I am everything, without her, what good is the world reputation? With her, what's the harm in the world? Only she knows me, loves me, loves me, and I give everything to get this One person, what does the world do to me?" Chen Qingzhi's eyes suddenly overflowed with tears, and he said slowly: "I came from a poor family, and my parents died when I was young. It was Si Niang who secretly saved her rations to feed me. For me, she did not give up. I went to learn female red embroidery at my daughter’s home, but the Queyang family hired a teacher for her. She studied hard during the day, but sneaked to the firewood room at night to teach me how to read. It’s easy to say, but who knows how difficult it is to do? Every day, she does this every day. After I joined the army, she refused the invitation of many high-ranking scholars and resolutely waited for my return. Do you think I would give up everything for her?"

When Chen Qingzhi shared this personal experience, Qin Chuan, who had a cold and proud face, was finally moved.This is the first time that Chen Qingzhi has told others about his difficult past, and he felt a sense of comfort after speaking.But he has always been gratified that he has a good wife and is very moved.During the Wei and Jin Dynasties, it was normal for a slightly powerful man to have three wives and four concubines, but Chen Qingzhi remained the same, which shows how deeply he respects his wife.

Qin Chuan sighed, and said slowly: "That's right, a wife is like that, what more can a husband ask for!" After speaking, he flicked his sleeves, walked towards the grottoes on the side of Mogao Grottoes, and muttered to himself: " There used to be such a woman by my side, but I didn't cherish it, and I regretted it after losing it; I must seize this opportunity and return to her, no matter how much it costs, Go to his thousands of miles of land, go to his border people, all of them are fucking stinky shit, I have worked so hard for them, but they can't wait for me to eat meat. Only she is sincere to me, me, Why am I so confused, I have lived my life like a dog..." Qin Chuan couldn't care less about his past grace and demeanor, he said everything, and in the end the more he said, the more excited he was, Chen Qingzhi, who was walking behind him, listened Get his word.

Chen Qingzhi couldn't understand what he heard, and asked curiously: "What is it that lives on a dog?" His attitude towards Qin Chuan was quite restrained before, but the conversation with Qin Chuan broke the deadlock between the two .The group had been walking for nearly four months, and it was the first time that he and Qin Chuan had talked so much.

Qin Chuan turned his head and glared at him. Under the cold moonlight, Chen Qingzhi was overwhelmed by the aura generated by this look.This momentum is very familiar, but also very scary.When Emperor Wu of Liang killed dissidents, he often saw this murderous look in his eyes.Don't be angry.However, compared with Qin Chuan, the lethality of Xiao Yan's eyes was nothing compared to Qin Chuan's.As if being pressed against his chest by a huge mountain, Chen Qingzhi felt that he couldn't even breathe.

After Qin Chuan glared at Chen Si, he continued to walk forward, but when he turned his head, he felt a little disappointed, "Such a candidate may not be qualified for the job!" He thought to himself, but he stopped talking.

"This is Tianwei!" Chen Qingzhi secretly said in his heart: "Who is this Qin Chuan?" After a moment of astonishment, Chen Qingzhi wiped off the cold sweat from his forehead and did not make a sound, but he was very uncomfortable in his heart.For the first time in his life, he felt a deep dislike for the so-called Tianwei, "Why should I be afraid of you!" Chen Qingzhi clenched his fists and shouted in his heart: "Next time, I will make you look good!"

During the daytime, there are many people, and it is very lively here. In each grotto, there are either faithful men and good women paying homage to the Buddha, or merchants praying for the blessing of the Buddha and praying for a safe journey to the west. These people are also very generous in giving, so Mogao Grottoes With the support of these funds, the number of grottoes is increasing day by day.But at night, it was very quiet and unusual.Most of the monks here live in the north of the Mogao Grottoes and visit the Buddha, and the south is the Buddha Cave, which is full of murals, Buddha carvings and scriptures.

Qin Chuan didn't know that Chen Qingzhi resisted his arrogance in his heart, walked into a spacious grotto, and looked up at an oncoming Buddha statue.It was a statue of Sakyamuni sitting on a lotus. The Buddha held the seal of the Buddha in his hand and smiled, calm and serene, as if he had understood all the secrets between the heaven and the earth, and he was greatly enlightened.Looking at the Buddha statue, Qin Chuan couldn't help sighing, with a demented look on his face.After a long while, he asked: "Chen Ziyun, do you know that there are eight sufferings in Buddhism, and which eight sufferings are they?"

Chen Qingyi was taken aback, he didn't expect that Qin Chuan would want to test him on these things.You know, since the Wei and Jin Dynasties, the society has been in turmoil. The literati and poets have all their talents and learning, but most of them have no way to serve the country. When they are discouraged, they specialize in studying Buddhism and Taoism, talking about metaphysics, and entrusting their spirits in vain in order to seek relief. , so the social atmosphere has this color.Even if Chen Qingzhi has never eaten pork, he has seen pigs running, not to mention that he is a well-educated person.

So, Chen Qingzhi cleared his throat, and said quietly: "Life has eight sufferings, namely birth, old age, sickness, and death; separation from love, resentment and hatred, failure to seek, and prosperity of the five yins."

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