213: I give you happiness. His voice was soft, but it floated in her ears, and it didn't go away for a long time.

She suddenly understood the nonsensical questions he asked before, but how did she answer him?She did say that he was old, but she was really not very sensible at that time...

There are some things that she will never know if he doesn't tell her.

It turned out that he was as worried as she was, and had the same sense of insecurity, especially when he said "what can I do if you regret it", her heart felt like a sharp weapon stabbed her, and she felt a sudden pain .

Do you regret it?

She asked herself the same...

There was a little bit of it before, but now after listening to him say these words, that feeling has disappeared without a trace, leaving only a full heartache.

He is bad!

When she went through an arduous ideological struggle and agreed that she was not the one he loved the most, he came to tell her that he loved her very much, and her heart was suddenly confused again.

Qin Feng felt her eyelashes tremble a few times, brushing against his palm, tickling.

Then, the hand touched a piece of damp heat.

she cried!

He was startled suddenly, not knowing whether to be happy or worried, he hastily pulled his hand away, held her face and pressed his lips to her eyes, whispering softly: "Don't cry! Listen to me... this morning I saw your father and elder brother, they have already told me what happened in the past few years, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have scolded you before, it was my fault..."

Xue Bing grabbed his arm in shock, with tears still on his face, and asked anxiously, "He, did they find you?"

"……Um."

"I was missing for a day yesterday, they must be in a hurry..."

"Then why didn't you say it when I asked you?"

"I……"

Xue Bing turned her face to wipe her tears, but she didn't want to tell him. She just didn't want him to know what she had experienced in the past few years. She would rather let him misunderstand than let him know that she didn't love her enough when she thought he didn't love her enough. He could barely survive, what a shame!

"Don't want to know what they all said to me?"

Xue Bing sniffed and focused his expectant eyes on him.

Qin Feng was not in a hurry. He rubbed her hair and put all the loose strands behind her ears. Her hair was still the same as before, black, straight, and shiny. It was hard to put it down.

But she got impatient and urged, "Speak up!"

"They said... Let me let you go, not let you be with me..."

"...".

After he finished speaking, the silent one became Xue Bing. She knew it would be the result. Her father and brother persuaded her more than once not to be stupid again. Apart from Qin Feng, there are still many men worthy of her love, such as Qi Tianlei...

she knows!

Therefore, she is not surprised that Qin Feng would say that. What she is curious about now is what Qin Feng's own thoughts are. If she remembers correctly, he said yesterday that she is his person in life and his ghost in death!

She thought that he would still be as firm as ever.

However, she didn't expect him to say to her like this: "I think what they said is quite right..."

Xue Bing's heart beat violently again, and she looked at him in disbelief, so...he decided to let her go?

When he made tricks to hide her clothes and trap her in this office, she was really annoyed, thinking how to get away from here, and then stay away from him, but when he finally let go After she finished speaking, she felt that she was not feeling well, so she didn't even know what she was going to do?

Qin Feng said again: "Sometimes I also feel that you are wronged by following me, so Xue Bing... I will let you go, let you choose for yourself, and give you time to think clearly. If you are willing to stay by my side, I will definitely give you happiness! Of course...you are still young, if you find out that you loved me like that just because you were not sensible, and now you want to choose a new life, I will not stop you, I will take care of your daughter ..."

As Xue Bing listened, the sourness in his chest grew stronger.

Why does she always feel that he wants to draw a line with her? Even the issue of ownership and custody of her daughter has been discussed with her. She always feels that this is not what she wants to hear.

She heard her voice tremble, "So? You mean... I can leave anytime I want?"

Qin Feng lowered his eyes, looked at her again after a while, and said softly: "Then... If I say, I want you to stay by my side? Are you just..."

"Qin Feng, you put p!"

Seeing his cautious look, Xue Bing felt as if her heart was on fire for some reason. She pushed him away and jumped up from his arms, all of a sudden excited.It's been so long.

"Are you asking for my opinion? You think it's for me that you let me make a choice now, don't you? I hate to see you pretending to be a lover in front of me. Between us, no matter the beginning or the end The end is your decision. I have never had the right to choose. At the beginning, whether you want me or not is just a matter of your thoughts. Later... Later, you gave up on me first! So don’t think that doing this is for my own good. I can't thank you, I..."

