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"Tell me, where are you?"

Lin Weiran's tone calmed down again, as if the out-of-control man just now had never appeared, he seemed to have changed back to that rational and calm man, although he may be a bit cold, but still can make people feel reliable.But Kim Taeyeon knew that he was trying hard to clenched every word in order to express his composure, and he could also hear his unsteady breathing. He was in a hurry. He never felt that they had reached the end. He did not agree with their end and was not afraid Any obstacle, he is being the one who can shield her from the wind and rain, but it is a pity that some things are never as simple as being a hero to save the beauty.

There was silence on the phone for a while, Kim Taeyeon's reticence was wearing away Lin Weiran's rationality a little bit, a man who can speak calmly would never have such an expression, his brows were furiously knit together, and his face was ashen and scary.

He said, "Let her answer the phone."

Who should answer the phone?

Kim Taeyeon turned her head to look at Jung Soo-yeon not far away. She was leaning on the guardrail of the auditorium on the second floor, and she was blown there in a daze because she had enough clothes on. She had been looking at the empty stadium in front of her for a long time. Your nose should be red.It was only then that Taeyeon realized how cold the weather was. Even before that, her hands and feet were frighteningly cold. She opened her mouth, and before she could speak, Lin Weiran opened her mouth again.

He said: "I promise, I will not threaten her, I will not hurt her, I will just talk to her, calmly."

Kim Taeyeon looked in the direction of Jung Soo-yeon: "How did you tell her?"

There was no sound in the earpiece, which was expected by Kim Taeyeon long ago, just like a Catholic and a Muslim can never communicate religiously, relying only on conversation, neither Lin Weiran nor Jung Soo Yeon will budge.And the long religious history has long told everyone the consequences of not making concessions.

Lin Weiran's suppressed voice came from the receiver: "Then tell me where you are, and I will be there soon. You can listen to what we are talking about."

Kim Taeyeon responded softly: "I don't believe you."

She reminded Lin Weiran: "And we broke up. Remember?"

The silence that followed seemed to be brewing something.

Kim Taeyeon has no reason to reject Lin Weiran, so she needs to break up as a reason, she can't control her heart, breaking up becomes a shackle, she hopes that breaking up will make her completely calm one day, even if it is from TV or even permission. When she got the news about him from her son, she could guarantee that her heart would not be disturbed.

It's a pity that breaking up is not a panacea, it is not enduring love.It's not a panacea either, it can't explain too many things, it can't do too many things, it can't completely bring a relationship to an end unless that's what it should have been.

"I remember."

Finally, Lin Weiran's calm voice came. Sometimes Kim Taeyeon let go of all constraints and thought about it, and she didn't know why she rejected Lin Weiran.

It's not bad for a man to say that a woman needs to be conquered.But it is not so easy to conquer a woman who is not a vulgar vase.Too many men conquer a little woman like Congo by machismo disguised as 'manly', and then complacent, but just arrogant, they never know what it takes to conquer a woman like Rome.Responsibility, respect, tenderness, there are many, and the real conquest is always based on the love between the two.A woman who can be conquered by pomp and strength will never have a future.

Taeyeon doesn't feel like she's Rome.Many times she felt that she was at best a small country somewhere in the Middle East, only in Lin Weiran's eyes.She seems to be even stronger than Rome.

Every girl longs to be regarded as a treasure by others, and every girl longs to be the most beautiful in the eyes of her lover.So here comes the problem, everyone seems to think that she is a moth flying towards the fire, but in fact she also wants to get more from Lin Weiran, she has imagined that she is in Yuner's position, and the ensuing Terrible emotions have become her nightmare. She is not the kind of woman who can be a shadow with peace of mind when she nods her head. What she longs for is also a life that can be written in fairy tales.

"We broke up." She repeated, speaking to Lin Weiran, but also to herself.

"I know." Lin Weiran also repeated, "but it's not the end for me."

Kim Taeyeon suddenly asked curiously: "What is that?"

There was a moment of silence in the receiver, Lin Weiran seemed to be planning something.Jung Soo-yeon in the stands cast a questioning look, and Kim Tae-yeon waved at her. There was not enough time for Lin Weiran to say too much.

"I'll call you when I get back." She said and wanted to hang up the phone.

"Wait..." A voice came from the phone.

