She really couldn't bear to miss him, so she summoned up all her courage to come to City A to find him, no matter how cruel he said or did, she made up her mind to hold it back firmly, no matter what humiliation she suffered, she would never again If you leave him, you will be with him even if you give everything.

However, after all, she couldn't bear the devastating news that he was going to marry another woman, and that woman was pregnant with her child.

"Gong, congratulations..." It took her a while to speak hoarsely: "I'm a little uncomfortable, so excuse me."

Tears were about to come out of her eyes, she had no time to care about so many guests coming for her, she grabbed the hem of her skirt, and ran towards the back garden with some staggering steps.

Running to a deserted corner, she couldn't bear it any longer and wept bitterly.

Thinking that he was going to marry another woman, she was so heartbroken that she couldn't breathe.

Over the years in foreign countries, countless successful men wooed her, but she refused them all. Even though she could not be with him, she loved him deeply and stubbornly defended him all the time, hoping that as time went by, he would reduce The hatred for himself, hoping that one day he can forgive himself and be with him again.

And all expectations were completely destroyed tonight.

That woman was pregnant with his child. It's not that she didn't read his news abroad. She knew that he often lingered in the flowers and regarded women as playthings, but no woman was pregnant.

But that woman was pregnant, if he didn't like her, if he didn't really want to marry her, how could he get her pregnant.

Heartbroken and sad, I looked up and cried.

"What are you doing so sad? You should smile and bless me for finding a lover." A cold, mocking voice sounded behind me.

She froze suddenly, turned around, and saw him standing in front of her with a gloomy face, as cold as ice, and the moonlight shone on him, casting a layer of cold light on him.

"Mu Ze..." After looking for a long time, she finally called out the name that she had missed for a long time, which made her heartbroken.

"Don't call me by my name so heartbroken, and call me so affectionately, if my fiancee sees it, she will misunderstand." He said indifferently.

Tears kept rolling down her cheeks, she looked at him deeply with tears in her eyes, and said with a choked voice: "Although you are about to marry another woman, there are some things I still want to tell you clearly, and I want you to know my true inner feelings. ..."

Before she finished speaking, he was interrupted impatiently: "I don't want to hear it, and you don't need to say it, if you came to City A this time under the instruction of Ling Xiaohua, you want to do everything possible to stay by my side , If you spy on me and frame me, I advise you to give up early, because I don’t love you anymore, no matter what you do, you won’t have any memory of me.”

"Do you really not love? If you really don't love, you won't have such deep hatred, and you won't bring your fiancée to my reception banquet to stimulate me." She looked at him deeply, Said with a glimmer of hope.

"You lied to me, used me, framed me, and almost bankrupted the Fides Group. Do you think I will still love you? Xia Ruxue, I don't know where your confidence comes from after going through so many things. Still think I love you." He said sarcastically.

Recalling the past hurts to him, she was heartbroken and burst into tears: "It is indeed my adoptive father's order to work in your group. In the beginning, I also came here to defeat your group, but with After you get along for a period of time, my thoughts have changed. I fell in love with you, and I never thought about really hurting you. "

The voice was choked, and he took a breath before he could continue: "But my adoptive father adopted me since I was a child, let me live a life of luxury, it can be said that he gave me everything, I can't let him down, and you are my father. Beloved, I am in a dilemma, I just stole some irrelevant information from the group that will not cause any harm to the group, and it can be regarded as a business relationship."

"Later, why did the stock of the group fall so fast, and there were problems with the materials of various banks, and the accounts were also in disorder...I didn't do those things. I love you so much, how could it be possible for you to fall into this trap? In such a big crisis, maybe my adoptive father planted another eyeliner in your group, but that person is definitely not me."

What she said were all facts, and she wanted to tell him the truth a long time ago, but at that time, he didn't see her indifferently, and she had no chance to explain.

Today, he is going to marry someone else, so she will have the opportunity to tell the truth.

But obviously, he didn't believe her. His mocking smile and indifferent expression told her that he didn't believe her words at all.

She cried even more sadly, the beauty was crying, and the pear blossoms were raining.

"Mu Ze, what I said is true. Please believe me. Ever since I was with you, I thought that if there was a choice between foster father and you, I would choose you, because I Love you, love to the bone, to the blood, do you understand?"

"I don't understand, since you deceived me and used my truth to expose, I don't understand you."

"Xia Ruxue, I've only heard what you said as a joke, and I will never believe a single word. If you don't want to be blocked in City A in the future, just go back to the foreign country."

