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"Thank you oppa, but, sorry, I have someone I love."

The silence didn't last long, Kong Zhenen sat on the bed, and what he said seemed to be rejecting Zheng Ronghe's confession.

"Although I like oppa very much after watching the show, but I already have someone I love. Oppa must have heard from Seo Hyun's sister? He is going to confess to me, and I am ready to accept it, and I have hidden it in a place at home. The pocket money is only enough to buy a razor for my father, and I have to save my mother's share for a year... I have a lot of things to do with this time, and I can't just give up because I want to learn guitar with oppa."

The girl smiled, her expression full of longing, Zheng Ronghe was speechless, her fingers were floating on the strings of the guitar, feeling sour.He glanced at Xu Xian and wanted to say something, but faced with such a choice of Kong Zhenen, he still couldn't say anything. He probably heard the story about Kong Zhenen from Xu Xian, but he didn't expect the situation to be like this.

No one can guarantee that the operation will be successful, just like no one can guarantee that Kong Zhenen will survive after the operation.

"If there is a chance, the chance will let you do all the things you want to do, just for these eighteen months, don't you feel sorry for the things you lost? You may be like this now, but when the day comes, you will regret it of."

Xu Xian was a little emotional. She could understand the reason why Kong Zhenen chose eighteen months, but she still couldn't figure it out. She put herself in the shoes and imagined how she would choose if she was in this situation, but she didn't have several years of anti-cancer experience and didn't accept it at all. Having undergone brain surgery, she didn't know that kind of pain, how terrible that kind of pain is, it actually makes people unable to even arouse the courage to fight.She didn't know, so she couldn't get an answer.

The atmosphere was clearly not suitable for conversation.Kong Zhenen stood up and packed her luggage, deciding to only remember the good part of meeting and getting along with these two stars.Xu Xian sighed.Look away to the fruit basket by the bed, she is not doing well these days, work, Taeyeon, Kong Zhenen, she can't do anything well, she will be discouraged, irritable, and have the urge to let go of everything and do nothing, In the end, you still have to obey the stubbornness in your character.

She stood up and put away the guitar in her arms.Carrying the piano case and putting it on Kong Zhenen's bed, "If you agree, this piano is going to be given to you, but even if you don't agree now, it is still yours. I will find you to play the piano for me, and I want to meet you too. Your little boyfriend, I want to know what kind of person he is."

"Thank you. Sister Seohyun." Kong Zhenen smiled, and then made a joke, "I can surf the Internet, 'Angel Xian'. This is the nickname I thought of for you."

Xu Xian laughed, and then kept his face straight again, "I won't give up. If I have time to see you, I will definitely ask you to have an operation. Don't think I'm nagging when the time comes."

"En." Kong Zhenen nodded vigorously.

"Call me when Xu Xian goes."

Behind the two.It was Jung Yong Hwa who put down his guitar and stood up.Looking at the two of them separately, "Doesn't Zhenen like me? I will show up a few more times to make her like me more, and maybe she will have an operation then. Just don't call me when your little boyfriend is around, female friends are around." You can call me anytime when you’re in school, if I show off, it’s more effective among female students than Girls’ Generation.”

Puchi, the two girls laughed out loud, Seo Hyun looked at Jung Rong Hwa, only to find that he is very different from the one in the shooting today, his usual childish actions are now mature, to be precise, this is her first time Once Jung Yong Hwa was treated as a man.

Women's emotions towards men are very subtle. Friends, brothers, childhood sweethearts, or handsome uncles in suits and leather shoes are not men. They may like them or be crazy about them, but they are all just out of interest or too young. But men are different, regardless of age, once women position a man in this way, they really regard him as the opposite sex who they like.

At this time, Xu Xian may not understand this, but she really smiled again on this face. There are too many things to worry about these days, and even such a smile is rare.

There seemed to be something shiny flying under the sun, and it fell into Kong Zhenen's eyes. The girl smiled secretly, but she didn't say much, but just started to pack her luggage. In the eyes, it is more obvious than anything else.

What should be packed, what should be tidied up, Kong Zhenen is about to leave the hospital completely today, looking at the electronic clock on the wall, Kong Zhenen just felt that her parents had been away for too long, she took out her mobile phone to ask, but heard knocking.

who is it?

Holding such doubts, the three of them looked at the door together, and all they could see through the glass was a peaked cap, and as a man entered the ward, some things started to end without a problem.

