Cartoonist's Dream

"Okay, stop pretending." Li Mu sat on the edge of the bed and wiped his face with his hands, the tears made his cheeks itch so uncomfortable.Although I knew that Muzi really fell down, I looked at the towel at hand twice, but I still didn't pass it to her in the end, and asked her pretendingly indifferently: "Explain what it means that you will disappear from human history." , if it’s not an illusion, what kind of feeling is it?”

He is eager to figure out a problem - if the world follows "fatalism".Even if grandma doesn't suffer from stomach cancer, will she die in a few years; will her own life end at the age of 30; does Muzi have a premonition of being "death attacked" now!

"...Ah, Li Mu-kun is concerned about me—" Muzi seemed to see through Li Mu's fake coldness, and smiled softly in a half-crying state.

"Look." She just sat on the ground and raised her hands. She took off the big watch on her wrist. Under the thick strap, there were scars that were hard to heal.

Li Mu grabbed her wrist and looked back and forth, his pupils shrank again and again, raised his head and asked—"Did you do it yourself?" [

"Ah."

"How could you do that!?" He raised his eyebrows.

Not only are there more than a dozen cut marks on the back of the wrist, but there are also two cut marks on the front, which means that this little girl even dared to cut the main artery!Hidden under her watch and wristband are all the scars from when she killed herself by cutting her wrists.Assuming that she only left one post every time she committed suicide, then it can be estimated that since she was sensible, she would have tried to commit suicide at least once or twice a year!

"I don't know either." Facing Li Mu's questioning, Muzi forced a smile through tears, "Probably because he wants to chat."

"Chat? Is it because of this reason? Just because you feel chatty and keep cutting your own wrists?" Li Mu unconsciously grasped her wrist.If she wasn't her own daughter, she would have wished to slap her in the face.

"I also know that this is not a good reason, but I can't help it... I just feel like talking. Every month, every day, every day, except for studying, I just study. Those who finish elementary school go to middle school, and those who finish middle school go to university... Graduate students , doctoral student, professor, and then work. Regardless of whether you are rich or poor, people have to spend the arrogance, jealousy, anger and pain in the process of pursuing food, money, sleep, sex, and love..." Muzi slowly Telling, Li Mu also listened quietly.

"Life and death mean nothing to me. I don't want to pass on my pain. The doctor said that there are many joys in life. He tried to remind me of happy things, but I couldn't find them. to any memory of joy."

Limu knew that the doctor in her words must be a doctor who does psychological counseling. They are best at inducing the counselor to express their thoughts, and then find a breakthrough among many thoughts.Question the counselor with two conflicting paradoxical concepts of the counselor himself, so that the counselor has to give up one of the concepts.Under the guidance of the consultant, it is usually unreasonable ideas that are abandoned.

"I study for my parents, and being a monitor is to make my parents happy. No matter what I did before, or I will get married and have children in the future, I will not feel happy in the 'past' and 'future' time. After all , I am just a tool to help parents pass on genes to the next generation. Parents are helping grandparents pass on genes, and grandparents are helping grandparents... Even if I don’t give birth, cousins, cousins It will also complete the tasks inherited from my ancestors instead of me."

——Mission, she actually used the word mission for getting married and having children!

Limu suddenly realizes that she regards childbirth as a responsibility... as an instinct of all things since ancient times.She didn't look at things from a human point of view.

"So when the doctor asked 'did you think about the feelings of the people around you before you cut your wrists, your parents will be heartbroken when you die'

"I was like, 'Why should I care about their feelings? I wasn't born to live or die for others.'"

——If I were her counselor, I would seize this opportunity immediately.

#You said before that you study for your parents, and being the class monitor is to make your parents happy, why don't you care about them now?

Just as Limu thought, the counselor really grasped the clues in her words and used them as a weapon to break through the defense line of her thinking.But……

"Although my parents won't beat and scold me if I don't study, they will not give me food. If I let them down so much that they abandon me, it's better to spend some effort to make myself feel better. But I decided to commit suicide right now. At that time, in fact, there is no need to worry about whether you will be starved to death." She replied at that time.

In this firmly nailed world, she, who is a minor, cannot find a job, nor can she have her own freedom.But being an adult and being an underage are both so-called to her, as if any changes in the world have nothing to do with her, her relatives have nothing to do with her, and her parents are strangers to her...

--correct……[

Li Mu suddenly thought.The idea of ​​suicide cannot be formed overnight. In addition to the despair of the world and life, the lack of love and care from relatives is also an important reason for suicide.

——so she lacks love...

Her parents actually let this hysterical daughter rush to the Olympic math finals alone.Li Mu even imagined that they bought insurance for their daughter and prepared to file a lawsuit with the organizing committee.

