infinite death

() "Zhu Jue, you can't stop this medicine." The attending doctor, Dr. Zhang, said as he flipped through a stack of medical records that were so crumpled that it was almost impossible to tell what color the cover was.

The young man sitting across from Dr. Zhang showed surprise on his rather delicate face. He immediately stood up and pulled off the hospital gown on his upper body, revealing a stitched scar about ten centimeters long on his back waist. Said: "Old Zhang, look at my wound is almost healed, why can't I be discharged from the hospital?"

"Our Second Hospital tmd is a psychiatric hospital. Even if you grow a new kidney, you won't be able to get out of the hospital!" Dr. Zhang seemed to be really unable to bear the young man named Zhu Jue, "You said you behaved a while ago They are all so good, why did they suddenly dig out their own kidneys and eat roasted kidneys when they were about to be discharged from the hospital? Isn’t this causing trouble for our hospital? Do these messy things later. Do you know how many people have lost their year-end bonuses, and even deducted two months of wages because of letting your patient come into contact with sharp weapons!"

Zhu Jue sat on the chair again, touched his chin and said to Dr. Zhang: "Isn't it just that I lack a kidney? I have a strong kidney function, and these days I use Viagra every day to exchange six flavors with Lao Hu from the third ward." After eating Dihuang Wan, it has almost been replenished, so it’s not a big deal at all.”

"Where the fuck did you get Viagra from the Second Hospital, and where did Lao Hu get the Liuwei Dihuang Pills! And what's the use of Lao Hu's Viagra in the Jing Mental Hospital!" Dr. Zhang snapped Looking at the table in front of him, he said that he was only in his 30s. Although he was only the attending doctor of a psychiatric hospital, taking this position at this age can be regarded as young and promising, but because the young man in front of him, originally A head of thick black hair, the hairline is almost receding to the ears, and I don't know how many hairs are graying on the sideburns, usually from worry, half from anger.

Zhu Jue boredly picked up a mechanical pencil in the pen holder in front of Dr. Zhang, and began to press it non-stop. Within two seconds, a pencil lead was pushed out by him, and then he spoke from the back again. The lead core was stuffed in, then pressed up, and said at the same time: "Isn't Lao Hu just trying to regain his glory..."

"Old Hu tmd is a woman, but she has gender cognitive impairment and split personality. What kind of glory do you want her to revive! Are you trying to prevent her from being released from the hospital!" Dr. Zhang grabbed Zhu Jue and played with her He held the pen, then pulled the entire pen container over and stuffed it into the drawer of the desk, "Also, it wouldn't be too much for a dangerous mental patient of your level to put you in a restraint uniform, how dare you take it?" I am playing with my pen, do you still want to force me to deduct my bonus!"

"Who stipulated that women can't take Viagra?" Zhu Jue was snatched from the pen, so he took out a pair of scissors from his arms out of boredom, and began to cut his hair facing the mirror on one side, "Maybe she takes Viagra." Eating, I really changed my sex, and I will become a man at that time. If a man thinks he is a man, he is not considered to be a gender cognitive disorder. The disease will not be cured, and it will not be a matter of minutes to be discharged from the hospital. And , your hairstylist here is too bad, he can only cut cropped hair, I always think that flowing long hair is more suitable for my current romantic style with fluttering white clothes."

"Where did you get these scissors!" Doctor Zhang's face immediately turned livid. The guy in front of him cut out his left kidney with a scalpel that he didn't know where it came from last month, and then used an old knife to cut out his left kidney. Paint buckets, newspapers, and bamboo sticks on the mat in the lounge set up a barbecue stove, and ate his kidneys as roasted kidneys.What is even more unbelievable is that his technique was extremely skillful and flexible. With his back facing, he used a mirror to cleanly cut open his lower back, took out the kidney, and then he stopped the bleeding, sewed up the wound, and even gave him an injection. Antibiotics and anesthetics are useless. Of course, there is no way to stop the bleeding and suture yourself after using anesthetics.

The ability to perform organ removal surgery on oneself is simply sensational. Even top surgeons, it is estimated that no one can do it under such circumstances.And his reason turned out to be that he was hungry in the hospital and wanted to eat roasted kidneys, but mentally ill patients could not leave the hospital, and the meals in the hospital did not provide roasted kidneys, so he had to do it himself.

Doctor Zhang, who snatched the scissors, looked around with a green face, and after making sure that no one outside the office saw the scene inside, he took a long breath and stuffed the scissors into the drawer.

"I wish you! Can't you be more peaceful? For a patient like you who has a tendency to self-harm, as long as he comes into contact with a sharp weapon, it will be a major liability accident for our entire treatment team. Because of what you did last time, there are still people who doubt us. The hospital abuses mental patients and engages in illegal human organ trading. Our dean is still giving reports and explanations to the above... tmd until now, few people are willing to believe that there will be people who can test their own kidneys and eat them. If I didn’t see it with my own eyes, I wouldn’t believe it!” Doctor Zhang kept wiping the cold sweat on his forehead, he felt that if he continued to act as Zhu Jue’s attending doctor like this, he would lose at least ten years of his life, and he only regretted that other doctors had no one. Willing to accept Zhu Jue... Although sometimes he thinks Zhu Jue is quite useful.

"You...you didn't complain about how to use scissors to cut short hair into long hair, are you still Lao Zhang!" Zhu Jue showed a shocked expression.

"...Zhu Jue, did you really take the medicine I prescribed for you recently?" Dr. Zhang resisted the urge to strangle the young man across from him, "Should you be supervised by a nurse?"

"I've been taking it all the time." Zhu Jue twitched, as if recalling the taste of the medicine, "It's just a little sour, so I always want to eat garlic."

