blood of vietnam war

Chapter 91

The nurse came after a while, and she seemed to have lost her previous anger. She put down a plate in front of the bedside table and brought a box of porridge to me, then handed me a pair of chopsticks and said, "Eat it while it's hot. There are only some pickles, this is Vietnam, and the conditions of our hospital are not good...how about I go get you another box of canned food..."

"Don't, don't..." I hurriedly stopped, "I'm tired of eating that canned food on the battlefield!"

In fact, it's not that I'm tired of eating it, but I'm afraid that when I eat it... I will think of the smell of corpses and blood on the battlefield again.

"Don't worry!" I poured the hot porridge into my hungry stomach, and said vaguely: "I won't be unreasonable like those people. War is war, and it has nothing to do with you! You are also fighting for the country. To contribute, to serve our wounded..."

"Hey!" The nurse sighed, and said thoughtfully, "Actually, they...are not unreasonable, it has something to do with the injury! If you lose a leg or half an arm, you will feel uncomfortable! It's normal to get angry..."

Hearing this, I couldn't help being taken aback. I thought she would take advantage of the opportunity to send me a lot of complaints and pour out a lot of bitterness. I was already ready to accept these bombings. I never thought that she would say such a thing. In a word, he would be so considerate of others.

"How often does this happen to you?" I asked.

"Yeah!" The beautiful nurse nodded, looked at me with absent-minded eyes, and said, "Today, it's not too bad. What we fear most is that we are going to die. We won't be able to catch a few people. Usually, they treat us like hell." Beating and scolding. Think about it, they even want to die, how can they manage so much, and lose their temper when things go wrong. But people like you are still..."

When he said this, he suddenly stopped talking, his expression became unnatural again, and he didn't know where to put his hands.

"I'm sorry!" I explained, "I was a little confused and didn't know what I was doing!"

What I said was kind of true. At that moment, I was only thinking about how to pick up girls in modern times, and brought all the modern habits with me, and I didn't notice that the times are different...

"Yeah!" The beautiful nurse blushed and nodded, accepting my apology.

Then he asked as if remembering something: "Did you really kill a lot of devils like they said?"

I nodded, and my expression became serious following this topic: "I don't know how many enemies have been killed, and I can't count them. I only know that there are only a dozen or so of us who came back alive! In a few days, there are only a dozen or so people left in our company of more than 100 people!"

"Sacrificing so much..."

"I'm afraid it's not enough!" I smiled wryly: "We have recruited two new recruits, and it seems that only our company has sacrificed more than 100 people!"

"The beating was terrible!" the beautiful nurse said sadly, "If their family members knew... how sad they would be!"

As she spoke, the circles of her eyes turned red unconsciously.

Seeing this, I couldn't help being taken aback. She is so different from the girls I know. Modern girls are not as compassionate as her. Most of them consider whether they have money, whether they have a car, and whether they can Can't have fun, can she show off in front of other girls... She is more innocent and sincere than other people, maybe this is the difference between the two eras!

"What are you looking at?" When she found that I had been staring at her, she seemed a little flustered, blushing and said while arranging the lunch box, "I'm leaving, there are still many wounded waiting for me! You should rest and drink more Water, you can go for a walk when you’re bored, but don’t leave the village, it’s not safe outside…”

"That's right!" She turned her head and smiled when she was at the door: "My name is Zhang Fan, Zhang Fan from Zhang Fanqi, you can call me Xiaofan!"

"Zhang Fan, Xiao Fan! Good name..."

For some reason, I suddenly felt a sense of guilt, and I always thought of Chen Yiyi, as if I felt sorry for her.I don't know where the problem is, this has never happened in modern times!

"Hello, comrade!" While I was lying sideways on the bed and thinking wildly, an old military doctor in dirty white clothes and a stethoscope hanging around his neck appeared in front of me.

He pushed the thick glasses on the bridge of his nose, looked at the medical record in his hand, and said to me: "You are Comrade Yang Xuefeng! Your condition is mainly caused by wound infection and high fever, but it has been brought under control now. May I ask if you still have any medical records?" Is there anything else uncomfortable?"

"I... can I be discharged from the hospital?" To be honest, I was looking forward to it, not to go to the battlefield, but to meet Chen Yiyi, and to see the soldiers under him...

