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301: [Xu Leyan article] Can you imagine how many men have touched me?Xu Leyan leaned on his chest, listening to his beating heart in a daze, faster and faster, more and more urgent, as violent as thousands of horses galloping past, she closed her eyes, thinking There was a roar...

Her heart was numb, her body was stiff, and she couldn't tell whether this was reality or a dream?

She has had this dream many times...

In the dream, it was either the fear and pain of that night, and when I woke up, I found that it was not a dream, so the pain was even deeper; But when I found out that it was just a dream, I was even more desperate.

As time passed, she no longer dared to even dream.

But this time, how could she feel that she smelled a familiar breath, his heartbeat and breathing sound were so clear in her ears, and her hands... He embraced her with one hand, squeezed her shoulder with the other, As if she had exhausted all her strength, as if she wanted to crush her shoulders, she shuddered from the pain and finally woke up.

Not a dream!

She broke away from his embrace slightly, and raised her head slowly. What caught her eyes was his resolute chin and side face. She could see the anger accumulated in his heart from the tight lines.

Song Yunzhe seemed to feel her gaze, and also lowered his head.

The eyes of the two met and they stared deeply at each other. They were speechless for a moment, and the tears still remaining on her face reminded him of how much she had suffered and suffered all these years.

He had never been so angry and sad.

He suddenly held her shoulders, forced her to look at him, and asked the question again, "Who is it? Yanyan, tell me, what happened? Who bullied you?"

He stared at her intently, his chest heaving violently, and he was bound to get an answer from her.

Xu Leyan also looked at him, and saw that the flames in his eyes were still burning fiercely, and his warm and jade-like face was twisted into a hideous face because of anger. He held her shoulders, and his hands were still so hard...

Xu Leyan looked at it for a long time, and suddenly her eyelashes trembled, and her blurred eyes gradually became clear, as if her soul had suddenly returned to her body. She finally fully realized what was going on now?

She told him everything?

She looked down, and found that her whole body was within his embrace, and her clothes were open, with nothing inside.

She instinctively stretched out her hand to push him away, then hurriedly gathered her clothes, and wiped a couple of hands on her face in a frantic manner. She managed to calm herself down a bit, and said in a hoarse voice: "Wh...what who? No one ..."

Song Yunzhe saw that she was alienated from him again, besides being angry, he was more distressed.

He didn't want to let her go, so when she took a step back, he took two steps forward and continued to ask: "You still refuse to tell me the truth, do you? You have to be satisfied if my heart hurts to death, right?"

At the last sentence, he almost roared out.

Xu Leyan had to look at him, and seeing his heartbroken face, she had to believe that if she was in pain, he would be in more pain than him!

However, do you have to uncover her scars and present those ugly truths in front of him?

She doesn't want to remember anymore, does he understand?

She shook her head, and said softly: "Don't ask, don't force me, don't force me..." She kept shaking her head, her small body shrank into a ball again, and she hugged herself tightly, tears burst into tears Big drops fell down.

Memories are bloody...

Seeing her like this, Song Yunzhe couldn't bear to push her anymore. He heard her heart-piercing shouts just now and his heart was piercing. If she had really experienced such a terrible thing, she must be desperately trying to forget Well, how could he have the heart to let her think about it again?

As for which bastard should kill a thousand knives, it's not too late to ask her after she calms down a little.

He sighed deeply in his heart, and took her into his arms again.

He never wanted to see her hugging him so helplessly, trembling alone. .

"Okay, I won't ask..."

She was still trembling, but luckily she didn't resist his hug anymore. He hugged her tightly, put his chin on the top of her hair, and said softly: "I really don't want to ask, and you don't want to either." Think again...it's over, it's over...it's my fault, it's all my fault! Yanyan, forgive me, it's not that I won't come back, I didn't do it on purpose..."

He spoke intermittently, and every time he said a word, his heart felt like being hit hard by a hammer, and the pain was unbearable.

He couldn't forget her cry in despair, she was calling Brother Yun Zhe, she asked him why he didn't come back?Why not come and save her?He also hated himself, why didn't he come?But he really didn't mean it.

Before he finished speaking, he felt the body in his arms tremble visibly.

