Su Yong Chuan

()Chapter 4 hurt parting, parting don't say goodbye

A small experiment may not explain anything, and the ice-cold Americano is not as uncomfortable as imagined.Seems to have found the evidence of the existence of "self", Su Yong feels like letting go of a burden in his heart at the moment, it is a kind of ease that seems to surface after diving deep in the sea.No matter which self, if it is not the sad product of spiritual fantasy or split personality, it is just a soul that has been liberated by some indescribable natural power and started a new life.Then those who have been fearful, sad, and suppressed seem to have a good reason to be gently let go by the new self.

A perhaps brand new self.

She started again with light steps.

Returning back to "Kotobukiya", Su Yong continued to search for some figurines and picture albums, and sat in on a handicraft lecture at "sakura_horikiri" near Asakusabashi leisurely. After the spiritual pleasure passed, he comforted his body beautifully and had a meal of "beef rice sanbo" that he had heard about for a long time.On the way back, I saw a vending machine with eye-catching decorations on the side of the road, and bought some canned oden and Chikuzen boiled purely out of curiosity.

It was already evening when we returned to the apartment, perhaps because Cui Suyong was in a good mood after a day of shopping after relaxing physically and mentally.The incomparably comfortable Su Yong's children's shoes hummed the tune he wanted, and opened the door hesitantly.The light in the living room was on, and it seemed that Takahashi Marina had already returned home after a day of travelling.After Su Yong changed into his slippers, he held up the new canned food harvested in Akihabara as if offering a treasure. "Sister, look, I bought some interesting things today."

No one answered, and after a while, the door of Marina's bedroom opened, and the captain of the Japanese girl came out with a seemingly empty suitcase.

Seeing this scene, the atmosphere suddenly became heavy.Su Yong was silent, quietly put down the shopping bag in his hand, and slowly walked to the captain's sister who was one year older than him.Looking at Marina's smiling face, he couldn't help but feel uneasy.

"Xiuying, I came back today and saw the landlord's notice that the apartment will be due at the end of this month. You should pack up your things, don't be in a hurry, and you will miss something by then." Marina looked at the apartment quietly. Cui Xiuying's eyes are clear and the corners of her mouth are full of tenderness.

Although the company has not issued any clear written or verbal information, the two girls with sensitive minds have actually already known the ending after seeing and experiencing all kinds of daily life.Listening to Marina's words, Cui Xiuying began to pack her personal belongings that night.Although this is only a short stop in the busy schedule of the year, the corners and corners of this small apartment do not know how many precious memories the two of them have scattered.

When they first moved into this apartment, the two girls were so excited.This is a completely new starting point for them, a place where their careers start, but they hope that this is not only a comfortable haven for girls, but also a place where two people can play around without any worries and look forward to the future as they wish. dream base.So whenever they finished their schedule, the two hurried back to the apartment.Decorate and arrange with great care in places where there are not many places where you can intervene.For any small placement, two people will discuss for a long time or even argue with each other, in order to have a feeling of home,

At that time, Cui Xiuying, who had just arrived in Japan, only mastered simple daily expressions. No matter how hard she tried to study, there would always be various inconveniences in her life.In order to be able to teach this little Korean girl to learn Japanese faster, Marina Takahashi, who is still a little girl herself, even bought a simple phonetic phonetic ri-han primer.Just like that, holding a book while struggling to communicate with Cui Xiuying.Sometimes when she sees a Japanese girl wrinkle her small face to express a meaning, Cui Xiuying can't help opening her mouth and laughing, but her crooked eyes are sore from the corners of her eyes to the bottom of her heart.

In the end, boa came to visit the class once and reflected this situation, which stopped the collision between the two people. Boa speaks very directly and domineeringly. Only by throwing yourself into the Japanese environment can you urge you to learn Japanese faster. This is called a last stand, which is how she came here back then. After Boa left, this sister Riben actually leaned over to apologize.Cui Xiuying didn't say anything at that time, but she took the initiative to hug Takahashi for the first time, quietly, for a long time.

When the feeling of homesickness is strong, the first thing that comes to mind is often the food of the hometown.Sometimes Cui Xiuying will miss the food cooked by her mother in Korea, and for no reason, she just wants to salivate.I casually said something casually while chatting with the captain's sister.As a result, Cui Xiuying, who finished her personal activities, opened the refrigerator and saw several boxes of food packaging with familiar words printed on them.Although eating these so-called export products is not the same thing at all, the post-it note on the refrigerator door said "surprise" and the big smiling face next to it was deeply imprinted in her heart.

