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The skylight comes in from the balcony, passes through the kitchen, and spills into the living room, making the whole room seem transparent.The layout of the living room is not particular, but it is so clean that it is a bit empty. Standing in Lin Yuner's position, one can see the kitchen through the window. A series of utensils that she can't name are scattered and orderly hung on the white tiles on the wall.Lin Lingwei did not greet this strange girl who was probably her sister-in-law politely. She walked to the side of the living room, stood in front of a table with black and white portraits, picked up three incense sticks beside her and lit them.

"My mother." Lin Lingwei introduced softly, for Lin Yuner.

Lin Yun'er pursed her lips, her nose felt a little sore, she suddenly realized that one of Lin Weiran's wishes was doomed to fail to come true.

Lin Lingwei, who was incensed, turned around, obviously she had no intention of greeting Lin Yuner, a cup of tea and a seat, Lin Yuner was already very satisfied with this kind of treatment.Her gaze avoided the direction of the portrait, and she did not place it on Lin Lingwei's body, but looked at a closed door, and she did not know what thoughts had arisen.The two women were sitting in the living room like this, the quiet atmosphere made Lin Yuner feel a little depressed.

She lowered her head and fidgeted restlessly, maybe Lin Lingwei, who was so inquisitive as if she was investigating her household registration, made Lin Yuner feel more at ease.But she didn't speak or pay attention, she just sat on the side facing the portrait and didn't know what she was thinking about. More importantly, her eyes were not dull, they were just clear, as if she didn't have much sadness.

With a soft 'squeak' sound, the door that had been closed all the time opened. Seeing Lin Weiran whose eyes were bloodshot and haggard, Lin Yuner, who saw him like this for the first time, felt even more sour. Lowering his head, holding back his tears, he looked up at him with a smile on his face.

"How did you come?"

"I want to see you, so I'm here."

Just a simple question and answer, no intense hugging and crying.

Quiet is the main theme of this room.Lin Yun'er didn't know what to say, while the other two didn't talk much.Lin Lingwei did not pull Lin Weiran to whisper like an ordinary sister, but walked into the kitchen alone, apparently to prepare breakfast.

"You go to my room to rest first. I'll help." Stopping Lin Yun'er who wanted to go in and help, Lin Weiran went into the kitchen alone.

Filling the pot with water, Lin Lingwei, who noticed that Lin Yuner was no longer in the living room, said at this moment: "It seems that you are not bad in Korea."

"Well, it's okay." Lin Weiran responded softly.His tone was a bit bland, not like facing his own sister at all.

Lin Lingwei seemed to be used to this, and just informed: "I will leave after eating."

Lin Weiran, who was rummaging through the ingredients, paused and asked, "Go back to Nanjing?"

Lin Lingwei responded: "Well, there are still a few things to deal with."

Lin Weiran, who received an affirmative answer, had complicated thoughts.He hesitated until the water in the pot boiled, and then suggested: "Why don't you go to Seoul with me, I have a good life there."

Lin Lingwei put the leftovers from last night into the pot, thinking she didn't hear it.

Lin Weiran said with a heavy tone: "Mom also hopes that the family can be together."

Lin Lingwei put the lid on the pot, and it was as lukewarm as usual.She turned around and took a serious look at Lin Weiran who was frowning. She looked at him as if she was looking at a child who had no ambitions. She reached out and straightened his messy shirt, from tie to skirt.Meticulous.

"You've grown up too. Don't always be a kid."

Lin Weiran knew that she refused.

Lin Yuner, who was sitting on the bed and did not dare to move, did not come out until she heard Lin Weiran's voice. A dining table was set up in the living room, on which were a few simple side dishes and three bowls of rice porridge. Lin Yuner sat by the table with her hands tied , Lin Lingwei lowered her eyebrows and wanted to put a pair of chopsticks beside her bowl.She picked it up with both hands.A sentence of "thank you" in Korean blurted out, realizing that Lin Lingwei doesn't know Korean.This was changed to English.

Just like before, Lin Lingwei was not in the mood to take care of her.

A meal was eaten tepidly.Compared with Lin Weiran, who still talks to her a few words, Lin Yuner pays more attention to Lin Lingwei's reaction, she is different from herself, different from many women she has seen, she has never seen a woman who can eat all the food so beautifully Well, the rice grains were eaten one by one... Under her style, Lin Yuner didn't eat much at all.

When Lin Lingwei put down the bowls and chopsticks, Lin Yuner ignored Lin Weiran's obstruction and stood up to clean up the bowls and chopsticks. She calmed down in less than five seconds after being reckless, reminding herself desperately to be calm, to be calm, but luckily she didn't make mistakes in her busy schedule.When Lin Weiran folded the table and put it aside, Lin Lingwei had already packed her things in the master bedroom, and Lin Yuner was standing beside Lin Weiran, like a daughter-in-law who came to see her parents for the first time, the room was as quiet as ever, Lin Yun'er made up her mind to do everything she can do well.

"Take care of him for a few days and he'll be fine soon."

