Su Yong Chuan

()Chapter 2 strange city, different, she now

Cui Xiuying sat cross-legged in front of the small table in the living room, ignoring the surprised-looking Marina beside her, and gorging on the takeaway ramen in the bowl.

Marina watched as she carefully put the ham in the topping aside, then stirred the bean sprouts and noodles, and then began to stuff it into her mouth with a grunt.Take a bite of the noodles, and then take a bite of the ham carefully. Although the noodles are eaten boldly, the action of biting the ham still looks more elegant.

"What's wrong?" Marina was still sizing up and thinking, but unexpectedly, Cui Xiuying, who lowered her head fiercely, muttered and spoke first.

"What's wrong?"

"Why does my sister keep looking at me, don't you want to eat?" Cui Xiuying chewed and raised her head, looking back at Marina.

"I just think you're a little strange." Marina didn't recover for a while, and replied in a daze.As soon as the words were spoken, there was a little bit of regret, and the brain quickly exercised, thinking about how to answer the words, so as not to hurt teammates.

"What's strange? It's strange to eat?" Cui Xiuying continued to eat noodles.

"の..., you usually don't like to eat bean sprouts, you always give them to me....Also, you usually eat very fast, but not so...so..."

"Bold and unrestrained?" Marina was still thinking about a more euphemistic adjective, and Cui Xiuying took it by herself.

"Keke, it should be said that it is more masculine. Although you are usually careless, you still look like a lady when you eat."

"That's because there are people around, girls, so you must be more reserved. After such a long sleep today, I really feel a little hungry after waking up. Besides, there is only my sister here, so I don't need to hide anything." Cui Xiu Yingmeimei took a sip of the noodle soup, thinking in her heart, this will scare you, if you know that in a few years, there will be a title of "God of Cookery" crowned on my head, standing in the Korean music industry, becoming the Chinese online Korean entertainment The legend of the novel, I don’t know how you will feel. "As for bean sprouts...to be honest, I've thought a lot these days." Seeing Cui Xiuying leaning over while talking, stirring the remaining noodle soup in the noodle bowl with a wooden chopstick in one hand, she didn't smile. Looking deeply at the bottom of the bowl, with a serious and somewhat lonely expression, Marina couldn't help but straighten her waist and listen seriously.

"Sister, you also know that the current situation of our group can basically be regarded as being abandoned by the company." Cui Xiuying raised her head and looked directly at Marina, and smoothly ignored the problem of bean sprouts.Seeing Marina's lips move, in the end, she still didn't say anything. "I don't know what my sister thinks. I don't feel reconciled. I used to work so hard and tried every means. Is this the end?"

Marina's expression seemed to struggle a bit, but she still said: "I know you are not reconciled, and I am the same. However, some things will not have good results if we work hard. Success may require many reasons. If it fails, as long as one is enough."

"Has my sister decided to give up?" Cui Xiuying's eyes focused on Marina's eyes, and Marina felt that those eyes were burning, so she turned her head slightly. "I don't know, but now I want to take a break. I miss Hokkaido very much, and I miss my parents. I had a dream last night. I dreamed that I was sitting in the classroom again, but the faces of the students around me were so blurred. I can't remember their touching. After waking up, I suddenly felt that I had been away from my hometown for a long time."

hometown?You can go back, but there is a place in my heart that I can't go back to.

"I understand my sister's feelings, but this will not be my choice." Cui Xiuying lowered her head, replaying scenes of unfamiliar but extremely familiar scenes in her mind.These images are like layers of dizzying fog that hides the impossible way home.In the past few days, I have been entangled in this half-dream and half-awake image. Between being lost and waking up, there is both the sadness of longing and the joy of relief.

"I still remember when I happily described my dream to my family. There was no enthusiastic support or warm praise. There were only severe reprimands or careless perfunctory. In fact, at that time, I knew that my sister Xiuzhen was actually doing the same thing as me. Dream. It can be said that she is my enlightener. However, she dared not say it out, and could only tell me in private. The beautiful pictures she described attracted me, and I began to yearn for that stage. When I was sure this is what I wanted, I was braver than her, and I said it in front of everyone in the family, and I firmly believed that I would do it.” Speaking of this, Cui Xiuying did not Consciously laughed, a picture was frozen in my mind, the stubborn little girl stood straight on the sofa with her hands crossed, looking down at all the adults present.The wide-eyed, bulging cheeks, and the hard-working little face are so cute.

"I remember that it was in 2000. When my family was not paying attention, I urged sister Xiuzhen to go to s·m_open_audition together and was successfully selected as a trainee. After my family found out about this daring act, I was surprised that they did not What kind of anger did you show, but you started to face up to the so-called dream in my child’s mouth. Instead of blindly denying it, I started to discuss my thoughts with me. I know, I won for the first time. The unknown barrier may not be what I imagined Then insurmountable."

Cui Xiuying unconsciously recalled that time, as for her father, that serious man spoke to that little girl in an equal tone for the first time.Two figures, one big and one small, "bargained" for a long time in the study.The mother and the woman walked into the study several times by giving them drinks and fruits, and she still remembered that she was standing quietly behind the father and the man with a tray in her arms, with a smile on her face.