"I never gave up on you!"

Before Xue Bing finished speaking, Qin Feng stood up from the sofa and tried to convey such a fact that she misunderstood with a volume that surpassed hers.

He told her word by word, very clearly: "From the moment I decided to be with you, I never thought of giving up on you, not even for a moment!"

"Then why did you choose Auntie?"

There was almost no gap between the two people's words. As soon as Qin Feng's words fell, Xue Bing immediately followed up and asked this question that had troubled her for many years, and made her desperate for a while, and could not let go of it.

In fact, she regretted it when she asked.

How can you ask such a question?How selfish should she be?Could it be that she really hoped that Qin Feng would choose her and give up on her aunt?That person is not some other irrelevant woman, but her own aunt!

So, even though she was holding back and couldn't breathe, she never asked.

Today, when he said to let her choose to stay, she finally asked, she didn't know how to express her feelings to him, she didn't know how to make him understand, in the relationship between the two of them , How helpless and helpless she is!

Qin Feng was obviously startled by her words.

He finally admitted that there was indeed a big gap between them in terms of experience and cognition of feelings, and he suddenly realized that she cut her face in front of him so decisively back then, and the sad cry of not seeing her until she died. for what.

After so many years, he actually only now figured it out.

Did she always think that he didn't choose her because he didn't love her?

Why, he felt that he didn't choose her because he loved her?

He breathed a sigh of relief, and said with some difficulty, "Is this why you have annoyed me for so many years? It's also because of this that you hate me so much, isn't it?"

Xue Bing turned his face away, neither looking at him nor denying him.

Qin Feng nodded, feeling that a piece of his heart had been severely gouged out, and blood was constantly oozing out.

It was so!

The two of them are like this, he thinks there are some things that need not be said, he thinks she can understand, but in fact she doesn't understand, she doesn't understand and doesn't ask, one doesn't say, the other doesn't ask, so today's situation.

They shouldn't have ended up like this today.

He closed his eyes, and couldn't help but start to fantasize, if there was no such misunderstanding, she would have finished college in four years, or they would have had a happy family with their daughter growing up together, but, there are some things, As soon as I turned around, although it was not a lifetime, I still missed so many years.

He took a deep breath, finally found a calm tone, stared at her and said, "Why didn't I choose you? It's because of your aunt. I can't leave her alone!"

Xue Bing raised his head, trying very hard to let the sourness in his eyes flow back.

She bit her lip and said stubbornly: "I know...she is the most important person to you! She has done so many things for you, and you have loved each other so much, I shouldn't have argued with her. Comparing with her...is destined to be I lost! I was overestimated and ignorant, so Qin Feng, I said... I am still grateful to you, I don't blame you!"

Annoyance flashed across Qin Feng's eyes.

She is still so stubborn!Since it's uncomfortable, why do you still say such things?She just wanted to make him feel uncomfortable, didn't she want him to have a hard time?At the beginning it was clearly an affectionate confession, why was it still angry and heartbroken at the end?

He was indeed heartbroken that she didn't understand him at all!

"Aren't you weird? If not, why didn't you even give me a chance to explain four years ago? When can you change your temper? Do you have to be so stubborn? Why can't you just stand on my side? Think about it, why would I do that?"

Xue Bing was startled, a little dazed by his grief-stricken look.

She is stubborn, she doesn't know how to think from his perspective, so what?He disliked her?

Qin Feng really can't do anything about her temperament of getting into the horns when she has nothing to do. However, he also understands that he really can't ask too much of her. In the coma, her mind and some aspects of her thoughts were the same as before.

He was relieved when he remembered that she could write typos even when writing a contract.

Forget it, don't change it if you don't change it!From the first day he knew her, he knew that she was like this. Maybe he loved her who was so straightforward and stubborn?When she changes, she won't be Xue Bing anymore...

He took another breath and sighed: "Forget it, pretend I didn't say... Since you didn't understand back then, why didn't you ask me why I chose to save your aunt first instead of you?"

ps: There is another update tonight. .

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