When Lin Lingwei was standing in front of Lin Yuner carrying the trolley case, she just said this with a smile.She didn't even say goodbye to Lin Weiran, she only said something in Chinese before leaving the house.

"If you want, let her burn incense sticks for Mom."

Lin Lingwei left without doing anything shocking to the world, but Lin Yun'er left a deep impression on her, just like an upgraded version of Han Weiyi, calm, yet unable to make people ignore her existence.

Lin Weiran walked to the table, picked up three incense sticks and lit them, handed them to Lin Yuner, and said with a smile: "My sister likes you very much."

The smell of incense was very good. When there were only the two of them left here, the room was still quiet, just like what Han Weiyi said to Yun'er, she couldn't do anything when she came here.

Facing Lin Weiran, she didn't know what to say to comfort him, telling him to look away?

No, Lin Weiran couldn't see it.They chatted with him in the text message about the size and location of the house, and even the texture of the lampshade and the color of the sofa. They didn't choose what they liked, but what Lin's mother might like.Lin Yun'er doesn't know how to express that she wants to support her son but doesn't want to be loved, but now she vaguely feels that kind of helpless reality.The passage of time became extremely slow in this silence, followed by a depressed mood.There is nothing to be busy here, so most of the time Yun'er just looks at Lin Weiran, and then has nothing to say.

"What about work?"

"Sister Weiyi will help me deal with it."

"How long can you stay?"

"I'll go back with you."

The several short conversations were all initiated by Lin Weiran.

The sky was getting dark, watching Lin Weiran turn on the light in the room, and then continue to sit on the chair that Lin Lingwei had sat in during the day, Lin Yuner felt that she was being taken care of instead.

'Take care of him for a few days and he'll be fine soon. '

Thinking of Lin Lingwei's words when she left, Lin Yuner stood up and made up her mind.

"I'm hungry." Standing in front of Lin Weiran, she pouted and complained.

Lin Weiran didn't react for a while, but just glanced at her blankly, then asked with a smile, "What do you want to eat?"

She grabbed Lin Weiran's hand like an innocent girl: "Take me out to eat."

Lin Weiran looked at her silently until she lowered her eyes guiltyly, then smiled and said: "Okay."

Leaving home and going to the street, the night view of the town and Seoul are two different worlds. On the nearby snack street, Lin Yuner, wearing a peaked cap, seems to have arrived in heaven. Before she finished eating, she left Ask Lin Weiran to order food for her at the next restaurant, after a few mouthfuls she throws it to Lin Weiran, and he is not allowed to throw it away, saying that it is shameful to waste, so she ate for most of the street like this, Lin Yuner kept holding Lin Weiran's arm, let They looked like a couple who came out to play... until she vomited out what she ate, she acted like an ignorant child.

Having vomited enough and felt comfortable, she smiled and said that she had a stomach flu and it didn't matter.Seeing Lin Weiran's concerned face, she said in a comforting tone that she was really fine, and Lin Weiran needed to pay attention to himself.She smiled energetically, because she didn't know what to say to comfort others, so she tried her best to take care of Lin Weiran in her own way.

Lin Weiran said, "If you want me to eat, you just have to say it."

"Different."

Lin Yuner shook her head stubbornly: "I can't tell why, but it feels different."

Even in the bustling snack street, it seemed that Lin Weiran, who was alone in the world, finally stopped smiling and asked softly, "Give me some more time."

His voice fell in Lin Yun'er's ears, as if pleading.

The night is getting darker, and the night in the small town always comes very early. Because of stomach discomfort, Lin Yuner, who was tossing and turning for a long time before getting confused, opened her eyes, and the man who sat by the bed and held her hand until she fell asleep, But it was gone.

Going out to the living room, there was indeed a figure of a man sitting in the seat belonging to the Lin family siblings, the smell of cigarettes suddenly rose up, making Lin Yun'er almost cough out.

Seeing her, Lin Weiran immediately stubbed out the cigarette butt, he opened the two doors leading to the balcony to ventilate, turned around, saw Lin Yuner who followed him into the kitchen, just stood there in a daze, and even continued to vaguely pass the test nothing.

"I am afraid."

Lin Yun'er was choking, she had clearly made up her mind to be a strong girl, but she couldn't continue to play that ignorant girl.Lin Weiran was still standing there, Lin Yuner stepped forward and hugged him tightly.

"You scare me like this."

Lin Weiran was still standing there, his hands hanging limply by his sides, his expression was hard to see clearly in the darkness, and the time was not as long as he imagined.

A single bed, the two of them cuddled tightly together, Yun'er's arms were around Lin Weiran's waist, and her head was resting on his chest, because only in this way, she would know when he left.This is the place where he has lived for more than 20 years. A person he thought would always stay here is gone. Lin Yuner dare not say that she can empathize with him.But, from now on, they are all motherless children.

Lin Yun'er opened her eyes and looked at the snow-white wall over the bed, she closed her eyes in a daze, and then opened them again. Under such a huge pressure, her good spirits have long been emptied.

In a daze, Lin Yun'er seemed to hear something she really wanted to hear.

"Tomorrow, we will return to Seoul." (To be continued...)