"Not so fast!" The military doctor touched my head casually to test my body temperature, and said, "I understand the condition, your fever may recur, at least rest for a few days and wait for the wound to heal before we see the situation! "

"Then...can you let me go back to the army to recuperate?" I said, "There are health workers in the army too? You can also give me injections and change my medicine?"

The old military doctor misunderstood me, thinking that I was eager to fight, his eyes were full of approval, but he still shook his head and said, "I mean little comrade! It's very different to recuperate in the battlefield than in the hospital. There is a high possibility of reinfection in the camp... Besides, the superior said you are a battle hero, and told us to take good care of you..."

I smiled wryly and shook my head.

The old military doctor asked suspiciously: "Do you have an opinion on what I said?"

"No problem!" I replied, "It's just that I'm not a combat hero! We are forced to fight on the battlefield!"

"Forced?" The old military doctor looked at me in disbelief when he heard the words: "You were forced to go to the battlefield by your superiors with a gun?"

"I wasn't forced by my superiors!" I replied, "I was forced by the enemy. If I don't kill the enemy on the battlefield, the enemy will kill me! Why do we need this hero? He can't be eaten or be a hero. Covered, we just want to save our lives!"

The old military doctor couldn't help being taken aback, nodded silently and said nothing more.

In fact, what is for the motherland, for the people... These great principles are all false. Those who have really been on the battlefield know that at the moment of fighting the enemy, they think very simply in their heads, that is to kill the enemy and survive !

After eating and drinking enough, I naturally felt drowsy. With waves of drowsiness rushing to my forehead, I shrank my head into the bed and fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up again, it was already night, and a kerosene lamp was already lit in the room, and the light illuminated the whole ward redly. I don’t know when there was an extra infusion bottle at the foot of my bed. , the white liquid is being continuously fed into my body along the transparent rubber tube...

Seeing this, I couldn't help laughing wryly, when did my vigilance become so bad, I didn't even know that someone stuck a needle from a hanging bottle into my blood vessel, if the enemy sneaked in, then my head Haven't moved yet.

Then I quickly felt that something was wrong, because I had a back injury so I could only sleep on my side most of the time, but I could faintly hear some slight breathing behind me.

With difficulty, I changed my sleeping position and turned my head to look, and couldn't help being stunned. It turned out that Xiaofan was lying on the edge of my bed and fell asleep.

Seeing a lunch box of porridge on the small bedside table, I quickly understood that it was she who brought me the food, but she fell asleep next to my bed for some reason.

If this was in the past...Of course I knew what I should do. I pretended to be touched and stroked her hair, and then talked sweetly, and soon another affair would begin.

But at this time, I was hesitant. The main reason was of course because of Chen Yiyi... If this was in modern times, I wouldn't care so much. I would accept as many women as I want, and I wouldn't feel sorry for anyone or anything. Who was delayed.

But now... I feel that there seems to be an invisible pressure oppressing me and stopping me.This kind of pressure is telling me that even if I do that, even if I can get the favor of this woman in front of me like modern times, I will not be happy, I will not be happy... It will only make me feel guilty.

I don't know what it is, maybe this is the sense of responsibility that people often say!After living and dying with the soldiers on the battlefield, and parting with Chen Yiyi... I seem to understand something.

From this point of view, what I have learned from the battlefield is not only fighting, not only killing the enemy, but also some principles of life.

"Well, are you awake?" At this moment, Zhang Fan woke up for some reason, and she realized that she had fallen asleep, so she sat up quickly and explained with a little embarrassment: "Just now... I gave you a Fan, seeing you fell asleep, I also sat down to rest for a while, unexpectedly..."

"It's because I'm too tired from work!" I was making excuses for her.

"Yes, yes... a lot of things to do today!" Zhang Fan rubbed the corner of his clothes, as if he suddenly remembered something, and said, "I still have a patient... I'll go first!"

As he said that, he left the ward as if fleeing.

People in this era are really not very good at acting. Seeing Zhang Fan panicked, I couldn't help but smile. Based on my experience, I can't see that she has a good impression of me... In other words, women in this era seem to be born with I like heroes, and I am such a "hero", am I not?And he's a young and handsome hero... well, I admit I'm a bit stinky.

Maybe in the past I would be happy to be in this situation, the more girls like it, the better, right?The more it shows that I'm attractive, doesn't it?But now, I feel that this is also a burden.