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Kim Taeyeon was only 16 years old when she wrote that line of small print, not a very sensible age. (.) Persistence, strongness, firmness, these words that are often bundled with great principles seem so obscure.At that time, she only knew that she would not be punished if she asked her father to ask for leave for her. After her father refused, she sullenly wrote down her grievances on the guardrail of the Han River Bridge where graffiti was not allowed. some comfort.

Kim Taeyeon was late that day, and she was punished as she deserved, and she didn't go to class for a whole month. She was ignorant and complained about her father's rigidity, and she didn't talk to him for almost half a month.When she understood her father's good intentions, most of the trainees in the same period had already left, and in the end, only she and Tiffany persisted.

There will be a second or third time for some things at the beginning. When the terrible habit follows, what should not be given up is given up, but what should be given up can only be kept by your side. If you really want to compare it, it is like losing weight If you can't bear the temptation of food, don't think about being slim. If you get used to being fat, you can only be a fat person willingly.

From the very beginning, Kim Taeyeon's father never gave her daughter a chance to make excuses, from the time she aspired to become a singer, until the day she actually stood on the stage.At that time, Tiffany, who was hanging out with Kim Taeyeon all day long, learned of all this, thinking of her father who was very opposed to her proposal to become a singer, she was heartless and said to Kim Taeyeon with sour words for several days, "You Lucky'.

"Taeyeon, we're here." Hearing the manager's soft reminder, Kim Taeyeon who was in a daze opened her eyes.First, he looked out the window vigilantly. It was ten o'clock in the morning and the sun was shining brightly.

The atmosphere in the nanny's car was Fo Xiao, who had to rush to the commercial performance in Busan after participating in the all-night shooting.Passing through Jeonju, the manager who knew that Taeyeon was going home during the rare holiday specially gave her a ride.The sleeping girl was pulling a car, and the driving could only get more and more drowsy. She drank another sip of coffee to refresh herself, and heard Kim Taeyeon say, "Why don't I go back to Seoul with you."

"Don't worry, I will definitely let go of the radio before I get on the highway, and I will definitely get some people to chat with me." The manager said with a smirk, and glanced at the sleeping lambs in the car.Absolutely no good intentions.

Seeing that Taeyeon was still worried, he joked: "Don't worry, Captain, when you return to Seoul, you will definitely see these eight girls with healthy limbs, and there will definitely be none of them."

Kim Taeyeon, who was still a little confused, smiled lightly.Then he got out of the car, closed the door, walked to the co-pilot's seat, knocked on the window, and waved with the agent who was driving.She stood on the side of the road and watched the nanny's car go away, slowly restrained her smile, turned around and saw the color of the door that she hadn't knocked on for a long time changed.It doesn't feel strange.

Home is such a place, you can't tell the truth, once you are recognized, even if you leave for ten or eight years, you will come back.The same will not feel strange.Open the door with the key, and the sound of the TV came from the living room.Kim Taeyeon didn't make her return exciting, she put down her bag.After changing his shoes, he looked up and saw a middle-aged man coming out of the living room.

"Dad." She called out with a smile.

Taeyeon's father opened his arms. Although he can see his daughter on TV every day, it is not a real person after all. It has been a long time since he saw his daughter. He should miss him a lot.Kim Taeyeon didn't rush over in a tiger-headed way, but just walked up to her father and hugged her.

"What a big girl." Jin's father sighed inexplicably, with the joy of his daughter's return on his face.

Kim Taeyeon raised her head and asked, "What? Just rush in like Xia Yan?"

"You can't do it now, you are really a big girl." Father Jin laughed and patted his daughter on the back.

Kim Taeyeon let go of her hand reluctantly, since the youngest Xia Yan was born, more than half of the right to cling to her father has been taken away.Especially after becoming a trainee, my father always positioned himself as a big girl. Fortunately, Kim Taeyeon is not a wild girl with a tiger head and a tiger brain. When the clothes were playing with her parents, Kim Taeyeon was sent back directly by her father because she ran away from the company.Kim Taeyeon maintains respect for this man in the family who is always taciturn but never hesitates in action.

She went to the bathroom to remove her make-up, and Kim Taeyeon returned to the living room with a plain face, her eyebrows were bland as if she hadn't.Mother went to the store, and her brother and Xia Yan were both at school. Even though they hadn't seen each other for a long time, Kim Taeyeon was quiet when she was only with her father.Seeing the washed and cut fruits on the coffee table, she lamented that her father really only did what he said, and that her mother had been planning to change this old man for decades, but she still hadn't seen any effect yet.

She sat down directly on the sofa, sitting next to her father, first inserted a piece of fruit for him, and then did it herself.The living room was so quiet that there was only the sound from the TV. My father's concern was not to ask for his health, but to hand over the remote control.

Kim Taeyeon shook her head and said, "I'm going to go to sleep later, I ran all night yesterday."

