tiger teacher

"are you asleep?"

"Well, fell asleep."

Wang Jian put his hands on his head and looked at the dirty ceiling, with a leaf in his mouth that he didn't know where he picked up.When Shanova's voice came from the darkness, he naturally agreed.

"Liar. You haven't fallen asleep." Shanova's voice floated softly: "I'm going to be 26 soon, and tomorrow is my birthday."

"Happy birthday." Wang Jian chuckled, clicked on the lighter, and put the orange flame in front of Shanova: "Make a wish."

"Hmm!" Shanova clenched her fists on her chest, closed her eyes and muttered quickly, then blew out the flame vigorously.

After she blew it out, the small warehouse became pitch black again, both of them fell silent, and no one spoke again.

The cold wind whineed outside the house at night, and the warehouse was quite warm, but the atmosphere suddenly dropped to freezing point.There is no reason, no reason, it is because Sanova said that she is going to be 26 soon.

"You know? In the dead of night, I often think about death." Shanova said in a low voice, "For a person like me who can get what he wants, the only regret is that he can't say goodbye once." Just go on a trip, and you can’t come to a love that just lets go. I feel like a broken rag, dirty and messy.”

Wang Jian lit a cigarette again with a click: "What wish did you just make?"

"I hope I can die in the arms of the man I like." Shanova stopped being cute, and her voice became very heavy: "Maybe tomorrow, maybe some day in the future."

After finishing speaking, she smiled slightly and said: "Baboon, I have a hunch that our journey is nearing the end. Thank you. I am very happy. I think this is the happiest few days of my life, no need to pretend Don't worry about it, just be myself in peace, someone will protect me if I get into trouble, someone will take care of me when I'm hungry, and someone will hug me when I'm cold. Thank you, thank you very much."

Wang Jian's voice was low, and he let out an "um" from his nasal cavity.

"Baboon, can you tell me about your most hopeful life? I want to hear your hope."

"Okay." Wang Jian opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling with a smile: "I have the most unrealistic dream in my heart, and I haven't told anyone."

When Shanova heard it, her eyes lit up immediately: "Haven't you told your wife?"

"No...I'm sorry." Wang Jian touched his head resentfully: "How do you know I have a wife?"

"Because you wore a wedding ring. You silly bird." Shanova curled her lips: "But I promise your wife is not as beautiful as me."

"Yes, yes, you can be the most beautiful." Wang Jian shook his head helplessly: "What I wished most at the time was to be with a few brothers. We had long hair and shawls, and we wore denim jackets with holes. In the cold In winter, poor people take out all their money, have a hot hot pot meal, drink two glasses of spicy low-quality spirits, and take out the guitar to sing a spicy song while drinking. Geer. When encountering injustice, everyone rushes forward, even if the head is broken and bloody, they will never regret it. Even if they die, they will still be a good man after 20 years."

As he spoke, Wang Jian rubbed his hands, sniffed his nose, and his voice was full of longing: "We travel from one city to another. During the day we each do our own thing, and at night we get together to do what we like to do. One of them When a man has a girl he likes, others will laugh at him together, but they will try their best to help him. No need to think about betrayal, no need to think about how to get along. What should be scolded, what should be beaten, after the fight, there is no winner .Drinking competition, whoever lies down first is the puppy. We also ate watermelon on the side of the road and whistled at the beautiful girl passing by. The girl rolled her eyes at us, and we laughed together."

"We have nothing to fear, because we can rely on each other, ignorant, self-righteous and chivalrous. Then we grow up slowly, and some people leave us to start a family first, and a bunch of us will rush to his house in the middle of the night to eat up his refrigerator. Everything, and then put his wife's mask on his face to pretend to be a little monster, but he won't get angry at all, but kicks our ass with his feet and tells us to get out and buy some back to have a good time."

After finishing speaking, Wang Jian turned his head to look at Shanova with a shy expression. Although the room was so dark that he couldn't see anything, he could clearly feel that Shanova was smiling at him: "Isn't it so childish?" ?”

"No... I think it's so romantic." Shanova shook her head gently: "A man's romance is the real romance. Why didn't you become the person you imagined in the end? I don't think it's difficult?"

Wang Jian chuckled: "I live in this world, so I can't exist in my own imagination. I'm a man, no matter how I think about it, I can't turn myself into a wind. To be worthy of the people around you, among the things my father taught me, the most important thing is a responsibility. As long as a man is responsible, it is enough, and let go of the rest."