……

As a standard actionist, Lin Weiran is not an eloquent person. He doesn’t have much sweet talk in love, and it’s hard for him to chat with anyone in his career. After participating in many parties and banquets, what he learned is not to talk about golf and women’s style with others. , but learned how to be a satisfactory listener, so that the talkative person can talk.

It is not easy for such a person to persuade Kong Zhenen who has already made a decision. It can be said that Lin Weiran is at a loss. Kong Zhenen didn't have that kind of compassion.

But she knew that what this girl needed was not pity, but support.

Lin Weiran walked into the ward and was not surprised to see Xu Xian. He did not expect Zheng Ronghe to be there, but the existence of this person was irrelevant. From the moment he took off his peaked cap, he made the three people in the room move again. Can't keep my eyes open.

"You must look better than me when you look bald." Lin Weiran stood in front of Kong Zhenen, showing a rare gentle smile.

Kong Zhenen opened her mouth slightly, surprised at the scene in front of her.

Xu Xian couldn't imagine, to be precise, everyone knew that Xu Xian in Girls' Generation didn't care about a man's appearance, but Lin Weiran at this moment made her eyes widen, and her eyes only fell on his head.

"You...why?" Kong Zhenen asked doubts, she couldn't understand the scene at this time, her eyes were also on Lin Weiran's head, maybe the scene in front of him was too shocking, so he couldn't think of it An uncle who has only seen it once, what does it look like on his head.

No matter how his head used to be, there is nothing at this time, to be precise, there is only a smooth patch.

"I'm here to tell you that even though I am like this, people who love me still love me."

Lin Weiran smiled gently, although he had the drafts, but now he still had to throw them all away, "Last time I heard some things outside, and I felt that I should tell you something, I don't know if telling you these things will change your mind , but I think you should know this."

"You don't understand men."

Kong Zhenen blinked, still shocked by the situation in front of her.

"A man can't forget his first love. It's not just that you want him to forget. Unlike a woman, a man is a creature that needs a reason. Since you have chosen him, you have to give him a reason to leave him. No matter what it is, a man Everyone needs to use this to convince themselves to give up on you, even if he doesn't want to, he still needs this reason... and your illness is not that reason."

Kong Zhenen looked into Lin Weiran's eyes, opened her mouth, but said nothing, her lips trembled, and there was no smile on her face.

"Also, I was wrong last time. This time I came to support you, but before I support you, you have to listen to me."

Lin Weiran took a breath, only Kong Zhenen was in his eyes, "You gave up the operation to live a normal life for [-] months, but at the same time, you also made many people give up their chances, your parents, they want you to have the operation. Hope their daughter survives, hope you can have your own full life, they want you to have a loved one, they want you to have a child of your own, they want you to experience the happiness that they experienced, your father I definitely hope that there is an opportunity to hold your hand and walk into the auditorium. Your mother also hopes that there is an opportunity to personally help you build a new home. The person you love and loves you must also hope that there is someone who can give you When you chose the opportunity to wear the ring for eighteen months, you also gave up these opportunities on their behalf."

Before he could speak halfway, Kong Zhenen's eyes filled with tears, they overflowed and flowed down the girl's cheeks.

"And you said that someone loves you, and I have someone who loves me. I can't explain what kind of love exists, but I know that even if I shave all my hair off, the people who love me will still love me. I want to support You who chose to give them this opportunity, I can see that you are not a girl who will easily raise the white flag, you will fight for that opportunity for yourself, and you will also fight for theirs for everyone who loves you.”

Lin Weiran stretched out his hand to wipe the girl's tears, but Kong Zhenen in front of her was still sobbing, her shoulders were shaking, and she couldn't stop crying no matter what.

Kong Zhenen just cried, didn't answer or nod, just looked at Lin Weiran with tears running down his face, Xu Xian who felt the wetness on his cheeks finally came back to his senses, lowered his head to wipe, and looked at Kong Zhenen again, just as her His eyes swept over Lin Weiran, and when he noticed his bald head and the gentle smile on his face, the eyes stayed on him for a while.

A bad guy is a bad guy, and he shouldn't use this method to comfort a girl, because it would confuse her.

At this moment, Xu Xian finally realized that what she saw was not all of Lin Weiran. The perspective she thought was objective may have been subjective from the very beginning.

This man may not be all the bad guy she saw.

... (To be continued..)