……

After the typhoon, it will be sunny, and quarreling is nothing new for the Girls' Generation group. Living together will inevitably lead to misfires, and occasionally they will not like each other.But every time the conflict broke out, the two people who were arguing would quickly settle down, and the girls themselves couldn't explain why, maybe everyone was so heartless, or maybe the unique experience was enough to make them special.

The cold war between Kim Taeyeon and Jessica Jung Soo-yeon was not a big deal, it was fine for everyone to chatter, only Lin Yuner still couldn't let it go with worry, always felt that the conflict between these two might be irreconcilable.

When Tiffany came back from her follow-up visit, she started to make a big fuss when she heard the deeds told by others. Others thought that Tiffany cared and blamed her, but for Yuner, she found a kindred spirit.

It's a pity that Tiffany obviously knew something, but kept her mouth shut.

"I'm a patient and need to rest, don't pester me."

"Patient, the plaster cast has been removed, and the crutches are no longer used. I see that your legs and feet are listening well."

"Now it's Lisuo, I'll blame you when it doesn't work, I'm going back to the house, I'm so tired after the review, I need to take a nap."

Tiffany ran away with shameless reasons, leaving Lin Yuner alone. Finally, there were people who had the same idea but couldn't walk forward side by side. Lin Yuner was still very depressed.

Tiffany poked her head out behind her: "You are also worried too much. Although I don't know why Xiuyan went to Xiaoxian's and came back to argue with Taeyeon, it's better than their constant cold war."

Lin Yuner just wanted to ask a few more questions. Tiffany shrank back into the room at once.

'Tch', Lin Yuner broke a mouthful.

The press conference on the hospital side is about to begin.When Xu Xian picked up the phone, there were people around him.When Lin Yun'er relayed the conflict that happened in the dormitory.Xu Xian didn't seem so surprised and flustered, she whispered a few words to her manager calmly, and then went to an empty corner with her mobile phone.

"Although I don't know what's wrong with them, I always feel that something is wrong." Lin Yuner muttered, "Sister Xiuyan went out with Xiujing a few days ago, and I sent a text message to Xiujing, but she hasn't replied yet... …Actually, I don’t think the conflict between Sister Taeyeon and Sister Xiuyan is that big, no matter there are other people in the room, just call Sister Taeyeon a crazy woman, isn’t Sister Xiuyan doing too much?”

Seohyun calmly said, "It's too much for us to comment on these things in private."

Lin Yoona: "How could it be? Don't we two young ladies hope that the older sisters can reconcile as soon as possible. And then Girls' Generation will be reunited? The fans are so eye-catching now, and the posts are flying all over the sky in such a short time," Kim Taeyeon, Jung Soo-yeon I don’t know when the media will come in and add fuel to the flames...Wait, Xiujing sent a text message."

Xu Xian paced a few steps in place, looking a little uneasy.

"Xiaoxian, Xiujing said that Jiang Minjing had inquired about Miss Taeyeon, so Miss Xiuyan was very angry, and then went to Jiang Minjing to talk about this alone a few days ago... She, she can't be les?"

have to say.This kind of speculation made Xu Xian, an insider, a bit of a joke.

"No." That was all she could answer.

"No, no... wait, Jiang Minjing's words... Xiujing mentioned him in a text message, how could it be related to him?"

Lin Yuner obviously asked and answered by herself, Xu Xian didn't say a word.But visibly tense.

"I'll call him and ask, come back early in the evening, if those two can come back hand in hand. Let's go out and eat something good together, if not... then you need to come back and sacrifice!"

Lin Yuner's tone was as cheerful as ever.Obviously didn't think too much about it.The phone was hung up for a long time before Xu Xian took it from his ear. The expression on his face was unimaginable to fans.

Even without meddling.She also didn't want to help Lin Weiran.

……

Used to standing on the stage, she is very unfamiliar with the stands. Jung Soo-yeon, who was only in the audience back then, has now become one of the people who shine on the stage. When she first debuted, just this contrast made her proud and proud.Now standing on the stands again, the center of the huge stadium is empty at this time. Winter is the absolute off-season for outdoor performances. Naturally, no one cares about such a large outdoor venue that can hold a dream concert. After all, it is already the fourth debut As the years go by, those pride and arrogance have become humility and hard work. Sometimes Jessica also has this illusion that her debut is just another practice career. Keep working hard and with luck, you will become a star of tomorrow.