"Later, I started training in the company. At that time, I was running between the company and the school every day. The close friends gradually became alienated because they didn't play together. The school I went to was an affiliated elementary school of a missionary school. Moreover, it is a girls' school, and the management is very strict. After knowing that I am a trainee, the teachers and classmates have vaguely strange eyes, and the grades and small movements in class are closely monitored. Life seems to be a little different all of a sudden. When I sleep in bed at night, I will ask myself whether it is worth it to be so tired. Training, learning, these difficulties are like a mountain, and I am really a little out of breath. Are these what I want? Thinking about it, I will Thinking of the sister Xiuzhen who used to come to my bed at night to describe my dreams to me. Thinking of my courage and the changes brought about by my courage, thinking of this, I said to myself, Xiuying , you are a brave child. No matter how high the mountain is, we can climb it slowly and don’t give up. Debut is like climbing to the top of the mountain, and you can see a wider world. Look back after that , All this under the mountain is nothing at all. Xiuying, Huai Ting~!"

Speaking of this, Cui Xiuying straightened her legs, leaned back and supported her body with her hands. "It didn't take long for such a day, and an opportunity came. The company selected people to participate in the Japanese-Korean duo competition held by Tokyo TV. After being selected, they might make their debut. This is a debut. Originally, this was a rare opportunity Opportunity, but at that time I knew that the selected candidate would debut in Japan, many senior trainees who were suitable and had better conditions than me shrank back. At that time, I might not be the best in the company, but I was the bravest among them So, sister, you know, I won again!" When she said these words, there seemed to be a flash of light in Cui Xiuying's eyes.

"Then, I went to Japan, met my sister, and debuted. Now, it seems that we have failed. But I will not give up my dream. Maybe I will be ridiculed, and maybe the failed debut will make my future road It is more difficult to walk. I still regard these difficulties as mountains. Cui Xiuying is a brave child, and I will continue to advance to the top of the mountain~! No matter how high the mountain is, let’s climb slowly. If you don’t give up, you will definitely be able to climb over~!!”

Looking at Cui Xiuying, who gradually seemed to be talking to herself later on, and seeing that still somewhat immature face becoming radiant, Marina's heart beat violently a few times.She's so cute, don't you really lack her courage?Suppressing the restless thoughts in her heart, Marina said as calmly as possible: "As expected of our Qingming Xiuying, my sister also believes that you will win. Huai Ting~!"

Marina's cheering seemed to wake up Cui Xiuying, who pursed her lips and puffed her cheeks to encourage herself.In fact, the words she said unconsciously just now seemed to be self-hypnotic, and Cui Xiuying's thoughts drifted far away.In a trance, she seemed to hear "gee", saw "theboys", saw icebergs, radishes, sergeant frogs, and pea dolls. Nine girls were holding hands and forming a circle under the spotlight. Tears seemed to be visible on their drooping faces. ....When she regained her senses, she recalled those pictures and combined with what she said, it seemed that there was a strange effect of boasting.I couldn't help but blushed all of a sudden.

"So, what's Xiuying's plan next? Will she stay in Japan?" Marina thought it was just a sequela of her passionate talk, and asked the girl about her future plans without thinking too much about it.

"I'm going back to Korea. If it fails, it's a failure. It's unrealistic to expect any compensation from the company. After returning to Korea, I will continue to work as a trainee in s.m. At least I will make my debut once. I have a clearer understanding of this stage. To be honest, after debuting on this stage, I have been secretly annoyed more than once, regretting that I neglected too much when I was a trainee, the training time was too short, and I didn’t learn too much. , We are not prepared for many things. Besides, we are still a 15-year-old (Korean age calculation) young girl, we will get up whenever we fall, and go forward bravely, we are not afraid." Cui Xiuying pointed her thumb up at her small chest, with a confident face did a shiny wink to Marina.

Cui Xiuying's funny expression completely amused Marina, and the Japanese girl covered her mouth and laughed.At this moment, she looked at Cui Xiuying with gentle eyes, and the haze in her heart seemed to be quietly illuminated by a ray of sunshine.No longer worrying about his teammates, his appetite seemed to have returned. Even though the ramen was a bit cold, Marina started to eat it.

"チェスヨン? ああそう..." Seeing that the Japanese girl no longer paid attention to her, Cui Xiuying let out a sigh of relief, and the whole sitting person relaxed.The bright smile slowly disappeared, and his face was full of calmness and indifference that Marina had never seen before.Putting away the bowl of ramen and doing nothing, Cui Xiuying took her laptop and started surfing the Internet.Not long after, Marina, who was cleaning up, heard a sad male voice echoing in the living room.Under the reflection of the laptop screen, the faces of his teammates were blurred and blurred.You could vaguely see your lips opening and closing slightly in tune with the music.

"Whose song is this? Although it sounds sad, the melody is very nice."

Cui Xiuying didn't answer, but raised her head, looked at Marina with a smile, and sang slowly along with the music: "I used to be very familiar, but now I don't understand you..."

We can never go back, right?