blood of vietnam war

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Chapter 93

The greatness of being a soldier does not lie in not being afraid.

In fact, I don't think anyone is not afraid when facing this battlefield, so I can understand what the old fish head said.However, the real greatness of being a soldier is...they are afraid but they still have to go, just like the soldiers under me... how many of them are not afraid?How many people can face death calmly?Some even cried.But they are able to repel the enemy, that is, they can fight the enemy with bayonets on the battlefield, and they can repel the enemy's ace troops.

While lying on the bed and letting Xiaofan change the dressing on my back, I recalled the tragic battle on the 239 Heights.

As for the wound on my back...the weather in Vietnam is hot and humid, a pack of this bandage...the wound on the back of my head will inevitably become inflamed and pus, so every time I change the dressing, Xiaofan has to put flowers on my back Wash for a long time.

"Do you know that the dean took out a total of five pieces of shrapnel and seven gravels from your back!" Xiaofan said while carefully cleaning the wound for me: "And the dean is not sure if there are any shrapnel in it or not. Discover!"

"It's not a big problem!" I said, "I think I'm thin, and if there are a few pieces of shrapnel in it, I'll weigh it!"

In fact, I know... I have no problems walking or bending over, the only place that hurts is the wound, which means it was cleaned very well.

"You're still joking!" Zhang Fan scolded, "You don't know how scary it was when you first came here, your whole back was covered in blood!"

Not to mention... I really didn't know I was injured at first, which may be hard to believe, but wouldn't it hurt if I was injured like this?But there are many examples of this on the battlefield. The old man once said...a soldier under him was interrupted and didn't know it until the battle was over, and someone reminded him: "Your hand...", The soldier turned his head and looked at it, and then passed out with a sound of "ah".

Maybe I am also in this situation. I don’t even have any impression of where and when I was injured. At that time, I only knew to kill, fight, run... I dare not stop, otherwise will die!

"That's right!" Zhang Fan asked hesitantly at this time: "You kept calling Chen Yiyi when you had a fever...she..."

"Hmm!" I couldn't help being stunned for a moment: "I'm calling her name?"

"Ok!"

"She is one of my squad leaders." I said, "I don't know what's going on now!"

"A soldier under your command?" Zhang Fan asked a little strangely: "Is it a woman? Isn't it true that female soldiers in our army don't go to the front line?"

"It's a girl!" I said, "But she grew up in Vietnam, because she is familiar with the terrain of Vietnam, so..."

Zhang Fan let out an oh, and did not continue to ask further questions.

In fact, I can feel Zhang Fan's loss. If it was before... I just need to lie casually, such as emphasizing that the relationship with Chen Yiyi is just an ordinary comrade-in-arms relationship. At this time, women always like to listen to lies. These lies are not smart, but now I don't want to do it.

"By the way!" In order to break the awkward atmosphere, I asked, "My gun...do you know where it is?"

I am used to never leaving my gun on the battlefield, and I feel a little uneasy after not touching the gun for a few days.

"In the guard company, it's kept in the warehouse!" As soon as this topic came up, Xiaofan laughed: "Do you know? When I'm operating on you...no one dares to touch your gun!"

"Oh, why is that?" I couldn't help being a little surprised.

"You will fight desperately with anyone who touches your gun!" Xiaofan explained: "You may not know it, but the gun was still loaded...you will kill and kill others as soon as they touch the gun...the guard company Everyone was frightened by you, but in the end the dean had a way to give you anesthesia before taking the gun away!"

"No way!" To be honest, I didn't expect to do such a scary thing in a daze, but it seems normal. I remember when I was in a daze, I seemed to dream that I was still on the battlefield several times Fighting against the enemy, in such a state of high mental tension and not knowing where you are, it seems that it is not surprising that such a thing will happen.

"Okay!" At this time, Xiaofan had already put on a new bandage for me, she put on clothes for me and confessed: "Let's rest for a few more days, it's best not to move around, and I can leave the hospital after the wound heals !"

Originally at this time, it was time for Xiaofan to tidy up her things and take care of other wounded, but she seemed to be dawdling in wanting to say something, as if hesitating whether to say it or not.