"Then eat before going to bed." Father Jin instructed.

Kim Taeyeon really ate the cut fruit piece by piece, and then looked at her father after eating, the smile of this taciturn old man was really a bit bigger.She couldn't help laughing, she got up and said that she was going back to the room first, and her father just nodded. This was a silent father-daughter relationship, but it made them feel at ease as always. Kim Taeyeon in the <issue made this unique private space in her teenage years unique. There are three star pictorials on the wall, all of which are famous singers who are famous for their strength. The girl who is less than 16 years old is Bao Er, the senior of the same company.

Before her debut, Kim Taeyeon was called BoA's second, and she felt proud from the bottom of her heart.

Going to the left after entering the door, there is a whole row of wooden frames, the height only reaches Kim Taeyeon's waist, and it looks really short now.What is placed on it is not a bad student's graphic novel, nor a good student's textbook, but a CD for practice, and stacks of staves that have been classified into categories.The most noticeable thing is the tape recorder connected to the microphone. It was a gift from her parents to celebrate her tenth birthday, and it is still in use today.

The frame is facing the single bed, and there is a wardrobe at the end of the bed. In order to have this wardrobe that looks too simple now, Kim Taeyeon fought fiercely back then. Although it ended in victory, everyone The monthly cut of pocket money also made her define this as a remnant victory.

The wardrobe is second-hand, it was well preserved by its previous owner, and it is the same in the hands of Taeyeon.Other than the slight 'squeak' from the hinges, everything else is fine.

Taeyeon opened the cabinet door, but there was no soft sound.

What is in front of her is not hers either.

At that moment, she almost felt that she had encountered a plot in a sci-fi or fantasy movie. When she opened a dilapidated wardrobe, it was full of 'treasures'.

Chanel, lv, she can easily recognize it because of the label on the bag, a pair of high heels are inlaid with a metal logo 'cl', Kim Taeyeon has heard that this is an American brand, where it is very popular among young stars sought after.What I can still recognize are those Hermès silk scarves, because I saw other colleagues wearing them by chance.As for the hanging clothes, she can't recognize them at all. You can't expect a 14-year-old girl with private server taste to recognize fashion brands that even 30-year-old women can't say they can recognize.They hang there, all are suits and skirts, and you don't have to worry about matching them yourself, because the person who sent them has already tidied them up.

Standing in front of this cabinet for a long time, Taeyeon didn't feel any surprise. After being shocked and overwhelmed, her hands trembled slightly with anger.

Who sent it?

What do you want to do?

She knew she needed to calm down, but the answer that had been determined for a long time made her unable to calm down.How dare that man?how come?How could you insult yourself like this?If he appeared, she would definitely slap him hard with her own hands, even though she knew that there might be consequences she couldn't bear.

Kim Taeyeon stood in front of the closet for a long time, keeping her hands in the posture of opening the closet door, and finally hung powerlessly on her sides.

She walked out of her room and went to her father.After hesitating for a moment, he said, "Dad, just ask if you want to know."

Father Jin smiled and patted the sofa beside him: "Sit."

Kim Taeyeon was sitting upright, like a child who was about to admit his mistake.

Grabbing her daughter's hand, it was cold, Jin's father covered it with both hands, and continued: "We Taeyeon is a big girl, no matter what we do, we have our own ideas and ideas. If Taeyeon doesn't want to say anything, Dad doesn't want to say anything. I know. If Taeyeon wants to say something, Dad will listen to everything. Your mother doesn’t know this. I collected the things and put them in your closet. Those things are so beautiful. No matter what girl in Jeonju wears them Not as beautiful as you. You are a sensible child, so you will never do anything wrong. Even if you are really wrong, it is my mistake. The mistake is that I, as a father, want to realize my music dream on my daughter, and put you through It was sent to such a difficult circle early."

Kim Taeyeon lowered her head and bit her lips.

"It's hard to be an idol. You have to be sneaky even when you're in a relationship. During this period of time, your manager has been calling me, asking if I'm in Seoul, if I'm with you, and if I've been with you in the past few months." Didn’t I go home a few times. I said yes, and said that I would go to Seoul to see you when I miss my daughter. You are the age to fall in love, so wouldn’t it be a pity that you can’t talk about work?”

Kim's father turned to look at Kim Taeyeon, his tone suddenly became serious: "I have a chance to bring him to see, this is my only request."

"it is good."

Taeyeon got up to respond, she pulled out her hand and muttered, "I'm going back to rest."

Running into the room and closing the door, Kim Taeyeon squatted down along the door, covering her mouth with her hands, like a child who dared not even cry.

After crying for an unknown amount of time, she took out her mobile phone and dialed a number on the blacklist.When someone picked it up over there, she pleaded: "Lin Weiran, can you please get out of my life?" (To be continued...)

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