Potential suicidal ideas will cause her to pay little attention to the details of life, followed by obesity, high blood sugar, and high blood lipids.She was most afraid that she would not look at the road while walking; that the meatball stuck in her throat did not choose to spit it out but swallowed it; she cut her wrists and committed suicide alone in the room before the exam, all of which might be the cause of her death.

This is a woman full of ambition!

"...But I have changed! Before, I only liked to read books and shut myself in a small world.

"Until that day, from that moment on I had you you could talk to me about Hawking radiation, Bundy accretion, gravitational lensing; you could write stories so rich in science, wit, and humanity that I couldn't live without seeing the end The will to die easily; then you saved me today, and my future at the same time..."

"The most important thing is, my name is 'Wujun Muzi' and your name is 'Li Mu'." She stopped here and looked at Li Mu affectionately.

"Eh!?" The latter asked in surprise.

"'Wujun Muzi' and 'Limu', according to the Chinese understanding, means 'My husband is Limu'."

Husband by name?I actually put the reason of repaying it at the end, because it is a bit unreasonable to be targeted because of the word "wood" in the name!Riki said in a bit of bewilderment:

"No, no, according to what you said, it should be understood as 'my husband is Li Mu's child'."

"But Li Mujun is only ten years old now, Muzi is 13 years old now, I can't wait until 40 years old, and I want you now~~~" She stood up and rushed towards Li Mu, but was blocked by Li Mu with one foot If you touch your abdomen, you can't advance an inch.

Wait until 40 years old...has she really considered 'beep beep' with my son?

"No, stop, stop, stop, why is the heavy topic suddenly developing in a weird direction?" Whether it was Muzi's astonishing speech or his pounced action, both of them startled Li Mu at the same time.

"What's so weird? We are just the most basic, primitive and most common body fluid communication in the biological world." She used four words in a row.

It turns out that a high IQ will really directly enter the stage of body fluid communication!

Li Mu felt lost at the moment when theory became reality.Not for anything else, just because Muzi's bodily fluids are exchanged with him, a petty citizen!Kind of scary isn't it?It's dangerous, isn't it?

"Ahem, listen to me." Li Mu was still half lying on the bed, supporting her abdomen with her feet.Seeing that she just maintained a fluttering posture at a 45° angle and did not press down hard, and seemed to be able to continue listening, I began to try to change her hysterical concept:

"The reason why people commit suicide is that the person who commits suicide has no ideals, or the road to the ideals has been destroyed."

"Yeah." She listened carefully.

"The reason why you feel different from the past is because you have found an opponent, someone who is your match, so you have found the meaning of living." Afraid that she would not be able to understand, Li Mu deliberately let the time go back to what she thought had changed. that moment--[

"Since I handed in the paper earlier than you, you have had the ideal to beat me." He reminded.

Muzi pondered seriously for a moment, maybe because she felt some pain in her abdomen from the pressure of her feet, she stood up a little bit and opened her body.

"Well, it's not like that. I know how I feel. Participating in the Mathematical Olympiad is just to enter No. [-] Middle School. There are single dormitories there..."

Just when Li Mu's foot, which was also raised at 45°, was sour and fell down.She seized the opportunity to press his calf down, let it pass through the crotch, and clamped it with a pair of plump thighs to prevent it from moving.She leaned forward and threw Li Mu onto the bed, grabbing his hand and covering her chest.

"If you don't believe me, come and ask me for my sincerity. For every centimeter close to you, it will jump ten more times."

What Muzi wears is a bellyband. In fact, very few primary school students wear bras.Therefore, the soft touch is only separated by two layers of soft cloth, and penetrates into Li Mu's hands without hindrance.

Tactile cells, temperature cells...

nerve fibers...

synapses...neurotransmitters...brain centers...electrical impulses...

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"How is it?" Muzi approached Limu with a pure round face full of curiosity.

Comments that are not detailed enough, just look at the girl in front of you from a different perspective.She is a well-proportioned woman with a cute watermelon head and a very textured look.The fat on her hands, the tender flesh on her thighs, the sensual flesh on her face...everywhere exudes a desire to be pinched.

Big glasses and pupils make her look like a manga character.

Of course, if she looks like a puppet, people will definitely shy away.

But now she is just a seductive woman wearing a light summer nightdress, slippers half hanging on her feet, full of hormones, but showing an innocent face.

"Don't, stop, stop! I know, we are still young at least, it's not okay to be lovers, let's start with a confidante first, shall we?" Li Mu struggled and asked with his hand back.