Her shy and embarrassing appearance only makes me feel uncomfortable... Actually, I know what she wants to say, or what kind of words she wants to say. If it was before, I would definitely be happy, but now I would rather She don't say it.

However, things didn’t go as planned, Xiaofan finally summoned up the courage to say: “Then...if you’re bored, there’s a movie at the sun-drying field at night, it’s "Heroes and Daughters", if you want to go... then I’ll help you... ..."

This is a very common thing, nurses helping the wounded to go to the movies, isn't it?

However, she said it so hesitantly, and... I have a back injury, and walking is not difficult for me at all, so I don't need help at all... So anyone who is not stupid can see Xiaofan's attitude come out.

At this moment, I couldn't help being stunned, the reason is that although I have experience in picking up girls, I have never done things like rejecting women....So now I don't know how to answer.And I also know that in this era...to be able to say such words like Xiaofan, there is no doubt that I have gone through countless struggles and struggles in my heart. Can't stand it.

After thinking about it, I pretended to be puzzled and replied: "Heroes, I have seen it many times, and I am also a little dizzy. I don't know if I can sit for so long. So, if I want to I'll call you after I read it, okay?"

"En!" Xiaofan nodded heavily.

Looking at the excited expression on Xiaofan's face, I realized that my last sentence seemed to be wrong... My original intention was not to disappoint her too much, but I didn't expect it to give her hope.

It's inconvenient to change what I just said, so I had to give up. At worst, I won't go to the movies at night.

By the way... I really haven't seen this Heroes and Daughters, even the old Yutou made an appointment to watch it together before.

This movie is often broadcast on TV in our modern times, and the old man always likes to watch it over and over again. Although he can’t see anything, he always sits upright in front of the TV and “stares” at it attentively… …I’m always bored at times like this, and would rather be alone in my room with my computer.

So now I really want to see what the movies of this era look like when they are released. Firstly, I want to miss the old man, and secondly, I also want to watch the old man’s favorite movies... I regret not being able to accompany him in modern times. The old man watched it together once.

Just to keep a distance from Xiaofan... then forget it.

After Xiaofan packed up his things and left, I lay on the bed and thought wildly: In fact, Xiaofan is also a good girl, and it is a blessing to marry her.Besides, the female soldiers in our army all have backgrounds. Although I don't know what the background of Xiaofan's family is, I think it's not bad.It is my blessing to be able to see me... It's just that I don't have the blessing to enjoy it.

Firstly, I already have Chen Yiyi in my heart, and secondly, the more important thing is... only people like Chen Yiyi who are on the battlefield every day like me can understand, if Xiaofan... say no I would definitely use my family relationship to transfer me to the back.

If this was in the past, it would be something I wished for, I'm afraid I wouldn't even have to use Xiaofan to hint like this, I'd be glued to it like a fly.But now... I ask myself that there is no way to leave Chen Yiyi who has shared weal and woe with me, nor can I leave my comrades who have lived and died with me.Although, some of them I can't even pronounce their names.

I think the reason why Xiaofan has a good impression of me, or that she admires heroes so much, has something to do with her being from a military family...

Some people may say, how do I know Xiaofan is from a military family?

well!You don't need to think about it!If Xiaofan was not from a military family, how could she be a soldier from a girl's family, so she is not only from a military family, but also from a military family with a background. As for what background, then I don't know.

All I know is that someone from a military family, such as me... will be somewhat influenced by my parents, so it's not surprising that someone like Xiaofan has a good impression of me as a "hero".Although I don't consider myself a hero.

So be it!

I said to myself in my heart: continue to keep a distance from Xiaofan, in a few days... I will return to the army, and Xiaofan will continue to stay in this field hospital... This can basically be said to be inseparable in the era of inconvenient information. Well, Xiaofan will gradually forget about me in the future, after all, she only has some affection for me, besides...a considerable part of this affection is due to the aura of "hero", while Not because I like me.

When I thought of this, I was relieved, and the pressure in my heart was gone.

It's just that I didn't expect that the reality is far from being as simple as I imagined...