"Won't this be very tiring?"

"No, people always have to have a little longing. A life without flaws is not perfect. My life is already wonderful and perfect. The woman I love, the friends around me, a man can make friends stable, can Let the enemy respect, let everyone think that he is not a bad person, I think I have done enough. After all, I am not a god, nor a saint, I will do my best, that's all."

Shanova hummed, and then fell into silence for a while, as if she couldn't bear to interrupt Wang Jian's rumination of the once naive dream.

"But after all, I'm really stupid when I think about it now." Wang Jian suddenly laughed foolishly: "Where is such a life, it's really..."

"I can't imagine." Shanova took a deep breath: "The world I have been exposed to since childhood is completely different from yours. My world is full of hatred, killing and interests. My father told me that this world can bring you People with interests are useful people, friends are not needed, and lovers are also used to achieve a certain purpose. I have a strong sense of distrust of people, and I am also very, very afraid of betrayal, so I often choose to put the possible People who betrayed me were nipped in the bud. So all I could do was try to imagine the life you're talking about, but couldn't picture it."

"Yeah, you are a bad guy." Wang Jian chuckled, "You are a heinous villain."

"Well, I'm a bad guy. You're a good guy. Maybe that's the biggest difference between us."

"Maybe." Wang Jian chuckled, "Go to bed early, happy birthday."

"Thank you."

In the following time, although the two of them did not sleep, they did not speak again, quietly listening to each other's breathing, until the sky was getting brighter, and they fell asleep in unison.

When Wang Jian woke up, it was already noon. He sat up in a daze, only to find that Shanova had disappeared.Instead, there was a note on the flour bag she slept in.

"Wang Jian, thank you. In fact, I already knew it was you from the first day you came to me. You silly baboon, I love you so much, how could I not see your habitual little movements Well. I wanted to expose you for a long time. But when you flicked my forehead and slapped my head with your hands, I couldn't be cruel.

Thank you for being with me on this journey.Perhaps this is the best and most perfect gift I have ever received in my life.I love you, but we're born to be enemies, and I can't go any further.

I'm leaving without asking why.We are enemies, I want to let go, but like you said.I also need to be responsible for the people around me. I also have my promises and oaths, and I also have my persistence and persistence.I want to indulge with you, but I know that there is not much time left for me in the future.

listen!I said.If that day comes, I will definitely carve a scar in your heart. "

When Wang Jian walked out, he was somewhat lost.As if something had been lost, he silently looked up at the gray sky, all the sounds around him seemed to fade away as if from a world away, and the sound of people and rain merged into a buzzing noise in his ears.

Of course he knew that this day would come sooner or later, because when he met Shanova on the first day, her eyes had already made it clear that she recognized him.

But she didn't talk bluntly, and Wang Jian naturally didn't bluntly either.Along the way, Wang Jian accommodated all her cute willfulness, all her petite fragility and all her helpless dependence.

Shanova's vengeance is really strong. Wang Jian's farewell on the rooftop got a perfect revenge.Now all Wang Jian's memories about Sanova are kept on the little red rope bracelet that Shanova made for him when he was free.

After leaving this time, Wang Jian knew that she might never come back again.The days of slapstick are almost over. Maybe she had already made plans yesterday when she told herself that today was her birthday.

That's it, just like what he himself said, a person's life without any regrets is not perfect.

After vigorously smoking a cigarette, Wang Jian put his hands in his pockets, washed off the ridiculous baboon makeup on his face with the water dripping from the eaves, and restored his sharp-edged face and murderous eyes. His beard has turned blue, making Wang Jian look much older than before, but he has also experienced many vicissitudes.

"You followed me all the way, come out." After a long detour, Wang Jian stopped in a dead end, surrounded by nothing but a few wild cats warming under the eaves: "Don't Make me do it."

When Wang Jian spoke, he didn't raise his head, but just silently faced the front, seemingly talking aimlessly, but after he finished speaking, two people suddenly appeared from behind him.

"Are you looking for me or Shanova?"

Wang Jian frowned, and his eyes became murderous.When Wang Jian was in a bad mood, he was definitely a cold-blooded meat grinder. When he saw these two people, he felt that they were not good people.

"Hand over the eldest lady." One of the men with the physique of Dashi Johnson raised his chin.

Wang Jian shrugged: "She's gone."

Those two people looked at each other, and then took out a short knife from their waists: "Then there is no need for you to exist."

Wang Jian whistled and leaned against the wall: "This is not up to you." (To be continued...)