When you pack it in one place, there will be memories in one place.Picking up and putting down, a kind of parting melancholy began to fill the quiet room.

When she was sorting out the CDs she had bought in Japan over the years, Cui Xiuying's eyes suddenly lit up, and she stood sideways and looked at the camera among the messy bunch of girls.Symmetrical clothing and accessories make the two girls look like opposite mirror images.The round "routeφ" font in light blue is so cute to the eyes at this time.Looking at the cover and recalling the scenes during the filming, the girl's sorrow seemed to have eased a lot, and the corners of her mouth could not help but curl up.

Cui Xiuying walked to Takahashi Marina's room while carefully looking at every detail of the CD package in her hand. "Sister, look, I found this when I was packing up the CDs. Our first EP, do you have this one in your collection?"

Marina put down the things in her hands, and when she turned her head, she saw the smile on the face of the tall and thin girl shaking the disc, "Why not." She casually pulled out the first CD on the bedside CD rack, "I still use this CD for running I bought it at a store outside. Before I went there, I disguised myself with a scarf, sunglasses, baseball cap, etc. for a long time, and I was evasive. I guess the clerk was scared when he saw my outfit at the time, and thought it was a pervert. It’s a bit funny when I think about it now.” Cui Xiuying took it over and took a look. It was obvious that the CD case had been carefully preserved, even the plastic film wrapped in it hadn't been removed, and the price tag stuck on it was intact. "1020 yen, our first EP is really cheap, it's only the price of a bowl of ramen."

"Ah, how can you say that!" Marina raised her hand and was about to blow the other's mind.The tall girl ducked away as soon as she lowered her head.

"What? Don't hit me on the head, you'll become stupid." Cui Xiuying stared intently at the unbroken CD for a while, then suddenly had a solemn expression, as if she had decided on something.She tore off the wrapping film with a tug of her hand.While Marina was stunned, she casually took the signature pen in the sundries jar by the bedside and signed her name on the inner page of the CD.Immediately afterwards, she handed her original CD together with the signature pen to Marina who was in surprise, and said in a very cartoony boyish voice, "Sister Marina, I really like your singing voice." ~! This is your first EP in my collection, can you sign me~ well~~."

Relieved, Marina didn't know what to say at this time, so with a stiff smile on her face, she signed this seriously for the "fans" on the ep, maybe her last, signing.

After signing, I was about to hand it to this unreliable teammate, and "gentlely" teach her a few words of love by the way.Unexpectedly, when she looked up, Cui Xiuying, who was standing opposite, was standing upright, holding her "spoiled" CD in both hands, leaning forward slightly, looking at herself seriously.

"Hello, my name is Cui Xiuying, nice to meet you."

Marina Takahashi felt her eye sockets moist all of a sudden, she wiped her eyelids in a panic, and imitated her teammates, stood upright, handed out her signed EP with a correct attitude, and sobbed loudly.

"My name is Takahashi Marina,...I am also very, very happy to meet you."

Meeting, being together, and parting, maybe just over a year has passed like this.

Time takes away many things, but it always leaves memories.

Cherish before parting, I don't know when we will meet again around the corner, how are you?

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As if she had a premonition of something, Cui Xiuying didn't stay in bed the next day, and started today's city survey plan under the faint morning light of stars.Forcing myself, wandering aimlessly all day, the sun is warm, but the mood is cloudy.

It was still the time when I went home yesterday, and the girl walking downstairs in the apartment suddenly found that there was still a light in the apartment.Cui Xiuying, whose mood had changed a little, also quickened her pace unconsciously.He hurriedly opened the door, and the light in the living room was on, but the girl's happy mood just fell to the bottom of the valley in a short while.

The door of Takahashi Marina's bedroom was open, empty and clear at a glance.There is a new poster hanging conspicuously on the door of their room, which is the poster of the dvd version of their third single "painting".For the two girls standing together, Marina smiled brightly.In the blank space in the lower left corner, a big red was drawn, fighting~! ! "

Cui Xiuying carefully removed the poster, carefully rolled it up and put it into the painting tube where she kept her previous collection of posters.Then I didn't do anything that night, just lying on the bed with the painting tube in my arms.In the middle of the night, tears flowed down unconsciously from the corners of her eyes, and the girl just felt the tears slide down her face and spent the night quietly.