At this time, I am very fortunate that I have not awakened a certain ability, otherwise I am afraid that I will have to make a mistake behind my wife's back today, and in a hurry, I will temporarily delay the attack on Muzi.

"Hmm... well..." She seemed to weigh the pros and cons, she left Li Mu's upper body, but sat down on Li Mu's calf and replied, "Okay."

Under the skirt, on both sides of the panties, the tender and full of flesh and blood firmly clamped Li Mu's calf.

"Ahh~" Li Mu let out a nervous gasp, or a relaxed exhale.

Creatures like "Xiao San" are really powerful!

Li Muli complained.If it is said that the wife is chasing after her, then the mistress is chasing after her, which makes men and women hard to guard against.

"But what is Li Mu-kun's ideal? Why do you want to participate in the Olympiad? I am very concerned and curious." She twisted her waist every time she cared.

Or move two plump buttocks?

On a hot day, Li Mu also wore shorts, and the touch of light skin reached mx!He moved his calf outwards calmly, and escaped from the pinching of the two tender buttocks, but he couldn't escape further because of the thighs sandwiched on both sides.

"Girl, please get up, my feet are numb." Li Mu found an excuse.

"Say it, talk it, talk it~~~"

She keeps attacking with her hips, great!The effect is outstanding!

Bah, what kind of narration is this!

Li Mu has fallen into a chaotic state of complaining about herself.

#切，How could my feet be numb after pressing for less than 2 minutes...

#However, it seems that it will be available for another two years.

Li Mu woke up a little from Muzi's crooked voice, but found that Muzi was staring at his crotch with his feet spread apart, vaguely... as if he heard these two sentences.

Shaking his head to get the auditory hallucinations out of his mind, he became more sober during Muzi's questioning

"My ideal is to become the world's first great cartoonist; if I participate in the Mathematical Olympiad, I want to compose a dream song for an amiable old teacher who is tireless in his teaching career." Shouting with his great ideal To expel all impure desires.

For Teacher Li's ideal.Although winning the Mathematical Olympiad can only be regarded as one of her wishes, Li Mu at least wants to leave her with a hope, let her dream that in Hua Xu's dream, a great mathematician has really been born under her school.Teacher Li's simple expectation, the result of his own efforts, will be realized tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.

"Then from now on," Muzi stopped being funny, turned down and lay comfortably on Li Mu's left side, holding his left hand with his right hand.

"From now on your ideal is my ideal, and your wish is my wish."

#No distinction between each other...

Finally, she whispered softly.

Ah?Why do I have the feeling of being attacked! ?

Li Muhu felt that the line of defense in his heart was loose, and he felt bad, so he began to recite "The Sutra of Loving Wife".

#Love your wife, you will be born in that country; love your wife, like me now; love your wife; there is Sanskrit Buddha...

……

#...Pull out all the karmic obstacles to give birth to the Pure Land Dharani, Nan Amituo Poye, Duo Taka Duo Ye, Duo Di Ye Ta, Amitu Povi, Amituo, Sidam Povi, Amituo, Vijalan Emperor, Amitabha, Vijalando, Gami Ni, Gagana, Zhidakali, and Sapoha.

"Girl, what are you reading?" Li Mu asked, turning her head to the side.

What he read was only the part of "Love Wife", and the rest was read by Muzi, and he couldn't memorize the long-winded stuff behind.

"Young man, marry your husband and follow your husband, I will recite the Maitreya Sutra with you." She also smiled sideways.

She is working hard to get in tune with Li Mu, no, it should be said that the fit is already very high.

I heard that women with round faces, big breasts, and big butts are very good at giving birth...

Li Mu looked at her face and just jumped out of such a thought.

Boom boom boom!

Three knocks on the door frightened Li Mu to jump up as if being caught in bed, and fled to another bed with a whoosh.

"You two go to bed early, you have an exam tomorrow." He didn't want to enter the room, but the teacher just yelled out the door to remind him that there was an important national final tomorrow.

From today onwards, the teacher leading the team will be responsible for supervising and urging the children to wash, wash clothes and other trivial matters every night. Accompanying parents cannot help, in order to achieve the purpose of cultivating students' independence and self-reliance.The lights are turned off at 9:30 every night to ensure that candidates have sufficient energy for the next day.As for whether the participating students turned on the lights on the balcony or the toilet to continue reading after the lights were turned off... that's unknown.

In short, tomorrow morning from 10:00 to 11:30, the National Elite Mathematical Olympiad elementary school students will take the national final basic knowledge test, and the middle school group will take the afternoon test. After the test, there will be lectures and speeches.The day after tomorrow is the test of thinking ability, the time is tight if not tight, it is the damn lecture that makes the schedule a bit busy.