He didn't know if she wanted to push him away or what, but no matter what, he would not let go again. He tightened his arms tightly and said slowly: "When our family left City A...just now At first I didn’t know why, I thought it was just my parents who wanted to send me to study abroad, but later I found out that my father’s investment failed, the company was on the verge of bankruptcy, and owed a lot of debts, even if it was bankrupt, I couldn’t pay it back. The creditor came to the door, so I had to leave... As you know before, my mother is an overseas Chinese in Malaysia, and my grandfather and uncle are also well-known figures in Malaysia. When I was desperate, my mother also suggested that I should go to my grandfather first... But my father disagreed. He always felt that even if he lived on the street, he should not rely on his wife’s natal family for a living. Because of this, they disagreed and often quarreled... We also lived a period of hiding debts and wandering around, so we couldn’t get along with each other at that time. You can get in touch. After more than two years like this, my mother still couldn't bear the hardship and went to Malaysia to find my grandfather. My grandfather was very angry. It was inevitable that he would ridicule my father, but it is impossible to let him go... Dad probably is I couldn't bear to see me continue to live such a hard life with him, so I had to accept the help of my grandfather and pay off the debts I owed. I have had a small career in Malaysia in the past few years, but think about it... like me When my father went to Malaysia under such circumstances, it is certain that he will suffer from grandpa and uncle’s eyes for a long time, especially I have a mean aunt... So, the situation is like this, my parents want to stop relying on grandpa and send them under the fence The feeling must be uncomfortable, they want to shift the focus of their business to China, and we just came back..."

He didn't hide anything from her, he told the truth.

However, after thinking about it for a while, I still didn't tell her... The whole family has been away for so many years, and it is not so easy to come back and develop. It just so happens that my father has a project to cooperate with Su Hui's father. If it succeeds, it will undoubtedly be for the future. paved the way.

That's why the elders of the two families tried their best to match him and Su Hui...

He thought about it, but he still didn't say it out. From the very beginning of this marriage, they were singing a one-man show, and he had never participated in it, let alone in the future.

After he finished speaking, he didn't dare to look at her expression and reaction, and continued: "In those years...after I settled down in Malaysia, I looked for you, but I couldn't find it. I came back, but I heard that your father's company went bankrupt, and the house your family lived in has also changed owners. No one knows where you went. I have been looking for you for a long time, and I have never given up..."

At that moment, Xu Leyan admitted that her heart was shaken.

I haven't had this kind of warm feeling for many years.Body and chest.

She just felt warm in her heart, her nose was sore, and she felt that she would never have any regrets in this life.

It's not that she hasn't complained before, why is she breaking her promise?Why leave her alone when she is most helpless?After hearing what he said, her heart was full of satisfaction and emotion.

enough!

No matter how miserable she was, there was at least one person who cared about her so much. When she recalled it later, at least it wasn't all miserable, but also had a little warmth.

That's the only way, right?

How else could it be?They did not lose to others, but to fate. The passing of that year may have already destined them to part ways in this life.

After being silent for a long time, Song Yunzhe still couldn't wait for a word from her, and couldn't be sure what was in her heart. He couldn't help feeling a little anxious, and hurriedly lowered his head, holding her face with both hands, looking for her eyes...

"Yanyan..."

He called her softly, as if exhausting all his tenderness, Xu Leyan slowly opened her eyes, unable to resist his tenderness at this moment, her face was wet, her eyes were also wet, and there were still hanging on her eyelashes. tears.

However, she finally mustered up the courage to stare at his face—a face she loved so much!

She saw that his brows were slightly wrinkled, and there were countless distress and pain in his eyes. He slowly leaned over, kissed her trembling eyelashes gently, and then her face... She closed her eyes again. She closed her eyes and didn't resist anymore, until he was about to kiss her lips, she turned her face away and let him miss it.

"Do you know how dirty I am?"

She opened her mouth suddenly, with a calm expression on her face, but just after she finished speaking, the tears that had just been kissed dry by him surged again, and she didn't know that she had so many tears that she couldn't finish them.

She looked at his face and continued: "Do you know how dirty I am? Can you imagine... How many men touched me that night? I have been in Chaoge for the past few years, and you know how much my body has been touched? Have you ever hugged and touched a man? I don't even know how dirty it is, I just know... no matter how I wash it, it won't be clean..."

Song Yunzhe froze suddenly.

ps: Woo 7e okay!I have been a stepmother once, and I just want to say that Xue Bing and Qin Feng are a beautiful fairy tale, not everyone can be so lucky, Yanyan, I feel so sad, how will Brother Yunzhe react?