"Sour! No..." Doctor Zhang suddenly looked puzzled, "Could it be that the medicine has expired? I didn't take much kickbacks to use inferior medicine."

"It's none of your business." Zhu Jue leaned over and patted Doctor Zhang on the shoulder, "It's just that when I passed by the dispensing room last time, I felt that my digestion was not good recently, so I changed all my medicines into Jianweixiaoshi tablets and vitamin c, my stomach is much more comfortable these days. So don’t worry, your kickbacks are fine, and I can feel at ease after taking medicine.”

"I'll kill you bastard!" Doctor Zhang really wanted to take out the scissors from the side drawer and stab the guy in front of him to death, and then pretended that Zhu Jue committed suicide because of illness, anyway, that guy had a history of self-harm .

However, Dr. Zhang resisted the impulse in the end. After all, he would encounter this kind of situation two or three times a month on average, and he was barely used to it. I don’t know that his temperament has become better and better during this period. Still accumulating anger and preparing to perish in silence without erupting in silence.

"Okay, Lao Liu, let's not talk about anything else." Zhu Jue spit on his hand a few times, then stroked his crew cut, trying to pull out a mohawk hairstyle, but unfortunately, his hair is too short , I couldn’t come up with a shape, “Just tell me when I will be discharged from the hospital.”

"Originally, you could leave this year, but after doing this, I'm afraid you won't be able to leave in three to five years, and you have to make sure that you won't commit any crimes again during this period." Doctor Zhang had long wanted to send Zhu I feel that he has been discharged from the hospital, but letting this guy go out now would seriously endanger society.The Second Hospital is not a hospital for the treatment of severe mental illness patients. The patients there are basically mental patients who are not harmful to society and are relatively easy to cure. Therefore, the management is not so high-pressured and rude. Then with a little personal freedom, you can basically be discharged from the hospital within one or two years.

The problem is that Zhu Jue caused too much trouble, but the other hospital was unwilling or afraid to accept the transfer to the intensive care hospital. After all, Zhu Jue was already a patient who had been reported in the newspaper and was suspected of being persecuted by the hospital. Some time ago, some reporters wanted to I wanted to interview Zhu Jue, but the hospital stopped me. It's a pity that I don't know where I got the news. Zhu Jue still got a suit and sat in the reception room all afternoon, ready to talk to the reporters. Let’s talk about life and the current world situation. Because he was not wearing a hospital gown, the security guards and nurses didn’t even notice. They thought he was a visitor in the reception room. Finally, he found out Zhu Jue when he checked the bed at night. He was gone, and he was found after organizing more than a dozen people to search from room to room.If Zhu Jue really wanted to escape that time, he probably did.

"Three to five years is too long!" Zhu Jue said with a dissatisfied look, "At that time, my children will probably be able to make soy sauce."

"Where the hell did you come from a hospitalized mental patient!" Doctor Zhang felt that his self-cultivation was really getting better and better. If he was replaced by his previous self, it would be absolutely impossible to just complain about it.

"Isn't that the nurse Xiao Li? She is my future mother." Talking about the nurse Xiao Li who has been giving herself injections, Zhu Jue showed a deep expression. Her face looks pretty good, but she is short. Point, but the pair of sea mimi on the chest, praise!

"Fuck! You won't really fall for her! She is the daughter of Chief Physician Li, and she is my immediate boss. Do you want to make me lose this job!" Speaking of Zhu Jue, even though he is mentally ill , but the face is absolutely nothing to say, it may be a little too much to say that he is a handsome man, but it is not a compliment, and no one can predict what he will do, if he really has sex with a certain nurse Well, Dr. Zhang didn't think that was too unexpected, because even more unexpected things had happened before.

"Old Zhang, why are you saying this so badly? What do you mean by getting involved!" Zhu Jue glanced at Doctor Zhang contemptuously, "I feel that Xiao Li has always looked at me wrongly, and I wonder if she is trying to collect me. Every three or five self-relaxed toilet paper balls are used for artificial insemination, and then they try to become the mother of my future child."

"You are fucking mentally ill, who can see that you have good eyes!" Dr. Zhang shook his head, knowing that he was serious again, but after hearing the words of artificial Jing just now, he remembered to find Zhu Jue What is it for? Then he stood up quickly, gave up his chair and said, "By the way, I almost forgot about it. I finished watching the few movies you downloaded for me last time. You should help me this time." Next, I will say a few more good things in your medical comments in the future."

"Old Zhang, you are good enough. Last time I helped you use the hospital's Gigabit broadband to download more than [-] g of movies. You finished watching it so quickly, and you are diligent enough." Zhu Jue said and sat down Sitting on Doctor Zhang's leather chair, I turned on the computer, "I still have a lot of Liuwei Dihuang Wan left, how about some supplements?"

"Fuck me! It's not like I often work overtime in this damn place because of your things. I can't even see my wife's face a few times a week. I just hope to watch some movies to cultivate my love. What do you think of me? Perverted?" Dr. Zhang leaned on the armrest of the chair and said, "Quick, this time there are more uncensored, more than half of the films last time were uncensored, and I was so depressed watching it."

"Just thinking about watching infantry movies, Lao Zhang, you are too vulgar. Cavalry movies are the real essence. The level is too low, the level is too low." After saying these words, Zhu Jue opened the browser, and just opened Suddenly, a dialog box popped up, "Old Zhang, have you visited websites other than the address I gave you again, your computer will not be infected with viruses again."

That dialog box says "Do you want to understand the meaning of life? Want to really... live? yes no"

"Oh, there's an ellipsis, it's artistic enough to be a virus." After saying this, Zhu Jue decisively clicked...no.