Monks

Chapter 320 Nerves

There is also an incense burner in front of the grave, and there is some incense dust and dust in it, and the surface has been blown away by the wind. 26nbsp;

Zhang Ai knelt on the word Hongwu, which was written by the master Zhenru, who was telling him that this is the tomb of your parents.

The tomb was built in the far north of Tianlei Mountain, a clearing in a jungle.Zhang was afraid of flying back to Tianlei Mountain, so he searched the forest inch by inch, and was finally found by him.It can be seen that the maintenance is not bad, it should be really like the head of the house.

Ten miles to the west of this tomb, there is another solitary tomb with a tombstone, Yuying's Tomb.The state of maintenance is similar to that of her parents' cemetery, and the woman who fought with the head of the sect was buried inside.Now that both of them have gone to another world, I don't know if they will fight together again when they meet again.

The leader felt guilty, but Zhang was afraid but forgot.He felt more and more that he was a bastard. Is there such an unfilial bastard like himself in the world?Kneeling in front of the tomb blankly, his mind was in a mess.

The little pig and the little cat sensed that he was in a bad mood, and obediently lay on the left and right, staring at Zhang fearfully.

This kneeling lasted for seven days and seven nights, but the little pig and kitten also forcibly resisted their character and stayed with them for seven days and seven nights.

On the eighth day, I got up to tidy up the lonely grave, removed the grass sprouts that had grown up, and condensed a piece of water mist to clean it.Fly to the town to buy a lot of joss paper money for offering melons, pears, peaches, chickens, ducks and fish.After so many years in the world, Zhang feared seeing his parents for the first time.

The offering is the spirit fruit, spirit, flesh and spirit wine from the Five Spirits Paradise. In order to avoid troubles caused by the leakage of the spirit energy, some formation flags were sprinkled around the tomb, and a simple protective circle was set up to isolate the spirit energy.

He wants to dedicate the best to his unimpressed parents.

Sitting for another seven days, drinking wine facing the grave every day, getting drunk and waking up, not knowing what to do.Piglets and cats are easy to pass away, throw a few herbs, and they will be content to accompany them to keep their filial piety.

By the way, I cleaned up the grave of Yuying, who was even more unfamiliar, and put some ordinary melons and fruits, and then went back to her parents' grave and continued to get drunk.When parents are buried together, they can be regarded as a companion.

These days, I am afraid that Zhang has never stopped thinking about why he came to this world, why he cultivated, and what can he do?

There is a process of self-cultivation, starting with qi refining is the beginning. This qi refining, in simple terms, is to make people forget their feelings and to break away from dusty thoughts.If you want to practice great success, you have to become a selfish, cold-blooded animal.

In the past, Zhang feared that he had no objection to this. He became an orphan not long after he was born. This is what his master taught and what he saw. He thought it was a normal thing.But a brief dream in the pool woke him up, I have parents, why do I have to break up my family relationship to practice?What is the use of such practice?What good is it to live alone for a thousand years like a tortoise?

He was not very obsessed with cultivators in the first place, but now his mind was 'disordered', and he felt fearful about his future.Fighting, killing, robbing and snatching like others, looking for a cave to meditate every day?It might as well be a tortoise, at least you can toss about in the river and sea at will, and have no desire to be at ease with the situation.

The most people in the world are ordinary people. I am afraid that I will remember the old man Zhang’s family I met a long time ago. The family lived together and worried about some money. They didn’t show much love and sweetness to each other, but the family affection was You can really feel that maybe that kind of life is real.And what the practitioners are trying their best to pursue is nothing but a beautiful dream?

He couldn't figure it out, so he decided to go out to find the answer.Kowtow respectfully, leave respectfully, and walk to an unknown place.

If it were someone else, it would definitely not be like him.Zhang Tianfang is heartless, he doesn't recognize his parents or not at all, there is nothing he cares about in the world.Bukong is a Buddhist, he has cultivated to forget love and love, and he cares for the world indiscriminately out of the persistence of Buddhist thoughts. His love is boundless.Fang Jian is smart, knows exactly what he is after, and his heart is like a rock, and he will not waver when he is idle.Only Zhang Fear is a master who has grown up inexplicably. He was timid and afraid of being alone, because he was afraid of being alone in his bones, so he met many people by chance. The heart is alive.

But such a person killed infinitely, with blood on his hands.He is not afraid of killing, he thinks it is the right thing to do, what he is afraid of is facing the fact that he killed in cold blood, he has killed many people before, and will kill more people in the future.He pitied the people he killed, and even more pitied himself for going to kill.

My mind was too 'messy', so I changed out of the Fushen robe, put on a coarse bunt shirt, and took a long journey along the way with a pig and a cat in my arms.He didn't know where he was going, he didn't know what he was looking for, he just wanted to go.

There is a group of children in a certain town, seven or eight and a half children, dressed in rags, usually do some sneaky things to support themselves.One day, I ran into Zhang Ai who was walking in a daze, holding a cute pink pig in his arms.In their eyes, it is a delicious roast 'suckling' pig.Kittens are not edible and are ignored.

A group of children were working in division, they were fighting, bumping into Zhang Ao, Zhang Ao dodged easily.Two children ran up from behind, grabbing a lot of stones and throwing them over, but Zhang was afraid to dodge again.A flatbed truck suddenly appeared on the side of the road and ran into it quickly, Zhang was afraid to dodge again.Seeing his dexterity, a group of children exchanged glances, gave up using tricks, and directly grabbed him.A group of half-grown children crazily rushed towards Zhang Fear, but he dodged easily.

Zhang Ai looked at the children blankly and asked, "What do you want to do?"

The leading child said unreasonably and domineeringly: "If you hurt my brother, you will lose money, no, you will pay the pig."

Zhang Ai said calmly, "You can't afford it."

The leading child sneered: "Who said we should raise it?"

Afraid Zhang suddenly understood that ordinary people like to kill, so he asked the child, "If you don't raise it, what are you going to do?"

"Kill and eat meat." A child said quickly.

Zhang was afraid to look at these children carefully, to appreciate the most real and simple truth in the world, the law of the jungle preys on the strong, and your survival will trample on the lives of others.Throw an ingot of gold to them: "Take it to eat meat, don't bully others, you will be caught."

"It's nothing to be caught. It's better to have food and drink than to fight with wild dogs all day long." Most of the children were injured, and it was obvious that they were often beaten and caught.

"What if you offend people who shouldn't be offended and get beaten to death?" Zhang Ai asked curiously.

"It's no big deal if you die. Haven't you heard the master talk about reincarnation? Be a beggar in this life and be an emperor in the next life; haha." A group of children looked away.

"So what about being an emperor?" Zhang was afraid to think of Song Yunyi's father, Song Quan, the former emperor of the Great Song Dynasty. Just an unlucky housekeeper.

He was ridiculed by the half-grown child: "I don't understand if I tell you, let's go, go eat meat, hey, do you want to eat?" This child is still kind.