Mecha Soldier's Notes

( ) to lure the enemy.

In a literal sense, it means: throwing less expensive bait to induce opponents to deviate from their original functions and positions, thereby creating opportunities for achieving key goals.It's a very old and, in a way, stupid tactic.

But unfortunately, I was recruited in the first air battle.

The two escort [Jacques] acted as bait, forcing me to move out of the position of "fortress air defense" easily, while the two [Tupolev] assault mechs loaded with ammunition were The attack started very smoothly like hitting a ground target. Six air-to-surface missiles and a total of twelve [-]-kilogram conventional bombs were smashed on the heads of the Vyborg Jagers, killing at least seventy civilians. Twice that number was injured.

When I almost exhausted all the flame bombs and fuel, and finally managed to get rid of [Jacques]'s entanglement and return to the base, the massacre was already over, and I only had time to fire a cannonball at the machine shadow's ass to vent my anger.

Incomplete buildings are burning, shattered bullet casings are burning, uncooled human bodies are burning, and even the pale snow is burning.The survivors silently packed up the odds and ends of their own houses and those of their loved ones.

Hearing the sound of gas blowing, they raised their heads and looked at the rappelling body in a wooden way. The dull eyes made me feel ashamed and angry.

"Clanging"

[Garland] Landed on one knee, I dragged the halyard in despair and descended from the cockpit to the ground, the flames scorched the air, the burning compound and the smell of some kind of barbecued meat rushed into my head, almost I passed out from choking, I know that many people put down their work and looked at me, but I lowered my head desperately and didn't have the courage to look at the expressions of the people around me,

Because I was afraid that after seeing it, I would lose the courage to drive the mecha forever.

So I lost the airframe and walked back to the hangar in a daze.I don't know what I want to do, I probably think that closed space is very suitable for hiding.

The hangar is empty, all the equipment has stopped working, and the big guys are obviously running to rescue the disaster.I saw my lunch box still stupidly placed in its original position, so I kicked it far away in anger, and sat down there with my head buried.

The extreme sense of loss poured from head to toe like ice water.

As for how I spent the next few hours, I have no memory of it.I just vaguely remember that everyone hurried past me, but they didn't speak, and their steps were very low, as if I was an invisible person who didn't exist.

It's not a bad feeling.

When I finally realized that the surrounding quiet time was a little too long, I realized that the people in the hangar had all left at some point, and only the high duty room and the hangar were still lit.Looking at the watch, it is already one o'clock in the morning, four hours have passed since the rest time, and ten hours have passed since the end of my first air battle.

【Garland】I don’t know when it has been recovered, standing alone on the fixed frame, the body is covered with crooked wounds, the most eye-catching is a piece of strange shrapnel on the hard steel face of the body , scratched a strange arc-shaped trace, it looked like the giant was laughing mockingly from a condescending angle.

What a literary type, oh, it should be said to be a type 213 wound.

I thought dejectedly.

Suddenly, I glanced at the telecommunications room, only to find that the door over there was still open, usually because that thing was always responsible for receiving telecommunications from other Jaeger regiments and Confederate regular troops, although they said it had nothing to do with it, but I still thought I was Outsiders are refused entry every time for reasons.

In fact, I am afraid that I will see too much that I shouldn't see and be killed by others.

But today I don't know why, my guts swelled frantically, so I took advantage of the nigger's tricks and groped in, and at a glance I saw a satellite phone with a synthetic luster on the corner table.

Dominated by some unknown impulse, I sat down straight at the front of the phone, swallowed heavily like a starving person staring at the bread in the window, and threw myself down with a particularly clear "gudong" sound. Scared enough.

Then I dialed the familiar number that I haven't used for a long time after the encrypted number.

"toot toot"

The monotonous connection tone echoed over and over again on the phone, and I felt my heart pounding.

"Hello, who is it?"

My mother’s words traveled across the entire earth through radio waves, and finally turned into a lazy voice that rang through the microphone. I suddenly remembered that it was already family nap time in the eastern hemisphere, and I stumbled a little at that time.

"I I I..."

"Hey, Xiao Xiang, how many times have I told you, you should be calm when you speak."

I just uttered a sound and my old lady heard it. She sighed and scolded me like I did when I was in school.

"oh oh."

"Why didn't you come this time? I didn't find anyone when I called your instructor?"

"Oh, the ticket to go back is more expensive. The country is stingy and doesn't reimburse you. I'll work here to earn some pocket money and come back after the summer vacation."

I quickly lied.

"Hey, stop talking nonsense, can you? Your instructor told you what your name is... Oh, Yang Mu's classmate has already paid for all your tickets. There are not many people who didn't go back. What the hell are you doing? Idea."

"I, I, I...Actually...That..."

The lie that took three days to make up was ruined. I panicked at the time and scolded the two supervisors for talking too much nonsense.

"Okay, okay, I'm getting older, and I'm too lazy to take care of it, just take care of myself when I go out."

"Ok."

"By the way, is work going well?"

"Smooth... Forget it, it's not smooth at all."

I threw my head down and threw the lie away, and kicked it far away.

"It will always be smooth, just get used to it."

The old lady comforted me in a calm tone as always, but I couldn't calm down at all.

"But I always feel... It's hard to succeed, and I might lose."

"Okay, when did you come here smoothly from childhood to adulthood, it scared us every time. Elementary school was promoted to junior high school, and the junior high school was abolished as soon as I entered the school, and I almost didn't have to read; the junior high school exam In high school, it was just seven points more, which cost your father and me more than 2 yuan; let alone the high school entrance examination, such a bad score of one point more than the cut-off line, dare to give me such a bad score, which made me feel so bad before the opening of the list. The whole family dared not sleep all night..."

"Stop, stop, stop, how can you say that the first half of my life was so miserable!"

"It's not much worse, probably because it was too miserable before, so now you desperately want to look up."

I was dumbfounded, I always thought that I worked so hard to manipulate mechas, and liking mechas was just a boy's hobby, but I didn't notice that there might be such an element in it.

Perhaps there is nothing wrong with this, the mecha, and only the mecha gave me a chance to look up, a chance to become stronger.Mechas, and only mechas.

"Okay, the phone bill is expensive, let's not talk about it, be careful not to put too much pressure on yourself, anyway, you have come here like this, and you don't have to worry about the next test."

After finishing speaking, the old lady hung up the phone. I held the receiver for a long time without recovering. Then I slowly put the thing back in place, curled up on the chair with my knees hugged like a coward, and stretched my body as much as possible. Squeeze into the darkness, let the turbulent emotions overflow from the rational dam little by little.

"woooooo"

A wounded wolf whimpered while hiding in the dark and narrow communication room.