After he finished speaking coldly, he turned around and was about to leave, but was hugged tightly from behind by a pair of hands as white as jade.

"Mu Ze, don't go, please don't go, I love you, my heart hurts every time I think of you, please don't leave me, I don't want to be separated from you again, I don't want to lose you again."

Her face was pressed against his back, and tears rolled down like she didn't want money.

"Let go." He stiffened his back and squeezed out these two words without any emotion.

"Don't let it go, don't let it go, if I let it go, you will never belong to me again." She hugged his waist even tighter.

"Xia Ruxue, you stalk me like this, which makes me feel that you are very low. Let me go, my fiancée is still waiting for me." He said coldly.

The three words of fiancee caused her body to tremble, and her heartache and despair struck overwhelmingly.

The voice was choked up, "You said, I will not marry you in this life."

He sneered: "I said it just now, it was just a joke I used to make."

After a while, she found the voice, but it was trembling badly: "But, but I'm serious, Mu Ze, as long as I can be with you, I can be a kid."

He smiled again: "There can be many lovers, but I only want one wife. If you want to be a lover with no name or title, I can consider agreeing to you."

Her cheek was pressed against his back, tears of heartache kept rolling down, biting her lip and struggling in pain.

In the end, I love him more than my self-esteem.

Eyes blinked, cold tears flowed freely: "If I can be your mistress, I can stay by your side, I am willing."

As soon as the words fell, the hand around his waist was pulled away vigorously.

He looked at her coldly with contempt: "Xia Ruxue, you really have good intentions, even if you gave me a mistress, you would stay by my side and do things for Ling Xiaohua!"

She shook her head in denial: "No, my foster father didn't instruct me to come here. It was me who couldn't bear the longing, so I mustered up the courage to come to you. You have to believe me, please believe me, okay?" ?”

The wrist of her left hand was pulled vigorously, and cold sweat broke out on her forehead due to the unbearable pain.

Seeing that her face was so pale, he noticed something, took a look at her hand, and immediately looked at her in disbelief.

There were criss-crossed scars on her wrist as thin as a white wrist, some of which were clearly carved not long ago.

"What is this?" He stared at her with narrowed eyes and asked in a cold voice.

She pursed her pale lips and said: "Your indifference to me, ignoring me, made me go abroad to relieve my heartache. I thought I would feel better after escaping the city you are in, but in In a foreign country, I always think of you alone, of your deep affection for me, and of your kindness to me."

"I miss you deeply, but I can't be with you, which makes me physically and mentally exhausted and almost collapse. I really can't bear the pain of losing you, so I can only paralyze myself by self-harm. It's not that I haven't thought about dying , but I still have a little hope in my heart that you will forgive me someday and be with me again."

"In the days that followed, every time I thought about you, I couldn't sleep, and when I was in pain, I would carve knife marks on both wrists, thinking that I would punish myself, and God might have mercy on me, so that we could be together again, the same as before. Just as much in love."

After she finished speaking, she held her face and cried bitterly.

Seeing her crying so sadly, as if she was going to cry out all the pain in her heart, and the heartache on her wrist, the proof of the old injury, and the fact that she cried so much that it was impossible to fake it made him have to believe her Everything that is said comes from the heart.

Her cold and hard heart gradually softened under her painful crying, she hesitated, and raised her chin with her hand.

Facing her face full of tears, recalling the happy time when they were together, she said softly, "Is what you just said true?"

She nodded heavily and threw herself into his arms.

He sighed as if there was nothing in the body that he had loved so deeply that he hadn't touched it for a long time, and hugged her tightly.

It is undeniable that I hate her in my heart, but I have never forgotten her, and I still love her deeply.

Facing the moonlight, Shui Tide stood lonely and low by the lake in the back garden.

In the hall, as soon as Xia Ruxue escaped, he found an excuse and followed suit. Anyone with a discerning eye knew the purpose of his departure.

In fact, he doesn't need to make excuses, even if he directly said to go to Xia Ruxue, she has no right to say no.

Because in front of him, she is a toy that he is still familiar with. If you want to use her, you can use her, if you want to play with her, you can throw her away when you don't need her.

My heart hurts like a knife, repeatedly.

How much he felt the momentary surprise when he asked her to be his fiancee just now, and how sad he is now.

Sad, but can't shed tears.

Looking up at the night sky, let the tears flow back into the bottom of my heart.

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