But the difference from her practice career is that she has a partner by her side. This is the benefit of debuting in a group. Everyone and the competition between everyone is put under the group. She can work together with others towards the same goal. effort.

The trainee career is lonely, at least I have a partner after debut.

Artists who have practiced for a long time and then debuted in a group often form a group centered on the group. Although unity is not commonplace, it is not an acting skill to deceive fans. Girls’ Generation’s acting experience has not been smooth sailing. Tens of thousands of people tied them tightly together.

It was painful at the time, but fortunately afterwards.

Kim Taeyeon finally put down her phone, and Jung Soo-yeon had enough wind, she completely curled herself up in the down jacket and sat in the first row.

"Maybe one day we can tell everyone in front of the camera what we've been through here, what it's like, whether we've broken down. But it's more likely that when we say it, there's only one standard answer, we're too focused We don’t know what’s going on off the stage, we can’t turn those fans into the ones who broke nine teenage girls, and we can’t say we’re the victims. However, anger is treated as a small matter that can be laughed off, as if we didn’t know anything when we were on stage, but when we got off stage, everything was over.”

Kim Taeyeon sat next to Jung Soo-yeon, looking at the same place, and Jung Soo-yeon looked away and looked at her with a smile: "But there will be a day when we can let go of the responsibility and tell others the real truth, and on that day I just Want to talk about how we lifted each other up and encouraged each other to get to the top instead of having to tell people my two best sisters don’t want to see each other because of a guy who gave each other cold eyes.”

Kim Taeyeon smiled slightly: "Those seven years really changed you a lot."

Jung Soo-yeon smiled: "Otherwise, how could I have been assigned as the captain? Lazy on the stage to act cute or sleep late?"

Kim Taeyeon fell silent.

Jessica Jung: "Actually, I was really unhappy at the time. I practiced in the company for seven years. I am more mature than most of you. Why did the company choose you instead of me? After debuting, it will be more than a year or two years later." Time. I am very fortunate, first of all, I am not the captain so I can be ignorant, and then, the captain is you."

Kim Taeyeon's voice was cold: "If you have something to say, you can just say it."

Jung Soo-yeon looked away, and said softly, "You are the captain, we will depend on you."

Kim Taeyeon's voice gradually increased: "It's not that exaggerated, don't use the word captain to force me, I don't want to do it, I don't want to do it from the first day, the company asked me to do it, I did it, you asked me to be responsible, I will do it Take charge, now what do you want me to do? Kim Taeyeon, you have to be the captain, so give up on yourself, you belong to the team... You, each of you, who is qualified to say this to me?"

Jung Soo-yeon's smile was disgusting in Kim Taeyeon's eyes, but she still smiled: "You don't care about this."

Kim Taeyeon frowned: "Why can't I?"

Jung Soo Yeon said firmly, "I have known you for seven years since I first met you, you are not that kind of person."

Kim Taeyeon opened her mouth, speechless.

The phone beeped lightly.

Kim Taeyeon turned her head to check the text message.

Jung Soo-yeon said nothing wrong. Indeed, she is not that kind of person. Words like dedication and sacrifice are really suitable for her Kim Taeyeon. Now I don’t know how many people say to others on the Internet every morning that she is Kim Taeyeon. How much the group of Girls' Generation has contributed.In fact, many times, dedication and sacrifice are not that great, and more often, dedication and sacrifice come from what you can only do.

Because that's who you are.

When she clicked on the text message, Taeyeon's mind went blank, and the dense handwriting couldn't attract her attention at all, until she noticed the sender.

The time with that man is not short, Kim Taeyeon knows how difficult it is for him to type on the small mobile phone keyboard, the short drama may be okay, but he has never typed such a large one.He wrote: I don't know why I want to get you into this tangled relationship and I won't let you go, but I know that after a long time you will be annoyed, painful, epiglottic, and I know you are tired, because I You will be heartbroken and maybe heartbroken.You will have a hard time with yourself, you will just be bored in your heart without telling anyone, you will hide everything, you will make me look incompetent.I don't know what else to do to make it easier for you other than breaking up, and I'm afraid you'll want to leave.I can give you space and time, for you I am not a good man, but for me, I must be your man. (to be continued..)